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«Un libro che parla di famiglie, di speranza, persa e ritrovata, ma anche di come la gentilezza si possa trovare nei posti più improbabili. »
The Bookseller
C’è posta per Margaret Small e non si tratta di pubblicità. La busta colorata contiene cinquanta sterline e una lettera, breve e scritta con una grafia ordinata. Margaret riesce a distinguere la C. Il resto, invece, non riesce a leggerlo. Sotto i suoi occhi le lettere oscillano, sparpagliandosi sul pezzo di carta. Lei prova ad afferrarle, ma le sfuggono via. Margaret è diversa dalla maggior parte delle persone. Ha qualche difficoltà in più. Per questo, quand’era bambina, sua nonna l’ha affidata all’istituto St Mary; da quel momento, Margaret non l’ha più vista. Alla St Mary nessuno le ha veramente insegnato qualcosa – lì i bambini vengono abbandonati a loro stessi – eppure, in quella scuola, ci è rimasta più a lungo del ne è uscita all’età di quarantun anni. Oggi di anni ne ha settantacinque e a leggere non ha ancora imparato. La sua vita semplice è scandita da rituali che si ripetono ogni giorno. Come le lettere, ognuna di un colore diverso dell’arcobaleno, che continuano ad arrivare. Il mistero si infittisce… Ogni tanto, Margaret racconta di aver dimenticato gli occhiali e riesce a trovare qualcuno che legga al posto suo. Lei ancora non lo sa, ma dietro quelle lettere si nascondono segreti sconvolgenti che riguardano il suo passato. Il passato che lei voleva dimenticare.
Questo libro è una vera e propria coccola e quando l’avrete finito vi verrà voglia di abbracciarlo. È impossibile non voler bene alla sua protagonista e alla sua profonda umanità. È anche un romanzo che, per la prima volta, affronta i problemi dell’apprendimento con grazia e competenza. La capacità dell’autore di parlare di questa realtà è stata infatti il libro ha dominato le classifiche inglesi per settimane ed è ora in via di pubblicazione in dieci paesi. Margaret Small ci mostra la vita attraverso i suoi occhi e il mondo non è mai stato più colorato.
The Bookseller
C’è posta per Margaret Small e non si tratta di pubblicità. La busta colorata contiene cinquanta sterline e una lettera, breve e scritta con una grafia ordinata. Margaret riesce a distinguere la C. Il resto, invece, non riesce a leggerlo. Sotto i suoi occhi le lettere oscillano, sparpagliandosi sul pezzo di carta. Lei prova ad afferrarle, ma le sfuggono via. Margaret è diversa dalla maggior parte delle persone. Ha qualche difficoltà in più. Per questo, quand’era bambina, sua nonna l’ha affidata all’istituto St Mary; da quel momento, Margaret non l’ha più vista. Alla St Mary nessuno le ha veramente insegnato qualcosa – lì i bambini vengono abbandonati a loro stessi – eppure, in quella scuola, ci è rimasta più a lungo del ne è uscita all’età di quarantun anni. Oggi di anni ne ha settantacinque e a leggere non ha ancora imparato. La sua vita semplice è scandita da rituali che si ripetono ogni giorno. Come le lettere, ognuna di un colore diverso dell’arcobaleno, che continuano ad arrivare. Il mistero si infittisce… Ogni tanto, Margaret racconta di aver dimenticato gli occhiali e riesce a trovare qualcuno che legga al posto suo. Lei ancora non lo sa, ma dietro quelle lettere si nascondono segreti sconvolgenti che riguardano il suo passato. Il passato che lei voleva dimenticare.
Questo libro è una vera e propria coccola e quando l’avrete finito vi verrà voglia di abbracciarlo. È impossibile non voler bene alla sua protagonista e alla sua profonda umanità. È anche un romanzo che, per la prima volta, affronta i problemi dell’apprendimento con grazia e competenza. La capacità dell’autore di parlare di questa realtà è stata infatti il libro ha dominato le classifiche inglesi per settimane ed è ora in via di pubblicazione in dieci paesi. Margaret Small ci mostra la vita attraverso i suoi occhi e il mondo non è mai stato più colorato.
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First published November 16, 2022
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Neil Alexander
2 books150 followersMuch of the inspiration for Neil Alexander's debut novel, 'The Vanishing of Margaret Small', came directly from the voices of people with a learning disability, and the incredibly moving first person accounts of living in long stay institutions, which he heard while working for the UK charity Mencap. Neil, who has a Masters degree in English Literature from the University of Kent at Canterbury, began his career working in health journalism. Originally from Northern Ireland, he now lives in the seaside town of Whitstable in Kent. He currently teaches English part-time and is working on his second novel. You can follow Neil on Twitter @neilalexander_ and Instagram @neilalexanderwriter
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November 24, 2022
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Oh my gosh, this book! I fell in love with Margaret right from the start. What she went through and how she came out of it was astonishing, to say the least. And even though Margaret went through a lot and had such a hard life she is still an amazingly kind and understanding person. Margaret is one of my favourite book characters ever! What I enjoyed most about this story was the fact that it deals with some heavy subject matter in a serious yet sensitive manner. But it is also very heartwarming and surprisingly funny!
I loved the format of the two timelines and reading about Margaret's "vanishing" and how she coped through it all was eye-opening and shocking. It was also very pleasing to read about her current circumstances and how fiercely independent she had become. The mystery of the notes and letters was surprising and when all was said and done I hugged the book wishing it was Margaret herself. All. The. Stars.
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Oh my gosh, this book! I fell in love with Margaret right from the start. What she went through and how she came out of it was astonishing, to say the least. And even though Margaret went through a lot and had such a hard life she is still an amazingly kind and understanding person. Margaret is one of my favourite book characters ever! What I enjoyed most about this story was the fact that it deals with some heavy subject matter in a serious yet sensitive manner. But it is also very heartwarming and surprisingly funny!
I loved the format of the two timelines and reading about Margaret's "vanishing" and how she coped through it all was eye-opening and shocking. It was also very pleasing to read about her current circumstances and how fiercely independent she had become. The mystery of the notes and letters was surprising and when all was said and done I hugged the book wishing it was Margaret herself. All. The. Stars.
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December 18, 2024
In a Nutshell: An unusual story. The title and cover makes this debut novel appear light and easy-going, but it gets quite intense at times. Definitely worth reading for its quirky protagonist and its character-oriented storyline.
Story Synopsis:
Where the book worked for me:
😍 Margaret as the lead character is endearing and will definitely make her way into your heart. Despite the tough life she has had, she ventures into each day with an amazing never-give-up attitude. Simply adored her!
😍 I won't tell you why and how long Margaret ended up in the children’s institution but the way this aspect is incorporated into the plot is marvellous. It isn’t a case of writing a character with a disability just to fit in with the current trend in fiction but forgetting to use it after some casual mentions. On the contrary, the author thoughtfully makes use of this aspect of Margaret’s personality in almost every chapter.
😍 There are some memorable secondary characters as well, both good and bad. Wayne was among my favourites.
😍 The two timelines work wonderfully in sync with each other. Neither seems forced, and both were equally enjoyable.
😍 The chapters are short, adding to the pace of the novel. (I was a bit apprehensive to see eighty-seven chapters at first! Needn’t have worried.)
😍 While the book is quite emotional, it also incorporates plenty of humour.
😍 The story is slow and quick at the same time, if you know what I mean. There’s not much happening in each chapter but you still feel like the plot is moving ahead steadily, mainly by uncovering greater facets of the characters’ personalities.
😍 The author’s note at the end reveals the real-life inspiration for Margaret. Loved it!
😍 Okay, call me gender-biased, but I am not a fan of men writing women; most of the times, they mess up female representation. So imagine my surprise when I discovered that this is written by a man! What a beautiful and sensitive portrayal of the female characters! There was no scene where I felt like the writing went stereotypical. So yeah, I admit, there are some good male writers in contemporary fiction. I hope more of them come my way. (Sorry for being so presumptive in my dismissal of male authors! It’s a case of ‘Multiple times bitten, perennially shy.’)
😍 Imagine also my surprise when I discovered that this is a debut work. It is far more complex and nuanced than many of the established works I have read.
(How do debut writers write whimsical characters best – I wonder! Gail Honeyman’s Eleanor Olliphant, Matt Cain’s Albert Entwistle, even Fredrik Backman’s Ove – all are debut works with memorably peculiar characters. Neil Alexander’s Margaret Small joins this elite list without a doubt.)
Where the book could have worked better for me:
😑 A tad too convenient at times, especially in the second half.
😑 Some of the secondary characters are too clichéd.
😑 There are some plot points, mainly about Margaret’s younger years, that are brushed off hastily. I would have loved some more details on these gaps.
The audiobook experience:
The audiobook, clocking at 8 hrs 41 min, is narrated mainly by Annie Aldington, with some chapters coming from another narrator. The second narrator doesn’t get much chance to show much vocal range, though the scenes narrated by this person are also performed well. (Notice how hard I am trying to avoid spoilers about identity!)
Aldington is MARVELLOUS! Her voices and her emotions are spot on. The personality she creates with her voice not just for Margaret but for all the characters she voices is so good that you feel; like you are hearing a multi-cast performance.
There’s only one problem if you opt for the audio version, which is brilliant in every other way. Through the narrator's voice, you will discover at least the gender of the mysterious ‘C’, which eliminates half of the potential suspects from the list. Reading the book would have helped retain the mystery better.
All in all, this is a book that is heartrending and heartwarming at the same time. If you want to read the touching story of a loveable old lady, definitely give this a go.
4.25 stars.
My thanks to Bonnier UK Audio and NetGalley for the ALC of “The Vanishing of Margaret Small”. This review is voluntary and contains my honest opinion about the audiobook.
The book is available on Kindle Unlimited.
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Story Synopsis:
75-year-old Margaret Small has been a lifelong Cilla Black fan. After the death of the singer, Margaret begins receiving anonymous envelopes containing cash, with a note simply signed ‘C’. Margaret is sure that these are from Cilla, but whom can she confide in? Her young caregiver Wayne will surely laugh at her.
To resolve the mystery, we are also given a glimpse of another timeline beginning from 1947, when little Margaret was first ‘vanished” into a long-stay institution for children with learning disabilities.
Both the timelines are narrated to us in the first person pov of Margaret.
Where the book worked for me:
😍 Margaret as the lead character is endearing and will definitely make her way into your heart. Despite the tough life she has had, she ventures into each day with an amazing never-give-up attitude. Simply adored her!
😍 I won't tell you why and how long Margaret ended up in the children’s institution but the way this aspect is incorporated into the plot is marvellous. It isn’t a case of writing a character with a disability just to fit in with the current trend in fiction but forgetting to use it after some casual mentions. On the contrary, the author thoughtfully makes use of this aspect of Margaret’s personality in almost every chapter.
😍 There are some memorable secondary characters as well, both good and bad. Wayne was among my favourites.
😍 The two timelines work wonderfully in sync with each other. Neither seems forced, and both were equally enjoyable.
😍 The chapters are short, adding to the pace of the novel. (I was a bit apprehensive to see eighty-seven chapters at first! Needn’t have worried.)
😍 While the book is quite emotional, it also incorporates plenty of humour.
😍 The story is slow and quick at the same time, if you know what I mean. There’s not much happening in each chapter but you still feel like the plot is moving ahead steadily, mainly by uncovering greater facets of the characters’ personalities.
😍 The author’s note at the end reveals the real-life inspiration for Margaret. Loved it!
😍 Okay, call me gender-biased, but I am not a fan of men writing women; most of the times, they mess up female representation. So imagine my surprise when I discovered that this is written by a man! What a beautiful and sensitive portrayal of the female characters! There was no scene where I felt like the writing went stereotypical. So yeah, I admit, there are some good male writers in contemporary fiction. I hope more of them come my way. (Sorry for being so presumptive in my dismissal of male authors! It’s a case of ‘Multiple times bitten, perennially shy.’)
😍 Imagine also my surprise when I discovered that this is a debut work. It is far more complex and nuanced than many of the established works I have read.
(How do debut writers write whimsical characters best – I wonder! Gail Honeyman’s Eleanor Olliphant, Matt Cain’s Albert Entwistle, even Fredrik Backman’s Ove – all are debut works with memorably peculiar characters. Neil Alexander’s Margaret Small joins this elite list without a doubt.)
Where the book could have worked better for me:
😑 A tad too convenient at times, especially in the second half.
😑 Some of the secondary characters are too clichéd.
😑 There are some plot points, mainly about Margaret’s younger years, that are brushed off hastily. I would have loved some more details on these gaps.
The audiobook experience:
The audiobook, clocking at 8 hrs 41 min, is narrated mainly by Annie Aldington, with some chapters coming from another narrator. The second narrator doesn’t get much chance to show much vocal range, though the scenes narrated by this person are also performed well. (Notice how hard I am trying to avoid spoilers about identity!)
Aldington is MARVELLOUS! Her voices and her emotions are spot on. The personality she creates with her voice not just for Margaret but for all the characters she voices is so good that you feel; like you are hearing a multi-cast performance.
There’s only one problem if you opt for the audio version, which is brilliant in every other way. Through the narrator's voice, you will discover at least the gender of the mysterious ‘C’, which eliminates half of the potential suspects from the list. Reading the book would have helped retain the mystery better.
All in all, this is a book that is heartrending and heartwarming at the same time. If you want to read the touching story of a loveable old lady, definitely give this a go.
4.25 stars.
My thanks to Bonnier UK Audio and NetGalley for the ALC of “The Vanishing of Margaret Small”. This review is voluntary and contains my honest opinion about the audiobook.
The book is available on Kindle Unlimited.
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November 26, 2022
"The Vanishing of Margaret Small by Neil Alexander is this authors' debut novel!
The definitions of "Vanish": To pass quickly from sight; Disappear; To pass completely from existence; To assume the value zero.
Vanish is exactly what happens to seven-year-old Margaret in 1947 when her maternal grandmother and Mr. Gray decide she should be 'dropped off' at St. Mary's Hospital, a long-stay institution for children with learning and physical disabilities.
This is where Margaret remains until, at thirty-two years old, she's told she can leave St. Mary's to live in a small group home while receiving guidance from an assigned Support Worker.
When we first meet Margaret it's 2015, she's seventy-five years old, living alone, and unable to read or write. Her current Support Worker, Wayne, is attempting to convince her the letters she's receiving, aren't from her favorite singer, Cilla Black. He assures Margaret they'll get down to the bottom of the mystery of who is sending them...
Silly me, I thought this audiobook was going to be a simple, easy, lickety-split listen. Was I ever mistaken but what a pleasant surprise!
Told in two timelines, this story is an intensely emotional journey with top-notch characterizations. It's impossible not to love Margaret, as she's definitely the one who holds this story together. She may be a bit slow but she has an inner beauty that's impossible to resist.
Margaret's early life wasn't easy, but once given the chance, she melds into a new life outside of St. Mary's and into a welcoming community without issue. She proves herself to be a survivor with a kind heart, without bitterness for many years spent in a cruel institution, looking forward and not backward at life.
The audiobook is narrated by Annie Aldington who does a remarkable job of bringing Margaret to life, as well as, providing believable voicing to the other characters.
I was surprised to find out "The Vanishing of Margaret Small" is this author's debut novel. The author's note at the end, gives brief detail of what brought this amazing story to life. I do hope this book finds its way in front of a large audience of readers and listeners for the well-written and meaningful story it is. I highly recommend it to all!
Thank you to NetGalley, Bonnier UK Audio, and Neil Alexander for an ALC of this book. It has been an honor to give my honest and voluntary review.
The definitions of "Vanish": To pass quickly from sight; Disappear; To pass completely from existence; To assume the value zero.
Vanish is exactly what happens to seven-year-old Margaret in 1947 when her maternal grandmother and Mr. Gray decide she should be 'dropped off' at St. Mary's Hospital, a long-stay institution for children with learning and physical disabilities.
This is where Margaret remains until, at thirty-two years old, she's told she can leave St. Mary's to live in a small group home while receiving guidance from an assigned Support Worker.
When we first meet Margaret it's 2015, she's seventy-five years old, living alone, and unable to read or write. Her current Support Worker, Wayne, is attempting to convince her the letters she's receiving, aren't from her favorite singer, Cilla Black. He assures Margaret they'll get down to the bottom of the mystery of who is sending them...
Silly me, I thought this audiobook was going to be a simple, easy, lickety-split listen. Was I ever mistaken but what a pleasant surprise!
Told in two timelines, this story is an intensely emotional journey with top-notch characterizations. It's impossible not to love Margaret, as she's definitely the one who holds this story together. She may be a bit slow but she has an inner beauty that's impossible to resist.
Margaret's early life wasn't easy, but once given the chance, she melds into a new life outside of St. Mary's and into a welcoming community without issue. She proves herself to be a survivor with a kind heart, without bitterness for many years spent in a cruel institution, looking forward and not backward at life.
The audiobook is narrated by Annie Aldington who does a remarkable job of bringing Margaret to life, as well as, providing believable voicing to the other characters.
I was surprised to find out "The Vanishing of Margaret Small" is this author's debut novel. The author's note at the end, gives brief detail of what brought this amazing story to life. I do hope this book finds its way in front of a large audience of readers and listeners for the well-written and meaningful story it is. I highly recommend it to all!
Thank you to NetGalley, Bonnier UK Audio, and Neil Alexander for an ALC of this book. It has been an honor to give my honest and voluntary review.
January 3, 2023
EXCERPT: 5 November 1947
I was seven years old when they vanished me. The Rat Catcher done it. He stole me from Grandma. In the beginning, you see, I lived with Grandma, for Mother had died soon after I was born.
On days when I was naughty, Grandma told me I was cursed. She said my red hair was the work of the Devil; that I was a changeling, swapped by the fairies, all for what my mother had done. What my mother had done, she wouldn't say. I learned very quickly not to ask. If I did, God help me, she'd get angry, give my legs a good hiding with the belt.
There was this man, you see. His name was Mr. Grey, but everyone on our street called him the Rat Catcher. Oh, he was a sneak! Tall and crooked, with a long silver ponytail that snaked all the way down his back. He worked for the Board of Control - them lot who put you away for good. His job was to nick children from their houses, take them up St Mary's in Canterbury. Not just any children, mind - only the ones like me, what was different.
ABOUT 'THE VANISHING OF MARGARET SMALL': Meet Margaret Small: 75, plain spoken and a Cilla Black super fan. Shortly after the death of her idol, Margaret begins receiving sums of money in the post, signed simply 'C'.
She is convinced it must be Cilla, but how can it be? To solve the mystery of her benefactor Margaret must go back in her memories almost 70 years, to the time when she was 'vanished' to a long-stay institution for children with learning disabilities.
MY THOUGHTS: What an amazing read (listen) this was! I love being blindsided by the unexpected, and Neil Alexander manages to do this with his debut novel! Definitely a writer to watch.
Margaret Small is intellectually challenged, but she more than makes up for this with spades of common sense, far more than many so called intelligent people. She is kind and willing but easily taken advantage of. What she does she does well and she takes pride in her work.
Margaret tells her story over two timelines. She is now in her 70s and living in a flat and supervised by her support worker, Wayne. Wayne is a lovely, caring person, fully invested in enabling Margaret to live her best possible life. We need more Waynes in this world.
Margaret's current story is interspersed with the story of her life in St. Mary's, a residential home for the intellectually challenged and mentally disturbed.
Margaret is a delightful character, obsessed with Cilla Black, and frequently thinks that Cilla is 'talking' to her. Margaret often answers her. Margaret can neither read nor write and so, when she starts getting letters, she has David, a kind young lad who works in Sainsbury's, read them to her. They are simply signed 'C'.
The Vanishing of Margaret Small is a story that tore at my heart, had me shedding tears in places, but also had me laughing out loud in others.
Annie Aldington narrated superbly.
A wonderful book that everyone should read. And please don't forget to read the author's note at the end. It is enlightening.
⭐⭐⭐⭐.5
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THE AUTHOR: Much of the inspiration for Neil Alexander's debut novel, 'The Vanishing of Margaret Small', came directly from the voices of people with a learning disability, and the incredibly moving first person accounts of living in long stay institutions, which he heard while working for the UK charity Mencap. Neil, who has a Masters degree in English Literature from the University of Kent at Canterbury, began his career working in health journalism. Originally from Northern Ireland, he now lives in the seaside town of Whitstable in Kent. He currently teaches English part-time and is working on his second novel.
DISCLOSURE: Thank you to Bonnier Audio UK for an audio ARC of The Vanishing of Margaret Small, written by Neil Alexander and narrated by Annie Aldington, for review. All opinions expressed in this review are entirely my own personal opinions.
For an explanation of my rating system please refer to my Goodreads.com profile page or the about page on sandysbookaday.wordpress.com
This review is also published on Twitter, Amazon, Instagram and my webpage https://sandysbookaday.wordpress.com/...
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I was seven years old when they vanished me. The Rat Catcher done it. He stole me from Grandma. In the beginning, you see, I lived with Grandma, for Mother had died soon after I was born.
On days when I was naughty, Grandma told me I was cursed. She said my red hair was the work of the Devil; that I was a changeling, swapped by the fairies, all for what my mother had done. What my mother had done, she wouldn't say. I learned very quickly not to ask. If I did, God help me, she'd get angry, give my legs a good hiding with the belt.
There was this man, you see. His name was Mr. Grey, but everyone on our street called him the Rat Catcher. Oh, he was a sneak! Tall and crooked, with a long silver ponytail that snaked all the way down his back. He worked for the Board of Control - them lot who put you away for good. His job was to nick children from their houses, take them up St Mary's in Canterbury. Not just any children, mind - only the ones like me, what was different.
ABOUT 'THE VANISHING OF MARGARET SMALL': Meet Margaret Small: 75, plain spoken and a Cilla Black super fan. Shortly after the death of her idol, Margaret begins receiving sums of money in the post, signed simply 'C'.
She is convinced it must be Cilla, but how can it be? To solve the mystery of her benefactor Margaret must go back in her memories almost 70 years, to the time when she was 'vanished' to a long-stay institution for children with learning disabilities.
MY THOUGHTS: What an amazing read (listen) this was! I love being blindsided by the unexpected, and Neil Alexander manages to do this with his debut novel! Definitely a writer to watch.
Margaret Small is intellectually challenged, but she more than makes up for this with spades of common sense, far more than many so called intelligent people. She is kind and willing but easily taken advantage of. What she does she does well and she takes pride in her work.
Margaret tells her story over two timelines. She is now in her 70s and living in a flat and supervised by her support worker, Wayne. Wayne is a lovely, caring person, fully invested in enabling Margaret to live her best possible life. We need more Waynes in this world.
Margaret's current story is interspersed with the story of her life in St. Mary's, a residential home for the intellectually challenged and mentally disturbed.
Margaret is a delightful character, obsessed with Cilla Black, and frequently thinks that Cilla is 'talking' to her. Margaret often answers her. Margaret can neither read nor write and so, when she starts getting letters, she has David, a kind young lad who works in Sainsbury's, read them to her. They are simply signed 'C'.
The Vanishing of Margaret Small is a story that tore at my heart, had me shedding tears in places, but also had me laughing out loud in others.
Annie Aldington narrated superbly.
A wonderful book that everyone should read. And please don't forget to read the author's note at the end. It is enlightening.
⭐⭐⭐⭐.5
#TheVanishingofMargaretSmall #NetGalley
I: @neilalexanderwriter @bonnierbooks_uk @emblabooks
T: @neilalexander_ @bonnierbooks_uk @emblabooks
#contemporaryfiction #familydrama #friendship #historicalfiction
THE AUTHOR: Much of the inspiration for Neil Alexander's debut novel, 'The Vanishing of Margaret Small', came directly from the voices of people with a learning disability, and the incredibly moving first person accounts of living in long stay institutions, which he heard while working for the UK charity Mencap. Neil, who has a Masters degree in English Literature from the University of Kent at Canterbury, began his career working in health journalism. Originally from Northern Ireland, he now lives in the seaside town of Whitstable in Kent. He currently teaches English part-time and is working on his second novel.
DISCLOSURE: Thank you to Bonnier Audio UK for an audio ARC of The Vanishing of Margaret Small, written by Neil Alexander and narrated by Annie Aldington, for review. All opinions expressed in this review are entirely my own personal opinions.
For an explanation of my rating system please refer to my Goodreads.com profile page or the about page on sandysbookaday.wordpress.com
This review is also published on Twitter, Amazon, Instagram and my webpage https://sandysbookaday.wordpress.com/...
https://www.instagram.com/p/Cm8N3Q5Lp...
May 11, 2023
This was a beautiful book. It reminds me of Rachel Joyce and her portrayal of loss, compassion and love. What made this book stand out, was that in addition to those qualities, it’s based on institutions that really existed. Margaret small seems vulnerable and strong at the same time, and you just feel honored to meet her. The book also reads as a mystery, since you know something happened but not exactly what. What got to me, was the relationships between the characters. Some already established and some new. I hope to find a book like this in the near future, as it was a memorable story that I didn’t want to end.
December 5, 2022
Margaret Small was "vanished” to a long-term care facility for children with learning disabilities when she was seven years old by the Rat Catcher (Mr. Gray). She had been living with her maternal grandmother prior to being "vanished". Can you even imagine sending a young child away to an institution? My heart broke for her.
Margaret is such an endearing and likeable character! She is a fan of Cilla Black and after the death of her beloved entertainer, Margaret begins receiving letters signed with a "C." Is Cilla sending them to her? Her support worker, Wayne, informs her that it is not possible. Hoping to figure out who is giving her money, Margaret talks a walk down memory lane.
This was such a wonderful and lovely book. I adored Margaret from the very beginning. She is a lovely character with an interesting back story. So sad to know that individuals were learning disabilities were once initialized. Breaks my heart. What won’t break your heart is the author's note at the end of the book where he shares his inspiration for writing this book.
I listened to the audiobook and the narrator did an amazing job with the voices. She really brought Margaret to life as well as the supporting characters. Told in two timelines, this book is both heartwarming and engaging. This book will sneak up on you, steal your heart, give you a few chuckles and put a smile on your face.
What an impressive debut! I look forward to what Neil Alexander writes next!
Thank you to Bonnier UK Audio, Embla Books and NetGalley who provided me with a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review. All the thoughts and opinions are my own.
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Margaret is such an endearing and likeable character! She is a fan of Cilla Black and after the death of her beloved entertainer, Margaret begins receiving letters signed with a "C." Is Cilla sending them to her? Her support worker, Wayne, informs her that it is not possible. Hoping to figure out who is giving her money, Margaret talks a walk down memory lane.
This was such a wonderful and lovely book. I adored Margaret from the very beginning. She is a lovely character with an interesting back story. So sad to know that individuals were learning disabilities were once initialized. Breaks my heart. What won’t break your heart is the author's note at the end of the book where he shares his inspiration for writing this book.
I listened to the audiobook and the narrator did an amazing job with the voices. She really brought Margaret to life as well as the supporting characters. Told in two timelines, this book is both heartwarming and engaging. This book will sneak up on you, steal your heart, give you a few chuckles and put a smile on your face.
What an impressive debut! I look forward to what Neil Alexander writes next!
Thank you to Bonnier UK Audio, Embla Books and NetGalley who provided me with a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review. All the thoughts and opinions are my own.
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January 8, 2023
As a little girl Margaret Small vanishes into a long term institution for children with learning difficulties. Her story, which is beautifully told, is sadly far from unique but it absolutely breaks your heart. It is impossible in my opinion, not to fall in love with Margaret as she is so wonderful. The addition of the Cilla Black storyline is fantastic too and parts of that have an air of mystery. There are some other really good characters in the novel too - I especially like Wayne, Margaret’s support worker who is a top human being. I thoroughly enjoy this book and it’s a terrific debut.
It’s worth reading the authors note at the end.
A Kindle Unlimited read.
It’s worth reading the authors note at the end.
A Kindle Unlimited read.
April 12, 2023
Sad but uplifting at the same time!
Poor Margaret, a young girl with learning difficulties, unfortunate enough to be born at the wrong time in history. She was born in the late 1940s and was told that her mother had died in childbirth. Her father was never mentioned. Her maternal grandmother attempted to raise Margaret but the child's mental state became to much to bear and she was despatched to a psychiatric hospital, aged just six. For the next 40 years or so she was kept in one or other state institution. No one bothered to teach her to read and write and she was abused both physically and emotionally by her so called carers. No one bothered to teach her about sex or relationships as the male and female patients were kept well apart. Oh dear! Then, in her mid forties, she was released back into society. Fortunately she had a good and kind social care worker to rely on. Then, at the age of 75, her life takes a dramatic turn. This story was not my usual fayre but I became hooked after the first couple of chapters. Well recommended!
Poor Margaret, a young girl with learning difficulties, unfortunate enough to be born at the wrong time in history. She was born in the late 1940s and was told that her mother had died in childbirth. Her father was never mentioned. Her maternal grandmother attempted to raise Margaret but the child's mental state became to much to bear and she was despatched to a psychiatric hospital, aged just six. For the next 40 years or so she was kept in one or other state institution. No one bothered to teach her to read and write and she was abused both physically and emotionally by her so called carers. No one bothered to teach her about sex or relationships as the male and female patients were kept well apart. Oh dear! Then, in her mid forties, she was released back into society. Fortunately she had a good and kind social care worker to rely on. Then, at the age of 75, her life takes a dramatic turn. This story was not my usual fayre but I became hooked after the first couple of chapters. Well recommended!
December 3, 2022
I loved this!
I switched between the audio and ebook versions, and I couldn't stop reading and listening.
The story is powerful, following our protaganist Margaret Small who lived in a home for children with learning difficulties.
Margaret is a wonderful character. Readers will instantly warm to her and feel her pain and joy.
The topic is a difficult one, about how people try and make their way in the world when they are dismissed and forgotten about.
The different timelines add a strong contrast with Margaret's early life and later as she confonts her past. The addition of Margaret being a Cilla Black superfan was fantastic, making her so personal to the reader.
I adored this book, and would highly recommend it.
I switched between the audio and ebook versions, and I couldn't stop reading and listening.
The story is powerful, following our protaganist Margaret Small who lived in a home for children with learning difficulties.
Margaret is a wonderful character. Readers will instantly warm to her and feel her pain and joy.
The topic is a difficult one, about how people try and make their way in the world when they are dismissed and forgotten about.
The different timelines add a strong contrast with Margaret's early life and later as she confonts her past. The addition of Margaret being a Cilla Black superfan was fantastic, making her so personal to the reader.
I adored this book, and would highly recommend it.
November 25, 2022
The Vanishing of Margaret Small is the first novel by British author, Neil Alexander. In 1947, at the age of seven, Margaret Small is collected without explanation from her grandmother’s home by a man she dubs The Rat Catcher.
Mr Grey is with the Board of Control and has done a bunch of tests on her: he deposits her at St Mary’s Hospital (for defectives), in Canterbury where she is kept, except for a short episode at another institution, for the next thirty-four years of her life. She never sees her grandmother, or the contents of the tiny suitcase she packed for her, again.
Almost seven decades later, Margaret, at seventy-five still cannot read, but manages to live alone in her cottage in Whitstable, with frequent visits from Wayne, her support worker. She’s always been a big fan of Cilla Black, has a wealth of Cilla facts stored in her brain, and consoles herself over the death of her idol by listening frequently to the audiobook of her memoir.
But someone is sending her notes with cash, signed with “C x”: she believes it’s Cilla but, except for the one read to her by the young man in Sainsbury’s, she has no idea what they say, and she’s reluctant to ask Wayne, because he will probably think she’s lost it. She likes the life she has now, her routine and the people in her life, and the last thing she wants is to be put away again.
Something the notes do have her thinking about is her time at St Mary’s, all those years ago: the nurses, always strict, some kind, others terribly cruel; the other patients, some true friends, others who claimed to be but weren’t really, one she loved (who loved her back, surely?), all eventually leaving her behind; the work, some of which she liked, especially when she was good at it, some of which it was wrong to make patients do.
And those tests that Mr Grey did? Her learning difficulties may have been recognised, but they were never addressed. Instead, Margaret was labelled as “incapable” and shoved away out of sight, and for a long time, out of mind.
Margaret is a protagonist with whom the reader can’t help feeling empathy. For all she endures, she’s resilient, and surprisingly lacking in bitterness (about cruelties inflicted on her she mildly states “it wasn’t right”) and wants, more than anything, just to be part of a family.
Alexander throws the reader a little surprise before a most satisfactory resolution to Margaret’s story. He gives his characters wise words and insightful observations. “Don’t judge yourself the way others judged you in the past.” Funny, moving and uplifting, this is an outstanding debut novel.
This unbiased review is from an uncorrected proof copy provided by NetGalley and Embla Books.
Mr Grey is with the Board of Control and has done a bunch of tests on her: he deposits her at St Mary’s Hospital (for defectives), in Canterbury where she is kept, except for a short episode at another institution, for the next thirty-four years of her life. She never sees her grandmother, or the contents of the tiny suitcase she packed for her, again.
Almost seven decades later, Margaret, at seventy-five still cannot read, but manages to live alone in her cottage in Whitstable, with frequent visits from Wayne, her support worker. She’s always been a big fan of Cilla Black, has a wealth of Cilla facts stored in her brain, and consoles herself over the death of her idol by listening frequently to the audiobook of her memoir.
But someone is sending her notes with cash, signed with “C x”: she believes it’s Cilla but, except for the one read to her by the young man in Sainsbury’s, she has no idea what they say, and she’s reluctant to ask Wayne, because he will probably think she’s lost it. She likes the life she has now, her routine and the people in her life, and the last thing she wants is to be put away again.
Something the notes do have her thinking about is her time at St Mary’s, all those years ago: the nurses, always strict, some kind, others terribly cruel; the other patients, some true friends, others who claimed to be but weren’t really, one she loved (who loved her back, surely?), all eventually leaving her behind; the work, some of which she liked, especially when she was good at it, some of which it was wrong to make patients do.
And those tests that Mr Grey did? Her learning difficulties may have been recognised, but they were never addressed. Instead, Margaret was labelled as “incapable” and shoved away out of sight, and for a long time, out of mind.
Margaret is a protagonist with whom the reader can’t help feeling empathy. For all she endures, she’s resilient, and surprisingly lacking in bitterness (about cruelties inflicted on her she mildly states “it wasn’t right”) and wants, more than anything, just to be part of a family.
Alexander throws the reader a little surprise before a most satisfactory resolution to Margaret’s story. He gives his characters wise words and insightful observations. “Don’t judge yourself the way others judged you in the past.” Funny, moving and uplifting, this is an outstanding debut novel.
This unbiased review is from an uncorrected proof copy provided by NetGalley and Embla Books.
November 29, 2022
The Vanishing of Margaret Small is the first novel by British author, Neil Alexander. The audio version is narrated by Annie Aldington and Rachel Atkins. In 1947, at the age of seven, Margaret Small is collected without explanation from her grandmother’s home by a man she dubs The Rat Catcher.
Mr Grey is with the Board of Control and has done a bunch of tests on her: he deposits her at St Mary’s Hospital (for defectives), in Canterbury where she is kept, except for a short episode at another institution, for the next thirty-four years of her life. She never sees her grandmother, or the contents of the tiny suitcase she packed for her, again.
Almost seven decades later, Margaret, at seventy-five still cannot read, but manages to live alone in her cottage in Whitstable, with frequent visits from Wayne, her support worker. She’s always been a big fan of Cilla Black, has a wealth of Cilla facts stored in her brain, and consoles herself over the death of her idol by listening frequently to the audiobook of her memoir.
But someone is sending her notes with cash, signed with “C x”: she believes it’s Cilla but, except for the one read to her by the young man in Sainsbury’s, she has no idea what they say, and she’s reluctant to ask Wayne, because he will probably think she’s lost it. She likes the life she has now, her routine and the people in her life, and the last thing she wants is to be put away again.
Something the notes do have her thinking about is her time at St Mary’s, all those years ago: the nurses, always strict, some kind, others terribly cruel; the other patients, some true friends, others who claimed to be but weren’t really, one she loved (who loved her back, surely?), all eventually leaving her behind; the work, some of which she liked, especially when she was good at it, some of which it was wrong to make patients do.
And those tests that Mr Grey did? Her learning difficulties may have been recognised, but they were never addressed. Instead, Margaret was labelled as “incapable” and shoved away out of sight, and for a long time, out of mind.
Margaret is a protagonist with whom the reader can’t help feeling empathy. For all she endures, she’s resilient, and surprisingly lacking in bitterness (about cruelties inflicted on her she mildly states “it wasn’t right”) and wants, more than anything, just to be part of a family.
Alexander throws the reader a little surprise before a most satisfactory resolution to Margaret’s story. He gives his characters wise words and insightful observations. “Don’t judge yourself the way others judged you in the past.” Funny, moving and uplifting, this is an outstanding debut novel.
This unbiased review is from an uncorrected proof copy provided by NetGalley and Bonnier UK Audio.
Mr Grey is with the Board of Control and has done a bunch of tests on her: he deposits her at St Mary’s Hospital (for defectives), in Canterbury where she is kept, except for a short episode at another institution, for the next thirty-four years of her life. She never sees her grandmother, or the contents of the tiny suitcase she packed for her, again.
Almost seven decades later, Margaret, at seventy-five still cannot read, but manages to live alone in her cottage in Whitstable, with frequent visits from Wayne, her support worker. She’s always been a big fan of Cilla Black, has a wealth of Cilla facts stored in her brain, and consoles herself over the death of her idol by listening frequently to the audiobook of her memoir.
But someone is sending her notes with cash, signed with “C x”: she believes it’s Cilla but, except for the one read to her by the young man in Sainsbury’s, she has no idea what they say, and she’s reluctant to ask Wayne, because he will probably think she’s lost it. She likes the life she has now, her routine and the people in her life, and the last thing she wants is to be put away again.
Something the notes do have her thinking about is her time at St Mary’s, all those years ago: the nurses, always strict, some kind, others terribly cruel; the other patients, some true friends, others who claimed to be but weren’t really, one she loved (who loved her back, surely?), all eventually leaving her behind; the work, some of which she liked, especially when she was good at it, some of which it was wrong to make patients do.
And those tests that Mr Grey did? Her learning difficulties may have been recognised, but they were never addressed. Instead, Margaret was labelled as “incapable” and shoved away out of sight, and for a long time, out of mind.
Margaret is a protagonist with whom the reader can’t help feeling empathy. For all she endures, she’s resilient, and surprisingly lacking in bitterness (about cruelties inflicted on her she mildly states “it wasn’t right”) and wants, more than anything, just to be part of a family.
Alexander throws the reader a little surprise before a most satisfactory resolution to Margaret’s story. He gives his characters wise words and insightful observations. “Don’t judge yourself the way others judged you in the past.” Funny, moving and uplifting, this is an outstanding debut novel.
This unbiased review is from an uncorrected proof copy provided by NetGalley and Bonnier UK Audio.
November 22, 2022
If you follow my blog and reviews you will know I absolutely ADORE quirky characters and when I saw the blurb for The Vanishing Of Margaret Small I knew I had to read it.
Let me introduce you to Margaret Small, our narrator. She has spent most of her childhood and much of her adult life at St Mary’s – a home for children with learning difficulties and disabilities and now aged 75 she lives by herself in Whitstable with the support of Wayne, her care worker.
As a lifelong superfan of Cilla Black, Margaret is grieving deeply since Cilla died and unable to read, she listens to Cilla’s autobiography on audible constantly. When she receives a letter with £50 and an accompanying note signed “C” (which the man at Sainsbury’s kindly reads for her), she’s convinced her heroine is back from the dead.
With a heartbreaking dual timeline, the reader is taken back to 7 year old Margaret as her grandmother sends her to live at St Mary’s. Abandoned, alone, distraught and confused little Margaret is subjected to the most awful abuse at the hands of those who are meant to care for her and there are many uncomfortable scenes that literally broke my heart.
The Vanishing of Margaret Small is an emotional journey from her childhood to present day. Margaret may have been slower than others and unable to read or write but she has the biggest heart. Her sweet innocence, her kindness and compassion for others shines through.
This is a beautiful book about hope, love, acceptance, forgiveness and “anyone who had a heart” can’t help falling in love with Margaret and hoping she finally gets a happy ever after.
Let me introduce you to Margaret Small, our narrator. She has spent most of her childhood and much of her adult life at St Mary’s – a home for children with learning difficulties and disabilities and now aged 75 she lives by herself in Whitstable with the support of Wayne, her care worker.
As a lifelong superfan of Cilla Black, Margaret is grieving deeply since Cilla died and unable to read, she listens to Cilla’s autobiography on audible constantly. When she receives a letter with £50 and an accompanying note signed “C” (which the man at Sainsbury’s kindly reads for her), she’s convinced her heroine is back from the dead.
With a heartbreaking dual timeline, the reader is taken back to 7 year old Margaret as her grandmother sends her to live at St Mary’s. Abandoned, alone, distraught and confused little Margaret is subjected to the most awful abuse at the hands of those who are meant to care for her and there are many uncomfortable scenes that literally broke my heart.
The Vanishing of Margaret Small is an emotional journey from her childhood to present day. Margaret may have been slower than others and unable to read or write but she has the biggest heart. Her sweet innocence, her kindness and compassion for others shines through.
This is a beautiful book about hope, love, acceptance, forgiveness and “anyone who had a heart” can’t help falling in love with Margaret and hoping she finally gets a happy ever after.
July 21, 2023
Wow. This is much deeper than you expect. Margaret Small was "vanished" to St. Mary's, an institution for the mentally ill, when she was only 7 years old.
Dual timelines alternate between present day Margaret, who is 75 and trying to figure out who the mystery person that suddenly started sending her letters and her time at St. Mary's.
Dual timelines alternate between present day Margaret, who is 75 and trying to figure out who the mystery person that suddenly started sending her letters and her time at St. Mary's.
November 16, 2022
Margaret Small is a brilliant literary character who you route for from the offset. It is an emotionally charged novel about Margaret growing up in an institute for people with learning difficulties. It's awful to read about the tragedies Margaret and her fellow patients had to suffer but there is also a lot of joy too. The supporting cast are both loveable and hated but it is Margaret who steals the show.
December 15, 2022
At times a heart-wrenching read, "The Vanishing of Margaret Small" was an astounding debut novel. Based upon interviews with 'people with learning disabilities', the author has created a fictionalized tribute to those people, while also reminding us of the dire treatment of these individuals just a few short decades ago.
While reading, I wondered if Margaret was really as 'slow' as they made her out to be. If her grandmother had shown her any real love and guidance perhaps she would have learned to read and write. Though, the sad truth was that the grandmother's getting rid of Margaret as an unwelcome reminder of her daughter's transgressions seemed inevitable in a way. The sadistic treatment of the patients at the long term care institution was distressing to read. Margaret lived there from the age of seven until she was forty-one years old! All the while being told she was incapable of learning - and she had no schooling.
Now, at age 75, Margaret is still illiterate, but gets by living alone in her flat with the aid of a support worker named Wayne. She loves listening to audiobooks on her discman, wandering around the streets of her beloved Whitstable, and she is an ardent fan of the singer Cilla Black. Her predictable life is shattered when she begins receiving letters from someone named 'C'. The letters usually contain £50 and urge her to 'treat herself'. Margaret is mystified as to who could be sending these letters.
When reading, the locations mentioned were very vivid to me - largely in part to the fact that just last week I binge-watched the second season of "Whitstable Pearl" on Netflix.
This poignant story tells of people whom life has denied any of the advantages that we take for granted today. People with few or no choices about their own lives. It speaks to the unfairness of life, while simultaneously being hopeful thanks in no small part to Margaret's naivety and positive outlook.
I would definitely read another book by this author. Recommended!
While reading, I wondered if Margaret was really as 'slow' as they made her out to be. If her grandmother had shown her any real love and guidance perhaps she would have learned to read and write. Though, the sad truth was that the grandmother's getting rid of Margaret as an unwelcome reminder of her daughter's transgressions seemed inevitable in a way. The sadistic treatment of the patients at the long term care institution was distressing to read. Margaret lived there from the age of seven until she was forty-one years old! All the while being told she was incapable of learning - and she had no schooling.
Now, at age 75, Margaret is still illiterate, but gets by living alone in her flat with the aid of a support worker named Wayne. She loves listening to audiobooks on her discman, wandering around the streets of her beloved Whitstable, and she is an ardent fan of the singer Cilla Black. Her predictable life is shattered when she begins receiving letters from someone named 'C'. The letters usually contain £50 and urge her to 'treat herself'. Margaret is mystified as to who could be sending these letters.
When reading, the locations mentioned were very vivid to me - largely in part to the fact that just last week I binge-watched the second season of "Whitstable Pearl" on Netflix.
This poignant story tells of people whom life has denied any of the advantages that we take for granted today. People with few or no choices about their own lives. It speaks to the unfairness of life, while simultaneously being hopeful thanks in no small part to Margaret's naivety and positive outlook.
I would definitely read another book by this author. Recommended!
August 14, 2025
A compelling story based on a true one. Protagonist Margaret Small has learning disabilities and the bad fortune to be born in 1940s England when such people were institutionalized. This is her life story.
I didn't know.
The more I learn about human ignorance and cruelty, the sadder I feel; but the happier I feel that we are no longer in that age. And I feel even more hopeful about the eventual inevitable equal and opposite pendulum swing from our current insane times when politicians and groups of people want to take us back to the 1950s to what I foresee as an inevitable new culture of kindness and empathy and equal opportunity for all.
I didn't know.
The more I learn about human ignorance and cruelty, the sadder I feel; but the happier I feel that we are no longer in that age. And I feel even more hopeful about the eventual inevitable equal and opposite pendulum swing from our current insane times when politicians and groups of people want to take us back to the 1950s to what I foresee as an inevitable new culture of kindness and empathy and equal opportunity for all.
November 23, 2022
I’d like to thank NetGalley and Embla Books for approving me for an ARC of this book.
Where do I even begin? Everyone and I mean everyone needs to read this book! I defy anyone to not fall in love with Margaret Small, she is the most loveable character you could ever meet and once you know her history you can’t help but love her more. This story is told in a dual timeline. We have present-day Margaret who is struggling to understand why she keeps receiving letters from someone called ‘C’ and Margaret as a child/teen/ young woman telling us her story inside the walls of St Mary’s.
I honestly found it so hard to hear what she had endured as a child in St Mary’s and I don’t think I can have hated a character more than Nurse Cunningham! The sad fact of the matter is that whilst this book is a work of fiction it is based on real stories and my heart breaks to think of what people with disabilities, physically or mentally, went through in the 1940s-1980s. As Margaret tells us her story I wanted someone to help her and give her the life she deserved. Whether it was Joan, Eva or kind Sandra, the people she trusted kept abandoning her and each time my heart broke a little more for her.
Present-day Margaret is a creature of habit and I love the simplistic life she lives. You have to admire the life she has built for herself, considering her institutional life. When the letters and gifts start appearing I immediately want to know who it is. This level of mystery grabbed me straight away and kept me listening. I had a few theories running through my mind and after one or two surprises we finally learn who the mystery sender is. I was pleasantly surprised and felt that this gave the story a lovely ending worthy of Margaret.
Whilst this book does deal with some very hard truths there are some lovely moments of laughter. From Margaret’s unwavering faith to Cilla Black to Charisma and her unladylike qualities, there are quite a few moments to make you smile. Wayne was a huge supporting role for Margaret and he too comes with his own quirky personality which is why I think he gets on so well with Margaret.
I’m not ashamed to say that this book brought tears to my eyes even before I got to the end. My heart ached for Margaret and the life she could have had but I was also proud of her accomplishments and her unwavering faith in human kindness. Everyone needs a Margaret in their life and I’m so pleased that I got the chance to meet her, even if it’s just in the fictional world. Her story and the untold stories that this book is based on will stay with me for a long time. Now all I need is for Neil Alexander to hurry up and write his next book, I need more of this beautiful writing in my world!
Where do I even begin? Everyone and I mean everyone needs to read this book! I defy anyone to not fall in love with Margaret Small, she is the most loveable character you could ever meet and once you know her history you can’t help but love her more. This story is told in a dual timeline. We have present-day Margaret who is struggling to understand why she keeps receiving letters from someone called ‘C’ and Margaret as a child/teen/ young woman telling us her story inside the walls of St Mary’s.
I honestly found it so hard to hear what she had endured as a child in St Mary’s and I don’t think I can have hated a character more than Nurse Cunningham! The sad fact of the matter is that whilst this book is a work of fiction it is based on real stories and my heart breaks to think of what people with disabilities, physically or mentally, went through in the 1940s-1980s. As Margaret tells us her story I wanted someone to help her and give her the life she deserved. Whether it was Joan, Eva or kind Sandra, the people she trusted kept abandoning her and each time my heart broke a little more for her.
Present-day Margaret is a creature of habit and I love the simplistic life she lives. You have to admire the life she has built for herself, considering her institutional life. When the letters and gifts start appearing I immediately want to know who it is. This level of mystery grabbed me straight away and kept me listening. I had a few theories running through my mind and after one or two surprises we finally learn who the mystery sender is. I was pleasantly surprised and felt that this gave the story a lovely ending worthy of Margaret.
Whilst this book does deal with some very hard truths there are some lovely moments of laughter. From Margaret’s unwavering faith to Cilla Black to Charisma and her unladylike qualities, there are quite a few moments to make you smile. Wayne was a huge supporting role for Margaret and he too comes with his own quirky personality which is why I think he gets on so well with Margaret.
I’m not ashamed to say that this book brought tears to my eyes even before I got to the end. My heart ached for Margaret and the life she could have had but I was also proud of her accomplishments and her unwavering faith in human kindness. Everyone needs a Margaret in their life and I’m so pleased that I got the chance to meet her, even if it’s just in the fictional world. Her story and the untold stories that this book is based on will stay with me for a long time. Now all I need is for Neil Alexander to hurry up and write his next book, I need more of this beautiful writing in my world!
October 1, 2022
This book is the perfect combination of great story and strong character, with emotional depth and gloriously funny moments. Cilla Black fan Margaret is the most original and memorable character that I’ve come across in years – she’s completely unforgettable.
Told in two time frames, in the present we meet Margaret mourning Cilla Black's death, when anonymous letters start to arrive through her door, and so begins a mystery – just who is it that’s sending these letters and signing themselves off simply as ‘C’? In the past, we get to walk beside Margaret, who has learning difficulties and still to this day can't read, as she is institutionalised and treated abhorrently by the nurses charged to look after her.
Alexander weaves a most sensitive story, which made me laugh and smile, and on one occasion even cry, but not once does he descend into the saccharine or ever patronise his marvellous leading lady, Margaret. His depiction of Care Support Worker Wayne has such heart, and it is Wayne and Margaret’s exchanges that are my favourite conversations in the book. I adored Wayne, especially the way he drew a line in the sand in dealing with some of Margaret’s dodgy views. So, yes, like all good characters Margaret may be flawed, but mostly she is kind and funny — and the most wonderful company.
This is the best book I’ve read this year – one of those stories that sits heavy in your heart long after you’ve finished reading it. An absolute joy. I thoroughly recommend it.
Told in two time frames, in the present we meet Margaret mourning Cilla Black's death, when anonymous letters start to arrive through her door, and so begins a mystery – just who is it that’s sending these letters and signing themselves off simply as ‘C’? In the past, we get to walk beside Margaret, who has learning difficulties and still to this day can't read, as she is institutionalised and treated abhorrently by the nurses charged to look after her.
Alexander weaves a most sensitive story, which made me laugh and smile, and on one occasion even cry, but not once does he descend into the saccharine or ever patronise his marvellous leading lady, Margaret. His depiction of Care Support Worker Wayne has such heart, and it is Wayne and Margaret’s exchanges that are my favourite conversations in the book. I adored Wayne, especially the way he drew a line in the sand in dealing with some of Margaret’s dodgy views. So, yes, like all good characters Margaret may be flawed, but mostly she is kind and funny — and the most wonderful company.
This is the best book I’ve read this year – one of those stories that sits heavy in your heart long after you’ve finished reading it. An absolute joy. I thoroughly recommend it.
November 23, 2022
What a wonderful premise for a book! I absolutely adored 'The Vanishing of Margaret Small'. The titular character is so very lovable, her story both heartbreaking and warming in turns. I reckon Cilla Black would have loved Margaret too. Elements of the story are challenging, though Neil Alexander's lightness of touch ensures that the messages are imparted, but cushioned by humour. Do listen to the Note From The Author at the end, for further information regarding the inspiration for the book and research sources.
The audiobook narration by Annie Aldington is superb! She handles some very challenging accents very well. I will be seeking out more of her work and I can't wait to see what Neil Alexander comes up with next!
The audiobook narration by Annie Aldington is superb! She handles some very challenging accents very well. I will be seeking out more of her work and I can't wait to see what Neil Alexander comes up with next!
September 9, 2024
A hard read but also an important one.
March 18, 2023
What a unique story this is! Debut novel from this author. As the title says, it is the story of Margaret. “Vanishing” is Margaret's word for the fact that she vanished from her grandmother's home at a young age and was sent to an institution (hospital?) for problem and slow children.
Margaret tells us her story. She uses the present (2015) and the past (1947-1970) alternately. The past is very interesting, learning how she grew up. Margaret leads a hard life. But throughout it all, there are many moments of joy for her and she accepts her lot in life. She learns to live her life around her disabilities, always forging her way forward. She is so loveable for the fact that she is naive and vulnerable. But, the opportunity to make her own choices is not available to her, which affects her for the rest of her life.
It is written in the same language and style that I imagine her talking in. Bad grammar and all. This makes the story feel authentic. I imagine the audible version would be good. There are a few characters that are a bit clichéd at the home where she grew up. But there are lots of other interesting secondary characters.
There is a twist towards the end of the book, it did not come as a surprise to me. I was pretty sure I had figured it out along the way. But that did not detract from the story at all. Throughout, I only wanted the best for Margaret. But, then, I found out that had not figured it out. What a lovely surprise!
My favorite quote in the book is: “Don’t judge yourself the way others judged you in the past.” It can apply to many of us in many situations. This comes from Wayne, who is Margaret's support worker. He lives up to his role.
Close to the end, we were told Margaret's birth date. I'd like to think this is why I felt that she was so special to me. My own daughter was born on Margaret's birthday.
In the end, it is all about family.
I loved the author’s note at the end, telling how the book and Margaret's character came about. Very touching!
Margaret tells us her story. She uses the present (2015) and the past (1947-1970) alternately. The past is very interesting, learning how she grew up. Margaret leads a hard life. But throughout it all, there are many moments of joy for her and she accepts her lot in life. She learns to live her life around her disabilities, always forging her way forward. She is so loveable for the fact that she is naive and vulnerable. But, the opportunity to make her own choices is not available to her, which affects her for the rest of her life.
It is written in the same language and style that I imagine her talking in. Bad grammar and all. This makes the story feel authentic. I imagine the audible version would be good. There are a few characters that are a bit clichéd at the home where she grew up. But there are lots of other interesting secondary characters.
There is a twist towards the end of the book, it did not come as a surprise to me. I was pretty sure I had figured it out along the way. But that did not detract from the story at all. Throughout, I only wanted the best for Margaret. But, then, I found out that had not figured it out. What a lovely surprise!
My favorite quote in the book is: “Don’t judge yourself the way others judged you in the past.” It can apply to many of us in many situations. This comes from Wayne, who is Margaret's support worker. He lives up to his role.
Close to the end, we were told Margaret's birth date. I'd like to think this is why I felt that she was so special to me. My own daughter was born on Margaret's birthday.
In the end, it is all about family.
I loved the author’s note at the end, telling how the book and Margaret's character came about. Very touching!
November 30, 2022
The book is listed as a literary fiction but felt no less than a memoir. The scenarios mentioned in the book around how people with disabilities were treated is shockingly true to its core.
Here's what to love:
🤎Dual timelines
🤎Margaret's character development (homely, soft yet determined)
🤎Plethora of characters variations to love, hate and befriend
🤎Fiction but feels like reality
🤎Mysterious gift sender
The best part about this is anyone can read it, doesn't really belong to a specific kind, just a beautiful tale about the life a women forced to disappear.
I really hated the way those nuns behaved at the special homes***, but I also understand it was important for the story to show that aspect of people.
To know more about what I am talking... Read the book 🤗
Thankyou @bonnierbooks_uk @neilalexanderwriter for the digital ARC
#TheVanishingofMargaretSmall #NetGalley
Here's what to love:
🤎Dual timelines
🤎Margaret's character development (homely, soft yet determined)
🤎Plethora of characters variations to love, hate and befriend
🤎Fiction but feels like reality
🤎Mysterious gift sender
The best part about this is anyone can read it, doesn't really belong to a specific kind, just a beautiful tale about the life a women forced to disappear.
I really hated the way those nuns behaved at the special homes***, but I also understand it was important for the story to show that aspect of people.
To know more about what I am talking... Read the book 🤗
Thankyou @bonnierbooks_uk @neilalexanderwriter for the digital ARC
#TheVanishingofMargaretSmall #NetGalley
October 11, 2022
My heart goes out to the Margarets of the world for the harsh and cruel treatment they received in places like St. Mary's, a hospital where children with disabilities were sent. This book is a well-written dual timeline with just enough mystery to keep me reading to find out who is sending Margaret gifts in the mail. This book may never make it to my favorite list, but still, it is an interesting read and definitely tugs at my heartstrings. Thanks to author Neil Alexander, Embla Books, and NetGalley for providing a complimentary copy of this ebook. The opinions expressed in this review are entirely my own.
November 8, 2022
This story is a dual timeline between 1914 and 2015, the first few pages of the story almost had me in tears it was that sad but the ending had me in tears because I was SO happy for Margaret.
The horrors that Margaret had to endure in the children’s home is absolutely terrible but I’m glad that she got to live a happy life in her little flat support by her carer Wayne and Cilla of course!.
The topics covered in this book are absolutely horrific but delivered with empathy, whit & humour and i implore you all you to read it and enjoy the marvellous and loved Margaret Small!.
The horrors that Margaret had to endure in the children’s home is absolutely terrible but I’m glad that she got to live a happy life in her little flat support by her carer Wayne and Cilla of course!.
The topics covered in this book are absolutely horrific but delivered with empathy, whit & humour and i implore you all you to read it and enjoy the marvellous and loved Margaret Small!.
July 1, 2023
This was a lovely book, I thoroughly enjoyed it, although it was quite sad, but ultimately uplifting. You may need tissues, especially towards the end. I know I did.
We follow the life of Margaret Small beginning back in the 60’s and ending up almost to the current day. It is fair to say Margaret has had a tough time of things throughout the years, life and some people have not been kind to her. Struggling with learning difficulties meant she was reliant on other people and was placed in an institution, which these days would be madness, to lock someone away because they can’t read and write! But that was her life for a long time. Watching her struggle through was heartbreaking.
I really enjoyed the way this is written, it was an easy read and quite the page turner, not only do we learn of Margaret’s life but we also have some mystery along the way. The characters are great too, the author really brought them to life and made me care about them.
Overall this was a quirky kind of read with lovable characters and a gut wrenching story. If I could hug Margaret I would.
4.5 and I’m rounding up because it was good.
We follow the life of Margaret Small beginning back in the 60’s and ending up almost to the current day. It is fair to say Margaret has had a tough time of things throughout the years, life and some people have not been kind to her. Struggling with learning difficulties meant she was reliant on other people and was placed in an institution, which these days would be madness, to lock someone away because they can’t read and write! But that was her life for a long time. Watching her struggle through was heartbreaking.
I really enjoyed the way this is written, it was an easy read and quite the page turner, not only do we learn of Margaret’s life but we also have some mystery along the way. The characters are great too, the author really brought them to life and made me care about them.
Overall this was a quirky kind of read with lovable characters and a gut wrenching story. If I could hug Margaret I would.
4.5 and I’m rounding up because it was good.
January 10, 2024
I’m not sure if this was a good book to read after the Thursday Murder Club ones, but the truth is I wasn’t able to enjoy it a lot.
It’s true that Margaret is a really nice character, her past in that dreadful institution for people with learning disabilities was just horrific and the mystery of who was sending her letters and gifts kept me turning the pages. All true.
But my mind was not exactly in it.
It’s a good story and the author made a great job in telling it. The atrocities committed to people should always be known. Let us not make the same mistakes again.
I really wish I had enjoyed this more.
It’s true that Margaret is a really nice character, her past in that dreadful institution for people with learning disabilities was just horrific and the mystery of who was sending her letters and gifts kept me turning the pages. All true.
But my mind was not exactly in it.
It’s a good story and the author made a great job in telling it. The atrocities committed to people should always be known. Let us not make the same mistakes again.
I really wish I had enjoyed this more.
January 26, 2024
Audiobook. The story of Margaret Small is both heartwarming and heart wrenching at times. Margaret is placed in a long stay institution as a child, due to her learning disabilities. I was totally invested in her story finding her character instantly likeable.
September 16, 2024
4.5 audiobook
July 8, 2023
Annie Aldington and Rachel Atkins are the narrators for the audiobook version of this novel.
4 stars, and recommended.
4 stars, and recommended.
November 1, 2022
When Margaret was seven she was deemed to be mentally handicap and put into Saint Mary’s Hospital but now she’s 75 years old a big-time Cilla black fan and a lover of Audiobooks. When we first meet Margaret she is on her way to the grocery and while she trombles along someone is watching her not someone devious, but someone who clearly cares about Margaret and feels they should’ve been spending time together long before this moment. When Margaret receives a 50 quid note in the post she is still sad from the death of Cilla black and says that it must be Chilla trying to contact her. Throughoutt the book we learn about Margaret’s not so dull life at Saint Mary’s the interesting people she met and despite her handicap she turned out to be very interesting herself the twist and turns in this book are so stealthily put in I did not at all see them coming but all I know this was a great awesome book Margaret small turned out to be way more interesting then the summary allows for and I love her and love the book I loved her caretaker Wayne I love the whole book it’s just an awesome feel good make you happy type of book and I highly recommend it. I received this book from NetGalleyShelf and the publisher but I am leaving this review voluntarily because everyone should know how awesome this book is please forgive any mistakes as I am blind and dictate my review.
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