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DI Nicki Hardcastle #1
Missing Boy
Please note this is a revised version of the book that was previously published as Guilt.
A missing child. A killer on the loose. A past that refuses to die.
Six-year-old Lucas Jackson is so excited to be at the funfair that evening — it’s the perfect birthday treat. He races up the steps of the inflatable slide, waving happily to his mother and sister . . . and vanishes into thin air.
The case is too close to home for Detective Nicki Hardcastle.
Her little brother Dean disappeared in uncannily similar circumstances when she was just ten. Nicki had only taken her eyes off him for a moment, to pay for a stick of candyfloss. She’s lived with the guilt ever since.
Now Nicki and her team are in a race against time to find the missing boy. Where is Lucas?
Nicki questions those closest to him, but it’s clear the Jackson family are keeping secrets. There’s something Lucas’s mother and sister aren’t telling her.
Then Nicki makes a startling discovery. Could there be a connection to her own brother’s disappearance all those years ago?
The past that Nicki thought buried forever is about to catch up with her.
A missing child. A killer on the loose. A past that refuses to die.
Six-year-old Lucas Jackson is so excited to be at the funfair that evening — it’s the perfect birthday treat. He races up the steps of the inflatable slide, waving happily to his mother and sister . . . and vanishes into thin air.
The case is too close to home for Detective Nicki Hardcastle.
Her little brother Dean disappeared in uncannily similar circumstances when she was just ten. Nicki had only taken her eyes off him for a moment, to pay for a stick of candyfloss. She’s lived with the guilt ever since.
Now Nicki and her team are in a race against time to find the missing boy. Where is Lucas?
Nicki questions those closest to him, but it’s clear the Jackson family are keeping secrets. There’s something Lucas’s mother and sister aren’t telling her.
Then Nicki makes a startling discovery. Could there be a connection to her own brother’s disappearance all those years ago?
The past that Nicki thought buried forever is about to catch up with her.
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First published July 14, 2021
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August 11, 2021
I’d like to thank Zoe from Zooloo’s Book Tours for arranging his tour and inviting me to take part. I’m always on the lookout for a new crime series to sink my teeth into and this one certainly delivered!
Like any good protagonist DI Nicki Hardcastle has her issues and when she is faced with a missing child case, she soon finds her old demons coming to the surface. What I enjoyed most about Nicki was her back story and how she controlled her team. She wasn’t pushy or rude but she certainly stood her ground and made it clear who was in control. I particularly liked how she dealt with the major breakthrough that Fox had discovered. It would have been very easy for her to take the spotlight but she gave credit where credit was due which speaks volumes about her personality.
I will admit the crimes were quite hard to read at times, especially when it was told form the child’s POV. The crimes themselves weren’t particularly gruesome but as a mother I definitely felt my heart strings being tugged and couldn’t imagine every going through what those parents did.
Michelle Kidd introduced just the right amount of characters. She built up a good team with the likes of Roy, Darcie and Fox being my favourites. They felt like a well oiled machine each character bringing different strengths to the case.
After Lucas has been abducted the case twists and turns down several paths with various developments arising. As per usual I was following all the red herrings and was kept guessing until the last minute. By the end everything was neatly tied up, except for one storyline. This mini cliff hanger has got me desperate to read the next in the series but unfortunately I will have to wait until next year.
Without a doubt I thoroughly enjoyed this book, I read most of it in one sitting! It was fast paced, gritty and tense. I’m now off to check out the author’s previous book!
Like any good protagonist DI Nicki Hardcastle has her issues and when she is faced with a missing child case, she soon finds her old demons coming to the surface. What I enjoyed most about Nicki was her back story and how she controlled her team. She wasn’t pushy or rude but she certainly stood her ground and made it clear who was in control. I particularly liked how she dealt with the major breakthrough that Fox had discovered. It would have been very easy for her to take the spotlight but she gave credit where credit was due which speaks volumes about her personality.
I will admit the crimes were quite hard to read at times, especially when it was told form the child’s POV. The crimes themselves weren’t particularly gruesome but as a mother I definitely felt my heart strings being tugged and couldn’t imagine every going through what those parents did.
Michelle Kidd introduced just the right amount of characters. She built up a good team with the likes of Roy, Darcie and Fox being my favourites. They felt like a well oiled machine each character bringing different strengths to the case.
After Lucas has been abducted the case twists and turns down several paths with various developments arising. As per usual I was following all the red herrings and was kept guessing until the last minute. By the end everything was neatly tied up, except for one storyline. This mini cliff hanger has got me desperate to read the next in the series but unfortunately I will have to wait until next year.
Without a doubt I thoroughly enjoyed this book, I read most of it in one sitting! It was fast paced, gritty and tense. I’m now off to check out the author’s previous book!
August 15, 2021
My goodness, this is quite something!!
The opening grasps you, it chilling in a very simplistic way it made me think that this could happen to anyone of us – and certainly made me check the door was properly locked before going to bed – yes, I know it’s only a fictional book but while reading all the nitty-gritty which is so mysteriously entwined within the plot you get a sense of unease and high emotion.
I haven’t read any of Michelle Kidd’s work before, and I am so pleased that I was able to be introduced to her books at the start of a whole series – which makes a nice change for me as I have this awful habit of discovering new to authors by reading from the middle of a series. I will certainly be reading more from Ms Kidd, and I can’t wait to see where this series goes.
Guilt is so easy to read, you instantly fall into the twisty and compelling plot. Nicki is a very likeable character, she has been through her ordeals during her life, which has impacted her immensely and has had a hand in making her the resilient woman she is, she is a woman who carries guilt on her back like a bag of coal, she has tried to put her demons to rest and push bad memories, guilt and history to the back of her mind. But, when a child goes missing past shadows start merging into her present and what unfolds is emotional and shocking.
Guilt isn’t one for the faint-hearted, there particular moments that were difficult to read, especially when the crimes are being told through the eyes of the victim and when that is a child it was quite unnerving, yet I couldn’t put it down I was hooked and avidly following the case through every twist and wrong turn. I loved that the case wasn’t a simple whodunnit there are false turns, red-herrings you never know where the case is going, and I have to say that it’s so thrilling following the story to unfold.
The writing is brilliantly engaging, I felt as though I was right in the thick of the case along with Nicki and her team. As for Nicki and her wonderful team, I liked how they worked together to solve the case, I thought Nicki was a brilliant leader she reminded me a little of Jane Tennison (played by the magnificent Helen Mirren), Nicki is a strong woman in what is still very much a man’s world she treats her team well she doesn’t scream and shout and degrade those who are in the wrong, she is firm but very fair, they know she is the boss she has an aura of authority but she doesn’t throw her weight around. I liked how she didn’t take credit for the breakthrough to the case, she doesn’t want glory she just wants to do her job and bring those in the wrong to justice – which is something I respect about her.
Guilt is an amazing book, I enjoyed the fast-paced thrilling ride we are all taken on throughout the case to find the culprit. It’s Shocking, thrilling, exciting, eye-opening, gripping full of Guilt is compulsive reading, you want to hide behind the cushions and yet you can’t peel your eyes away from what is happening on the page, it’s quite addictive, I found myself reading pages at every opportunity unable to walk away for even a moment.
Highly recommended, if you love strong female-led police procedurals.
The opening grasps you, it chilling in a very simplistic way it made me think that this could happen to anyone of us – and certainly made me check the door was properly locked before going to bed – yes, I know it’s only a fictional book but while reading all the nitty-gritty which is so mysteriously entwined within the plot you get a sense of unease and high emotion.
I haven’t read any of Michelle Kidd’s work before, and I am so pleased that I was able to be introduced to her books at the start of a whole series – which makes a nice change for me as I have this awful habit of discovering new to authors by reading from the middle of a series. I will certainly be reading more from Ms Kidd, and I can’t wait to see where this series goes.
Guilt is so easy to read, you instantly fall into the twisty and compelling plot. Nicki is a very likeable character, she has been through her ordeals during her life, which has impacted her immensely and has had a hand in making her the resilient woman she is, she is a woman who carries guilt on her back like a bag of coal, she has tried to put her demons to rest and push bad memories, guilt and history to the back of her mind. But, when a child goes missing past shadows start merging into her present and what unfolds is emotional and shocking.
Guilt isn’t one for the faint-hearted, there particular moments that were difficult to read, especially when the crimes are being told through the eyes of the victim and when that is a child it was quite unnerving, yet I couldn’t put it down I was hooked and avidly following the case through every twist and wrong turn. I loved that the case wasn’t a simple whodunnit there are false turns, red-herrings you never know where the case is going, and I have to say that it’s so thrilling following the story to unfold.
The writing is brilliantly engaging, I felt as though I was right in the thick of the case along with Nicki and her team. As for Nicki and her wonderful team, I liked how they worked together to solve the case, I thought Nicki was a brilliant leader she reminded me a little of Jane Tennison (played by the magnificent Helen Mirren), Nicki is a strong woman in what is still very much a man’s world she treats her team well she doesn’t scream and shout and degrade those who are in the wrong, she is firm but very fair, they know she is the boss she has an aura of authority but she doesn’t throw her weight around. I liked how she didn’t take credit for the breakthrough to the case, she doesn’t want glory she just wants to do her job and bring those in the wrong to justice – which is something I respect about her.
Guilt is an amazing book, I enjoyed the fast-paced thrilling ride we are all taken on throughout the case to find the culprit. It’s Shocking, thrilling, exciting, eye-opening, gripping full of Guilt is compulsive reading, you want to hide behind the cushions and yet you can’t peel your eyes away from what is happening on the page, it’s quite addictive, I found myself reading pages at every opportunity unable to walk away for even a moment.
Highly recommended, if you love strong female-led police procedurals.
August 3, 2021
Wow, this was a complete tour de force of a thriller ~ gritty, fast paced and with a few twists that I really didn't see coming.
Nicki Hardcastle comes back from leave to be thrust into a child abduction case, a case that echoes two abduction/murders from a neighbouring county and also a case that echoes much closer to home ~ the abduction of her brother. Nicki and her team have very little to go on, but as the story progresses the author gives clues within the narrative ~ flicking from the viewpoint of the team to that of the person responsible for the abductions/murders.
Nicki is haunted by what happened to her brother, will it impact on her ability to pursue the case? Or will she be able to put her personal feelings and experience behind her? Does she need to let her team in on her past?
The author brought together a wonderful ensemble of characters, each very different but each having something special to contribute. As this is the first book in the series, I look forward to how the characters will be developed and what other secrets the past will throw up.
I received an advanced reader copy of this book from the publisher, Question Mark Press and I am voluntarily leaving a review.
Nicki Hardcastle comes back from leave to be thrust into a child abduction case, a case that echoes two abduction/murders from a neighbouring county and also a case that echoes much closer to home ~ the abduction of her brother. Nicki and her team have very little to go on, but as the story progresses the author gives clues within the narrative ~ flicking from the viewpoint of the team to that of the person responsible for the abductions/murders.
Nicki is haunted by what happened to her brother, will it impact on her ability to pursue the case? Or will she be able to put her personal feelings and experience behind her? Does she need to let her team in on her past?
The author brought together a wonderful ensemble of characters, each very different but each having something special to contribute. As this is the first book in the series, I look forward to how the characters will be developed and what other secrets the past will throw up.
I received an advanced reader copy of this book from the publisher, Question Mark Press and I am voluntarily leaving a review.
July 22, 2024
I enjoyed this book so much that I finished it in one sitting!
Michelle Kidd's writing style is fast paced and engrossing. The style of the book split into time frames really accentuated the fear and need for solving the heinous crimes that were being committed. Some parts were difficult to read (trigger warning for descriptive child abuse), but it only added to the dark themes of the book. Coupled with an underlying storyline of the main character's traumatic past, "Missing Boy" was a compelling and fun read that I couldn't put down.
Michelle Kidd's writing style is fast paced and engrossing. The style of the book split into time frames really accentuated the fear and need for solving the heinous crimes that were being committed. Some parts were difficult to read (trigger warning for descriptive child abuse), but it only added to the dark themes of the book. Coupled with an underlying storyline of the main character's traumatic past, "Missing Boy" was a compelling and fun read that I couldn't put down.
February 12, 2025
I liked the characters, I liked the plot. I like the author. Quick and entertaining.
July 23, 2025
Quite dark subject matter but I found it gripping. Read it quite quickly.
July 22, 2021
Exceptional! This author goes from strength to strength with each new offering being as addictive as the last. Thoroughly enjoyed the level of tension in this and meeting a new group of characters. DI Nicki Hardcastle is just the person you need around when a child unfortunately goes missing. She has time against her.....
Highly recommended read.
Highly recommended read.
July 22, 2021
A great book and storyline couldn't put it down.
July 21, 2021
What a book! Loved it kept me guessing all the way through. Looking forward to the next book
September 6, 2021
4.5 stars
You know that I’m always honest with my reviews and opinions here so I’m not afraid to admit that I had serious mixed feelings during the first third of this book as I didn’t read the whole synopsis, which I hold my hands up is completely my fault. I was just sold by the tagline “Is a killer born… or created?” turns out this is all I need to be interested in a book. So when I started reading about a 6 year old boy who is taken from a fair my heart stopped, I have a 5 year old boy and this is honestly my worst nightmare. I thought about abandoning the book but it’s extremely well written and I’d started to connect with our main character DI Nicki Hardcastle so I decided to continue.
It was definitely the right decision!
There are a lot of trigger warnings for this book as with most crime thrillers but especially those associated with children, there is violence and death of children mentioned but that does not happen on the page.
The author knows how to draw readers in and make them feel as if they know the characters. We get so much of DI Hardcastle’s backstory which really helped me feel and connect with her. I loved meeting her team and getting to know their personalities. They’re all so determined and are willing to put themselves in harms way if it means saving lives.
You can read my full review here: https://feedthecrime.wordpress.com/20...
You know that I’m always honest with my reviews and opinions here so I’m not afraid to admit that I had serious mixed feelings during the first third of this book as I didn’t read the whole synopsis, which I hold my hands up is completely my fault. I was just sold by the tagline “Is a killer born… or created?” turns out this is all I need to be interested in a book. So when I started reading about a 6 year old boy who is taken from a fair my heart stopped, I have a 5 year old boy and this is honestly my worst nightmare. I thought about abandoning the book but it’s extremely well written and I’d started to connect with our main character DI Nicki Hardcastle so I decided to continue.
It was definitely the right decision!
There are a lot of trigger warnings for this book as with most crime thrillers but especially those associated with children, there is violence and death of children mentioned but that does not happen on the page.
The author knows how to draw readers in and make them feel as if they know the characters. We get so much of DI Hardcastle’s backstory which really helped me feel and connect with her. I loved meeting her team and getting to know their personalities. They’re all so determined and are willing to put themselves in harms way if it means saving lives.
You can read my full review here: https://feedthecrime.wordpress.com/20...
November 14, 2021
I love love love a good thriller to really sink into and this was an awesome one for that. This is a police procedural with some other points of views dotted throughout to make things a little more interesting and moving the plot forward which I always love.
DI Nicki Hardcastle is one awesome lady. Although she has her past problems which she has to face throughout this story. Watching and reading about her struggles while also trying to excel in a very high stress occupation was amazing to read about.
Michelle is an excellent author who really put you into the story which was terrifying at times especially when you're in the mind of the perpetrator. Sometimes she even makes you feel a little sorry for him because of his past which really plays with the theme of is a killer born or made which was awesome.
This can be quite a dark story so be careful if you're looking to read this one.
Throughout this story we meet some great characters who I really started to grow to love and really want to see more of them in the next installments.
DI Nicki Hardcastle is one awesome lady. Although she has her past problems which she has to face throughout this story. Watching and reading about her struggles while also trying to excel in a very high stress occupation was amazing to read about.
Michelle is an excellent author who really put you into the story which was terrifying at times especially when you're in the mind of the perpetrator. Sometimes she even makes you feel a little sorry for him because of his past which really plays with the theme of is a killer born or made which was awesome.
This can be quite a dark story so be careful if you're looking to read this one.
Throughout this story we meet some great characters who I really started to grow to love and really want to see more of them in the next installments.
December 23, 2021
Wow what a read, I couldn't put this one down , just when you thought you had worked it all out something else happened, loved it and can't wait for the next one
August 16, 2021
This is a crime thriller that achieves the not inconsiderable feat of being engaging while at the same time unravelling what is a dark and sinister story. There is a lot to take in as the author introduces numerous characters and balances a succession of sub-plots; a formula that generally works well in spite of the fact that the execution is slightly lacking in certain areas.
The first in a series focusing on DI Nicki Hardcastle and her team of detectives in the town of Bury St. Edmunds, it impresses in not only the way it addresses certain traumatic events but also in highlighting their long-term effects; something that you do not always see in this genre. Emphasis is placed on the book's title at regular intervals, for the subject of guilt is a common theme.
When six-year-old Lucas Jackson goes missing at a fairground, DI Hardcastle takes charge of the case and soon realises that it is strikingly similar to the disappearances of two other young children in the neighbouring county of Norfolk, both of whom were found dead within a matter of days. These horrific incidents also coincide with a spate of burglaries in the local area.
At the start of the investigation Lucas' mother Sophia is evasive about her deceased husband and his extended family, which leads the police to wonder if they could have a motive for the crime. All the children appeared to approach their captor willingly, and eventually CCTV footage is uncovered of Lucas being led away from the fair by an unknown man.
As it turns out, the person responsible is a highly deceptive and twisted individual who likes to get thrills by abducting young children, and he becomes more confident and daring the longer he avoids detection. Meanwhile, Nicki finds working on the case emotionally challenging, as it brings ongoing reminders of a horrifying event that took place in her childhood.
The plot is at times unsettling but also very enticing, and it would have played out even better had the action moved at a faster pace. As it is the author perhaps tried to cram a bit too much in and that left some parts of the story less well developed than others, though I did appreciate how one or two strands are being carried over to the sequel, thereby making that a must-read.
Regarding the case itself, the way the police obtained some of their breakthroughs felt too convenient, however I liked how it really devoted time to the procedural aspect. The intensity levels certainly rise by several notches towards the end as it involves a race against time, and that is where most of the intrigue comes from as the identity of the perpetrator is never in doubt.
The reason for that is because the book is written entirely in the third person, switching focus between many of the characters - and he is one of them. This technique does take most of the mystery factor away, but on the other hand the author effectively gives him a lot of nuance with the use of flashbacks and insights into his admittedly disturbed mind.
As for Nicki herself, she is a very likeable character who we get to know well from an early stage, and she is given plenty of depth. She has good instincts but also has to deal with the scars of her past, and that is what makes her so interesting to read about. Indeed, all of the detectives are worth investing in, with DS Graham Fox in particular having a good storyline.
One issue I had was that the sheer number of characters and perspectives there was not enough space to explore all of them in sufficient detail, with Sophia a notable example. It seemed like the relationship she had with her husband's family would be crucial, but in reality it came across as something of an afterthought with some of the loose ends hurriedly resolved in the final few pages.
It was good to see that the setting was an important part of the story, and I liked how the author gave it all a real sense of place, with several Bury St. Edmunds landmarks referenced along the way. Meanwhile, the writing was a little more hit and miss. It was emotive and it definitely creates suspense, although some of the dialogue was clunky and the constant descriptions of smells and tastes became too repetitive. Also, there are a handful of occasions where the word 'sanctity' is used incorrectly instead of 'sanctuary'.
So much happens towards the end and with the focus rapidly switching between each character, it does get rather difficult to keep up with everything that is going on. Once the case is closed, you could see a cliffhanger coming from a long way away and it was a very dramatic one too - not a major shock but still expertly revealed, and it sets up the second book in the series perfectly.
Overall, there are many things to enjoy here even if there are some weak points. It delivers in terms of the plot and the unsettling atmosphere it generates, but its biggest asset is that it is character-driven and easily enables the reader to feel acquainted with Nicki and her colleagues. On this evidence, following the paths these characters take in future books should be a positive reading experience.
The first in a series focusing on DI Nicki Hardcastle and her team of detectives in the town of Bury St. Edmunds, it impresses in not only the way it addresses certain traumatic events but also in highlighting their long-term effects; something that you do not always see in this genre. Emphasis is placed on the book's title at regular intervals, for the subject of guilt is a common theme.
When six-year-old Lucas Jackson goes missing at a fairground, DI Hardcastle takes charge of the case and soon realises that it is strikingly similar to the disappearances of two other young children in the neighbouring county of Norfolk, both of whom were found dead within a matter of days. These horrific incidents also coincide with a spate of burglaries in the local area.
At the start of the investigation Lucas' mother Sophia is evasive about her deceased husband and his extended family, which leads the police to wonder if they could have a motive for the crime. All the children appeared to approach their captor willingly, and eventually CCTV footage is uncovered of Lucas being led away from the fair by an unknown man.
As it turns out, the person responsible is a highly deceptive and twisted individual who likes to get thrills by abducting young children, and he becomes more confident and daring the longer he avoids detection. Meanwhile, Nicki finds working on the case emotionally challenging, as it brings ongoing reminders of a horrifying event that took place in her childhood.
The plot is at times unsettling but also very enticing, and it would have played out even better had the action moved at a faster pace. As it is the author perhaps tried to cram a bit too much in and that left some parts of the story less well developed than others, though I did appreciate how one or two strands are being carried over to the sequel, thereby making that a must-read.
Regarding the case itself, the way the police obtained some of their breakthroughs felt too convenient, however I liked how it really devoted time to the procedural aspect. The intensity levels certainly rise by several notches towards the end as it involves a race against time, and that is where most of the intrigue comes from as the identity of the perpetrator is never in doubt.
The reason for that is because the book is written entirely in the third person, switching focus between many of the characters - and he is one of them. This technique does take most of the mystery factor away, but on the other hand the author effectively gives him a lot of nuance with the use of flashbacks and insights into his admittedly disturbed mind.
As for Nicki herself, she is a very likeable character who we get to know well from an early stage, and she is given plenty of depth. She has good instincts but also has to deal with the scars of her past, and that is what makes her so interesting to read about. Indeed, all of the detectives are worth investing in, with DS Graham Fox in particular having a good storyline.
One issue I had was that the sheer number of characters and perspectives there was not enough space to explore all of them in sufficient detail, with Sophia a notable example. It seemed like the relationship she had with her husband's family would be crucial, but in reality it came across as something of an afterthought with some of the loose ends hurriedly resolved in the final few pages.
It was good to see that the setting was an important part of the story, and I liked how the author gave it all a real sense of place, with several Bury St. Edmunds landmarks referenced along the way. Meanwhile, the writing was a little more hit and miss. It was emotive and it definitely creates suspense, although some of the dialogue was clunky and the constant descriptions of smells and tastes became too repetitive. Also, there are a handful of occasions where the word 'sanctity' is used incorrectly instead of 'sanctuary'.
So much happens towards the end and with the focus rapidly switching between each character, it does get rather difficult to keep up with everything that is going on. Once the case is closed, you could see a cliffhanger coming from a long way away and it was a very dramatic one too - not a major shock but still expertly revealed, and it sets up the second book in the series perfectly.
Overall, there are many things to enjoy here even if there are some weak points. It delivers in terms of the plot and the unsettling atmosphere it generates, but its biggest asset is that it is character-driven and easily enables the reader to feel acquainted with Nicki and her colleagues. On this evidence, following the paths these characters take in future books should be a positive reading experience.
August 8, 2021
Michelle Kidd is a new name to me, and the central character in this novel - DI Nikki Hardcastle - will be a new name to everyone, as Guilt is the first in a series. The author practiced law for 10 years, specialising in criminal and civil litigation. A career change in 2008 took her to work for the NHS where she still works today. Michelle's Interests are varied but are mostly reading, wine and cats - but not necessarily in that order. She is no novice author, however. In 2018 she published her first novel, which featured Detective Inspector Jack MacIntosh. There have been three subsequent Jack Macintosh novels and the fifth is expected in 2022.
Nikki Hardcastle is a detective in the pleasant Suffolk town of Bury St Edmunds, but being, as the tourist board suggests, "A Jewel in the Crown of Suffolk" is no deterrent to criminals of all kinds, and the particular one at the centre of this story is perhaps the worst sort of all - an abductor of children. My four sons are all grown up now, and they have children of their own, but no matter how many times I read accounts (fictional or otherwise) of that awful moment when a parent first realises that their child is missing, it still chills me to the bone.
One minute Sophia Jackson's little boy Lucas - enjoying his birthday treat at the traveling fair - is there, and the next minute he is gone. The initial panic, the momentary hope that that the child will suddenly appear, and then the numbing, growing dread that someone has taken him - are described with uncomfortable realism. The police become involved, and Nikki Hardcastle heads up the search - against the better judgment of her boss. His reasons? Nothing to do with Nikki's competence, but the knowledge that many years ago, she, too, was with her young brother at a funfair, and in the twinkling of an eye was taken while Nikki lingered a little too long at the candy-floss stall. And little Dean - Deano - has never been seen since. Michelle Kidd lets us know quite early where Lucas is and what is happening, and this makes for a tantalising kind of tension as we watch the police go round in circles, while the author explains the traumas - without excusing the deeds - that have shaped the monster who has taken Lucas.
We also learn of the terrible childhood of the abductor, and the awful twists of human cruelty that can make beasts of the psychologically vulnerable. The book also explores the complexity of guilt, and the corrosive effect it can have on families and individuals. Eventually Nikki Hardcastle and her team manage to complete the jigsaw, but the grueling case has one final shock in store for the mentally and physically exhausted detective.
Be warned. This is not a humdrum or cosy (in any shape or form) police procedural. There are descriptions of cruelty and malice which some readers may find difficult. This is however, a cleverly written - and sometimes painfully convincing - crime novel which shines a light on the darker corners of the human psyche. Guilt is published by Question Mark Press and is available now as a Kindle or in paperback. If you want to find out more about Michelle Kidd at her website https://www.michellekiddauthor.com/
Nikki Hardcastle is a detective in the pleasant Suffolk town of Bury St Edmunds, but being, as the tourist board suggests, "A Jewel in the Crown of Suffolk" is no deterrent to criminals of all kinds, and the particular one at the centre of this story is perhaps the worst sort of all - an abductor of children. My four sons are all grown up now, and they have children of their own, but no matter how many times I read accounts (fictional or otherwise) of that awful moment when a parent first realises that their child is missing, it still chills me to the bone.
One minute Sophia Jackson's little boy Lucas - enjoying his birthday treat at the traveling fair - is there, and the next minute he is gone. The initial panic, the momentary hope that that the child will suddenly appear, and then the numbing, growing dread that someone has taken him - are described with uncomfortable realism. The police become involved, and Nikki Hardcastle heads up the search - against the better judgment of her boss. His reasons? Nothing to do with Nikki's competence, but the knowledge that many years ago, she, too, was with her young brother at a funfair, and in the twinkling of an eye was taken while Nikki lingered a little too long at the candy-floss stall. And little Dean - Deano - has never been seen since. Michelle Kidd lets us know quite early where Lucas is and what is happening, and this makes for a tantalising kind of tension as we watch the police go round in circles, while the author explains the traumas - without excusing the deeds - that have shaped the monster who has taken Lucas.
We also learn of the terrible childhood of the abductor, and the awful twists of human cruelty that can make beasts of the psychologically vulnerable. The book also explores the complexity of guilt, and the corrosive effect it can have on families and individuals. Eventually Nikki Hardcastle and her team manage to complete the jigsaw, but the grueling case has one final shock in store for the mentally and physically exhausted detective.
Be warned. This is not a humdrum or cosy (in any shape or form) police procedural. There are descriptions of cruelty and malice which some readers may find difficult. This is however, a cleverly written - and sometimes painfully convincing - crime novel which shines a light on the darker corners of the human psyche. Guilt is published by Question Mark Press and is available now as a Kindle or in paperback. If you want to find out more about Michelle Kidd at her website https://www.michellekiddauthor.com/
August 10, 2021
It’s only fairly recently that I discovered how flipping fantastic Michelle’s books are. I haven’t quite caught up with everything that she has written but I am getting there. When I heard that Michelle was due to release the first book (‘Guilt’), in a new series I knew that I had to read it as soon as I was able to. I thoroughly enjoyed reading ‘Guilt’ but more about that in a bit.
I loved the character of Detective Inspector Nicki Hardcastle and I warmed to her from fairly early on. Nicki hasn’t exactly had the easiest of lives up to now as her brother vanished without a trace and Nicki feels responsible for his disappearance. It’s no surprise that these feelings of guilt have stayed with her throughout her career. I did wonder if she had perhaps joined the police to try and atone for what she perceives to be her failing in safeguarding her brother or she wanted to see if she could use her job as a means of gathering evidence regarding his disappearance. Nicki is a police officer who is very compassionate, very determined and very supportive.
It took me no time at all to get into ‘Guilt’. In fact by the time I got to the end of the synopsis, I knew that I wouldn’t be able to put the book down for any length of time. I was right too because once I picked this book up, it didn’t leave my hands until the moment I read the very last word on the very last page. My Kindle wasn’t exactly glued to my hand but it might as well have been because it travelled everywhere with me. I couldn’t bear to miss a single second of the story. For me, ‘Guilt’ is the true definition of an unputdownable, page turner of a read. I found ‘Guilt’ to be an intriguing story, which kept me guessing and which kept me on the edge of my seat throughout.
‘Guilt’ is superbly written but then I have come to expect nothing less from Michelle Kidd. Michelle certainly knows how to grab the reader’s attention and draw them into what proves to be one hell of a read and then some. For me, the story hit the ground running and maintained a fast pace throughout. You can certainly say that ‘Guilt’ is not your cozy mystery type of read and some of the details are perhaps rather gruesome but it certainly didn’t put me off the story. Reading ‘Guilt’ felt like being on one hell of a fast paced, scary and unpredictable rollercoaster ride with several twists and turns along the way. This book had drama, tension, shocks and surprises galore.
In short, I thoroughly enjoyed reading ‘Guilt’ and I would definitely recommend this book to other readers. I will certainly be reading more of Michelle’s work in the future. The score on the Ginger Book Geek board is a very well deserved 5* out of 5*.
I loved the character of Detective Inspector Nicki Hardcastle and I warmed to her from fairly early on. Nicki hasn’t exactly had the easiest of lives up to now as her brother vanished without a trace and Nicki feels responsible for his disappearance. It’s no surprise that these feelings of guilt have stayed with her throughout her career. I did wonder if she had perhaps joined the police to try and atone for what she perceives to be her failing in safeguarding her brother or she wanted to see if she could use her job as a means of gathering evidence regarding his disappearance. Nicki is a police officer who is very compassionate, very determined and very supportive.
It took me no time at all to get into ‘Guilt’. In fact by the time I got to the end of the synopsis, I knew that I wouldn’t be able to put the book down for any length of time. I was right too because once I picked this book up, it didn’t leave my hands until the moment I read the very last word on the very last page. My Kindle wasn’t exactly glued to my hand but it might as well have been because it travelled everywhere with me. I couldn’t bear to miss a single second of the story. For me, ‘Guilt’ is the true definition of an unputdownable, page turner of a read. I found ‘Guilt’ to be an intriguing story, which kept me guessing and which kept me on the edge of my seat throughout.
‘Guilt’ is superbly written but then I have come to expect nothing less from Michelle Kidd. Michelle certainly knows how to grab the reader’s attention and draw them into what proves to be one hell of a read and then some. For me, the story hit the ground running and maintained a fast pace throughout. You can certainly say that ‘Guilt’ is not your cozy mystery type of read and some of the details are perhaps rather gruesome but it certainly didn’t put me off the story. Reading ‘Guilt’ felt like being on one hell of a fast paced, scary and unpredictable rollercoaster ride with several twists and turns along the way. This book had drama, tension, shocks and surprises galore.
In short, I thoroughly enjoyed reading ‘Guilt’ and I would definitely recommend this book to other readers. I will certainly be reading more of Michelle’s work in the future. The score on the Ginger Book Geek board is a very well deserved 5* out of 5*.
September 16, 2021
Guilt by Michelle kidd is the first in a new series featuring D.I. Nikki Hardcastle. I have read every book of Michelle's and am a massive fan of hers. I never doubted for one minute that it would be a fabulous book and I was so right!
D.I. Nikki Hardcastle is a fantastic character - not only is she intelligent, bloody minded ans determined, she also has a great sense of humour which is always fun. On the other hand she has a past that she carries with her and sometimes it can cause her issues with her work as we discover in 'Guilt'.
Is a killer born…. or created?
A missing child.
A killer on the loose.
A past that refuses to die.
When a six-year-old boy disappears from a local fair, every parent’s worst nightmare is about to come true.
And for Detective Inspector Nicki Hardcastle, twenty-two years after her own nightmare began, the past she thought was buried starts catching up with her – and fast.
Leading the hunt for the missing child, Nicki soon finds the chase takes on a personal twist, with her own memories haunting her every move.
With time set against them, and a killer following his own chilling agenda, can Nicki and her team stop history from repeating itself? Only time will tell. But it’s time they don’t have.
A real fast paced gritty story that introduces us to Nikki and her team, who are by the way a great team with characters that are all well developed and I am impatiently waiting to see where Michelle Kidd is going to take them all. She has such skill in keeping the reader hanging on to every word. A story full of twists, turns and red herrings that all had me guessing until all was revealed. Michelle has had the audacity to leave us with a teeny tiny cliffhanger, and THAT is going to have me asking her every week how book number two is coming along!
This book had me glued to my seat until I was being moaned at to feed the family so I had to leave my kindle alone for a little bit! An addictive book which I was hooked from beginning until the very last tense paragraph of this book.
Thank you to ZooLoo's Book Tours and Michelle Kidd for my place on the tour and the gifted copy of the book.
D.I. Nikki Hardcastle is a fantastic character - not only is she intelligent, bloody minded ans determined, she also has a great sense of humour which is always fun. On the other hand she has a past that she carries with her and sometimes it can cause her issues with her work as we discover in 'Guilt'.
Is a killer born…. or created?
A missing child.
A killer on the loose.
A past that refuses to die.
When a six-year-old boy disappears from a local fair, every parent’s worst nightmare is about to come true.
And for Detective Inspector Nicki Hardcastle, twenty-two years after her own nightmare began, the past she thought was buried starts catching up with her – and fast.
Leading the hunt for the missing child, Nicki soon finds the chase takes on a personal twist, with her own memories haunting her every move.
With time set against them, and a killer following his own chilling agenda, can Nicki and her team stop history from repeating itself? Only time will tell. But it’s time they don’t have.
A real fast paced gritty story that introduces us to Nikki and her team, who are by the way a great team with characters that are all well developed and I am impatiently waiting to see where Michelle Kidd is going to take them all. She has such skill in keeping the reader hanging on to every word. A story full of twists, turns and red herrings that all had me guessing until all was revealed. Michelle has had the audacity to leave us with a teeny tiny cliffhanger, and THAT is going to have me asking her every week how book number two is coming along!
This book had me glued to my seat until I was being moaned at to feed the family so I had to leave my kindle alone for a little bit! An addictive book which I was hooked from beginning until the very last tense paragraph of this book.
Thank you to ZooLoo's Book Tours and Michelle Kidd for my place on the tour and the gifted copy of the book.
February 22, 2022
Wow. This was one cracking read from author Michelle Kidd and highly-recommended by this reader.
I like a good detective story, who doesn’t? The trouble with them though is that it’s nigh-on impossible to write the sort of in-depth review that I like to give. It’s the same as with psychological suspense thrillers, if you give too much detail then the prospective readers might start to work things out before reading, which defeats the object of the story. I’ll try therefore to do justice to this excellent story, but please forgive me if I don’t quite make it.
Guilt. There’s plenty of that in this well-paced narrative. DI Nicki Hardcastle, like the best detectives of fiction, has something in her personal history, a flaw which renders her vulnerable—because I’m pretty sure that even Poirot was in love with a female criminal who matched him in the grey cell department. A child goes missing, and Hardcastle’s on the case, which appears to link back to previous cases in which there was no happy outcome. Then there’s the perpetrator, chilling but with a backstory to provide an explanation of sorts but which renders the person no less dangerous for this. And then there’s the race for the police to find the perp before the latest case goes the way of the others.
All standard stuff so far, but there’s more going on here to complicate matters even further. Old grudges are exposed, personalities are confused, the waters are well and truly muddied. Clues are exposed bit by bit as the reader tries to work it out and gets ahead of the police in places, shouting at them as they don’t see what’s becoming clear to us. We want them to ask this question or follow that line of enquiry to which we are privy but which they have to come to in their own time.
A nail-biter, with believable characters and enough suspense, twists and turns for even the most hardened reader of such texts, although a strong stomach is required in places. Give it a go, you won’t be disappointed, except by the fact that, as of my writing this, the next in the series has yet to be published. Michelle Kidd, how could you do this to me?
I like a good detective story, who doesn’t? The trouble with them though is that it’s nigh-on impossible to write the sort of in-depth review that I like to give. It’s the same as with psychological suspense thrillers, if you give too much detail then the prospective readers might start to work things out before reading, which defeats the object of the story. I’ll try therefore to do justice to this excellent story, but please forgive me if I don’t quite make it.
Guilt. There’s plenty of that in this well-paced narrative. DI Nicki Hardcastle, like the best detectives of fiction, has something in her personal history, a flaw which renders her vulnerable—because I’m pretty sure that even Poirot was in love with a female criminal who matched him in the grey cell department. A child goes missing, and Hardcastle’s on the case, which appears to link back to previous cases in which there was no happy outcome. Then there’s the perpetrator, chilling but with a backstory to provide an explanation of sorts but which renders the person no less dangerous for this. And then there’s the race for the police to find the perp before the latest case goes the way of the others.
All standard stuff so far, but there’s more going on here to complicate matters even further. Old grudges are exposed, personalities are confused, the waters are well and truly muddied. Clues are exposed bit by bit as the reader tries to work it out and gets ahead of the police in places, shouting at them as they don’t see what’s becoming clear to us. We want them to ask this question or follow that line of enquiry to which we are privy but which they have to come to in their own time.
A nail-biter, with believable characters and enough suspense, twists and turns for even the most hardened reader of such texts, although a strong stomach is required in places. Give it a go, you won’t be disappointed, except by the fact that, as of my writing this, the next in the series has yet to be published. Michelle Kidd, how could you do this to me?
August 10, 2021
The story begins in Bury St Edmonds with an excited 6 year old, Lucas Jackson, going to the Winter Fayre with his mother and older sister. Their house was broken into the previous night, apparently part of a spate of recent break ins, and they need some fun. His mother and sister only lose sight of him for a couple of minutes but that’s enough for him to disappear. Without his red wellies, it’s not likely he has wandered off. The awful realisation is that he must have been taken, maybe by the same person who abducted and murdered 2 children a few months ago in Norwich. DI Nicki Hardcastle and a couple of detectives from her team are straight out to the Abbey Gardens to search for any clue as to what has happened. DCI Turner is reluctant to let Nicki run this investigation due to her history – her own little brother was snatched while in her care 22 years ago and never seen again – and keeps a close eye on her. Meanwhile we hear from the abductor himself as he narrates his actions and the events from his horrific childhood that have made him this way. History is repeating itself and Nicki will have to overcome her own memories and feelings of guilt if she is to catch this killer.
What a tremendous opening to a new series!! This story hits the ground running and the pace and tension simply don’t let up as we see both the police investigation including glimpses of Nicki’s history together with an insight into the abductor and the past events that have shaped him and set him on his deadly path. The characters are all very well drawn and easy to visualize, and although I thought I knew who the culprit was, the clever and complex plot kept me suspecting different people in turn as more clues were revealed, leading to a dramatic ending and conclusion. The team of detectives, including Nicki, were all great, each bringing their own skills to the investigation and I hope to be meeting them all again soon, especially as the story concludes with a tantalizing little thread just waiting to be unravelled in the next book. 5*
What a tremendous opening to a new series!! This story hits the ground running and the pace and tension simply don’t let up as we see both the police investigation including glimpses of Nicki’s history together with an insight into the abductor and the past events that have shaped him and set him on his deadly path. The characters are all very well drawn and easy to visualize, and although I thought I knew who the culprit was, the clever and complex plot kept me suspecting different people in turn as more clues were revealed, leading to a dramatic ending and conclusion. The team of detectives, including Nicki, were all great, each bringing their own skills to the investigation and I hope to be meeting them all again soon, especially as the story concludes with a tantalizing little thread just waiting to be unravelled in the next book. 5*
August 31, 2021
When a six year old goes missing from a local fair, DI Nicki Hardcastle and her team set out to find him. But the case is a bit too close to home for Nicki and she struggles with her past, whilst keeping it secret from everyone around her…..
As the case appears to link with some other local child abduction and murders, Nicki and her team must solve the case before they run out of time. But will they find Lucas before it’s too late? And will Nicki be able to put the past behind her?
This is a fantastic start to a new series. DI Nicki Hardcastle is a fantastic character – kind, caring and not your typical DI. She cares about her team and gives them credit for their hard work – she’d be a brilliant boss! But she does have her own past that’s haunting her which, as you learn about it, makes you invest in her as a character. Her team are also brilliant – they really are a lovely bunch and were a pleasure to read about and go on the investigation with. I’m looking forward to learning more about each of them as the series progresses.
The storyline was fantastic. I was convinced I had a good idea of who the abductor was early on, but I was completely wrong! There are some brilliant twists in this that will keep you on your toes. And not only do you get to know the main police characters in this, but you get to flip back to the past of the abductor and learn about how and why they’ve ended up the way they are – which I really enjoyed.
The setting was actually a little creepy! The things the perpetrator got up to would give anyone the chills! The writing style was easy and enjoyable to read and follow, and it was really clear when dates were different, and when switching between character viewpoints.
So overall, a fantastic crime thriller with a superb cast of characters and a brilliant storyline. I’m definitely looking forward to reading more in this series, and will definitely be checking out Michelle’s other series too! Highly recommended by me if you’re a crime thriller fan.
As the case appears to link with some other local child abduction and murders, Nicki and her team must solve the case before they run out of time. But will they find Lucas before it’s too late? And will Nicki be able to put the past behind her?
This is a fantastic start to a new series. DI Nicki Hardcastle is a fantastic character – kind, caring and not your typical DI. She cares about her team and gives them credit for their hard work – she’d be a brilliant boss! But she does have her own past that’s haunting her which, as you learn about it, makes you invest in her as a character. Her team are also brilliant – they really are a lovely bunch and were a pleasure to read about and go on the investigation with. I’m looking forward to learning more about each of them as the series progresses.
The storyline was fantastic. I was convinced I had a good idea of who the abductor was early on, but I was completely wrong! There are some brilliant twists in this that will keep you on your toes. And not only do you get to know the main police characters in this, but you get to flip back to the past of the abductor and learn about how and why they’ve ended up the way they are – which I really enjoyed.
The setting was actually a little creepy! The things the perpetrator got up to would give anyone the chills! The writing style was easy and enjoyable to read and follow, and it was really clear when dates were different, and when switching between character viewpoints.
So overall, a fantastic crime thriller with a superb cast of characters and a brilliant storyline. I’m definitely looking forward to reading more in this series, and will definitely be checking out Michelle’s other series too! Highly recommended by me if you’re a crime thriller fan.
July 6, 2023
I do love a good police procedural. A tale of twists and turns, with a juicy crime that needs solving, a race against time and a team of police desperately searching for the answers. Especially if those investigating have just as many flaws and as much baggage as the people they are trying to find.
This story, the first I have read from Michelle Kidd, is a cracker. It pulls at you, because of the subject matter and the threads of backstory that are woven into it. No spoilers here, let’s just say that, as a writer of crime drama myself, albeit not of this particular type, I was genuinely impressed with the set-up and the writer’s ability to keep me guessing as I read on.
The story is one that will resonate with so many people, a child is missing, someone took their eyes off them for a second and they were gone. It happens, it’s familiar territory but the great thing here is the way it’s connected to the cast, and how it affects their actions because of that association.
Nicki Hardcastle is a detective with enough secrets to keep the rest of her team busy. The crime she has to investigate is almost too close to home for her to be able to do it. And as she does, she finds out so much more about herself.
This is a well-written story, very descriptive without dragging. You really get inside the head of Nicki and that’s what makes it such a good read.
There are plenty of twists, clues and red herrings scattered throughout the plot. It’s a very plausible scenario, everything is realistic and at times, abruptly shocking. It’s a fast-moving tale and there’s plenty of tension to keep you turning the pages.
Not only that, there’s just enough to make you want to know more about Nicki’s story. A second book is now available, called The Trophy Killer, it’s definitely on my list.
As for this story, I’d recommend that you get a copy.
This story, the first I have read from Michelle Kidd, is a cracker. It pulls at you, because of the subject matter and the threads of backstory that are woven into it. No spoilers here, let’s just say that, as a writer of crime drama myself, albeit not of this particular type, I was genuinely impressed with the set-up and the writer’s ability to keep me guessing as I read on.
The story is one that will resonate with so many people, a child is missing, someone took their eyes off them for a second and they were gone. It happens, it’s familiar territory but the great thing here is the way it’s connected to the cast, and how it affects their actions because of that association.
Nicki Hardcastle is a detective with enough secrets to keep the rest of her team busy. The crime she has to investigate is almost too close to home for her to be able to do it. And as she does, she finds out so much more about herself.
This is a well-written story, very descriptive without dragging. You really get inside the head of Nicki and that’s what makes it such a good read.
There are plenty of twists, clues and red herrings scattered throughout the plot. It’s a very plausible scenario, everything is realistic and at times, abruptly shocking. It’s a fast-moving tale and there’s plenty of tension to keep you turning the pages.
Not only that, there’s just enough to make you want to know more about Nicki’s story. A second book is now available, called The Trophy Killer, it’s definitely on my list.
As for this story, I’d recommend that you get a copy.
July 23, 2024
Review of "Little Boy Missing" by Lizzie Fry
"Little Boy Missing" by Lizzie Fry is a riveting domestic suspense novel that captures the reader's attention from the very first page and never lets go. Fry masterfully weaves a tense, emotional, and heart-wrenching story about a mother’s worst nightmare – the disappearance of her child.
The protagonist's life is portrayed with stark realism and empathy. As a mother of three young children, including eight-year-old Kyle who has learning difficulties, her world is already a whirlwind of challenges. Her husband’s absenteeism and the family's financial constraints further amplify her struggles, making her predicament highly relatable and poignant.
Fry's narrative excels in building suspense, capturing the profound fear and desperation of a mother in crisis. The protagonist's internal conflict and societal judgment – being suspected of harming her own child – add layers of complexity to the plot. The portrayal of her being far from perfect, yet undeniably loving and protective, makes her a deeply compelling character.
The book is filled with unexpected twists and turns that keep you guessing until the very end. Fry skillfully develops each character and plot point, ensuring that the suspense is maintained throughout. The emotional depth and psychological insight make this novel much more than a mere thriller; it’s a profound exploration of parental love, guilt, and resilience.
"Little Boy Missing" is an absolute must-read. Lizzie Fry’s storytelling prowess shines through, making this a gripping and unforgettable read. Whether you are drawn to domestic dramas or edge-of-your-seat thrillers, this book will not disappoint.
"Little Boy Missing" by Lizzie Fry is a riveting domestic suspense novel that captures the reader's attention from the very first page and never lets go. Fry masterfully weaves a tense, emotional, and heart-wrenching story about a mother’s worst nightmare – the disappearance of her child.
The protagonist's life is portrayed with stark realism and empathy. As a mother of three young children, including eight-year-old Kyle who has learning difficulties, her world is already a whirlwind of challenges. Her husband’s absenteeism and the family's financial constraints further amplify her struggles, making her predicament highly relatable and poignant.
Fry's narrative excels in building suspense, capturing the profound fear and desperation of a mother in crisis. The protagonist's internal conflict and societal judgment – being suspected of harming her own child – add layers of complexity to the plot. The portrayal of her being far from perfect, yet undeniably loving and protective, makes her a deeply compelling character.
The book is filled with unexpected twists and turns that keep you guessing until the very end. Fry skillfully develops each character and plot point, ensuring that the suspense is maintained throughout. The emotional depth and psychological insight make this novel much more than a mere thriller; it’s a profound exploration of parental love, guilt, and resilience.
"Little Boy Missing" is an absolute must-read. Lizzie Fry’s storytelling prowess shines through, making this a gripping and unforgettable read. Whether you are drawn to domestic dramas or edge-of-your-seat thrillers, this book will not disappoint.
August 10, 2021
The first in a new series, DI Nicki Hardcastle, and this is a chilling and heartrending case resurrecting memories Nicki has tried to suppress. Brilliantly written I didn’t want to put this book down. But be aware; this is in no way a cosy police procedural. There are some fairly graphic instances of child cruelty, physical and mental, that could be quite distressing for some readers.
Briefly, Sophia Jackson takes her 6 year old son Lucas, and his sister, to the fair as a birthday treat. One minute he is there in his Batman outfit. The next, he is gone. Although Nicki and her team are given the case her boss is concerned that this will be too stressful for her given the similarities to the disappearance of her brother Dean twenty two years earlier. Nicki still carries the guilt of that day. Can she save Lucas? The abductor has done this before. He knows what he needs to do. What Lucas needs. Will he be caught before the final lesson?
Michelle Kidd doesn’t shy away from the grittier and more disturbing descriptions of the traumatic childhood of the abductor and of his treatment of the children he has taken. The book has fairly short chapters, written in changing narrative, but easy to follow. There are twists and turns enough to keep any reader guessing; I was. And just wait for the final shocking revelation. I’m eagerly anticipating book 2. ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Briefly, Sophia Jackson takes her 6 year old son Lucas, and his sister, to the fair as a birthday treat. One minute he is there in his Batman outfit. The next, he is gone. Although Nicki and her team are given the case her boss is concerned that this will be too stressful for her given the similarities to the disappearance of her brother Dean twenty two years earlier. Nicki still carries the guilt of that day. Can she save Lucas? The abductor has done this before. He knows what he needs to do. What Lucas needs. Will he be caught before the final lesson?
Michelle Kidd doesn’t shy away from the grittier and more disturbing descriptions of the traumatic childhood of the abductor and of his treatment of the children he has taken. The book has fairly short chapters, written in changing narrative, but easy to follow. There are twists and turns enough to keep any reader guessing; I was. And just wait for the final shocking revelation. I’m eagerly anticipating book 2. ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
August 16, 2021
Is a killer born…. or created?
A missing child.
A killer on the loose.
A past that refuses to die.
When a six-year-old boy disappears from a local fair, every parent’s worst nightmare is about to come true.
And for Detective Inspector Nicki Hardcastle, twenty-two years after her own nightmare began, the past she thought was buried starts catching up with her – and fast.
Leading the hunt for the missing child, Nicki soon finds the chase takes on a personal twist, with her own memories haunting her every move.
With time set against them, and a killer following his own chilling agenda, can Nicki and her team stop history from repeating itself?
Only time will tell.
But it’s time they don’t have.
What a brilliant read and will definitely be reading more from this author such a talented author
Omg this book had chills going up and down my back and had me on my seat. This is my type of book and had me hooked from the first page. So many twists. I would definitely recommend this book to anyone.
A missing child.
A killer on the loose.
A past that refuses to die.
When a six-year-old boy disappears from a local fair, every parent’s worst nightmare is about to come true.
And for Detective Inspector Nicki Hardcastle, twenty-two years after her own nightmare began, the past she thought was buried starts catching up with her – and fast.
Leading the hunt for the missing child, Nicki soon finds the chase takes on a personal twist, with her own memories haunting her every move.
With time set against them, and a killer following his own chilling agenda, can Nicki and her team stop history from repeating itself?
Only time will tell.
But it’s time they don’t have.
What a brilliant read and will definitely be reading more from this author such a talented author
Omg this book had chills going up and down my back and had me on my seat. This is my type of book and had me hooked from the first page. So many twists. I would definitely recommend this book to anyone.
August 19, 2021
This is the first of Michelle’s books that I have read, and I have to say, I now need to read the others!
This is a brilliant book, and I really liked the style of writing - being broken down into days and times made it feel very fluid and I was able to recall what each person was doing and when. Nicki is a fabulous lead character, and as with most fictional characters she has her personal issues but deals with them well - they don’t become the focal point of the tale.
Something which did feel different is that Nicki’s team all work as a full and supportive squad - no one appears to be doing things to get one up on the others - this was refreshing.
I must admit that I found Caspar Ambrose a little bit of a frustrating addition, but I presume he’ll come into his own in the next book, which I look forward to reading.
All in all, a very well written book, worthy of all five stars.
This is a brilliant book, and I really liked the style of writing - being broken down into days and times made it feel very fluid and I was able to recall what each person was doing and when. Nicki is a fabulous lead character, and as with most fictional characters she has her personal issues but deals with them well - they don’t become the focal point of the tale.
Something which did feel different is that Nicki’s team all work as a full and supportive squad - no one appears to be doing things to get one up on the others - this was refreshing.
I must admit that I found Caspar Ambrose a little bit of a frustrating addition, but I presume he’ll come into his own in the next book, which I look forward to reading.
All in all, a very well written book, worthy of all five stars.
January 14, 2024
When six year old Lucas Jackson vanishes at the winter fayre in the Abby Gardens in Bury St Edmunds , as the childs mother Sophie goes into complete shock , and her twelve year old daughter Amelia who had left his side for minutes blames herself...DI Nicki Hardcastle and her team have no idea of what lies ahead ..Nicki Hardcastle prides herself on her job and doesn't suffer fools gladly ..but Nicki knows exactly what this family is going through ..as she has been in their shoes ..Assigning DC Tina Gallagher as Family Liason Officer ..Nicki will leave no stone unturned to find out exactly what happened to little Lucas ..When similalarites to other abductions are found...Time is not on their side ..In life there are two kinds of guilt , the kind that drowns you until you are useless ..and the kind that fires your soul to purpose ..Absolutely Gripping ...A Dark Enthralling read ...
August 15, 2021
Another new author for me & am I pleased I found her! I couldn’t put this book down, as a result I’m mentally worn out. I needed to know how it ended.
Nicki Hardcastle returns from leave & is immediately thrown in to a child abduction investigation. The case has echoes of previous cases in a nearby county but also dredges up memories for Nicki of her own brother’s abduction.
You can feel the tension through the pages. There are few clues for the police to go on & the chapters are written from their frustrating POV & that of the person responsible for the crimes.
The characters are great, I can’t wait to see them develop, & the writing style is very easy to read.
Roll on book two in the series. Highly recommended.
Nicki Hardcastle returns from leave & is immediately thrown in to a child abduction investigation. The case has echoes of previous cases in a nearby county but also dredges up memories for Nicki of her own brother’s abduction.
You can feel the tension through the pages. There are few clues for the police to go on & the chapters are written from their frustrating POV & that of the person responsible for the crimes.
The characters are great, I can’t wait to see them develop, & the writing style is very easy to read.
Roll on book two in the series. Highly recommended.
August 9, 2021
Guilt is my first read from Michelle Kidd and it was absolutely amazing! This is quite the thriller, that is gritty, fast-paced, and twisty. I am so impressed with the writing. I couldn’t put it down.
I absolutely love the characters. Each are so different, and have a purpose in the story. Since this is the first in the series, I am looking forward to see how they develop over time.
This was such a great read. I highly recommend it and can’t wait to continue in the series. Don’t miss out!
Thank you to Zooloos Book Tours for the review copy and the opportunity to honestly review this book on the blog tour. All opinions are my own and unbiased.
I absolutely love the characters. Each are so different, and have a purpose in the story. Since this is the first in the series, I am looking forward to see how they develop over time.
This was such a great read. I highly recommend it and can’t wait to continue in the series. Don’t miss out!
Thank you to Zooloos Book Tours for the review copy and the opportunity to honestly review this book on the blog tour. All opinions are my own and unbiased.
August 26, 2021
Absolutely brilliant, face paced that never let up, I even found myself shouting out loud “nooooo” when as the reader you can see some characters making a decision that will lead to terrible consequences!
The character DCI Nicki Hardcastle is a very likeable protagonist and I loved that there was no romance with another character ( I find most central DCI characters revolve around this and it drives me mad ) she had her past which plays a central role in the book; I’m hoping in the future this links to another gripping story as I would love to follow her journey.
The ending was fab can’t wait for more !!!
The character DCI Nicki Hardcastle is a very likeable protagonist and I loved that there was no romance with another character ( I find most central DCI characters revolve around this and it drives me mad ) she had her past which plays a central role in the book; I’m hoping in the future this links to another gripping story as I would love to follow her journey.
The ending was fab can’t wait for more !!!
June 17, 2023
My first Michelle Kidd book, and I became totally immersed in it. DI Nicki Hardcastle and her team are looking into a missing child case, which sets up echoes in her own past. I really enjoyed this, including the back story of the DI herself, and the relationships between her team members. The story was complete in itself but there was just a little thread hanging which I need to pursue in the next book in this series. Really looking forward to it.
Tiny gripe - people need to eat and sleep more than she and her team were!
Tiny gripe - people need to eat and sleep more than she and her team were!
August 9, 2021
It's my stop on the Book Tour for Guilt by Michelle Kidd today! I was interested in the book when I read the blurb, but was pleasantly surprised by how much I enjoyed it after reading it.
The book follows DI Nicki Hardcastle as she focuses on finding a six year old boy who disappears from the local fair. This comes right after the bodies of two other children are discovered. As Nicki and her team work to uncover the truth and find the boy, she is forced to confront her own past and deal with a nightmare from more than twenty years ago.
The book is well-written, gripping and fast-paced. Racing against the clock, the readers are plunged head first into a novel that will have you on the edge of your seat. What will happen to the boy? Can they find him in time? Who would do such a thing? These are all the questions that arise as the plot progresses.
Author Michelle Kidd has done a brilliant job in writing this story, making it easy for the reader to follow and imagine every sequence of events. The book reads more like a movie or an episode in a TV series, but gives us allowances to visualize it as we please. The reality of the situation is not lost on us and in truth, this can happen to anyone. The author brings out the psyche or state of mind of each character thus giving us some insight into who they are and what shaped them. These are complex characters with traumatic pasts leading to some walking the path of good and some bad. However, there is no right or wrong, it comes down to what a person knows, perhaps they do not know better.
The reader comes away with the satisfaction of a brilliant ending, but also with questions in the mind making us pause to think about people around us. I am now a huge fan of the author's writing and am looking forward to reading more of her books!
The book follows DI Nicki Hardcastle as she focuses on finding a six year old boy who disappears from the local fair. This comes right after the bodies of two other children are discovered. As Nicki and her team work to uncover the truth and find the boy, she is forced to confront her own past and deal with a nightmare from more than twenty years ago.
The book is well-written, gripping and fast-paced. Racing against the clock, the readers are plunged head first into a novel that will have you on the edge of your seat. What will happen to the boy? Can they find him in time? Who would do such a thing? These are all the questions that arise as the plot progresses.
Author Michelle Kidd has done a brilliant job in writing this story, making it easy for the reader to follow and imagine every sequence of events. The book reads more like a movie or an episode in a TV series, but gives us allowances to visualize it as we please. The reality of the situation is not lost on us and in truth, this can happen to anyone. The author brings out the psyche or state of mind of each character thus giving us some insight into who they are and what shaped them. These are complex characters with traumatic pasts leading to some walking the path of good and some bad. However, there is no right or wrong, it comes down to what a person knows, perhaps they do not know better.
The reader comes away with the satisfaction of a brilliant ending, but also with questions in the mind making us pause to think about people around us. I am now a huge fan of the author's writing and am looking forward to reading more of her books!
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