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The Truth about Lilly Barnes
“Today is the day it is going to happen. I’m not melancholy or nervous. I just want to get it over with more than anything. Today is the day that I, Lilly Barnes, die.”
Lilly Barnes doesn't want to live anymore. She is prepared to leave her life, family, and more importantly, her best friend Buddy behind for good. But, why? What could be so horrible that it makes a young girl want to end her life? Find out in The Truth about Lilly Barnes.
Lilly Barnes doesn't want to live anymore. She is prepared to leave her life, family, and more importantly, her best friend Buddy behind for good. But, why? What could be so horrible that it makes a young girl want to end her life? Find out in The Truth about Lilly Barnes.
343 pages, ebook
First published June 3, 2012
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June 5, 2012
I guess I'm going to give this one 5 stars. I thought the author showed real ... just kidding. :) I hope you all enjoy the book! It can be purchased at the following links.
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June 16, 2012
When I put a down down as my favourite, don't take it lightly.
This book is one I'm happy to read, over and over again. It has a sort of magic which keeps me glued to the pages, and I love how I don't know instantly why Lilly wanted to commit suicide -it's an ongoing mystery throughout the entire book.
Lilly, the main character, was raw. It gave me shivers how much I could relate to her on a personal basis. Her character manages to put humour even when she's starting to kill herself. She has this lonely feel to her, and rather than feeling pity, I relate to her. I think, "I would do the same thing in her situation."
Which, in my books, is better than any pity.
Usually I'm not fond of books where heavy past-stories are told through dialogue, Kimberly Russell did it. She perfected the idea of telling the story through dialogue. I didn't feel as if it left out any memories than as if she "remembered" it.
The psychiatrist that plays in this story is brilliant. Since I want to take that career path, I'll be reading her lines over at least three times to get more of an idea of how to approach troubled youth.
And of course, there's romance. I love the relationship between Lilly and Buddy. I was chanting for their relationship from the minute I knew he existed. Whether they end up or not is up to you to find out. ;)
Overall, a definite favourite. There's something about this book that sets it apart from other suicide novels like Thirteen Reasons Why. It's raw, it's more honest: and it's believable. Quite frankly, it's better than three-quarters of the published books I've read.
And I grade it an A-plus-plus-plus-plus-plus.
September 4, 2012
"Everyone absolutely knows what a strawberry tastes like, even if you are allergic to them. Everyone absolutely knows what the toilet flushing sounds like. Everyone absolutely scratches their mosquito bites. And I know that I was absolutely ready to die. This wasn't a cry for help. I didn't want to be saved. I was ready to call it quits. Done. Terminado."
I don't know yet whether this just wasn't my kind of book or if it was actually subpar. Looking at one-after-the-other 5-star reviews makes me believe it's just me, but I just have this voice whispering in my ear that just because a book's about suicide, doesn't make it insightful.
First of all, I believe this is aimed toward younger teens - 10-13 year-olds who are just starting to change and grow as an introduction to mature YA topics like sex and suicide. The vocabulary used was very basic and the story was written in a large font on a small, thin paperback (seriously it's 150 pages). Those of us who've actually experienced some amount of depression will find it a bit absurd for its lack of authenticity. The author handles such a serious topic as suicide with characters who lack any sort of depth, let alone pop off the page.
Though the protagonist attempts to commits suicide, I feel nothing. She tells her story, I feel nothing. Even after the resolution, I feel absolutely nothing for any of these characters.
More importantly, I learn nothing about the teenage mind. I don't get a sudden understanding of the suffering faced by every day teenagers by reading this book.
And contrary to the other reviewers, I don't believe it's honest OR believable - Lilly attempts suicide, fails, ends up in a teen clinic. How is that even possible? Lilly said herself - she was at a point where she was just tired of life: "This wasn't a cry for help... I was ready to call it quits."
If you are interested in an insightful teen book, try these bestsellers instead:
Thirteen Reasons Why
Before I Fall
The Fault in Our Stars
The Perks of Being a Wallflower
anything by Laurie Halse Anderson
The Body of Christopher Creed
Stargirl
I don't know yet whether this just wasn't my kind of book or if it was actually subpar. Looking at one-after-the-other 5-star reviews makes me believe it's just me, but I just have this voice whispering in my ear that just because a book's about suicide, doesn't make it insightful.
First of all, I believe this is aimed toward younger teens - 10-13 year-olds who are just starting to change and grow as an introduction to mature YA topics like sex and suicide. The vocabulary used was very basic and the story was written in a large font on a small, thin paperback (seriously it's 150 pages). Those of us who've actually experienced some amount of depression will find it a bit absurd for its lack of authenticity. The author handles such a serious topic as suicide with characters who lack any sort of depth, let alone pop off the page.
Though the protagonist attempts to commits suicide, I feel nothing. She tells her story, I feel nothing. Even after the resolution, I feel absolutely nothing for any of these characters.
More importantly, I learn nothing about the teenage mind. I don't get a sudden understanding of the suffering faced by every day teenagers by reading this book.
And contrary to the other reviewers, I don't believe it's honest OR believable - Lilly attempts suicide, fails, ends up in a teen clinic. How is that even possible? Lilly said herself - she was at a point where she was just tired of life: "This wasn't a cry for help... I was ready to call it quits."
If you are interested in an insightful teen book, try these bestsellers instead:
Thirteen Reasons Why
Before I Fall
The Fault in Our Stars
The Perks of Being a Wallflower
anything by Laurie Halse Anderson
The Body of Christopher Creed
Stargirl
June 24, 2012
MY REVIEW, GUST POST BY AUTHOR AND A GIVEAWAY: http://disincentive-reviews.blogspot....
Lily wants to die. That’s the only thing I could be sure at the beginning. Why? Maybe because of her alcoholic mother? It doesn’t matter. She just takes all the pills she can see and drinks a cup of wood polisher. "At least when I die they can say I had lemony fresh breath."
…But she gets saved of course. Asked in the hospital if she’d do it again, she says “yes”.
Why?
Lily is one of my favorite heroines in books. Ever. Also, she is so easy to relate to! I know, not everyone tried to commit a suicide. I hope you didn’t, but I was suicidal for years. I can say that this book is true, simply true. All those emotions that go through Lily and people she meets are real.
At the treatment, she gets to know an anorectic girl and I liked her even more than Lily, even though she was just a small character in the whole book (which had only 95 pages). I’m still struggling with my eating disorder (I know. I’m pretty messed up person) and Headley was so believable too. Even the fact of cheating when they were trying to control her weight.
This book is about serious topics, but it’s still so easy to read. It’s written as Lily’s diary and we can easily see how she handles everything that happens to her, but a few chapters are from her best friend’s point of view. It makes you realize how different people see the same thing and it’s really important in the issue books.
I was so full of emotions that I forgot I started reading this book to find out the truth about Lily’s problems. Then it just happened. And I was so shocked that I almost fell of the chair.
After reading the story I’m wondering why aren’t all bloggers hyper about Kimberly. She is definitely a perfect writer. I’m sad it was so short, and I wish I could read it forever. It is a must-read for everyone. For real.
Lily wants to die. That’s the only thing I could be sure at the beginning. Why? Maybe because of her alcoholic mother? It doesn’t matter. She just takes all the pills she can see and drinks a cup of wood polisher. "At least when I die they can say I had lemony fresh breath."
…But she gets saved of course. Asked in the hospital if she’d do it again, she says “yes”.
Why?
Lily is one of my favorite heroines in books. Ever. Also, she is so easy to relate to! I know, not everyone tried to commit a suicide. I hope you didn’t, but I was suicidal for years. I can say that this book is true, simply true. All those emotions that go through Lily and people she meets are real.
At the treatment, she gets to know an anorectic girl and I liked her even more than Lily, even though she was just a small character in the whole book (which had only 95 pages). I’m still struggling with my eating disorder (I know. I’m pretty messed up person) and Headley was so believable too. Even the fact of cheating when they were trying to control her weight.
This book is about serious topics, but it’s still so easy to read. It’s written as Lily’s diary and we can easily see how she handles everything that happens to her, but a few chapters are from her best friend’s point of view. It makes you realize how different people see the same thing and it’s really important in the issue books.
I was so full of emotions that I forgot I started reading this book to find out the truth about Lily’s problems. Then it just happened. And I was so shocked that I almost fell of the chair.
After reading the story I’m wondering why aren’t all bloggers hyper about Kimberly. She is definitely a perfect writer. I’m sad it was so short, and I wish I could read it forever. It is a must-read for everyone. For real.
September 16, 2012
From the moment I began reading this book, I was absolutely engrossed! This is one short, powerful book that I think should be required reading for almost every youth. I have read young adult books that left me wanting more or very disenchanted. Not so with this book! It was an adrenaline rush from the beginning!
There were no bedroom scenes--thankfully! There was some profanity, but I honestly was not turned off by it. While I would caution parents about letting their kids read this if profanity is a turn-off, I don't see it as a major problem.
This is a real book, and I am pleased it ended as it did (no spoilers on this end). I loved the way the book's perspective changed on a somewhat regular basis, and I never felt lost. I am a teacher who has a heart for teens, and whenever I read books like this, I find myself thinking about students I have taught in the past who might be going through similar things.
I appreciated that the author had links to helpful sites at the end. You never know what another youth may be going through, and appearances can be deceiving. This is a fast read that should make us all more aware of the people with whom we come in contact daily and what they may be going through in their private lives.
I was sent a copy of this book in exchange for my honest review. I was not financially compensated, and all opinions are 100 percent mine.
There were no bedroom scenes--thankfully! There was some profanity, but I honestly was not turned off by it. While I would caution parents about letting their kids read this if profanity is a turn-off, I don't see it as a major problem.
This is a real book, and I am pleased it ended as it did (no spoilers on this end). I loved the way the book's perspective changed on a somewhat regular basis, and I never felt lost. I am a teacher who has a heart for teens, and whenever I read books like this, I find myself thinking about students I have taught in the past who might be going through similar things.
I appreciated that the author had links to helpful sites at the end. You never know what another youth may be going through, and appearances can be deceiving. This is a fast read that should make us all more aware of the people with whom we come in contact daily and what they may be going through in their private lives.
I was sent a copy of this book in exchange for my honest review. I was not financially compensated, and all opinions are 100 percent mine.
June 12, 2012
I had randomly spotted this on Amazon, downloaded it to my Kindle and read it in one afternoon. I’m drawn to stories about suicide, I’m interested to know the reasons behind the action. The reason behind Lilly’s decision isn’t immediately obvious and in fact I hadn’t guessed the reason until it was revealed.
The story is told mostly from Lilly’s point of view but there are a couple of chapters told from the point of view of her best friend (and possible romantic interest?), Buddy. I liked the varying viewpoints because suicide affects the family and friends of the victims as well.
I really liked this book and might even read it again some time in the future. I recommend it if you like books such as Thirteen Reasons Why or If I Stay (not suicide but death is a main theme)
The story is told mostly from Lilly’s point of view but there are a couple of chapters told from the point of view of her best friend (and possible romantic interest?), Buddy. I liked the varying viewpoints because suicide affects the family and friends of the victims as well.
I really liked this book and might even read it again some time in the future. I recommend it if you like books such as Thirteen Reasons Why or If I Stay (not suicide but death is a main theme)
August 10, 2012
This was sent to me via the author as part of a blog tour for a honest and fair review. There aren't many people who could pull of this sort of book. Kimberly Russell has the ability to write about things we would rather not talk about. Lilly Barnes has horrible secrets that she can't seem to talk about. She tries to kill herself hoping that would end the horror in her mind but it didn't go as planned. Lilly's family is about as dysfunctional as can get. The only one she cares about is Buddy and his family which turn out to be her saving grace. It was an awesome raw look at what some teens go through that parents don't always know about! Kudos to Ms Russell for attempting this type of story.
July 16, 2012
This is a poorly written "issue" book. There were so many grammatical, spelling, and word choice errors that it was difficult to read. The bones of a good story were there but the execution was poor.
September 13, 2012
As a reader I get so swept up in a story and it's characters. I swoon over the gorgeous guys, I adore all the sweet romance, I love all the strong and sassy female leads and I love to hate all the bad guys. I ride each and every emotion that a book manages to make me feel. So I can only imagine the depth of emotions that must be felt by an author who writes something as emotional as The Truth About Lilly Barnes.
Lilly Barnes has no desire to live. She has been keeping a secret and it's eating her up inside. She can see no way that she will ever live a fulfilled and happy life. Not even her friendship with her best friend Buddy is enough to sway her. So she plans to end her life. She has everything worked out and in her mind it's fairly foolproof. She is so comfortable and at peace with the decision that she's made. There is almost a calmness about her as she says goodbye to the things she will miss.
“I think of all the things I will miss. I think about coffee, red velvet cupcakes with cream cheese frosting, Little Women, and Channing Tatum. Oh, how I will miss Channing Tatum.”
It took me quite some time to work out what Lily was dealing with in her life. And when I did it was like a punch to my stomach. I've never read a book that dealt with this before. I've never experienced the things that Lilly has but these things happen in the world that we live in.
The Truth about Lilly Barnes is told from Lilly's point of view, but every now and then we get a chapter told in her best friend Buddy's voice. Aside from showing us what a wonderful person he is and what an amazing family he has, it gives us a glimpse into the other side of suicide and the feelings that those that will be left behind deal with.
This book is powerful, deep and heartbreaking!! But it's also a story filled with hope, friendship and love. If just one person reads this book and comes to the realization that there is hope, that they are not alone and that things can get better, then that would be an amazing thing!! A huge kudo's to Kimberly Russell for delving into such a tough subject matter. A truly amazing book!!!
First posted at YA Book Addict... http://youngadultbookaddict.blogspot....
Lilly Barnes has no desire to live. She has been keeping a secret and it's eating her up inside. She can see no way that she will ever live a fulfilled and happy life. Not even her friendship with her best friend Buddy is enough to sway her. So she plans to end her life. She has everything worked out and in her mind it's fairly foolproof. She is so comfortable and at peace with the decision that she's made. There is almost a calmness about her as she says goodbye to the things she will miss.
“I think of all the things I will miss. I think about coffee, red velvet cupcakes with cream cheese frosting, Little Women, and Channing Tatum. Oh, how I will miss Channing Tatum.”
It took me quite some time to work out what Lily was dealing with in her life. And when I did it was like a punch to my stomach. I've never read a book that dealt with this before. I've never experienced the things that Lilly has but these things happen in the world that we live in.
The Truth about Lilly Barnes is told from Lilly's point of view, but every now and then we get a chapter told in her best friend Buddy's voice. Aside from showing us what a wonderful person he is and what an amazing family he has, it gives us a glimpse into the other side of suicide and the feelings that those that will be left behind deal with.
This book is powerful, deep and heartbreaking!! But it's also a story filled with hope, friendship and love. If just one person reads this book and comes to the realization that there is hope, that they are not alone and that things can get better, then that would be an amazing thing!! A huge kudo's to Kimberly Russell for delving into such a tough subject matter. A truly amazing book!!!
First posted at YA Book Addict... http://youngadultbookaddict.blogspot....
June 8, 2012
Kimberly Russell did it again, the Truth about Lilly Barnes is another example of the talented upcoming author. The story is full of relationships you wish you had and some your thankful you don't. I've read the book three times now and can't put it down each time! Mrs Russell grows with each new novel and I can't wait to see where her next book takes us <3
June 18, 2012
I liked the alternating narrators of the story. While her secret was predictable, I like the way the story was told even if it is a difficult topic to read. Kim certainly has a talent for emotional stories!
September 12, 2012
*I received a free ARC of this book in exchange of an honest review*
The full review can be found on my blog (un)Conventional Bookviews.
The full review can be found on my blog (un)Conventional Bookviews.
June 6, 2012
I loved this book.
July 10, 2012
I read this in just one day I think. Rare for me. I really felt attached to the characters - LOVED Buddy and his family!
September 3, 2012
From the book description, I can already see and thought that this was most likely going to be an emotional, pulling type read. Even before I read the first page, I felt for Lilly...
This story starts out with Lilly, a 17 year old girl, who attempts to end her life, and does she actually go with it? Well, she ends up going to a facility, I suppose an institution, to get better, and Lilly will have a difficult time of opening up, telling her story, her truth on why she wanted to kill herself, but does she go through it? She has never opened up her raw feelings, a deep secret, to anyone, not even to her best friend, Buddy, whose a sweetheart, a friend you perhaps wish to have. And it does not help that she has a hectic family or can you even call it a family? She has a Father that abandoned her, a Mother that Lilly thinks does not care for her or perhaps anything, but her love of drinking, and Lilly has a Step Father that she tries to avoid as much as possible. Ultimately, can Lilly go through with this treatment as if she does get better and all, who will she go home to? Does she even have the strength anymore to fight an internal battle within herself? Well, you will have to read for yourself and find out...
I think Lilly's situation, as I was reading the story, was just heart tugging and there were some personal relatable traits I found I had with Lilly. As I have mentioned before, I do in ways like to connect with the characters, and here and there, throughout the story, there were some things I felt I connected with Lilly. To me, this was a really good story, and one I found myself I could not put down. This is Lilly's journey to her ultimate truth, on wanting to take her life. I found and know that the issue of opening up is difficult, something hard to handle. That keeping something inside of you is the best thing, but it's hurting you even more, and for Lilly, it's best for her to open up, to open up her soul, to tell her full story on why she wanted to do something unchangeable.
At some point in the story, there's a situation revealed that made me say out loud, 'Oh Snap!', very true by the way. I guess it's something that I was not expecting, I mean it could have been a possibility, but as it is being explained, it was just sorta surprising! The situation is a truth that is hard to even write, but it's something or some things that can never be taken back, and again I felt for Lilly.
I liked that there were two POVs, Lilly's primarily, but glad Buddy's voice was read; he was a great developed character, and saw how he and Lilly just have this great friendship that can never be broken when it could have been. There was a good pace; really nice writing, that had a great flow. I will definitely be reading more of this Author's work in the future. Ultimately, this is a story that I feel must be read as you will find great and important messages :)
This story starts out with Lilly, a 17 year old girl, who attempts to end her life, and does she actually go with it? Well, she ends up going to a facility, I suppose an institution, to get better, and Lilly will have a difficult time of opening up, telling her story, her truth on why she wanted to kill herself, but does she go through it? She has never opened up her raw feelings, a deep secret, to anyone, not even to her best friend, Buddy, whose a sweetheart, a friend you perhaps wish to have. And it does not help that she has a hectic family or can you even call it a family? She has a Father that abandoned her, a Mother that Lilly thinks does not care for her or perhaps anything, but her love of drinking, and Lilly has a Step Father that she tries to avoid as much as possible. Ultimately, can Lilly go through with this treatment as if she does get better and all, who will she go home to? Does she even have the strength anymore to fight an internal battle within herself? Well, you will have to read for yourself and find out...
I think Lilly's situation, as I was reading the story, was just heart tugging and there were some personal relatable traits I found I had with Lilly. As I have mentioned before, I do in ways like to connect with the characters, and here and there, throughout the story, there were some things I felt I connected with Lilly. To me, this was a really good story, and one I found myself I could not put down. This is Lilly's journey to her ultimate truth, on wanting to take her life. I found and know that the issue of opening up is difficult, something hard to handle. That keeping something inside of you is the best thing, but it's hurting you even more, and for Lilly, it's best for her to open up, to open up her soul, to tell her full story on why she wanted to do something unchangeable.
At some point in the story, there's a situation revealed that made me say out loud, 'Oh Snap!', very true by the way. I guess it's something that I was not expecting, I mean it could have been a possibility, but as it is being explained, it was just sorta surprising! The situation is a truth that is hard to even write, but it's something or some things that can never be taken back, and again I felt for Lilly.
I liked that there were two POVs, Lilly's primarily, but glad Buddy's voice was read; he was a great developed character, and saw how he and Lilly just have this great friendship that can never be broken when it could have been. There was a good pace; really nice writing, that had a great flow. I will definitely be reading more of this Author's work in the future. Ultimately, this is a story that I feel must be read as you will find great and important messages :)
September 9, 2012
What a powerful read! I didn’t even realize how quickly I was reading this book. One minute I had just started, and the next minute I was done. I will admit that the opening scene in the book captured my attention, and the rest of the book held it.
The Truth About Lilly Barnes by Kimberly Russell follows the struggles of, you guessed it, Lilly Barnes. Lilly has been planning her death. She has completely made up her mind, has found the way in which she wants to go, and plans on executing it after dinner…her last supper.
But life throws a curve ball, and Lilly’s plans of death fall through. Instead of being dead, Lilly finds herself in a hospital, stomach pumped, and ready to be shipped off of to a treatment centre. It is at this centre that Lilly finally finds it in herself to come to grips with the reasons for her suicidal tendencies, and to lift her dark past off her shoulders and start to live.
The Truth About Lilly Barnes was a wonderfully written book. Raw and to the point. The character of Lilly is one that I found to be so strong and brave, and extremely loveable. I wanted to gather her up in my arms and hug the crap out of her. She is truly an inspirational character…one that I am so glad to have been able to have had a chance to read about.
Author, Kimberly Russell, does an amazing job of building the background of Lilly’s troubled life, as well as showing us this beautiful friendship that Lilly has with Buddy. I absolutely adored Buddy. My favorite part in the book was the description of how Lilly and Buddy study…where Lilly would study her books, and Buddy would study Lilly’s hair. It was so sweet and adorable, and made me smile. I was so glad that Lilly had someone like Buddy in her life.
Although I pretty much figured out the reason for Lilly’s attempted suicide, it still didn’t deter me from reading this story, and watching everything unfold. I would make note that this is not a story for the faint of heart, or for the very young as there is descriptions of sexual assault. But aside from that, this is a story of strength, courage, and perseverance. It’s about accepting the cards life has drawn for you, and becoming a stronger individual because of it.
I recommend this book for fans of a darker Contemporary read, for those looking for a quick read, and for those who are looking for stories that may change your life…or the way you look at life.
The Truth About Lilly Barnes by Kimberly Russell follows the struggles of, you guessed it, Lilly Barnes. Lilly has been planning her death. She has completely made up her mind, has found the way in which she wants to go, and plans on executing it after dinner…her last supper.
But life throws a curve ball, and Lilly’s plans of death fall through. Instead of being dead, Lilly finds herself in a hospital, stomach pumped, and ready to be shipped off of to a treatment centre. It is at this centre that Lilly finally finds it in herself to come to grips with the reasons for her suicidal tendencies, and to lift her dark past off her shoulders and start to live.
The Truth About Lilly Barnes was a wonderfully written book. Raw and to the point. The character of Lilly is one that I found to be so strong and brave, and extremely loveable. I wanted to gather her up in my arms and hug the crap out of her. She is truly an inspirational character…one that I am so glad to have been able to have had a chance to read about.
Author, Kimberly Russell, does an amazing job of building the background of Lilly’s troubled life, as well as showing us this beautiful friendship that Lilly has with Buddy. I absolutely adored Buddy. My favorite part in the book was the description of how Lilly and Buddy study…where Lilly would study her books, and Buddy would study Lilly’s hair. It was so sweet and adorable, and made me smile. I was so glad that Lilly had someone like Buddy in her life.
Although I pretty much figured out the reason for Lilly’s attempted suicide, it still didn’t deter me from reading this story, and watching everything unfold. I would make note that this is not a story for the faint of heart, or for the very young as there is descriptions of sexual assault. But aside from that, this is a story of strength, courage, and perseverance. It’s about accepting the cards life has drawn for you, and becoming a stronger individual because of it.
I recommend this book for fans of a darker Contemporary read, for those looking for a quick read, and for those who are looking for stories that may change your life…or the way you look at life.
November 2, 2012
Review:
I had trouble putting this book down after the first couple of sentences; Lilly's statement, "I really am dying tonight... it will be all my choice and by my own hands." immediately affected me. Why would someone choose death over life? What in their life could be bad enough to warrant suicide? Lilly's reasoning was not immediately apparent, but I was compelled to read on, her silent goodbyes to school, friends, inanimate objects, and Channing Tatum setting the book's overall tone - deep melancholy with a dash of hope. I am not a teenager, but I do remember the hormone-fueled emotions of middle and high school, so I could relate to Lilly in some ways, but other times, I felt like I was reading about half of a character. This may have been because of the journal-like format of the book, but I thought that her character could have been more developed. The dialogue was basic and easy-to-read, and the book itself was very short, (156 pages), however, every page counted for something, and I felt that Kimberly Russell chose her words carefully to keep readers interested in Lilly's story. I liked the flow of the plot, although the pace seemed slow in some areas. I spotted grammatical errors throughout - nothing a second editing couldn't fix - but nothing really deterred me from finding out "the truth". The book could have done without the "budding romance", but I do admit that it helped get the message across, (no spoilers). I know that depression and suicide are uncomfortable topics for most people, especially when talking about children and teens who have their whole lives ahead of them, but depression is not uncommon in these age groups. I am glad that the author has written Lilly's story, even though the topic is a tough one. I definitely recommend it to readers thirteen and up; parts of the book may be emotionally raw and disturbing, but people need to understand that these feelings exist, and that there are ways to deal with them besides suicide.
Rating: On the Run (4/5)
*** I received this book from the author (Lightning Book Promotions) in exchange for an honest and unbiased review.
I had trouble putting this book down after the first couple of sentences; Lilly's statement, "I really am dying tonight... it will be all my choice and by my own hands." immediately affected me. Why would someone choose death over life? What in their life could be bad enough to warrant suicide? Lilly's reasoning was not immediately apparent, but I was compelled to read on, her silent goodbyes to school, friends, inanimate objects, and Channing Tatum setting the book's overall tone - deep melancholy with a dash of hope. I am not a teenager, but I do remember the hormone-fueled emotions of middle and high school, so I could relate to Lilly in some ways, but other times, I felt like I was reading about half of a character. This may have been because of the journal-like format of the book, but I thought that her character could have been more developed. The dialogue was basic and easy-to-read, and the book itself was very short, (156 pages), however, every page counted for something, and I felt that Kimberly Russell chose her words carefully to keep readers interested in Lilly's story. I liked the flow of the plot, although the pace seemed slow in some areas. I spotted grammatical errors throughout - nothing a second editing couldn't fix - but nothing really deterred me from finding out "the truth". The book could have done without the "budding romance", but I do admit that it helped get the message across, (no spoilers). I know that depression and suicide are uncomfortable topics for most people, especially when talking about children and teens who have their whole lives ahead of them, but depression is not uncommon in these age groups. I am glad that the author has written Lilly's story, even though the topic is a tough one. I definitely recommend it to readers thirteen and up; parts of the book may be emotionally raw and disturbing, but people need to understand that these feelings exist, and that there are ways to deal with them besides suicide.
Rating: On the Run (4/5)
*** I received this book from the author (Lightning Book Promotions) in exchange for an honest and unbiased review.
December 22, 2015
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I picked up The Truth about Lilly Barnes for a blog tour and I really enjoyed it. It reminded me a little of Thirteen Reasons Why, mainly because that’s one of the only other books I’ve read that dealt with suicide. Lilly Barnes is certainly more uplifting though. Parts of it were very sad, but I loved the way Kimberly Russell handled the issues.
Most of the story is told from Lilly’s point of view, though Buddy gets a few chapters in. Lilly seems like a totally normal, content teenager. The only hint that something is wrong is that she plans to kill herself. Something has broken her and it’s something she keeps hidden very well. Buddy was such a sweetheart. I wish there had been just a little bit more of him. He was such a great friend.
I loved the way Russell uncovered what happened to Lilly. It was almost killing me because before I knew what happened, I was ready to label Lilly as whiney. It’s funny how one piece of information can turn things in a totally different direction. If there was anything I didn’t like, it was the length. I think it could have used a little more detail and character focus, which would have made it longer. I guess I just wanted more Lilly and Buddy because I think they were both great characters.
The Truth about Lilly Barnes is a great short read. It covers a few different issues like suicidal thoughts, sexual abuse, anorexia, and OCD. It has a really great message about speaking up when you have a problem or are being abused.
Disclosure: I received this book from Lightning Book Promotions in exchange for an honest review.
I picked up The Truth about Lilly Barnes for a blog tour and I really enjoyed it. It reminded me a little of Thirteen Reasons Why, mainly because that’s one of the only other books I’ve read that dealt with suicide. Lilly Barnes is certainly more uplifting though. Parts of it were very sad, but I loved the way Kimberly Russell handled the issues.
Most of the story is told from Lilly’s point of view, though Buddy gets a few chapters in. Lilly seems like a totally normal, content teenager. The only hint that something is wrong is that she plans to kill herself. Something has broken her and it’s something she keeps hidden very well. Buddy was such a sweetheart. I wish there had been just a little bit more of him. He was such a great friend.
I loved the way Russell uncovered what happened to Lilly. It was almost killing me because before I knew what happened, I was ready to label Lilly as whiney. It’s funny how one piece of information can turn things in a totally different direction. If there was anything I didn’t like, it was the length. I think it could have used a little more detail and character focus, which would have made it longer. I guess I just wanted more Lilly and Buddy because I think they were both great characters.
The Truth about Lilly Barnes is a great short read. It covers a few different issues like suicidal thoughts, sexual abuse, anorexia, and OCD. It has a really great message about speaking up when you have a problem or are being abused.
Disclosure: I received this book from Lightning Book Promotions in exchange for an honest review.
May 29, 2013
Wow. This was one of those books that I unexpectedly happened upon, and I'm so very glad I did. It deals with tough subject matter and it's handled so well. It's also written so well.
Lily Barnes wants to die. She's done with life, and nothing can stop her from fulfilling her decision. The book starts off on the day that she plans to kill herself. Readers are hooked from the first sentence:
“Today is the day it is going to happen. I’m not melancholy or nervous. I just want to get it over with more than anything. Today is the day that I, Lilly Barnes, die.”
I instantly wanted to know her story and what lead her to her decision. It's not immediately given away, and I had my theories, and well one of them turned out to be correct.
I loved the fact that this book was also kind of amusing. Lily's inside voice is funny, and I love how the author was able to get readers deep inside Lily's mind and her emotions. It almost had the feel of a diary or a journal.
I absolutely adored Buddy. Although the book is mainly from Lily's POV, Buddy's POV is also present. It was a great idea because it showed the other side of suicide. It allowed readers to see how a person's decision to attempt suicide affects those close to them. I think I fell for Buddy before I even read his POV, Lily's recollection of memories with him were enough. I kept gushing at his sweetness and his adorable name.
I did NOT want to put this book down.
Everything felt a little rushed at the end for me. The length is quite short (155 pages), and I really wish it was longer because I really did enjoy it and I didn't feel ready for it to end.
Lily Barnes wants to die. She's done with life, and nothing can stop her from fulfilling her decision. The book starts off on the day that she plans to kill herself. Readers are hooked from the first sentence:
“Today is the day it is going to happen. I’m not melancholy or nervous. I just want to get it over with more than anything. Today is the day that I, Lilly Barnes, die.”
I instantly wanted to know her story and what lead her to her decision. It's not immediately given away, and I had my theories, and well one of them turned out to be correct.
I loved the fact that this book was also kind of amusing. Lily's inside voice is funny, and I love how the author was able to get readers deep inside Lily's mind and her emotions. It almost had the feel of a diary or a journal.
I absolutely adored Buddy. Although the book is mainly from Lily's POV, Buddy's POV is also present. It was a great idea because it showed the other side of suicide. It allowed readers to see how a person's decision to attempt suicide affects those close to them. I think I fell for Buddy before I even read his POV, Lily's recollection of memories with him were enough. I kept gushing at his sweetness and his adorable name.
I did NOT want to put this book down.
Everything felt a little rushed at the end for me. The length is quite short (155 pages), and I really wish it was longer because I really did enjoy it and I didn't feel ready for it to end.
September 3, 2012
This is a very powerful novel that looks into the life of a teenage girl facing a dark secret that leaves her feeling helpless and alone, choosing death over facing her fears day in and day out. With such heavy topics at hand, it feels almost wrong to say this is a great novel, but it is; it touches on topics that makes people uncomfortable, it deals with sadness and abuse, love and hate, redemption and, of course, suicide, and I think it’s one of those novels that could do more than just touch a life, but possibly change one too.
Lilly has had it rough, but if you meet her on the street, or sit with her is school, you wouldn’t necessarily know it, because she’s hidden her deep secret, but it’s eating her up inside. Now, for the reader it’s obvious what’s happening, but those around Lilly don’t see it because it’s not something she alludes to, it’s only the text that does that. Thankfully, Lilly does have a constant in her life, Buddy and his wonderful family, who have always been there for her and who are able to positively influence her, especially after everything comes to the forefront and the secret is out. And, while this is a heavy read, full of heartache and sadness, it does have a happy ending, proving that we can get through anything with the right amount of support and love. Definitely check this one out.
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Lilly has had it rough, but if you meet her on the street, or sit with her is school, you wouldn’t necessarily know it, because she’s hidden her deep secret, but it’s eating her up inside. Now, for the reader it’s obvious what’s happening, but those around Lilly don’t see it because it’s not something she alludes to, it’s only the text that does that. Thankfully, Lilly does have a constant in her life, Buddy and his wonderful family, who have always been there for her and who are able to positively influence her, especially after everything comes to the forefront and the secret is out. And, while this is a heavy read, full of heartache and sadness, it does have a happy ending, proving that we can get through anything with the right amount of support and love. Definitely check this one out.
To see my full review:
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September 9, 2012
When I read the synopsis I thought why would a young girl want to end her life when it’s just beginning. Reading the account of how she decided to kill herself was quite disturbing and reading on from this got even more disturbing. It was very heart wrenching and now I know the reasons why she wanted to end her life.
The book was very well written from a teens prospective. It is a book that you can get lost in because you do not learn the reason why she wanted to commit suicide until later on in the book and before you know it you have read the whole book in one sitting.
I just wanted to give Lilly a great big hug and help her through everything.
A fantastic and insightful read!
The book was very well written from a teens prospective. It is a book that you can get lost in because you do not learn the reason why she wanted to commit suicide until later on in the book and before you know it you have read the whole book in one sitting.
I just wanted to give Lilly a great big hug and help her through everything.
A fantastic and insightful read!
June 8, 2012
Wonderful! I was drawn to Lilly immediately and needed to find out what made her tick. Couldn't put this down!
Lilly was so relatable. A girl you would like for a friend who's is strong and compassionate. But she has a secret pain that brings her to the end of her endurance and finally breaks her. And like so many things, it's in the breaking that she is made whole. A heartbreaking and redeeming journey.
I cannot say adequately just how much I liked this book, 10 stars would not be enough. Bravo Ms. Russell!
January 24, 2013
I like this book because through out the story, you don't know why Lilly is doing what she's doing. Sometimes people hide, even from those who know them the best, dark secrets because they are afraid or ashamed. You never know what the people closest to you are going through. As for the characters in this book the stepdad is a DIRTBAG! He's more than that. I absolutely hate the mom. She is a horrible, selfish person who does not deserve the privilege of having a child... I can't wait for another book from Kimberly.
June 26, 2012
My emotions while reading this book: Sad. Intrigued. Compelled. It's like seeing the world thru the eyes of a lost soldier of life. It's sad to think that there are a million "Lilly Barnes" out there. Physically fit, but emotionally broken. This book is a definite must read for teenagers out there who think that life is full of sh*t. It's not. Last but not the least, I felt happy that Lilly Barnes found her "sweet days" at the end.
October 22, 2012
I picked this up last night immediately after finishing another book. I thought I would just read a chapter and see how it was before retiring for the night. I didn't put it down until I turned the last page. True. Exhausted!!
It's a relatively short read of 152 pages but those pages had me comitted to everyword. Kimberly Russell did an outstanding job with Lilly Barnes. I loved it.
It's a relatively short read of 152 pages but those pages had me comitted to everyword. Kimberly Russell did an outstanding job with Lilly Barnes. I loved it.
June 8, 2012
I loved it! It was heartbreaking (shed a few tears) but hopeful. Buddy was my favorite character:) Great book!
June 11, 2012
I can't put into words how much I loved this book. It moved me and I cried and I cheered for her at the same time. It was stunning and I wished it had never ended.
August 8, 2012
I adore the character Buddy! Lily is such a strong girl. I hate thinking about other people going through similar problems. It makes me angry and sad.
September 1, 2012
Really good book, dealing with serious situations, so I'm glad that Buddy and Lilly got a happy ending, which really added some great things to the book!
September 25, 2012
I LOVED this book!
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