I'm in love. Maggie Rawdon has been teasing us with Ben for the past three books and finally - FINALLY - we get Ben's book! And I'm beyond head over heels in love! But not only do we finally get Ben's book, but we finally - finally, finally - get to know the woman who has not just captured his heart, but who has held it... for years! Quite literally - for years! The woman who stole Ben's heart must be some sort of special unicorn - I mean, Ben after all is (by all accounts) incredible, so how could the object of his obsession ... I mean affection, not be special?! Am I right - no, no, that's not a question but a statement, because Violet is indeed the entire package!
Rawdon has just been teasing us in the worst possible way (and here the "worst" really means the best) for the past three books in this series when it comes to Ben and his mystery woman, dropping little crumbs for us to gobble up - but they have not even come close to satisfying the hunger we have for Ben. If anything, those crumbs just made us ravenous for this story! In book #3 when Ben and East go to the art exhibit, we first glimpse Violet and that right there is the moment we become so enthralled by their love story (and what a story it is), and completely desperate for this book, book #4 - "Reverse Pass" - which is so incredibly addicting and authentic.
Now, up until this point, we've gotten to know Ben as this gorgeous, capable, smart, sweet, sexy, talented football playing playboy. Yes, yes, he's a playboy. We learned in book #1 thanks to Mac and the gang that Ben had a type, and that type was blonde. Nothing wrong with that... but throughout the three books leading to this one, we glimpse more of the object of Ben's affection - as well as the reasons behind why and how Ben does things. We've also gotten to know Ben to be loyal, fun, and dependable in the three books leading up to this one (*swoon). The ladies love him - he is a genuine sweetheart - however, a girl hasn't been able to nail him down yet and that is a known fact around campus. But all of this we love - leading up to "Reverse Pass" - we can't say enough good things about Ben, our loyalty is firmly set in stone, and we're already rooting for him! So let's just state that fact right here before we go any further - we are so ready to go to bat for him!
Enter Violet. Ohhhh, Violet. I think some of us loyal-to-the-death Ben fans might have been willing to go after Violet if we felt that she had knowingly hurt our precious Ben... but she hasn't! (I'll come back to this). Rawdon has written Violet as this incredibly beautiful, capable, smart, funny, and KIND woman. I say woman, because yes, Violet is 5 years Ben's senior and she is also Ben's sister's best friend. Plot twist, I know!! But isn't it a delicious one?!
This is truly Ben and Violet's story, and Rawdon has written it beautifully. It is sweet, it is sexy, it hurts and is difficult to read in certain parts (because you feel so deeply for the characters and what they are enduring), and it is beautiful. It's hard to discuss much of the story specifically without giving details away, but my takeaways were these: first off, Rawdon's writing is superb! Her characters are incredible (I want Joss to be my BFF btw!) as is the world that she has crafted for our reading pleasure.
Secondly, she reminds us that people are not perfect and how we react to situations can be viewed as flawed... but we react how we react for a myriad of reasons. How this applies to Ben and Violet? Oh, this is such an integral part of their story. How Ben ultimately pursues Violet, and the reasoning for "how" and "why" he does it... there's so much there. The same can also be said about Violet and how she handles various scenarios throughout the book. Deliciously torturous!
Thirdly, I must factor in to this critique that some people are indeed oblivious. It's a thing! When it comes to being hit on or being the object of someone's affection - well, some of us can be very painfully oblivious. It happens! Rawdon has captured the brutal honesty of that here with Violet - like seriously... to those who have never been oblivious (for whatever reason),well I'm sorry but you just won't get it and I'm sure that you will judge Violet - but for those of us who know someone who is or has been oblivious, or we ourselves have been... Rawdon captures it so incredibly well and makes those parts seem all the more real. For me, this part of Violet made her, in certain ways, more humble and approachable as a character.
Speaking of making things feel real... This last point I'm going to make - arguably the most important point - is definitely a takeaway, but I need to specifically single this out. So, as is plainly stated in the description of this book, this is a reverse age gap scenario along with a best friend's younger sibling trope. Except here, the older person is the female lead and the taboo of the younger sibling is the fact that said younger sibling is the male lead - Ben's sister is Violet's best friend, and Violet is five years older than Ben. This is very important to their entire HEA story, and it plays a central role... or perhaps the age gap IS even the story! But what I want to focus in on is how well Rawdon has captured this situation! For those who have never been in an age gap scenario like Violet, well my friend, you have no foot to stand on and absolutely cannot judge Violet. The thoughts and hesitations that she has, every single woman who has ever dated a younger man has had those exact thoughts and hesitations. And it's almost eerie how well Rawdon has not just captured those thoughts and emotions, but how she has projected them onto the pages of this story and made them so incredibly vivid! I have to just stand up and slow clap in applause, because the writing talent is incredible and it is evident in these moments. How Rawdon has written these moments that Violet is dealing with the age gap, and her obliviousness factors in here, is critical to this book. I recognize that for those people who don't have first- or even second-hand experience with these two things, you may judge Violet - and maybe even harshly. But she does not deserve your judgement when it comes to these things! Rawdon is so incredibly spot-on in thoughts and emotions and behaviors when it comes to these things, that quite frankly it's almost scary - scary spot-on! I was just blown away by the accuracy with which Rawdon captured thoughts, emotions, interactions, and is able to weave it all together into this incredible book!
Maggie Rawdon and this series instantly burst their way onto my list of favorite authors and favorite series. These books left me desperate for so much more - more of these characters and of their worlds. Maggie, I look forward to your next book - your next story... it can't come fast enough!