Very rarely does a book make angry. It might make me happy or sad or brokenhearted...but actual full-out anger is unusual for me.
Let me preface this review by saying that I absolutely loved the first book in this series. LOVED it. I thought it was smart and cheeky, the characters flawed and yet well-intentioned, frustrating and yet endearing. How can it be then, that this, the follow up to the first book, further chronicling the romance between Adam and Mia, could veer so far from the unique beauty of the first one? The first book was told from Mia's POV and while Adam's intentions were not known from the outset, I had my suspicions which were fully confirmed by the end of the book. Maybe the fact that I had already suspected what turned out to be the truth is why I didn't feel so...poleaxed and ripped to shreds - that and I felt that while his...misleading half-truths and lies in the first book were not smart choices, the justification felt real and honest.
THIS book was a complete departure. This book was told solely from Adam's POV and I do have to wonder if some of my anger might have been curbed if the book had simply been told in dual POV. But then I thought about it and I think the resounding answer is a NO. There was no trust between Adam and Mia, a truth that was shoved in my face time and time again to the point that I began to wonder why, as a reader, I would bother to root for a couple who had so little trust between them. There was no communication between Adam and Mia. What there was between Adam and Mia was a lot of secrets, a lot of deception, and a cliff-hangerish ending that made my gut churn. I, much like Adam, felt completely obliterated by a truth that I couldn't have even begun to guess at. And while I'm not angry at the author for ripping my heart out with something so completely unexpected and painful, I do feel emotionally manipulated. And I also question the maturity of a character who made the decisions that Mia did (not only in relation to Adam but also in relation to her own mother). (I'm not letting Adam's controlling tendencies off the hook but by the book's end, it was really Mia and her choices that ripped me in two). Now, I'm sitting here, writing this review feeling utterly sad. I wanted to love this book. I was excited to read this book. And at some point, I would like to read the 3rd book in this series, which I've already purchased. But, it's going to take some time for me to get over this book, get over the decisions made by the characters in this book. I feel...duped. It's weird, isn't it, to feel duped by fictional characters? And as such, it's going to take some time before I can ready myself to revisit the world of Adam and Mia. Which is good. Because they both have some growing up to do.