“i’m your willing prisoner, mi reina. lock me away for eternity and i will happily be yours.”
this book was a surprising breath of fresh air, not that it wasn't dark, but rather in the way that it explored and dealt with the triggering themes at hand. mafia is my favorite trope, and as a lesbian myself, i'm always on the lookout for dark sapphic mafia romances. and inevitably end up disappointed more often than not, both due to the lack of representation and the way said representation is portrayed. i understand everyone's experience is different, and therefore, what good representation is/means may vary from person to person. not everyone likes or is comfortable with labels, while some people find understanding and belonging in dynamics such as top/bottom and masc/femme. but sometimes i just want to read about two sapphic characters in love, and this book gave me that. it wasn't about queerness as much as it was about mafia, in the sense that the characters' sexuality wasn't a subplot, it wasn't a ploy, it was just one of the many layers to their three dimensional selves. the normalcy to that element resonated with me and made me feel seen even without overtly trying. i loved both fmcs equally by the end, of course i was particularly inclined to hadina because of the mommy vibes, but peyton was very intriguing. she caught me off guard. when the cinnamon roll character shows the darkness that doesn't meet the eye and fully embraces themselves it's a very empowering experience, especially when it comes to women who are otherwise deemed weak and meek. i wouldn't say she had the biggest character development between the two because she came into herself gradually. whereas hadina had to allow herself to change and embrace her more vulnerable side. they mirrored each other, balanced one another. i truly appreciated the switches and turns between their power dynamic and how their progress as a couple followed their individual growth. the little nods to the greek myth of hades and persephone that inspired this story were beautifully accomplished. it didn't feel too on the nose, the plot was its own thing, but every reference packed a punch in what symbolized for the bigger picture. overall, this quickly became a new dark sapphic favorite of mine. but that cliffhanger? we don't talk about her. i need the next book. i need the sisters' books too, zellie more than piper, since she somehow managed to ensnare me even though i despise her.
*i was sent and arc by the author in exchange for a honest review