A SURPRISINGLY "EXISTENTIALIST" EARLY BOOK FROM THE CATHOLICAL POLITICAL PHILOSOPHER
Michael Novak (born 1933) is an American Catholic philosopher, journalist, novelist, and diplomat. Initially a seminarian, he eventually became a reporter who attended the Second Vatican Council, married, and had children. He has written many other books, and also authored the famous 1983 essay, 'Moral Clarity in the Nuclear Age,' which was his response to the National Conference of Catholic Bishops' pastoral letter, 'The Challenge of Peace: God's Promise and Our Response.'
He wrote in the Preface to the paperback edition of this 1970 book, "Today, the experience of nothingness is simply a fact: many of us have it... what shall I do with it?... This book, then, is at most an invitation. Notice, it says, everything you can about what is happening to you... So doing... It becomes a source of further actions, actions which are by so much without illusion."
He states early on, "Boredom is the first taste of nothingness. Today, boredom is the chief starting place of metaphysics." (Pg. 6) Later, he observes, "It was the fashion of the generation before our own to aspire to 'live without myth.' But what else is my acute sense of reality but my peculiar myth, my peculiar way of ordering my experience?" (Pg. 30)
He suggests that the source of the experience of nothingness "lies in man's unstructured, relentless drive to ask questions." (Pg. 45) He poses the question, "Granted that I must die, how shall I live? That is the fundamental human question, which fundamental myths aim to answer." (Pg. 48) Later, he expands by saying, "Granted that I am empty, alone, without guides, direction, will, or obligations, how shall I live? In the nothingness, one has at last an opportunity to shape one's own identity, to create oneself. The courage to accept despair becomes the courage to be." (Pg. 61)
He argues that to choose with "less consciousness than we might" is to allow our choices to be made by others and by events than by ourselves; instead, we should leap from "the drive to question to conferring VALUE upon their exercise." To turn these facts into values is a creative act, "whose starting place is the experience of nothingness." (Pg. 57-58)
Novak, of course, later turned away from such purely theological/philosophical discussions; but his early musings remain of interest to philosophically-minded students of theology.