“Garden State” by Rick Moody.
Back Bay Book / Little, Brown and Company Hachette Book Group, New York, April 1997.
A garden grown on aimlessness and depression.
Rick Moody’s garden state is what I imagine Nirvana’s Never Mind album would have been if it were a novel. The novel follows a group of youths that live in New Jersey, with live acting as a kind of location rather than a state of being. There is Alice, the main character of the story, who was hoping to make it in a band, but once Critical Ma$$ falls through, she’s left in a state of limbo. The only constant is her relationship with Dennis. However, it’s a relationship built on loneliness and isolation, and Alice never seems to really want to be with Dennis. Then there’s Lane, Dennis’s half brother, who comes home after trying to kill himself. Lane ends up falling off a roof at party, and ends up in a hospital. When he gets out, the story follows Lane, Alice, and Dennis as they once again attempt to reach adulthood, and more than that, as they search for some meaning and purpose in their life.
Moody creates an atmosphere a grungy atmosphere throughout the whole novel. Alice’s room speaks to the world that all of the characters are living in. “Ashtray emptying’s, lingerie, condoms, handcuffs, plastic dinosaur, and army infantrymen were strewn…” What is most telling about this kind of setting is that it is a kind of representation of the whole novel. This lost youth are stuck in that period between adulthood and childhood. You have all of these items that seem to belong to their adulthood, or at least young adulthood, such as the ashtray, condoms, ad so on, but then the little toys lie in the corner. The novel is searching between that period of time; that no man’s land that Alice, Lane, and Dennis find themselves in. How does one become an adult, leaving behind childhood, while still holding on the life and vibrancy?
It’s that question that seems to drive the characters along as well. Lane even feels as though “..he’d been the smartest kid within miles, but as an adult, he’d just faded away. Dead inside. Dead as you get.” Moody creates this sense that the transition to adulthood brings with it some kind of death, not an external one, but an internal one. To further emphasize this are the tales of other kids that the three protagonists had grown up with that had killed themselves or died, such as Mike Maas, who set himself on fire. These outside deaths, and the desire of the main characters to kill themselves, act as metaphors for that internal death that seems to haunt the novel. These characters killed themselves or died before they died inside, becoming empty shells with no real life, such as Alice’s mom, or even her dad, who is a lifeless shell. Lane and Dennis’s parents barely help at all either, keeping a distance from their children, more or less allowing Lane to cave in on himself. It appears as though Moody is pointing out the difficulty that is growing up, by showing that it’s hard to find ones purpose in life, it’s hard to grow up and stay alive, and it’s hard to go through life in general.
Garden State is the novel for a disillusioned, confused generation. It’s grungy, angry, lost, spiteful, and confused. Yet all of these emotions combine to create a numbness that penetrates all of the characters. It seems they only have two choices, grow up, or die. Perhaps that’s what Moody seeks to emphasize about the world as a whole, either you learn to grow and adapt, or the world will cast you out, leaving you alone and empty, a lifeless shell. Being able to show that period between innocent childhood and wizened adulthood is a difficult zone to traverse, but Moody does it to the tee, recalling all the angst of finally growing up. I usually find novels about lonely youths too self indulgent, but Moody makes it so easy to relate to this self-pitying characters, I completely bought in. Yes, it’s a depressing book, but sometimes depression is real and true, and Moody revealed to me that this hazy period in life can be dissected and looked at through a magnifying lens, revealing truths of the world.