Tropes: fake mating, amnesia, hurt/comfort, paranormal, instalove
Feels: 2.5/5
Steam*: 2/5
Kinks: knotting, dubcon, kind of somnophilia
Angst: low
HEA: yes
Pairing: MM
Triggers/potential icks/content warnings: kidnapping, medical experimentation, torture, drugging, (attempted?) sexual assault, domestic violence
This book is about 25-year-old Ash and a little bit older Drew who is a werewolf. Ash was abducted 14 months ago and medically experimented on and tortured. The torture and experiments did s*** to him, he can't feel pain, he can't taste anything, can't feel sexual attraction or pleasure. Drew was also abducted but it was only a matter of weeks or short months for him. One of the other patients/victims, Calder, stages an escape and kills everybody and freeze the victims. Drew and Ash head off together, because something instinctive in Drew has claimed Ash as belonging to him. Ash has amnesia. Drew was struggling with enhanced Alpha instincts that make him want to mate ash. Drew wants to take care of Ash and help him with everything he's struggling with. Drew was also being pressured to take a mate, so to explain Ash's presence and help Drew avoid an arranged mating that he does not want, Drew and Ash pretend to be mated.
It gets a little too real for Drew, f****** with his instincts. So Ash volunteers to be his sex toy and outlet for his urges. Even though Ash himself can't feel sexual attraction or pleasure so it's kind of dubcon and one-sided. Drew wants to be a better person and not take him up on the offer, but he can't resist. They bang until it gets so bad that Ash's body can't take it. And they decide to seek out a . And they decide to seek out a shaman or Warlock for help. Enter Nate and Arik from the previous books!
I really like how this author writes interesting characters and tons of humor. They just had me cackling at times. Some perfect moments! There were some moments in this book that were five stars. The emotion and heat between the characters, their connection was good.
There were just two things that really took my enjoyment down a peg with this book.
- First, Ash was basically a crying damsel in distress wringing a handkerchief full of his tears, swooning and bursting into tears at every other moment. He was over the top helpless and emotional and it got on my nerves. I couldn't help but find him annoying.
- Secondly, I felt like the author f***** up the end of the book. It was almost like they got lazy or hit their word count goal and just wrapped the book up too fast. All of a sudden we were at the start of an epilogue, but we were still in knee deep in resolving the conflict, so it seems ridiculous to call that an epilogue. We needed an actual Flash forward epilogue or we needed more time in the book to wrap up some of the plot arcs. Like, did Ash ever get his memory back, and what does their life look like when they go back to Drew's home? Because they didn't resolve the plot of Drew's family objecting to their mating, they basically ran away from the chaos and didn't go back.
So anyway with those two things in mind, the book was like 3.25 stars. Which is unfortunate because if those two things hadn't been a problem I could have really really loved this book. It was instalove on Drew's side btw.
Some notable moments:
This is one of the funniest things to have up here in an alpha romance. "I read the description I’d found on one of the many websites that had popped up, my eyes widening and widening. Because, what, the evolutionary biology powers-that-be had sat down and said, “You know what? Alpha cock just isn’t big enough. Let’s make it get even bigger once it’s in there. Huge! And also, since alphas don’t already have enough advantages in size and strength and everything, the knot’ll keep their mates from getting away. In case they’re still conscious. LOL!”"
Whoops! "“You seemed okay this morning.” I didn’t move my hand, and he tensed under my fingers. “I mean, sort of? Right?” Drew made a funny sound, his throat working, and looked away. “Seeing you deep-throat your own fingers and then tell me you didn’t have a gag reflex kind of undid whatever progress I’d made trying to get myself under control, Ash.”"
"“Don’t answer the door like that!” I managed, and Drew stopped with his hand on the doorknob. “Why not?” “Because they’re helping us, remember? You don’t need to maul anyone. Or flash them.” I shook my head, trying to clear out some of the cobwebs, and pushed myself up to sitting. The room swayed around me. “Who’s there? And don’t come in right now!” “Don’t worry, wasn’t going to, we could all hear you, and believe me, I don’t need a visual to go with the soundtrack,” came through the door. Nate. And…hell. We could all hear you. Once you’d hit peak embarrassment, it had to get better, right? “Glad the lube worked out for you!” Nate called out cheerfully."
*FYI about steam: I rate steam based on a combination of quality & quantity. I note kink separate from steam because I don't want to underrate steamy reads that don't have much kink.
**Note about spoilers: I like to comment on the plot of a book in reviews, so I almost always mark my reviews as containing spoilers. But I try to avoid spoiling the big dramatic moments! As a reader, I personally like to know what I'm getting into before I read a book so I know more about the content and if it's to my taste/mood, so I try to give that information in my reviews for myself when I'm considering rereading and also for other readers.