Calgary real estate magnate Sydney Foster had a secret: As a young girl with a different name, she'd been forced to sell her body at the cost of her soul. And except for the faith of vice cop Nick Novak, she'd still be trapped by the dark side of the city.
Sydney had risen from the ashes of her past like a phoenix, but she'd never forgotten Nick, who still struggled valiantly on streets of fire.
Reunited by tragedy and circumstance, Sydney and Nick faced a love too strong to forget and a past too painful to remember...
Judith Duncan is a popular author of romance novels published primarily by Harlequin Enterprises between 1983 and 2002. During the period when Duncan was actively publishing, she lived and worked in Alberta, Canada. She based many of her books in this region. She has been heavily involved in local writers groups in a variety of roles. In particular, she has been active in the organisation and running courses designed to develop writing and publishing skills
While the premise was intriguing - a former child prostitute/adult call girl and head injured former vice cop rekindle an old romance - nothing made sense. Nobody behaved in ways that reflected real world behavior. Their thoughts, motives, actions and reactions were all mismatched.
Reviewed for THC Reviews I can't recall where I first heard of Streets of Fire, but I do remember that wherever it was, it came highly recommended. It is a very good story about two broken people who are obvious soul-mates finally making peace with the past to live a fuller and happier future. Both characters are pretty mature for the romance genre (she's 37, and although his current age isn't given, I was able to extrapolate from their ages at the time they met that he's 42). They first began their relationship fifteen years ago. Unfortunately, her past as a prostitute and his inability to come to terms with that fact tore them apart, but their breakup nearly destroyed them both. Now circumstances have brought them back together, but until they deal with the issues that broke them up the first time, they can't move forward.
Although the author doesn't delve very deeply into Sydney's early years, we do discover that she was the victim of childhood sexual abuse, and because of that, she became a prostitute at a very young age. She first met Nick while she was walking the streets as a teenager and he was a just a beat cop, but they didn't start a relationship until several years later. By then, Sydney had finally managed to clean up her life, and with the help of a madame, she learned the real estate business. She and Nick were reunited when the police asked for her help on an undercover sting, and she provided them with information as well as posing as a prostitute again. Sydney and Nick's love and passion nearly consumed them, but they were only together for a few months before her past got in the way of their happiness, tearing them apart. Since then, Sydney has worked hard at putting her former life behind her, becoming a successful and wealthy real estate tycoon. I admired Sydney's determination to rise above her difficult past and become a successful businesswoman. What I really liked most about her though, is that she used all the wealth she had amassed in many positive ways to help other people. She donated money to many worthy causes and more importantly, has donated her time as well. Occasionally she gets personally involved in certain cases, like Nick's, or the teenage prostitute, Jenny's, or her apartment building maintenance guy, Malcolm's. She's totally non-judgmental of others, sees the good in people, and truly wants to help. However, her forgiving nature doesn't extend to herself, which is why in all these long years, she has never really taken care of her own emotional needs by dealing with her past.
Nick is a man who used to be strong and vital, but whose body is now badly broken. He was caught in the middle of a drug bust gone bad, and ended up being beaten and shot multiple times, leaving him with a traumatic brain injury. Somehow, he survived but was unable to walk, talk, or even feed himself. Although Nick didn't know it at the time, Sydney used her wealth to set up a special physical therapy program, mainly to help him, although others are now being served by it as well. Nick has spent the last two years fighting his way back. He's much better than he was in the beginning, yet he's still permanently disabled. In this respect, Nick is a very unique romance hero. I've read about heroes who are maimed or scarred, but usually they've returned to being functional members of society by the time the story opens and it's just their outward scars that mark that difficult time in their lives. Nick is different in that he still struggles on a daily basis with simply walking, talking, and taking care of himself, not to mention the fact that he's impotent. He's definitely one strong, stubborn man, though, to have worked his way back even that far, given the grave nature of his injuries. Not only is he broken in body, but he's also emotionally scarred from his break-up with Sydney all those years ago. He's angry with her when he finds out the truth of what she did for him, but at the same time, all his old feelings for her resurface. My feelings about Nick kind of wavered back and forth. There were times I admired him a great deal for his strength and determination and also felt like he was very kind and loving, but there were other times when I felt like he was being a bit of a jerk, although I suppose I have to give him credit for at least admitting it when he was. He thinks a lot about how his jealousy of all the clients Sydney serviced in her life as a prostitute is one of the big barriers between them. There was a part of me that really wanted to understand his feelings, but unfortunately he doesn't figure them out himself until near the end of the story. I think I just really wanted him to be more understanding of Sydney's past and to work with her to figure everything out instead of being the stereo-typical, clueless alpha male for a large part of the story.
As I mentioned before, Sydney and Nick are obvious soul-mates. In spite of their bitter break-up and their attempts to get on with their respective lives in the ensuing fifteen years, neither has been able to stop thinking about or loving the other. Once they're reunited, the pain of their break-up dissolves away, and they fall back into a very comfortable relationship. Partly because of Nick's inability to perform in bed (initially), they spend a lot of time just kissing and cuddling, which I found to be romantic. Still, they both have a great deal of pent up emotions regarding the past that they have to work through, and more than once, it seems like they aren't going to make it again. This is where I felt the story took a more realistic approach to the lives of two people in this kind of situation. It isn't easy to find your way out of such emotionally dark circumstances as the one that these two were in, and in Nick and Sydney's cases, it takes them nearly the entire book to realize why things didn't work between them the first time and to try to rectify that. This, unfortunately, gives the book a rather heavy feel, as our star-crossed lovers are in frequent conflict. However, I never at any point doubted their love for one another. If anything, they almost loved each other too much (if that's possible), because neither of them could bear the thought of living without the other even when it seems like it isn't going to work again. I was very pleased with the ending though, and felt like Nick and Sydney had finally turned that all-important corner in their relationship and were definitely going to make it.
Owing in large part to Nick and Sydney not being able to figure out what's wrong in their relationship, the story moves at a rather languid pace. There were times I found myself wishing something would happen to shake things loose and spur them into action. The narrative is also somewhat heavy on the introspection, which is usually a good thing, but sometimes, I just wanted Nick and Sydney to have a good heart-to-heart about their lives, their problems, the past, anything that might get them out of the rut in which they were stuck. I realize they had trouble talking about these things without dredging up deep-seated hurt and resentment, and as long as they steered clear of these topics, they seemed OK. Ultimately though, there was an obvious need for it in order for them to ever have a healthy, lasting relationship, so it was a little hard to read about two mature adults who, for such a long time, either couldn't or wouldn't put that aside for the sake of their future together. Otherwise, I did enjoy Streets of Fire, and would recommend it to readers who don't mind heavier themes in their romance reading. Other than detecting a bit of passive narration and odd wording in a few places (the author is Canadian, so I'm not sure if this was Canadian vernacular with which I'm not familiar or if she actually did word it incorrectly), the writing itself was solid. This was my first book by Judith Duncan, and it has certainly left me open to trying more of her work in the future.
I thought I'd try this book because it sounded like the kind of romance that takes risks, which I appreciate. This one has a disabled hero and a former prostitute heroine, and it was extremely angsty. But I kind of lost interest and felt I'd gotten enough of out it.
Another super-angsty read by this author which had so many things going:
A second-chance at love (h/H haven't seen each other in 15 years) H is dealing with debilitating after-effects of a bullet to the head two years earlier but his disability & impotence is not what stands in their way surprisingly Childhood sexual abuse/prostitution
Honestly I didn't quite believe that the hero deserved the h, because he judged her for her past and never even asked her what led her down the path of prostitution. It is a teenage prostitute which the heroine helps that tells him that the heroine was abused by her own father at 11. However he did raise a valid point in the end that with all the success heroine had gotten on her own she had swept her past under the rug never quite dealing with it so how could the hero?
Super angsty and I see why this is rated so highly.
La leí en inglés, aunque tiene traducción al español (Calles de fuego). Es una de esas historias harlequineras que se pueden leer con gusto aunque hayan pasado tres décadas desde su publicación. La exitosa empresaria Sydney Foster fue prostituida de jovencita. Pudo salir gracias al policía antivicio Nick Novak. Tuvieron una breve relación que no fue bien. Se reencuentran años después, con Nick sufriendo un daño cerebral por unos balazos. Sydney y Nick son personas como tú y como yo, con sus errores, sus esperanzas, sus avances y sus retrocesos. La historia se va construyendo poco a poco, no es libro de lectura rápida. Se nota que está bien documentada. Pocas veces he visto en narrativa comercial representaciones tan compasivas y realistas de cosas tan terribles como el daño cerebral o los abusos sexuales en la infancia y los efectos psicológicos a largo plazo. Crítica más amplia, en mi blog.
SYDNEY FOSTER se sprijinea cu spatele de rama ferestrei, cu o ceaşcă de cafea în mână şi cu braţele încrucişate. Avea un sentiment de gol, de „deja vu”, în timp ce o privea pe fata din camera de interogatoriu. Părea că era pierdută cu gândul într-un coşmar de demult, iar faţa ei era încordată, străbătută de sentimente pe care ea crezuse că nu le va mai trăi din nou niciodată. Din clipa în care o văzuse pe fată, se porni un fel de reacţie în lanţ care anulă un efort depus de ani de zile, menit să-i ordoneze odată gândurile, ani în care nu-şi permisese să se gândească dincolo de nişte bariere stabilite de ea însăşi. Reuşi să închidă definitiv acea parte a minţii, când soarta se amestecă iar în viaţa ei, suprapunându-i trecutul peste clipa de faţă, ca o fotografie expusă de două ori.
La sosirea avocatului se întoarse spre el. Se strădui să înceteze să se mai gândească la subiectul acesta trist, apoi îl privi cu nişte ochi trişti care nu lăsau să se ghicească nimic.
— Cum a mers? Norm Crandall îşi lăsă geanta jos pe unul din scaunele de lemn aliniate la peretele din spate, apoi ridică puţin capul cu o mină exasperată.
— Vrei, te rog, să-mi spui şi mie despre ce este vorba?
Sydney bău din nou din cafeaua călâie şi îşi aşeză cu grijă ceaşca pe pervaz, lângă geam, după care arboră un ton nestingherit de nimic.
— Vreau ca tu să te ocupi de ea.
— Asta am învăţat cât timp am fost student la drept, Sydney, răspunse ei, tonul lui căpătând o uşoară nuanţă de enervare şi răutate. La asta m-am şi gândit. Acuma vrei să-mi spui şi mie ce naiba cauţi aici şi de ce vrei ca să mă ocup de soarta unui copil adunat de pe stradă?
Privirea ei deveni aspră, se uită la el strângând din dinţi. Vocea ei era calmă în aparenţă.
— I-au arestat pe cei doi tipi pe care i-am surprins pe când voiau să-mi fure casetofonul din maşină, aşa că m-au chemat la sediu ca să-i identific.
— Şi ai văzut când au adus-o şi pe ea aici?
— Da.
El răsuflă din greu şi-şi trecu mâna peste faţă.
— Îţi dai seama în ce te bagi?
— Da.
— Uite ce e, cred că trebuie să discutăm un pic problema asta. Zău că nu cred că ai studiat-o atent.
Very interesting premise, but oh my gawd, I wanted to smack some sense into our hero throughout the whole book and then I wanted to smack the heroine as well. But I suppose if people acted this outrageously and stupidly in real life, they deserve each other.