This is an atmospheric read, centred around houses and how they can shape a sense of identity, and a sense of belonging. As the story begins it is 1922. Fane Hall had been owned by Lord Earl Ashley and his wife, but when the Earl dies at the end of the First World War 1918 the house will automatically go to his brother Clive, had Lord And lady Ashley had a son then the property would have gone to that son. But they had a daughter Lady Iris she was 5 when her father was killed and couldn’t understand why they couldn’t still own the house. Throughout her life that is all that matters to her the house. When her uncle Clive comes and throws her and the girls out Lady Iris becomes more determined to have the house back. Adamant that it is hers.
The story is mostly narrated by Lady Iris’s youngest daughter Sarah Forster most of her story is set in the 1950’s, she is a housewife, married to Daniel. They live in a home near Hampstead Heath, Daniel had used inheritance money to buy the house, but they were still short of funds.
The reader gradually learns about Sarah and Victoria’s growing up years, which are pretty horrendous, the mother sends them off to boarding school, where Sarah especially is abused, bullied, her sister turns her back on Sarah desperately trying to fit in with the other girls but that means leaving Sarah out. Putting a barrier between them for most of their lives. No one knows what Sarah went through.
The story spans from the 1920’s to 2020. Gradually Sarah begins to learn more about herself, she had begun playing the Cello and that was her lifeline she could lose herself in the music. Dreaming of being a successful artist, which she does have the talent for.
There is so much wrapped up in this novel, with layers being gradually peeled away the story unfolds. I really felt for Sarah and Vicky but more so for Sarah. The whole of her growing up years made her lack total confidence in everything she did. The hardest part was she felt she wasn’t a good parent, after all if you have had no female role model to show you how to raise a child how can you do it.
The characters are so damaged by their childhood that I am surprised they even survived. I would have liked to have seen more of Lady Iris to explain more about her, she is a complex character completely obsessed with Fane Hall, that matters to her more than anything else.
I enjoyed how Daniel and Sarah met and how they married, how their marriage works as he is the total opposite of Sarah, at times I wanted to slap him and tell him to help Sarah. Full of characters from different walks of life who live near Sarah and Daniel in The Row. With a twist you won’t see coming, that took me completely by surprise. At times sad but occasionally fun. We all need to know our own identity and have confidence in ourselves, but a lot of that is shaped through your early years of growing up, knowing that you are loved is more precious than any building made from bricks and mortar.