It could be tempting, the idea of running away from it all, whether you are vexed or distressed by your surroundings, to a resort; a beautiful farm as Nikolai had chose, but this was something he should had taken with a grain of salt.
This action, takes high level of commitment, thought and self-recognition, the things Nikolai failed to keep up with, and made brazen decisions out of boredom- which ended up hurting the people around him.
If one longs for a garden of gooseberries, one should understand its value and the want for the gooseberries, and maybe nothing more.