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404 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1932
The round years rolled by, one by one, like peaceful, uniform wheels. In keeping with his status, Trotta married his colonel’s not-quite-young well–off niece, the daughter of a district captain in western Bohemia; he fathered a boy, enjoyed the uniformity of his healthy military life in the small garrison, rode horseback to the parade ground every morning, and played chess every afternoon with the lawyer at the café, eventually feeling at home in his rank, his station, his standing, and his repute. He had an average military gift, of which he provided average samples at maneuvers every year; he was a good husband, suspicious of women, no gambler, grouchy, but a just officer, a fierce enemy of all deceit, unmanly conduct, cowardly safety, garrulous praise, and ambitious self–seeking. He was as simple and impeccable as his military record, and only the anger that sometimes took hold of him would have given a judge of human nature some inkling that Captain Trotta’s soul likewise contained the dim nocturnal abysses where storms slumber and the unknown voices of nameless ancestors.
Any stranger coming into this region was doomed to gradual decay. No one was as strong as the swamp. No one could hold out against the borderland. By this time, the high-placed gentlemen in Vienna and St. Petersburg were already starting to prepare for the Great War. The borderlanders felt it coming earlier than the others, not only because they were used to sensing future things but also because they could see the omens of doom every day with their own eyes. They profited even from these preparations. Any number of them lived from spying and counterspying; they received Austrian guldens from the Austrian police and Russian rubles from the Russian police. And in the isolated swampy bleakness of the garrison, one or another officer fell prey to despair, gambling, debts, and sinister men. The graveyards of border garrisons held many young corpses of weak men.
It would be best to die for him amid military music, easiest with “The Radetzky March.” The swift bullets whistled in cadence around Carl Joseph’s ears, his naked saber flashed, and, his heart and head brimming with the lovely briskness of the march, he sank into the drumming intoxication of the music, and his blood oozed out in a thin dark-red trickle upon the glistening gold of the trumpets, the deep black of the drums, and the victorious silver of the cymbals.
Things were different back then, he says. Now not even the Kaiser bears responsibility for the Monarchy. Why it even looks as though God himself no longer wishes to bear responsibility for the world. It was easier in those days. Everything was so secure. Every stone lay in its place. The streets of life were well paved. Secure roofs rested on the walls of the houses. But today, Herr District Captain, the stones of the street lie askew and confused, and in dangerous heaps, and the roofs have holes, and the rain falls into the houses, and everyone has to know on his own what street he is taking and what kind of house he is moving into. When your late father said you would become a public official rather than a farmer, he was right. You became a model official. But when you told your own son he had to become a soldier, you were wrong. He is not a model soldier.
‘They're still so young, my children! One of them is eight, the other ten, and when they're asleep, they have round rosy faces. And yet there's cruelty in those sleeping faces. Sometimes I think it's the cruelty of their time, the future, that comes over them. I don't want to live to see that time!’
They march along in step, their spurs jingle, their sabres rattle. The lights of the town blink at them, yellow and cosy. Both of them wish that the street would never end.They would like to be marching side by side like this for a long long way. Each of them has got a lot to say, but they keep silent. A word, one word is so easy to say out loud. But it just refuses to come out. This is the last time, the Lieutenant thinks, this is the last time we’re walking along side by side.(*)
And this is how it is: if only you do not try to utter what is unutterable then nothing gets lost. But the unutterable will be—unutterably—contained in what has been uttered!
For a young child, even a Jewish child, brought up as I was in the shaky little Republic of Austria between the two world wars, nothing was more glamorous than the tales of the Habsburg emperors, from Rudolf I (1218–91), to the bold Emperor Maximilian (1459–1519), immortalized in Dürer’s great portrait, who secured the Netherlands, Hungary, Bohemia, and Spain for the Habsburgs, and especially to Empress Maria Theresa (1717–80), that powerful sovereign who presided over her vast empire, orchestrating both the War of the Austrian Succession and the Seven Years’ War (both against Prussia), while bearing her husband Francis I sixteen children, one of whom was Marie Antoinette. Stories about Maria Theresa were the stuff of legend and fairytale. The child Mozart, for example, having performed for the empress, evidently jumped on her lap and kissed her; she rewarded him with a little suit decorated with gold braid. A devout Catholic, Maria Theresa was staunchly anti-Protestant and even more virulently anti-Semitic, but as Austrian children, we knew only the tuneful songs and happy anecdotes about the great empress.
Awful years—’16, ’17, ’18, ’19—the years when the damage was done. The years when the world lost its real manhood. Not for lack of courage to face death. Plenty of superb courage to face death. But no courage in any man to face his own isolated soul, and abide by its decision. Easier to sacrifice oneself. So much easier!
And for the first time in what was now his long life, the District Commissioner was forced to experience the difficulty of being helpless and retaining one’s dignity. This experience came down on him like a stroke of lightning, and immediately shattered the pride that Herr von Trotta had carefully tended and looked after for such a long time, the pride he had inherited and was determined to bequeath.
Austrians of German stock crooned waltzes in their cups, Hungarians stank, Czechs were born to clean shoes, Ruthenians treacherously disguised Russians, Croats and Slovenes, whom he called ‘stoats and ravens’, were broom-makers and chestnut-roasters, and Poles, of whom he himself was one, fornicators, barbers and fashion-photographers. Whenever he came home from Vienna, or wherever else in the wide world he’d been disporting himself, he would deliver a lugubrious lecture, which would go roughly as follows: ‘This empire’s had it.
They drove to cottage. Chojnicki sat down. He looks on as Trotta takes off his civilian clothes, and gets into his uniform. Item by item. Just as only a few weeks ago – but it feels like an eternity! – he had watched as Trotta took off his uniform.(*)