It's June 16th in Karakura Town.
"I wonder if it's okay to take a break from my Shinigami work tomorrow... just for one day."
"Wha... What are you talking about!? Of course it's not possible!! What in the world is your problem!? Since this morning you've been..."
"It's the anniversary. Tomorrow is the day my mom died."
This volume was very hard to get through. I already knew what will happen. I already cried my eyes out while watching this story in the anime, so it should be easy for me. But it wasn't.
Ichigo's backstory involving his mother gets me every time I watch the anime and it seems like the situation is the same when it comes to the manga. Oh wait, sorry. It worse. I did not remember crying this much while watching the anime, but while reading the volume, I couldn't stop the tears from coming. At some point I couldn't even see the pages, it was all blurry and I had to take a break.
The Kurosaki plot.
At a real small age, I heard dad say that the name "Ichigo" has the meaning "to protect one thing" attached to it. At that time I remember thinking that if that's so, I want to protect my mom. Mom, who always protected me.
A nine year old Ichigo was such an adorable kid. He had the sunny smile that could cheer you up even in the darkest of days. He cared so much for his little sisters, that he decided to go to dojo class so he could learn how to protect them and his mother. He was weak and cried every time he lost a match, but wherever he saw his mother, he beautifully lighted up like a Christmas Tree. He was just a child, a kid that needed his family. Needed love and security. Needed a great childhood. But on June 17th everything was taken away from him. On the day that Kurosaki Masaki died, everything changed for the Kurosaki family. Their center, their sun was suddenly gone.
My heart broke for all the Kurosaki family members, but (of course) mostly for Ichigo. He was just a child and had to deal with such a horrible situation. It seemed like through the years between Masaki's death and the moment we are now, he never talked about it. With anyone. He dealt with all his pain silently and blamed himself for what had happened. I can't imagine how heavy that burden had to be. I can't imagine a kid blaming himself for his parent's death.
"Well... If you let her see your lively form like that, mom will rest easy on the other side."
You can say that Isshin, Ichigo's father, is to blame, because he didn't talk about the incident with his son while having so much time to do so. And I agree. But let's not forget the amount of effort Isshin is giving to cheer up his family, especially on June 17th. He's doing everything in a fun way, even in the day that supposed to be sad. He seems like a comedic character - he usually behaves in very dumb ways - but everything has it's reasons. He isn't just a comedic character. He just doesn't want his kids to be sad and I admire him for it. He never blamed Ichigo for what had happened and he said it loud and clear. All he needs is for Ichigo to have a bright future - it was also what Masaki always wanted for him.
"It's just that... The woman I fell in love with was a woman who could die protecting her son. And don't forget. You are the guy the woman that I loved gave her life to protect."
I love Ichigo and Isshin's dynamic. I really do. Usually they constantly bicker with each other, but when the time comes for a serious moments, their scenes are incredibly heartwarming. Isshin always knows what to say to get to Ichigo and it shows.
The Ichigo and Rukia dynamic.
"You're not going to ask anything?"
"If I ask, will you answer?"
"........."
"It's your problem. A deep, deep problem. I have no right to know. I don't have a method of stepping into the depths of your heart without it getting dirty. So I'll wait. When you want to talk, when you think it's okay to talk... Talk to me."
The amount of love I have for the Rukia and Ichigo dynamic is not possible to describe. They know each other so well in such a little time they spend with each other. I love how they are always there for each other, no matter what. The level of respect and understanding these two have for each other is truly unmatched. I also have to point out the little scene between Rukia and Kon where Kon begs her to go and save Ichigo. I don't remember this scene ever be in the anime (maybe I need a rewatch? :D) and it made me smile so hard. Kon is such an annoying character most of the time, but there are moments like this one that he shows how much he cares for his friends and I really, really like it.
Some other things I need to talk about.
• It bothers me that in such a meaningful volume for Ichigo (and Rukia as well) of all the people the author chose Orihime to be in the cover. It's not a secret that I don't like this character and I rather not see her at all, but it's just wasn't her story and she shouldn't be there.
• I love the relationship between Ichigo and Tatsuki. Her talking about her childhood memories in such an emotional way was one of the highlights of this volume for me.
• After reading the previous volumes, I should expect that the fight between Ichigo and Grand Fisher will be bloody, but heck, I definitely wasn't prepared.
• I didn't remember Grand Fisher having an ability to look into someone's memories, it took me totally by surprise!