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432 pages, Kindle Edition
First published April 10, 2025
Our veins a map of escape routes across the city. They thought we eroticised danger. We didn't. We eroticised survival. The truth is we were tattooed before we were tattooed.
'The cyber night of Hackney is replaced by the indifferent afternoon of a Northern mill town. I have never known grey to be so beautiful, so full of ideas—The television talks to itself, as it does more and more these days. The radiator tuts.'
'The truth is you must be everyone in a story to understand the story. The victim becomes the perpetrator, the liar is lied to. How else are we to learn except through vicious unlearning? The threads are unpicked, and painfully. All those tiny holes. All those tiny mouths. I balance on the edge of holes looking down knowing one day I might be looking up. How easy it is to fall into yourself. How hard it is to climb out.'
Ratchet's face boiled, and his teeth turned to carpet tacks. Mick gripped the steering wheel as though it were a cliff edge."
She unwrapped a smile in front of me and balanced it between us. I did not take it.
...her hair shaven so close to her skull it looked as though it was trying to get in.
....the wind was a burglar who knew where we kept the house keys.
One gunshot in the centre of a girl and the whole town falls in after her. Her parents, her brother, her first boyfriend, the best friend who is really her lover, the entire school, the college she would have attended, the practice where she would have worked as a barrister, and all the people she would have defended, they fall into the wound too, and her future children, they follow her into nothing, and their children, and all the changes that would have been made by them, everything is sucked into the black hole at the centre of her, and stays there."