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322 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 1, 2012
What Frans say. That thing he say that really make me know for the first time what he is and what I am. I am a slave. He is not. And that's all. Nothing else matter, not ever. A slave. That is not because of the beatings or the work, it is not being hungry or cold when the snow lie white on the earth, or to feel myself dying in the heat of the summer sun when I cannot lie down in the shadow of the Baas's longhouse, it isn't the pain or the tiredness or having to lie down when Frans - Baas Frans - want to naai me. It isn't any of this that make me a slave. No. Being a slave, like I was today in that white office in Drostdy, with all the papers and the buzzing flies around me, mean always going back to the place they tell me to go back to. Not because I want to be there, but because they tell me to. I am never the one to decide where to go and when to go. It's always they, it's always somebody else. Never I.
...today I know for the first time ever that even this place, where I live, is no longer mine as I always thought. I no longer belong here. I belong nowhere. What happen to me will always be what others want to happen. I am a piece of knitting that is knitted by somebody else.
Frans told the Protector, a man called Lindenberg, about the two slave youths that had been with Philida and that, he said, was how the man recorded it. This is all that matters in the end: that it was recorded. One day in the future, when no one of us is still around, that is all the world will know, and all that needs to be known. We came to this land white, and white we shall be on the Day of Judgement, so help me God. If anybody is still in doubt, I always tell them: Just follow the coast up to the Sandveld, then you will see with your own eyes how we whored the whole West Coast white. God put us here with a purpose, and we keep very strictly to his Word. For ever and bloody ever, amen. Do we understand each other?
You better watch out, say Labyn. For these four years and all the other years that still lie ahead. Remember, a man can only step as far as his legs are long. And they keeping our legs short. You forget one thing, I say. We can jump. And I'm not going to step carefully if i know I can jump. Remember, I wearing shoes now.
come to my blog!Here come shit. Just one look, and I can see it coming. Here I walk all this way and God know that its bad enough, what with the child in the abbadoek on my back, and now there's no turning back, it's just straight to hell and gone.Distinguished South African writer André Brink has grabbed you with the very first line of his book, giving slavery the voice of a feisty and determined young woman. This is Philida, who has walked three days on foot to lay a complaint before the Slave Protector at the Cape. It is a risky move, and perhaps unnecessary, since this is November 1832 and the abolition of slavery has already been announced for December 1833. But Philida's bondage is more than ownership. She is tied to the young master, who has already given her four children, two dead, two still living. And more than anything she is bound emotionally to Zandvliet, the wine-growing estate where she works as a seamstress and knitter:
The noisy screams of the hadeda, like messy red and purple and green stitches on a new cloth, the crows like dark patches in the bright sun, black threads in a field of white or blue, or a peacock yelling like a thing that know all about death, but so beautiful with its bright feathers when it open up like the rising sun, growing as still as Frans's thing when the lust grow in him, always the birds, or the bats at dusk, the owls at night tearing your innards out in shreds with their hoot and hoos. All of them calling out Zandvliet, Zandvliet, deep into the secret places of your body until you learn at last to know where you come from.With writing like that, how could you not keep reading? Philida's search for identity is powerful and at times painful; the horrors she encounters and indignities she suffers are as shocking as anything else that has been written about slavery. But Brink surprises the reader by the intensity of joy also, the excursions into folklore, the shocking incursion of comedy, and a quality of romance that is abetted by the teasing chapter headings in the manner of a 19th-century novel, such as: The Narrative of what may be a Chapter from the Kind of Romance that was not uncommon at the Time of our Story, even though it may not be unequivocally happy. Brink's frequent shifts of tone and genre may disconcert some readers, but it is probably true to the texture of life at the time, even for the slaves. Remarkably, this is a book that shows life from all perspectives, those of the masters as well as the slaves and freedmen. It is a much more closely integrated society than we might have imagined, where even some of the owners may well have slave blood. By constantly shifting the narrative perspective, Brink reveals their sorrow and weaknesses also, even creating some empathy for people who appear first as exploitative or domineering.
I am here. I, Philida of the Caab. This I that is free. The I who was a slave and who now is free, who is a woman, and who is everything. I.