I read this for a couple of readathons. Those being: The Cardcaptor-a-thon, Reading Rivalry, and Fiction Feud Society.
4 Stars!
The OWLs Magical Readathon - Transfiguration - A book that includes shapeshifting - Kyo, the main male character, grows wings because he’s a part of the Tengu clan. Each clan can perform different abilities in this series. The Tengu’s is flight with wings.
The Cardcaptor-a-thon - The Illusion - A book with a deceptive cover - the cover looks steamy but the book is quite depressing!
Reading Rivalry - A book you would be embarrassed to read in public - this is quite a depressing volume, as well as the characters being in a rather intimate pose on the cover.
Fiction Feud Society - Stand By Me - a character has goes through hell and other characters support them.
Popsugar 2020 Reading Challenge - A book set in in Japan, the host of the 2020 Olympics - Blackbird is a manga, most of which are either set in Japan or in fantasy worlds. Blackbird has a magical twist but is set in Japan.
NOTE: There’s talk of death and abortion in this volume and review, so if you’re sensitive to either of those things maybe don’t read them.
Spoiler Review...
Kyo is scared of Misao dying. “Get rid of it...Get rid of the kid...Misao,” and “We’re going to get rid of it” both show that he doesn’t want her to have his baby. He thinks the baby will kill her because it’s half of him so half demon. He doesn’t think much of himself. Without Misao he won’t be able to go on he doesn’t think. Kyo loves Misao more than his child. I was a little put off by this but I also understood that after the long time Misao and Kyo had had apart, all Kyo wants is to cherish every moment he can get with her.
Kensuke, the Shirohebi Clan leader tells Misao “You should make up your own mind.” She shouldn’t be influenced by anyone, not even Kyo. He doesn’t want her to die but is more concerned about Kyo still having a hold over her.
“Wait!”
“My Lady...?”
“I’m not going. I’m having it. I’m going to have this baby.”
This ends the chapter on a cliffhanger. Kyo is going to take Misao to have an abortion of the magical variety. She doesn’t want this, though. She wants to have the baby.
“My death is inevitable. All I can do is choose how it will happen.”
This quote is about the most significant in Blackbird vol 16. It signifies when Misao realises that she’ll die one way or another. She would prefer for it to be through love, rather than hate with another man, when she gets pregnant to the next Tengu clan leader, as is destined for her.
Misao begs Kyo to let her have his baby, even though it’s destined to kill her because she wants to prove the love between them did exist. She doesn’t want him to forget her or their feelings for each other.
“Don’t you feel you have to live for the sake of this child?”
This is Misao asking Kyo to live for the sake of their baby! She won’t be there for them so she’s begging Kyo to be alright with looking after them.
“I don’t give a damn about what happens to the world after you’re gone,” is what Kyo tells Misao. He’s really depressed about how she won’t be there to enjoy their lives together. All he wants is to be happy with his wife. I reallt felt for Kyo, throughout this volume, while also feeling what Misao must be feeling - a sense of loss and bewilderment and uncertainty. This bewilderment is reflected in “Why…Why do I have to die?…Why?!” Why is it her that has to die, why can’t they be happy.
Kyo becomes determined to save Misao. “I will find...a way to keep you alive...I will never give up on you…!!”
There is a little bit of humour in this volume from Ayame and Sagami. “She really cannot do anything,” is Sagami talking about Ayame’s lack of any skills. Of course, she was ill before Misao saved her with her healing abilities a few volumes ago, so she really isn’t very skilled at much. I found the artwork hilarious for this, though. Sagami always offers a little comedy, even in the darkest of times. Ayame has a moment with Misao where she tells her that she’s sure that Lord Kyo will find an answer to the predicament.
“Being hated by Kyo...being separated from Kyo...even feeling lonely...feels as frightening to me as death,” is significant as Kyo is her everything, literally. Without him, there’d be no Misao, as she knows herself. She’s be better off dead in her opinion.
The last line of this volume is “I’m going to study the Senka Roku again...perhaps the way to preserve Misao’s life...lies within her body,” meaning that Kyo is going to reread the Senka Roku, the sacred document that tells the characters what will happen. He thinks there could possibly be an answer. Maybe it’s got something to do with the baby...we’ll have to read to find out!
While all of this is going on, it’s Misao’s seventeenth birthday. The Triplets who act as Kyo’s servants make sure she has a party. The triplets are cute, and add a little lightness to the story, although they’re only allowed to shine in the last few pages of this volume.