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567 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1927
„Trec printr-un moment foarte păcătos. Mi-e greață de toate cărțile. Nu fac nimic. Mai mult ca niciodată, îmi dau seama că nu sînt bun de nimic. Simt că nu voi reuși nimic și rîndurile pe care le scriu acum mi se par puerile, ridicole, ba chiar, și mai ales, absolut inutile. Cum s-o scot la capăt? Am o soluție: ipocrizia. Rămîn încuiat ore întregi, și lumea își închipuie că lucrez de zor” (17 martie 1890).
I'm happy to believe anything you suggest, but the justice of this world doesn't exactly reassure me about the justice of the next. I fear God will just carry on blundering: He'll welcome the wicked into Heaven, and boot the good down into Hell.And: "You must love nature and you must love man, in spite of the mud that clings to them both."
“Forty-two years old. What have I achieved? Almost nothing, and already I am no longer achieving anything at all….
“Am I a better man? Not much. I have not the energy to do wrong….
“Out of forty-two years, I have spent eighteen with Marinette (his wife). I have become incapable of hurting her, but am I capable of any effort to do her good?....
“I still do certain good things pretty well: sleeping, eating, daydreaming….
“On the whole, I don’t care about women. Now and then, a romantic dream or so….
“There is nothing I desire ardently: I’d have to struggle too hard to get it….
“Nowadays, I am afraid of action itself, or, rather, I have acquired a taste for inaction….”
“It is dangerous to carry a gun. You think it doesn’t kill. I shoot, not in order to kill the lark, but to see what will happen. I come near. It is lying on its belly; its claws flutter, its beak opens and closes, yawns open: the tiny scissors are cutting blood.
“Lark, may you become the subtlest of my thoughts and the dearest of my regrets!
“It died for the others.
“I have torn up my permit and hung my rifle on a nail”
“Advice to hunters: to go out some time without their gun and walk through the fields where they have killed. The magpie becomes familiar. The partridges sit still until one comes quite near. The prunelles wait to be picked, and the juicy little wild pear.
“The ox stops and looks around, and the ox that follows him licks his hindquarters with a lazy tongue.
“The meadow draws to itself the entire green blanket.
“And one has not murdered: that at least is something.”
“I am in no great hurry to see the society of the future: ours is helpful to writers. By its absurdities, its injustices, its vices, its stupidities, it feeds a writer’s observation. The better men will become, the more colorless man will be”(p. 249);
“Imagine life without death. Every day, you would try to kill yourself out of despair”(p. 234);
“`I have no religion,’ says Borneau, ‘but I respect the religion of others. Religion is sacred.’ Why this privilege, this immunity?... A believer creates God in his own image; if he is ugly, his God will be morally ugly. Why should moral ugliness be respectable?”(Apropos of this sentiment, I would recommend Tanith Lee’s “Paid Piper,” which traces a god’s descent into such a condition.)