Walking out of Secret Shame

by Jennifer Heng

Jennifer was everything a young attractive girl could be. Friendly, respectful and kind, she was well liked by many. Yet emptiness and sorrow still gnawed at her. This is the gripping story of a girl who looked for love in all the wrong places. Pregnant twice as a teenager, Jennifer aborted both babies, bringing her down the long road of guilt and shame. After years of remorse mixed with self-reproach and self-justification, she finally released all the pain. Armed with a new perspective of life and strength to face the future, Jennifer no longer lived in hidden shame and guilt over her sins. But every day she had to make a difficult choice to cower and hide in the shadows or to step out with her head held high. Step by step, Jennifer learned to walk out of her secret shame and torment. Relying on the help of her God and loved ones, she broke free from the darkness of guilt and self-pity. Read about how she fought and defeated the demons of her past to emerge stronger and more aware of who she is.

Genres: Nonfiction

112 pages, Paperback

First published July 16, 2012

Reviews

[Karolina Ong · Rating 5 out of 5]

Incredibly honest, gut wrenching and heart warming. By the time you finish the book, Jennifer is your friend.

Jennifer has shared in her book of how life can go so wrong so fast that it takes all of your being just to stays alive. But she also shared undeniable truth that every person is precious, that no matter what happens in your past you can have hope of a brighter future.

It teach us to love ourselves and let go of our shameful past.

[Zahriaeleena · Rating 4 out of 5]

I did not expect to be THIS wowed! Jennifer Heng is no literary genius. What makes the book great is the story! It's a little over 100 pages of tears and hope. I look up to this woman.

[Marjorie · Rating 4 out of 5]

I never imagined ‘it’ to be that daunting and traumatic. For brave women who have thoughts of aborting your baby, please please talk to someone as this book proves that the consequences of the abortion will be much greater than going back to your ‘normal’ life.

[Louisa]

need to learn to be a more generous reviewer - first thought was that this was pretty meh, but by what standards? was slightly ?? at the put towel on shoulder before praying episode, also didn't know the difference between post-24 week abortions.

[Fruity Cp · Rating 5 out of 5]

Very painful reading. It's a great book that recorded in storytelling way.

[Hannah Ng · Rating 5 out of 5]

Riveting read. I picked this book up in the morning, and by night I had finished reading it. Jennifer tells her story clearly and allows the reader an honest look into her journey - it's sometimes achingly painful; at other times, so heartwarming. Today was the second time I'm reading it, yet I was still engaged and moved by every chapter in the book.

This book may be thin (finishable in 1-3 hours), but it's a very helpful read for anyone who wants to hear a first-hand account about the struggles of abortion, and life after abortion. Jennifer provides an insightful telling, is personal-not-preachy, and offers a delicately considered view.

[Juliet · Rating 4 out of 5]

A very simple yet meaningful book. She had bravely told her story. Although this book is about how she found God and forgives herself, I think the same could be said for any found religion to have something to believe in. I am a Buddhist and I enjoyed this book. Irregardless of your religion, this book is still a good read.

[Wannie Michelmann · Rating 5 out of 5]

Very moving story of how the author came through her dysfunctions and multiple abortions into God's healing hands. It is basically a mini biography and how she made her decisions to abort her babies and later learnt to face her actions. Good read

[Sivapriya Subramaniam · Rating 4 out of 5]

A quick, good read of raw truth experienced by this brave lady throughout her life. I was undeniably moved by some gut-wrenching moments and those memories which pull at your heartstrings. I admire her boldness in sharing her story; it has given me strength to stand up for what I believe in.

[Alicia Lim · Rating 4 out of 5]

An inspiring real life experience.
A simple and easy to understand book, but yet close to the heart.

[Claire Leong · Rating 4 out of 5]

Informative, personal, and touching.

[Iraah · Rating 5 out of 5]

It was really deep and really good book