In 1864, the doors of the West Virginia Hospital for the Insane opened in Weston, West Virginia. Although medical records have not been accessed, titles for the poems in this collection reflect the exact reasons for admission as inscribed in the first logbook used at the hospital from October 22, 1864, to December 12, 1889.
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DESERTION BY HUSBAND
W. Va. Hospital for the Insane Name: Hattie Wyatt Admitted: 12 January, 1873
My ring on the floor, spring rain plays a wedding waltz as the tin roof leaks.
By lamplight shadow, his enframed tintype glowers. I shorten the wick.
Six children, one room. Asleep, the youngest whimpers. Cursed the fruit of womb!
Alone, I hunt the brute with the pistol he forgot. Only one bullet.
Grave consequences. In the asylum, I sew quilts from widow’s weeds.
MEDICINE TO PREVENT CONCEPTION
W. Va. Hospital for the Insane Name: Danny Moser Admitted: 14 February, 1880
Like poison ivy it grows, a contagion in the belly of my sweetheart, Polly, too young for motherhood, her Paw, too itchy on the trigger, too good a shot.
For deliverance we pray to a God who prefers creation. We watch for a sign. Polly starts to show.
To weed our Garden of Eden I beg a one-eyed peddler, the self-proclaimed savior of Shiloh. He offers the cure for a double eagle. I offer half and Daddy’s war revolver. Sucking on a peppermint stick, he slides a bottle in my hand cold as a creek trout, his smile, like a cur’s, one whiskered lip raised, revealing the glint of a silver tooth. He whispers, "Cures all. Tells none."
Lonely as stars we lie awake. At sunrise, in an abandoned barn, the blue bottle swaddles in Polly’s hands, the liquid, thick as whitewash. Like a baby rattle, her hands shake. We kiss. She drinks. On straw, foul with ancient afterbirth we wait. Through weathered barn boards sunrays dribble like a leaky churn. A cock crows. Polly grabs her stomach, aching like a thousand catfights. She throws up, her eyes roll back, and she screams like her time come.
Like a bride over the threshold, I carry Polly’s body to her Paw’s parlor, her face white as mother’s milk, his tears, unanswered prayers, my mind broken, beyond repair, like a horse with a fractured leg. ___
To prevent me from committing the Judas-sin in this asylum, they hog-tie me in a straightjacket. For hours I rock like a baby. But I am a patient spider. From this web I have woven, I am determined to hang.