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Unknown Binding
First published October 21, 2011

"To A Stranger by Walt Whitman
Passing stranger! you do not know
How longingly I look upon you,
You must be he I was seeking,
Or she I was seeking
It comes to me as a dream
I have somewhere surely
Lived a life of joy with you,
All is recall'd as we flit by each other,
Fluid, affectionate, chaste, matured,
You grew up with me,
Were a boy with me or a girl with me,
I ate with you and slept with you, your body has become
not yours only nor left my body mine only,
You give me the pleasure of your eyes,
face, flesh as we pass,
You take of my beard, breast, hands,
in return,
I am not to speak to you, I am to think of you
when I sit alone or wake at night, alone
I am to wait, I do not doubt I am to meet you again
I am to see to it that I do not lose you.
"I was his everything and he was my forever."

"Jacob got his wish. He flies fighter jets. And I got my wish...I have you here with me. What about you? what do you wish Bella?This was a brilliant and epic story. Not too long and not too short. It was perfect really. I wouldn´t change a thing about it. The writing style and the story itself were so beautiful and it really left me nostalgic. It had so many ups and downs, and so many questions that were left unanswered to the very end. The author tortured me to the absolute last chapter, if it would be a happy ending or not. I am so glad I didn´t read this as a WIP because the suspense of it was almost brutal at times. Read it, and you´ll see what I mean. But I am so happy I finally read this. This breathtakng story will stay with me forever. The perfection of it almost gave me chills. Just don't expect a farytale love. Thos is life. And sometimes life has a happily ever after. And sometimes...it doesn't.
"I wish you'd kiss me"
And he did."
"Why didn't we stay kissing forever?"It all starts with the question "Do you know the Masen´s" . I don´t wanna give away anything of the story, but it´s the epic tale of a a 16 year old small town girl and a rockstar twice her age...
"Fireworks are so innocent, I decided. Like the feeling of being a happy kid."
["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>“…this is, like, golden. This is fucking beautiful. It’s like a love story masquerading as a serious piece of literature. Or, it’s serious literature that people will actually read…. because it’s a love story. But it’s better, too… It’s current, and deep… and there are layers, and… just wow.”
I’m the devil’s son straight out of hell
And you’re an angel with a haunted heart
If you’re smart you’d run and protect yourself
From the demon living in the dark
There’s nothing to be gained, 'cause I can never change
And you can never understand my sickness
I’ll never understand my sickness
Save yourself
From a life full of lies and a heart full of pain and sorrow
Save yourself
From the choices I make, 'cause nothing but failure follows me
Save yourself
You’re the perfect drug when it hurts like hell
I've never needed anyone so much
There’s no one else I love and I curse myself
'Cause the right thing is to give you up
I’m overcome by shame cause I can never change
And you can never understand my sickness
I’ll never understand my sickness
Save yourself