If the prophetic nightmare that's been building in intensity is anything to go by, then Ember's upcoming path as the prophesied one is filled with great pain and suffering. Doubt surely wracks her subconscious mind. Two months ago she found the inner strength and wisdom to do what no other Keeper before her has done. How, or if, she'll find it in her to do so again is undoubtedly one of the fears that lead to the subconscious mind playing out what it deals with on our behalf in her dreamscape. Dr. Meade's ministrations are finally down to removing the last vestiges of the physical consequences her courageous dive into the core of the Root Demon and the abyss of the Gateway caused. But as Ember now moves into the third month since the Gateway was dissolved, in order to be rebuilt properly, the physical might disappear altogether but the psychological is still gripping with teeth and claws.
In many ways it is hard to say if a nightmare is even a dream when its based in actual memories. Worse still, no doubt this thought leads to so many others: for example, how can she not have these nightmares if indeed they're derived from her memories; or, can she ever forget such traumatic experiences given there's every possibility something like them is soon or bound to happen again; and, if the former are 'I don't see how' and 'yes', then will I ever get a peaceful sleep again (to name but a few). The very anxieties that plague Ember's thoughts during the quiet times when there are insufficient distractions to keep her mind from wandering, have almost complete free reign to elucidate themselves when the conscious mind gives up control to the subconscious. I'm certain any mental health professional will be of the opinion that with so many thoughts and emotions embroiled in the conscious and subconscious mind, then its inevitable that the pathway leads to psychological ill health. The very road that set Ember's troubling past events into motion in the first place..
One could only wonder what life will be like when the fantastical is realised as natural, and when they come to know that they're a descendant of a mythical and powerful race; at one time thought to be lost to evolution by the warring between fanatics and those who had no trouble with a world filled with two different kinds of beings. The paranoia and unacceptance of difference by humankind spawns untold and unending death. The hatred of the Daemons exiled knows no bounds. On both sides of the gateways between realms there are those that contribute to the conflicts and there are those that just like to live their lives without being drawn into unnecessary troubles created by people and beings with tunnel vision. As for the demons, once being no different to daemons, they show the evolutionary cost of those consumed by rage and soul deep hate; their exterior bodies twisted and dysmorphic in ways that now reflect the unabated hunger to kill.
What should've been the perfect test case, an example of the consequences of holding on to hatred and the desire to kill those who are different, or any other of the plethora of prejudices, quickly becomes forgotten. Despite the devastating potential, it still fails to halt the pathways to madness, the move away from enlightenment, in the many races that hate and discriminate others dissimilar to themselves to turn away from that which will be their undoing. Not only did the ways the daemons in the alternative realm hold on so fiercely that they became twisted killing machines, their combined hatred reshaped the once beautiful and bountiful world they lived in until it too became shaped in like ways, reshaping a world so twisted that the land itself became as capable of killing as easily as it's inhabitants. That there had been waves of lesser demons escape their world during the time the Gateway was down bodes ill for Earth.
Troubles at other gateways are now compounding the problem exponentially. Adding to Ember's overwhelming fears and worry she has also learnt that other Root Demons exist. There are at least as many Root Demons as there are gateways. That she might be called upon to repeat the hitherto never considered solution to the problem of failing gateways leads her to immense doubt over whether she's willing to repeat her past performance. Still not recuperated fully from her sacrifice its such concerns that, between the long school days and shifts guarding the LA Gatewsy, are among the many considerations plaguing her nightmares. In the unending conflict of the demonic realm, the natural selection of a species constantly in the fight where only the strongest survive, this has resulted of course in the most devasting army of demons being those looking to return to the realm they were ejected from. Should they succeed in breaching another, with so many already roaming and in hiding, the inhabitants of Earth will experience the greatest killing force they're ever likely to encounter.
Ember has now become the first recruit to have made the rank of Keeper before their eighteenth birthday: adding to her other accolades: that of the oldest age without intervention put in place to prevent spiralling into insanity or becoming a Red; and of course being born unmarked but instead seeing/drawing the full gateway symbol she'd had tattoed along the hairline of her neck. I'm sure she would much prefer to be very average and not have any exalted status if it meant the things in her past and those possibilities for her future were to never have been or be, respectively. Having had the Root Demon be the one telepathically communicating with her was a double edged sword.
Yes it reduced the clatter and chatter in her head by not having to experience hundreds of different voices, each vying to out do the others, but it also meant the one single voice she did hear was so much more powerful; out of all the potential voices that might be heard the Root Demons' are amongst the most powerful. The edge of the blade Ember would prefer to deal with is the side with the cacophony of lesser demons. However, I'd be pretty sure that those dealing with this edge would prefer Ember's edge. Its the old adage that we often see our own plight as the one that's worse than any other's. Being part Daemon has, and very likely will further yet, come with certain costs. Any tangible benefits remain elusive as she continues to struggle with accessing the abilities she used that fateful time. The only thing others might see as a benefit, her abilities that allowed her to fight the Root Demon, are a benefit for the world but not something that could be easily seen as one for Ember herself.
As Ember and Gretchen get themselves ready to start a working tour of sorts, the various Gateways they're set to visit have had to step up their own efforts to keep them closed. At the same time both Taren and Ember get set to enjoy a half-day away from the sanctuary to celebrate some semblance of a party for Ember's birthday. Having accepted that somewhere throughout her experiences with Taren she has fallen in love, Ember expectantly awaits Taren's confirmatory declaration, knowing that she too has not yet made the declaration; despite her acceptance that it nonetheless exists. Being on lockdown for her safety and the hall monitor mentality of those in positions of authority at the sanctuary, their relationship on sanctuary grounds has been stifled from any acts of affection. Heart fluttering and breath halting kisses are all they've managed to steal thus far. If not Taren as well, then Ember at the least has high hopes for her birthday date, but having such a large entourage is likely to put a dampener of storts on their intimacy.
Thinking, as she departs in the SUV convoy, that this is going to be the best birthday yet should have in some ways alerted Ember to the rather high likelihood that the opposite might be true instead. The start was as wonderful as she could've hoped. That the convoy was attacked homeward bound is disconcerting if the reason the Reds attacking knew when and where to make their run at capturing Ember involves a leak of information from someone who knew that the outing was occurring. Theoretically its possible to make that deduction, although its not the only possible explanation so I doubt any ground will be gained along that path. It doesn't bode well though for the upcoming worldwide trip to various other gateway locations leaving two days later; which regardless of the latest incident the possibility of a security leak could mean failure or worse, ever before they even set out.
Getting her mother's approval, and even more of a challenge, getting her to hand over her passport, were always going to be difficult bridges to cross. Rachel's current spate of being medicated and thus being in more control of her emotions, thoughts and decision making faculties, is going on strong and is one less worry Ember need consider. The number of times Ember has waited on the metaphorical plateau, waiting for the other shoe or penny to drop, have been incalculable. Even though Ember has kept the majority of the danger she's in from her mother, hoping to stave off the perceived inevitable plummet into another new episode, she sees her mother as being sad and worried, but perhaps more importantly she sees her mother's happiness and pride in her daughter.
Never being the type to lay faults of her own at Ember's feet, Rachel accepts the ways her illness has drastically impacted their lives. Gaining steady and half-decent employment with a steady pattern of keeping up with her bills and her rent-controlled home, necessary for her to be within close enough proximity to visit her daughter frequently is giving Rachel back her pride, in hard fought for step-by-steps. Ember realises shortly before the worldly tour of Gateway sites departs that for the first time she can remember, her mother is legitimately doing well without Ember being there to keep her on target. There's no signs of merely pretending to hold down the fort, or the more common, doing so only because she's riding the wake of a current episodic high. Holstered with this new acceptance, Ember too must acknowledge her pride she feels toward her mother.
Ember knows all to well that the medications helping her mum do more than just stabilise and cut out the destructive lows, also remove in the same way the haloed highs. Subsequently, after a while, sufferers feel the perceived baroness of having no jubilant and ecstatic highs which inevitably lead back to stopping the medications that help to maintain stability in their lives. The sad structure of the cycle of bipolar disorders is that sufferers must sacrifice the overwhelmingly glorious positive emotions, or the highs, in order to stave off the destructive lows, often leaving medicated sufferers to feel a sense of robotic autonomy, lacking in sufficiently positive experiences that otherwise motivate them to stick to the controlled regime. In a first that Ember hasn't had in a really long time, she realises she'll have one less nagging worry when she leaves for the flight to her first pit stop.
As the day arrives to depart Ember suffers nihilistic worries over whether she'd make it back to the LA institute's sanctuary alive, over whether she'd be returning at all. Six to twelve months ago there wouldn't have been any considerations of what would be lost if she perished by others' or her own hand(s). There were no close friends, school was a torment, there was no sense of accomplishment, her mother was only ever leap-frogging from one bad episode to the next, she did not feel desirable to anyone, and she herself had no desires, save perhaps the misconstrued understanding of the Root Demon in her head telling her to commit suicide.
Now that she has things in her life that'd devastate her to loss, Ember begins experiencing flashes of panic. Having more to live for brings a greater sense of fulfillment and joy in one's life, but it concurrently creates more fear of losing those things; the inevitable conundrum of seeking things that enrich our experiences. Despite fears and uncertainties a new drive also builds in their wake, the drive to one day gain enough strength in her skills and bloodline to be able to permanently close the gateways forever; and thus, get back the purpose of her life so that she can decide, without the cares of the world, to do as she pleases with her present and future,
As much as her confinement within the sanctuary's grounds brought with it the sense of being a prisoner, leaving adds feelings of vulnerability and fear, especially given the recent attempts by Reds on her birthday. But given the burden of guilt she feels over the Keeper and Guardian deaths which took place before Ember was able to reconstruct and seal the Gateway, which could lead at any moment to breaches at any of the locations and therefore more innocent deaths, her conscience will not permit her to not do whatever she must to protect her world. For a young woman only just turned seventeen, the weight baring down on her shoulders is immense. For her to function properly and to learn to grow into her abilities soon enough, Ember must learn to partition her grievances lest they swallow her whole, as the last Root Demon did. Never before has the metaphor of diving into the belly of the beast been more literal.
The tour begins but before ever having a chance to see the other Sanctuaries, her party comes under attack. Ember, having come to mistrust any foreign communications she receives telepathically misses the warning signs; as to the actual intent of the sender, or who that is, is as yet unrealised. What is realised is that another player is entering the fray. Telling friend from foe, or from merely those intent on manipulating her becomes the immediate problem to solve. If Ember is to survive the machinations in play, she'll need to quickly discern the loyalties of the parties involved. The inevitable truth that her own Institute contains parties working against the bigger picture, and who would betray their supposed friends and allies, brings with it the realisation that in some ways Ember might be alone in her fight to continue attempts to protect the ones she loves. What is definitely unavoidable is the blatant requirement staring her in the face: in order to proceed in any way at all, Ember must learn how to identify, use and strengthen any abilities open to her because of her daemon heritage. Therein lies one of her current biggest problems of whether she can gain anything from charismatic Alexander; or if she does will the cost be too high.
In many ways, just as Gateway was a book about the lives of people who through no fault of their own experience the devastating consequences of ill psychological health, Chasm too is about psychological health. Indeed its much like the flipside of a coin that determines psychological experiences of the world we live in. As opposed to the heads side of the coin, for argument's sake, which denotes the spiral down to rock bottom, the Chasm - or tails side of the coin - denotes what happens when the spiral is reversed and instead travels up to recovery and moving forward. Ember, the other keepers around the world, Rachel and Gretchen too, have made it through the worst of their experiences and have thus earnt a greater autonomy and potential to not only move on, but to also begin directing the plane instead of it being only on autopilot. Choices now stem from the need to determine where their roads through life need to pass and lead if they're to successfully avoid the heads on their coin. Its about moving on from the painful lessons in life and the decisions needed to avoid facing them again, and/or having the resilience to have the fortitude to prevent them from affecting you in the same ways they previously had.
The originality of the lore within The Gateway Trilogy comes into its own more fully than it had in Gateway, not that in any way Gateway wasn't original itself. The assimilation of psychological ill-health was not only intuitive, it was also groundbreaking in the way it promotes the conceivable imaginings that the fantastical could be natural. Not only that, it also enjoys the distinctions often left unsaid between daemons and demons. Throughout fantasy genres and stories you'd be forgiven for presuming that daemon/demon are no more than slightly different concepts for ultimately the same thing; essentially similar for example as fey/fae/fairy. This trilogy delineates and makes the essential distinctions more important. So its not just the incorporation of psychological illness and disorders into the lore that makes the trilogy so original. With the context and lore now built before the pages of Chasm open, its free to race along in the storyline making up the trilogy.
Anticipation and excitement build from page one and continue throughout. Ember's life and intrinsic characteristics are one of the reasons reading the trilogy is enticing, and now that is consolidated a lot further by the imagined possibilities of where the plot might go. The opening up of the Pandora's Box containing a reality filled with the awareness that the ancient race of powerful beings didn't die out completely or has alternately risen again from the forces of evolution, offers much supposition of what the storyline might hold. Creating a storyline that's captivating entirely for it's own sake to the exclusion of the desirability of the characters isn't a commonly found element, it is exciting furthermore. The characters are captivating so The Gateway Trilogy has it all, a medley of elements to make the experience all the more fulfilling. I predict readers who enjoyed book one will enjoy book two even more. Christina has a great style, intriguing characters and captivating worlds. Five definite stars!