I have owned this paperback for many years and attempted to read it several times. I always bogged down within the first few pages because they seemed so confusing and then set it aside. The other day I decided to make myself finish it because it's been in my book case and has moved across the country with me since 1992.
Once I got past those first blockading pages, I was drawn into the story, especially when I learned it wasn't a vampire tale as I'd originally thought from the cover and the blurb. The concept of an androgynous creature whose separate entities are aware, protective, and sometimes jealous of each other was intriguing. The female half is the stronger, the male sector only appearing at puberty, being allowed to "live" only at intervals, and reverting to the female if death occurs. In the main character's case, her other half, Richard, has become so strong he manages occasionally to actually take over. This is another reason she wants to subdue him because she feels herself disappearing.
Clea, a famous actress, awakens to discover her lover murdered by her other half, Richard, who was not only jealous of Clea's love for Michael but had also been Michael's lover himself. In revenge, Clea goes to the police, intending to confess and somehow get Richard put away. Since this will involve destroying herself if she appears as Richard and he's arrested, she's literally committing suicide. Detective Mayer, who interviews her, at first believes her unbalanced but as she tells him of the Androgyne, their origin...according to Clea, God created the Androgyne first (in His image, both male and female together in one body), then sent them into the world to punish Man for his disobedience...and reads to him from Richard's diary, he begins to believe...he and Clea also fall in love... As Clea begins to wonder if Mayer is all he appears to be, the pathway for another tragedy, either Clea's or Richard's, is opened.
This is an unusual and intriguing story. Told from both Clea and Richard's point of view, it builds to an unexpected and shocking conclusion...or perhaps, considering the closeness of the two, it isn't so shocking after all. There's plenty of sex--both male and female--since that's the way the Androgyne subdue their victims and Mayer's retorts to some of Clea's statements are sharp and snarky on occasion. (For some reason, I envisioned him as looking like Donal Logue, the actor portraying Harvey Bullock in the TV series Gotham, not necessarily knock-out handsome but sarcastic and yet dependable when necessary.) It's a very original story, not exactly a Jekyll and Hyde tale but with tinge of that tale, as well as a bit of the vampire as well. It leaves the reader with a bit of uneasiness as well as sorrow.
I'm glad I finally got around to reading it after owning it for 23 years!
This novel is owned by the reviewer and no remuneration was involved in the writing of this review.