Setting: Viper and Vengeance – two military, high tech, helicopters; Bati, north of Pakistan; Tonopah Test Range Airport: Fort Campbell, Kentucky; home ranch in Tulsa;
Theme: finding where you can belong – and to whom you can belong to… ahhh; watching, understanding; love;
Characters:
Sergeant Connie Davis: out of sync with people; eidetic memory; father military – she loved him, he loved her, he taught her what he knew… when he was home; he died when she was 10, she went to live with an indifferent grandmother; believed there was something more to her father’s death – so she hired on as mechanical engineer at the two companies that built his helicopter, but found that all was well there… joined the military, and finally proved self to be backup to SOAR ; quiet, observer, still doesn’t fit in (a page that describes the dining sitting arrangements, and she has no place for herself – later on, invited to sit with John);
Staff Sergeant Big John Wallace: mechanic; his partner on maternity leave, so Connie temporarily assigned to his team; though they don’t talk, he finds her peaceful, and she is always anticipating – so they work in total harmony;
Major Emily Beale / Major Henderson : SOAR legends; they pilot to two team helicopters; Connie on her heli;
Second Lieutenant Noreen Wallace: John’s younger sister, who has joined the military – following in her brother’s footsteps… making him proud;
Grumps: farmed the land, still lived on in by the fourth generation; he befriends Connie easiest, taking her to the tractor that his father bought when he was 12, and used for 30 years to farm, until replaced by more modern contraptions… he sits and watches, while she restores it – often with John’s help; she (and John) are devastated when he dies, quietly, sitting on the tractor, after it is presented to the park – and she runs, again not feeling as if she fits in…
Lola LaRue: new SOAR member – meet at end – next book?
Summary:
They fly two missions… they fly two tests… they test new visual equipment…
And Connie’s half a step ahead when needed – hearing the blade about to break, figuring a way around it, figuring out how to retrieve an unknown 3rd nuclear device;
And along the way, they fall in love – though neither will name their feelings for the other as such… each caught in their own definitions of self… but they cannot ignore the feelings and finally come to acceptance and connection.
Memorable scenes:
‘Standing next to John, she felt that weightless moment she’d missed whenjumping out of the back of the C-17 Globemaster III. That incredible sense of flying.”
“His world went quiet around her. Not as if he didn’t want to speak, bus as if he didn’t need to.”
She sat somewhere inside her own skin and watched the world. She’d first been aware of this at Fort Rucker’s day care. At five years old, she’d observed herself, as if a separate person, carefully drawing precise diagrams. Others grabbed crayons in fists and made flowers, houses, fighter planes dropping outsized bombs, or just scribbled muti-hued swirls.”
“Just a breath of night air between their shoulders. Quiet. The wayhe was sometimes. When he was happiest. When he was with her.”
But then she’d looked up and seen John’s face. She’d seen another woman. Another Connie. She’d seen the one loved by a man. The one that someday would bear his children. And while she watched their grandchildren lie in his strong arms, Connie and Noreen would look at the fify-year coin, now a hundred years old. The coin Connie still had buttoned in her pocket. She had seen herself with a future. With John.”