One Day I Will Write about This Place

by Binyavanga Wainaina

Em Um dia vou escrever sobre este lugar, Binyavanga Wainaina entrelaça suas memórias de infância, adolescência e vida adulta à história contemporânea do continente africano. Utilizando referências políticas, da cultura africana e da cultura popular mundial, o autor nos apresenta as constantes transformações acontecidas em países como Quênia, África do Sul, Uganda, Gana e Togo, a partir de seu próprio crescimento e amadurecimento como pessoa e, principalmente, escritor e constante observador do mundo ao seu redor.

Fascinado pelas diversas linguagens humanas, de palavras ao corpo, Binyavanga descreve em Um dia vou escrever sobre este lugar as diversas nuances e facetas de uma África gigante, complexa, mal compreendida, presenteando os leitores com histórias, acontecimentos e anedotas contadas com um olhar de dentro que não se pauta pelo externo, que não quer acomodar visões e conceitos restritos sobre África, mas, sim, explodi-los, para dar lugar a uma rica constelação de pessoas, impressões, línguas, costumes e situações, utilizando a própria vida, seus percalços, sua história para afogar ideias pré-concebidas e constantemente disseminadas sobre o continente africano.

Genres: Africa, Nonfiction, Memoir, Kenya, Biography, African Literature, Biography Memoir

272 pages, Paperback

First published July 19, 2011

About the author

Binyavanga Wainaina was a short story writer, essayist, and journalist.

He was the founding editor of Kwani?, a leading African literary magazine based in Kenya, and he directed the Chinua Achebe Center for African Writers and Artists at Bard College.

He won the 2002 Caine Prize for African Writing, and wrote for many journals, including Vanity Fair, National Geographic, One Story, Tin House, Virginia Quarterly Review, Harper's, Granta, the Sunday Times, and the New York Times.

Reviews

[Zanna · Rating 4 out of 5]

This is the memoir of a book addict, and Wainaina's savour for language glows from the first. His descriptions dance, they sing, they jump, syncopated, a lively, twisting flow like swift water, throwing rainbows of unexpected images into the air. In a pressing, urgent present tense at all times, his tale is vibrant and always fresh, even when he describes lethargy and depression.

Language itself is his subject at times, as he shares how Kenyan people, with their many mother tongues, use Kiswahili to show respect, invoke fellowship, leverage solidarity and subtly feel out a situation. I can never experience this, so it's wonderful to get a little taste of its richness through Wainaina's showing.

Thinking about language in Kenya of course I think of Ngugi wa Thiong'o, and he is here! Wainaina shows how the national figure and his ideas entered his awareness as a young, relatively privileged Kenyan. In Decolonising the Mind Ngugi wa Thiong'o mentioned that colonial & neo-colonial leaders create essentialist (I could perhaps say orientalising or ossifying) tribal identities and animosities which belie real conflicts of interest and obstacles to peace as well as the dynamic nature of all people, groups and relationships, and Wainaina makes the same point neatly through an anecdote. How tribal conflict came to the fore after Moi's rule through the legacy of colonialism is integral to his biography and emerges clearly. His mother, from Uganda, linked him to events there and in Rwanda. I felt the arbitrariness of borders and the rich mixings of tribal/language groups.

Wainaina is well known for the essay he wrote sending up the way Africa is portrayed in Euro-American narratives and he returns to his disgust and mockery of the narrative of Africa as a poverty sticken disaster zone requiring urgent white saviour intervention (always blissfully free from any notion of how any kind of privation arose) at salient points in his text. He perhaps intended his memoir to contrast with that self-serving and disingenous story, but he doesn't give it the time of day; he doesn't answer it, just paints his own views of the places he visits. In his account, drab Nairobi contrasts vividly with stylish Lome, capital of Togo. Arid Kenya contrasts with lush Uganda, Maasailand is completely exotic and thrilling to him as a modern, urban young person. I was jolted by the frequent appearance of African American pop icons and other contemporary, global culture, showing that I have been drinking the colonial lemonade myself. On writing about Sudan on commission from an EU organisation which didn't want to publish the book, because it didn't say the right things, he had this to say:

I start to understand why so little good literature is produced in Kenya. The talent is wasted writing donor-funded edutainment and awareness-raising brochures for seven thousand dollars a job. Do not complicate things, and you will be paid very well.

Maybe that's why he founded The Kwani Trust

I can't end without mentioning how likeable I found the author. There's nothing self-aggrandising about this memoir at all, and while it's painful (and to me, familiar as I had a similar experience in high school) to read about his periods of withdrawal as a student, he always owns his economic privilege, and it's heart-warming to read how his family's gentleness and sensitivity (in strong contrast to the stereotype of authoritarian African parents) pulled him through. I cared about him a lot and felt all the bumps and all the highs. Thanks so much Binyavanga for taking me along for the ride xxx

[Abdul Noormohamed · Rating 4 out of 5]

A masterpiece. As a fellow Kenyan I can relate to every detail in Wainaina's story. At times I wondered how non-Kenyan readers would appreciate his humour or witty comments that seemed so personal, so warm and so....Kenyan. I smiled, laughed and even had my eyes well up through the story, because I grew up around the same time as Wainaina, and my childhood has more or less the same images (the trauma of the Moi years, will we ever recover?)The prose was exquisite, the imagery sublime. His story spoke to me loud and oh so clear.It seems that finally, alienated, meandering anglo-Kenyans have found a place between these pages, comforting and honest. Thank you Binj for writing about it.

[Kamila Kunda · Rating 5 out of 5]

Do you know that feeling when you finish reading a book and you walk around the room, restless, gathering your thoughts and feeling Weltschmerz so deeply? This is how I felt when I finished “One Day I Will Write about This Place” by Binyavanga Wainaina. I feel I got an opportunity to get under the skin of Kenya and truly see that country. Not look at it how I did when I visited it in 1995. See it.

The scope of the memoir Wainaina wrote in 2011, aged 40, expands just as the world of the author expands with age. The first chapters about his childhood are written from the perspective of a child (“Television people say Keenya. We say Ke-nya. Kenya is fifteen years old. It is even older than Jimmy. Kenya is not Uganda.”). His worldview is limited then and gradually, as he gets older, it widens and with it the language in which the book is written changes. This is the literary technique I had never seen in a memoir and it works brilliantly. Linguistically, this book is close to a masterpiece. Wainaina, as nearly every African multilingual, incorporates Kiswahili, Sheng, Gikuyu, Kinyarwanda into the text as he travels within Kenya, to South Africa, to Uganda, Ghana, Nigeria and Togo. I believe that the languages we speak and feel close to define the boundaries of what we call home. Few books depict it better than this one.

Wainaina’s life was of a rather ordinary middle class Kenyan, failing to get an education in South Africa and trying to find his true calling - becoming a writer. What I greatly appreciate about “One Day I Will Write about This Place” is the perspective, which is that of an African, a Kenyan, seeking his identity and learning the identity of his country. The pulsating rhythms of various African countries are fantastically conveyed here in the far from romanticised portrayal of their inhabitants, corrupt, too often focused on dividing people rather than uniting them. Post-colonialism left especially Kenyans hiccuping and yearning for all scraps of power they could hold on to. It seems to me that Wainaina, writing about his own coming of age wrote about the coming of age of his home country as well. The ending left me in tears as there is, finally, the painful realisation how Kenya’s soul hides in benga music and what this music really means. It is the enlightenment Wainaina was reaching for throughout all his life and the truth is bitter. I knew I would rate this book highly early on but the ending truly was a cherry on the cake.

[George Ciuri · Rating 4 out of 5]

An awakening book. I enjoyed though I read months ago

[B. P. Rinehart · Rating 3 out of 5]

"It often feels like an unbearable privilege to write. I make a living from simply taking all those wonderful and horrible patterns in my past and making them new and strong. I know people better. Sometimes I want to stop writing...But I can't stop."

[Update: May 30, 2019]:
Yesterday I found out that Binyavanga Wainaina had died on May 21, 2019, a little over two weeks after I read this book. I'm still processing this information and thinking of the last few pages of this memoir and of his meditations on mortality found within. My thoughts on this book have not changed; I really am thankful to have read this book. Hopefully I'll keep reading good biographies and be able to write a sentence or two in this almost confessional style.
Godspeed, Mr. Wainaina.

[Original review]:
I read this as a special recommendation from someone after we had one of those "this was a life-changing conversation in retrospect." I had no idea what the book was about and it was not on my radar at all. I was told that my situation had some things in common with the story of the writer--also I really liked this cover a lot. So I'll say up-front to Chrissy--wherever she is--thank you for recommending this book. It has surely helped me see my path more clearly. Now to my review proper:

This was not an easy read, but I have read it. Let me address the author's writing style now. It seems (to me) he was aiming for a cross between The Sound and the Fury and Three Lives. I think he failed in this respect and it made the book unrelentingly frustrating to read until about chapter 28 (of a 33-chapter book). The first half of this book is especially testing, but it compensates only by having a genuinely interesting story. The prose-style of this book surprised me because the author does not talk this way and his other notable piece of literature is not written like this. The story here of growing up and having to find out where you fit in the world is as old and timeless as the world. The peculiarity of growing-up in Kenya from post-colonialism thru the end of the decade of the 2000s was fascinating.

The majority of African literature I have read so far has come from West Africa or the country of South Africa. I was curious to read literature from Kenya (or East Africa in general). Maybe my mind still had Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie in the background which would be a tall-order to match. This book was possibly not my best introduction to Kenyan literature so I will not be silly enough to judge a whole nation's literature on one writer. Besides, one would do best to read How to Write about Africa for a proper introduction to this writer (a much more "user-friendly" work by him). In any case, this book has gave me confidence that if Wainaina can do it, I damn sure can!

[Cheryl · Rating 4 out of 5]

I like books written with an eccentric style. This would be one. Wainaina does a few things I really liked: give great information in the voice of a child narrator, then switch to that of an adult's, showcase character flaw, give poetic expose. So different. So appealing. I liked also hearing of his struggles as a writer in Kenya, his mention of being friends with Chimamanda Adichie when she was trying to get published, his experience in applying for the Caine prize, etc.

I assume that some of the reasons the book is so highly acclaimed include: its creativity (definitely does not read like any other memoir) its education about the social, economic and political climate in Kenya, Uganda and South Africa, women's issues, and the narrator's journey.

The child narrator describes the conflict going on in his mother's country Uganda:

"Uganda, my mum's country, fell down and broke. Crutch!
Field Marshal Amin Dada, the president of Uganda, ate his minister for supper. He kept the minister's head in the fridge. His son wears a uniform just like his. They stand together on television news, in front of a parade."

About the death of the President of Kenya:

"Every day, all day, we see Kenyatta lying flat and dead on television, and people come to see his body. His body is gray and covered with death-snot."

The adult narrator realizes he is a writer at heart:

"If words in English, arranged on the page have power to control my body in the word, this sound and language can close its folds, like a fan, and I will slide into its world, where things are arranged differently, where people like Jonas, the Pokot guard live, and in that place anything can happen to you."

[Caroline · Rating 4 out of 5]

As a small boy, the author is watching an Independence Day celebration in a big football stadium. Music plays, and the boy wavers between his 'home home, home squared... your clan...nation of your origin' and the 'home away from home' the new Kenya.

Trumpet caries the first part of the song, sharp and spread outward. Standing trumpets bracket the song with controlled rhythm beats, the loudest part of the song. Mprrahh. No drums. No traditional drums. This is national music, taken from folk songs, and brought into rows and columns, by Imperial British Biscuit podiums, marching crews of barefoot porters, dutiful missionary boys soldiers in Burma, colonial village headmen with military whistles, guitar and military trumpet and other sounds from labor lines and colonial ghettos. English universities and their local satellites, and the promises of the grandson and granddaughters of the fist ones to be so violently formatted.

The memoir is a mixture of occasionally challenging prose like that of Kojo Laing in Search Sweet Country, traditional autobiography, and reportage. The early years of his childhood contain the most experimental writing, which portray him as a confused, almost mentally challenged boy unable to comprehend what is going on around him. Eventually a more orderly story emerges, although it still bounces around in time somewhat. He grows up in the city of Nakuru, in a middle class family. Woven throughout are history and emotions connected to the history of Kenya and Africa in general, often expressed through memories of the music of the time.

The most powerful presence in the book is not a person, but the tribal structure of East African society that results in (offstage) atrocities in Ruanda and Kenya. Wainaina is Gikuyu, the tribe of Kenyatta and the later leader Kibaki . In between comes President Moi, who is from another tribe, speaks Tugen, and gives all the places in good schools to non-Gikuyu, revenge for years of perceived discrimination. So Wainaina, since he leaves middle school near the very top of the class in this Moi period, has to settle for a local school rather than the eminent national high school he expected. This is the personal version of the tribal tensions he explores within Kenya, regionally as he visits the Ugandan home of his mother, and when he writes about the ongoing Hutu-Tutsi conflict. He revisits the endless tension between tribe and nation as he goes through air terminals. He reflects on it as he works as a journalist in West Africa, where it seems he didn't not encounter as open a problem, although he specifies languages that his contacts speak and borders that they cross. In general he seems to feel that Kenya is behind many other African countries in moving on, getting going. The Gikuyu are still in power in Kenya (as of his writing), and are resented. He also describes an alternative, a matatu driver who alters his body language and language as he picks up and drops off passengers to minimize conflict and generate good will.

I found the discussion of language and music most interesting. In particular, Wainaina repeatedly comes to grip with the cultural strength of Kiswahili, the second lingua franca of Kenya (with English). He says it is an ancient and formal language. You must observe the etiquette and politeness due to others when you speak it. A tribal language is spoken to members of your tribe, whether known or unknown, when you encounter them to indicate belonging to a subgroup, a sign that the policeman can let this infraction go unnoticed or the price will come down. But Kiswahili levels the ground, or rather raises it, for all.

The other intercultural language is music. In his middle school and high school days, we heard mostly about Western music invading Africa. But when Wainaina goes to South Africa for university, we are introduced to (at least I was; others have probably heard of her) Brenda Fassie. In her big hits, repeated personal crashes, and repeated renewals, she echos Wainaina's struggles to survive far from family. He sinks into alcohol and drops out of school, and yet eventually struggles toward completion and a career as a writer. He wins the Caine prize, and we get a long interlude on his travels to write about Nigeria and aspiring soccer players in Ghana and Togo.

Late in the book he examines the Kenyan music known as benga. It emerged in the late 1940s and was popular through the 1970s. It as based on traditional songs, but incorporated the acoustic guitar music that Kenyan soldiers brought back from WWII service in Burma. Wainana writes that for most of his life he disliked it. But in one of those sensual experiences that erase prior taste or distaste, he has an epiphany and embraces it as a language that blends or surpasses the tribal languages; for him it becomes a common Kenyan tongue.

Sounds:

Brenda Fassie: .Vulindlela

Benga: old style: Victoria Jazz Band

new style, at the Library of Congress performance series: Winyo

[Susanna · Rating 4 out of 5]

It took me a while to get into this book. For the first seventy-five pages, I just could not make myself care about Wainaina's life. Fortunately, my interest in the book improved the further I read. Wainaina's young adult years provide the forefront for most of his memoir, with the movements and events in Africa during the 1970s and '80s being a fascinating backdrop. The author provides readers with a younger voice's view of the post-colonial continent and all of its competing elements: pop culture vs. Pentecostal religion, socio-political problems, tribalism, Afrocentrism and pan-Africanism, the anti-apartheid struggle in South Africa, Western education, refugees, immigration, and more. Wainaina primarily focuses on his period of being out-of-touch with his goals, country, and, at times, family, then moves on to his eventual journey to being a writer. He ends, however, by writing just as much about recent political situations in Kenya as about himself.

Wainaina writes in what I would consider a literary style, so the writing can be lyrical and magnificent at times. I could tell that the words the author used were considered very carefully as he was writing; Wainaina's hard work shows. Every once in a while, though, I found his anecdotes to be somewhat confusing, their meanings ambiguous. I felt like more concrete memoir-writing might have been nice in these places, but all in all, this book turned out to be a wonderful read.

I was provided with a copy of this book through GoodReads' First Look program in return for an honest review.

[piperitapitta]

La sua Africa.

Raccontando e colorando le profonde differenze esistenti fra ugandesi e kenioti, kenioti e sudafricani, sudafricani e ivoriani, ivoriani e ghanesi, e via dicendo, in quel meltin pot di lingue, dialetti, suoni, colori, odori e usanza che è quel continente che noi occidentali, senza saperne e capirne nulla, riduciamo a un'unità che non esiste che sulla carta, chiamando tutto Africa, Binyavanga Wainaina ci descrive la sua Africa.
Lo fa a partire dall'età di sette anni, quando attraverso la sua voce e gli occhi del bambino irrequieto che è stato, ci racconta del suo Kenya, del suo paese, Nakuru, che dal Sud della Rift Valley guarda verso il lago omonimo.
E continua a farlo, fino ai suoi quaranta anni circa, e ai nostri giorni, descrivendo Stati, mutamenti e ribaltoni, cambi di scenari e interferenze culturali e politiche, artistiche e merceologiche, e un continente in continua evoluzione e trasformazione in cui caos e chiassosità, sembrano essere le sole dominanti.

Con il suo linguaggio colorato e onomatopeico, all'inizio incomprensibile e anche irritante, perché racconta e costruisce più per immagini e suoni (proprio come fa un bambino) che con le parole, ma che cresce man mano che l'autore cresce insieme a lui, Wainaina ci racconta un'Africa che è tutt'altro che intera e unita, ma che è costituita da tante identità divise dal colore, dalla cultura, dalla musica, dalla religione, pronta però, in un solo attimo, a ridiventare una sola forza "nero africana", un'unica e potente anima che esulta nel momento in cui, ai Mondiali di calcio del 2006, il Togo segna il goal del vantaggio contro la Corea del Sud.

È una storia immensa, stratificata, eppure talmente profonda da essere solamente appena accennata e descritta in superficie, quella che Binyavanga Wainaina ci narra, talmente ricca di stimoli, soprattutto nella seconda parte del libro - né un romanzo né un saggio, forse più un memoir a sfondo storico e politico sociale - che viene voglia di leggere una monografia per ciascuna delle tematiche affrontate e sfiorate dai suoi occhi e dalle sue parole; di approfondire la storia del dittatore Idi Amin dell'Uganda, quella della Mama Benz del Togo, quella più famosa del Sudafrica dell'Apartheid e dei graffiti di Joga, quella dello swahili, una lingua che unisce gran parte dell'Africa pur essendo ovunque sempre uguale e sempre diversa, capace di essere, lei stessa, con i suoi tanti rivoli e le sue tante inflessioni, ammiccamenti e derivazioni (come lo sheng, dialetto rap che unisce lo swahili all'inglese utilizzato in Kenya) la lingua di tutti, quella della cantante Brenda Fassie, icona del pop africano, la "Madonna delle township".
È amore a giusta distanza, quello che unisce l'autore al suo paese, che resta in Kenya quando sarebbe necessario scappare, parte per gli Stati Uniti quando il Kenya diventa un paese vivibile, per poi tornare ancora una volta negli USA per scrivere, scrivere di questo posto e raccontare a tutto il mondo il suo posto, il suo Kenya, la sua Africa.

Un libro che ho odiato per un terzo abbondante, imponendomi di continuarne la lettura solo per puntiglio e per dovere (era il gruppo scelto dal mio GdL reale), ma che poi, superato lo scoglio del linguaggio iniziale, ho apprezzato sempre più fino alla fine, tanto che avrei potuto continuare a leggerne ancora a lungo.

(*Lo Sheng è un patois di derivazione mista inglese e swahili, con contaminazioni di altri linguaggi come il Bantu, nato a Nairobi e diffuso nelle principali città keniote.
Variabile nelle inflessioni secondo l'area in cui è parlato, è usato soprattutto dai giovani, e in alcune manifestazioni artistico-musicali. cit. Wikipedia)

«Torno in Kenya mentre in America è ancora estate, quando il Togo gioca contro la Corea del Sud nel suo esordio ai mondiali.
Tutto il continente assiste, quasi ogni uomo e donna, siamo un miliardo: nelle piccole città tedesche, dove la giornata è fatta di euro e vecchi tedeschi incontinenti, mentre la notte è dei neonazisti; nei soggiorni affacciati sul mare dei corrispondenti esteri a Accra, dove lunghe membra sexy si agitano e le extension si scompigliano e una ragazza con un lungo viso tubolare e labbra sporgenti urla, mentre il corrispondente straniero sorseggia whisky e digita: "Nel cuore della giungla nera del Togo, in mezzo agli animali morti del mercatino dei feticci, oggi gli africani al risultato…".
"L'Africa ha scordato guerra e miserie, oggi, per festeggiare una rara buona notizia…".
L'intero continente africano: alcuni vivono nei dormitori pieni di muffa di Mosca; altri, sporchi, stanchi e ubriachi, vivono tra i magazzini abbandonati e le fabbriche morte del New Jersey; negli oliati consigli d'amministrazione di Nairobi, Lagos e Johannesburg; negli alloggi affollati delle periferie di Parigi; all'interno delle residenze degli ex alunni della scuola residenziale di Lomé; nei mercatini di Accra e nei bar di lamiera di Lusaka; negli altri delle scuole, nelle sale comuni degli enormi mercati di Addis Abeba; nelle chiese che ballano in estasi in Uganda; sui balconi dove urlano i cori di Zanzibar; in un buio bar di Lubumbashi, pieno di miliziani e del suono della rumba pronta pronto; nelle traballanti biblioteche di Dakar; nelle carceri della Repubblica Centrafricana; in minigonna agli angoli delle vie a luci rosse di Città del Capo, mentre sbirciano dentro i bar SuperSport; nelle sale scolastiche di Cherangani, nelle caffetterie del parlamento di Harare.
Saltiamo tutti su e giù gridiamo cantiamo quando al trentaquattresimo Kader porta in vantaggio il Togo sulla Corea del Sud con un tiro fulminante da posizione difficile.»

[Maxwell · Rating 3 out of 5]

The beginning of the book follows a young Wainaina as he realizes his quirks, his uniqueness, his awareness that he is somehow different from his older brother, Jimmy, and younger sister, Ciru. As he moves through life as an observant young man, noticing the details often overlooked in everyday life, reminiscent of Joyce's Stephen Dedalus in 'A Portrait...' Wainaina struggles to reconcile his identity with nationhood. We learn a lot about Kenyan history, the tensions between the Gikuyu people, of whom Wainaina is a part of, and the other provincial people in Kenya, through the story. As he grows up, receives a varied education, experiences trauma and depression, and finally works through these issues, Wainaina comes to reflect on family history, his calling as a writer, and how he can weave all he has learned into a narrative about his nation.

As a whole I found this book to be a struggle. The writing style for the first half or so of the book is sporadic, disjointed, and hard to follow. I think this is used to show Wainaina's childlike imagination, his attentiveness to his surroundings, and how is mind moves all over the place. But I think it is a bit too extreme, and this leads to an unpleasant reading experience. When he is older there is more of a common thread to follow in the narrative, so you can see a bit more continuity throughout the chapters. I much preferred the second half of the book.

Overall there are shining moments; Wainaina has passages that take you directly into his mind and universalize an experience for all readers. He has a wonderful eye and imagination. His motifs are interesting. His diction is at times surprising and stunning.

If you are determined to read this, then go for it. If not, I do not necessarily recommend.

[Zuzana Reveszova · Rating 5 out of 5]

Veľká literárna paráda s pohľadom do Kene, Južnej Afriky a iných súvislostí v biografii autora. Ako hovoril Mills - biografia sa pretína s históriou a vznikne sociológia. Keď sa sociológia píše so živosťou reálnych obrazov, je to tá najlepšia literatúra.

[Astrid Hedenström]

Läste i min litteraturkurs. Väckte diskussioner som problematiserade västeuropeiska författares syn på svarta personer och kroppar som primitiva, hur imperialistiska tendenser fortfarande genomsyrar språket och i vilken mån afrikanska författare är konstnärligt fria om de vill tryckas i västvärlden. Romanen var riktad till en publik utanför Kenya, den var undervisande och lättillgänglig för någon som inte känner kulturen. Några år efter publicering kom författaren ut med 'det saknade kapitlet' där han själv kom ut som gay, vilket gav en till dimension till berättelsen. I sin roman ville han visa ett icke-exotifierat Kenya, vilket gav mig nya perspektiv på landet idag och kolonialismen.

[Michal Maco · Rating 3 out of 5]

Po prvých 100 stranách som mal chuť skončiť to trápenie, a venovať radšej svoj čas knihe, ktorá by ma svojou formou písania dokázala lepšie vtiahnuť do deja. Premohol som sa však, a som za to sám sebe vďačný. Síce mám stále isté problémy s príliš zasnenou rečou autora a pre mňa až zbytočnými pasážami textu, ale jeho životný príbeh opísaný v knihe je natoľko pútavý, že ju odporúčam ako vhodnú sondu pre bieleho Európana do života dospievajúceho a formujúceho sa Kenyana. Knihu som čítal čiastočne počas svojho výletu v Južnej Afrike, a množstvo miest spomenutých v knihe som aj priamo navštívil. Tento fakt mi asi najviac pomohol prekonať moju krízu pri čítaní tejto knihy. Okrem toho k tomu prispela aj jej dynamickejšie napísaná druhá polovica, ktorá mi svojími cestopisnými pasážami pripomínala Kapuczinského Eben, avšak v uveriteľnejšej verzii podanej očami černošského afrického spisovateľa, opisujúc tribalistické vzťahy na tomto kontinente. Odporúčam, pokiaľ obľubujete súčasnú africkú literatúru.

[Kemunto Books · Rating 5 out of 5]

I loved it. I wish I read it when he was alive, but I’m still glad that I read it when I did. It came to me at the perfect time. It’s been so long since I read a book about Kenya, by a Kenyan, I’m still reading Dust by Yvonne and that’s a whole other story😜, so this was much needed and appreciated.

The first part of the book was most enjoyable. I loved all his stories about Nakuru, his home, his family, his crushes, school. Maybe I am biased because he was queer, or maybe because he wrote about Nakuru, my favourite place in the world, or maybe because I saw myself in this book, but this is one of my favourite books ever!

Rest in Peace Binya!❤️

[Alice Mutasa · Rating 5 out of 5]

Just brilliant. This novel captures beautifully the exhilaration, confusion and contradictions of growing up in post-independence Kenya. Anyone who has spent time in Southern or East Africa will recognise their own memories in many of his perceptive descriptions of people, places and culture. But not only this; Binyavanga Wainana's writing is extraordinary - brimming with acute observations, wit, humour and compassion. Some passages reminded me of his superlative essay 'How to Write About Africa' - the title of a collection of his essays which I plan to read soon! I was really saddened to learn that this brilliant writer died in 2019 aged just 48. A sad loss for the literary world.

[Eric · Rating 4 out of 5]

After reading some of the reviews that this book got, I tore into it and it took up all my free time. I loved the pace of the writing. It felt a lot like an easy bike ride, up and down a bunch of hills, with the pace reaching crescendoes and giving way to lulls and then even higher crescendoes. Brilliant. A glorious tale of coming of age in a world that was still coming to terms with itself, first in Daniel Arap Moi's Kenya where old, structured, colonial ways of being and thinking gave way to a world where one's connections mattered more than what they knew.
of particular interest is the 'kimay' language, used to refer to languages that he didn't understand, to culture such as that of Benga music and Lingala, people from outside his cultural context.
The story exemplifies the crisis facing middle class Kenya, where tribe matters first, before other things are considered. He had his chances at success in the traditional way, study and go to good schools, get a degree, then make something of yourself, but he became a writer, winning prizes and getting commissioned to write pieces here and there. But still, the man is forced to face his 'Kikuyuness', a culture which he is unfamiliar with, and given his Ugandan name, he is generally unfamiliar with.
The ending was rather formulaic though. He gets diabetes, like his mother did, and the Post-Election violence and Kenya starts to shake in the same way Uganda at the beginning of the book, under Idi Amin, has suffered.
A brilliant, fast-paced read, with beautiful imagery to boot.

[Kate Savage · Rating 5 out of 5]

A miracle. Chapter 18 is the best of anything ever created. How does Wainaina remain completely and utterly within both his tender internal life and the buzzing-about world?

Delicious anti-racist rejection of most writing 'about Africa.' (For something more direct, see Wainaina's famous rant: http://www.granta.com/Archive/92/How-...) Also, this book is one of the best memoirs on the writing life:

"I am afraid. If I write, and fail at it, I cannot see what else I can do. Maybe I will write and people will roll their eyes, because I will talk about thirst, and thirst is something people know already, and what I see is only bad shapes that mean nothing."

[Darryl Suite · Rating 5 out of 5]

Loved this. This book has it all. Wainaina knows how to paint an image and knows how to make that image linger. This is a love letter to Africa: the good and the bad (historically and personally). Loved the references to pop culture, music, political movements, and fashion. It helped add to the vibrancy of the narrative. I learned some things and investigated others. I was truly invested in his life: his family, his schooling, his struggles, his passions. There's something about Wainaina's writing style that felt soothing and comforting. So glad I read this one. 

[Nina · Rating 4 out of 5]

Táto knižka ma počas korony opäť naučila čítať. Potrebovala som niečo ako nové zázemie, nie nutne príbeh, ten nabiehal v mobile minútu po minúte... Bezpečný únik do krajiny so sprievodcom, ktorý všetko dôverne pozná. Wainana sa netlačí dopredu, necháva všetko plynúť ako treba. V rozprávaní dodržuje vecný štýl a zamýšľa sa kdesi na hranici fatamorgány. Tak mi to vyhovovalo.

[Matilda · Rating 3 out of 5]

Jag har kommit underfund med att det bästa sättet att uppleva en annan kultur, eller en annan människas liv överlag, är nog att få det serverat till sig så ofiltrerat som Wainaina lägger fram det i den här självbiografiska boken. Här skildras ett (relativt privilegierat) liv i Kenya mot en border av politiska kupper och klasstillhörighet, på ett tydligt sätt som inte härstammar från västerländskt perspektiv. Boken skildrar delar ur hans liv som resande genom en mängd Afrikanska länder, och de många olika afrikanska språken är ständigt närvarande. Vill man studera hur språk kan användas för att exempelvis markera social tillhörighet är den här boken perfekt - så gott som alla karaktärer är flerspråkiga och det blir tydligt hur viktiga dessa språktillhörigheter blir i olika situationer. Jag tycker att Wainaina väver in språkens olika dimensioner snyggt och sömlöst, och att han överlag skriver vackert. För mig flödade texten som ett vattenfall, speciellt i de första kapitlena som är skrivna ur ett barns perspektiv. Här blandas sinnesintryck och ”barnsliga” meningsuppbyggnader med imponerande skärpa och liv.

I takt med att han växer upp så skiftar även språket, varpå det blir lite väl styltigt och fragmentariskt för min del. Ju längre boken förlöpte, desto svårare blev det att föreställa sig de olika miljöerna och karaktärerna som i allt raskare takt flög förbi kapitel för kapitel. Slutet av boken upplevde jag nästan som lite platt, som att författaren själv tröttnat på sin text och låtit den röda tråden klippas av raskt. (Han har dock tydligen plockat upp den i igen i ett extra kapitel som skrevs några år efter den här bokens publicering, då han kom ut som homosexuell. Skulle gärna läsa!)

Men till syvende och sist så kanske jag helt enkelt tyckte bildspråket blev plattare för att jag hade lite svårt att hänga med. En känsla av att den här boken inte är skriven för mig , vilket på sätt och vis var det jag uppskattade. En ärlig, skarp och samtidigt varm skildring av ett liv i ett afrika under kommersialiseringens moderna framfart. Dessutom mästerligt översatt!

[Darkowaa · Rating 5 out of 5]

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Amazing memoir. I loved every bit of it!! I watched a lot of interviews with Binyavanga, so when I was reading the book, I read it in his voice and it made my reading experience even more enjoyable, haaha. (We read his "How To Write About Africa" essay when I was in college and I enjoyed his satire..). I loved how he took us through his life as a child, his secondary school years, university life to present day. I loved his relationship with his sister Ciru. It was touching to me...they almost seemed like twins. I loved the grace of his Mom. I appreciated the struggles he faced in finding himself in university in SA. I loved the way he played with sounds and words throughout the book - 'kimay'! I loved the references to a lot of pop culture- from Lauryn Hill's afro, to OutKast's wardrobe, Lionel Richie, Brenda Fassie.

Before I read the book, I read reviews on how readers found it a bit choppy and not an easy read to get through, but I didn't find it difficult or choppy at all. In the beginning, it may have seemed that way because we were encountering the young, immature, happy-go-lucky, very jovial Binyavanga. The writing style seemed appropriate, as we read through the mind of a young, privileged boy who just enjoyed reading books, imagining random patterns in the sky, day-dreamed and had a somewhat scatter-brain. Which youngster isn't like this anyways? I gained more interest in Biyavanga after he came out to the world earlier this year on being homosexual. I found it quite brave and admirable- Live your truth!

I learned a lot about Kenya and the ethnic group issues they face, especially during elections etc. It was familiar to me, as Ghana and other African nations face these issues as well. I loved that I got to learn about Kenya from a middle-class, Kenyan male stand point as well- instead of the village life stories that a lot of African novels are based on -_-.
It is an overall amazing, hilarious book. I would totally be-friend Biyavanga. He's very cool :)

[I look forward to reading the Africa39 book in October of this year, a project started by Binyavanga Wainaina]

[Mbogo J · Rating 4 out of 5]

Some years back when Michael Jackson died, I came across lots of stories on how his songs were topping charts all over the world. To me [then] this seemed hypocritical, you had all these years to listen to Thriller, why did you wait until he died to listen to it? A few years later when Prince died, I was no longer a teenager and I understood fully why everyone was blasting Purple rain and the ultimate touching scene when major landmarks were lit with a purple hue as a farewell ode to Prince.

Fast forward a month back, when I came across the sad news that our native son Binyavanga Wainaina had passed away. After the initial shock and sadness was the resolve that he must never be forgotten, that his works should be read by all, that his candid portrayal of Kenya and Africa must not gather dust but be shouted from the hill tops. I had intended to read this memoir but I was in no hurry, after all there is plenty of time. His death served as a reminder that our time here on the pale blue dot is limited and that I should rush at full clip to get a copy of his book and soak up on all he had to say.

This book was as Binyavanga as it could possibly be. There was no hand-holding, he wrote as he alone deemed fit. It was frustrating at times especially the first chapters. They demanded a lot from the reader's imagination to parse out a coherent story. I had the benefit of being Kenyan and could know who Lena Moi was or the program of Madaraka day celebrations but even I at some point did not know what he was talking about. The writing was scatterbrained and he seemed to be in a rush to get to the next scene. I didn't understand why he wrote this way but then from chapter 18 onwards, the "real" Binyavanga turned up. The one I know from How to Write About Africa. His piercing style joined the party and from then the book became a cozy companion.

I have always respected Binyavanga. He didn't pander to western audiences. He had the guts to call out the "conservationists" racket which somehow has to be run by a white person who teaches the hapless Africans how to conserve the environment. A few months back when Botswana legalized game hunting again and the western media was making a lot of noise I thought of Binyavanga. As the Botswana minister said, taking into account the human-wildlife conflict cases, it was clear that their numbers had exceeded the environment carrying capacity and something needed to be done. He also chided the west to stop thinking of Africa as the global zoo where the western leisurely classes come for a safari. We also want to partake in the 21st century. The tale of the mother who loses all her crops to marauding elephants has also to be told. How will she feed her kids?......

Farewell our native son. You were taken away before your time. Somehow the good get plucked early while evil men get to live to 100 sowing discord and death wherever they go. This thing called life is truly absurd. You will be remembered for telling the real story of this place. Eternal rest be granted to you, and now your watch has ended.

[Beverly · Rating 4 out of 5]

My thoughts:
• At first it took me a while to get into the flow of the book but for me this book was a series of vignettes/thoughts – some very brief and some a little longer. There were times when I was fully engaged and others that I was not quite sure what was going on.
• For the book is divided into the three stages of the author’s life – coming-of-age (childhood into adolescence as become more aware of the influences outside of family) – college years/young adult – adulthood and each part had a different flavor but was aware that all were written by an adult reflecting backwards
• We are all a product of our times that is influenced by our personal ambitions tempered by the past and family, cultural and political expectations/barriers and the author did a good job of showing how each of these affected him.
• While some understanding of this time period/history/place will enhance the reading this book can be read on both the macro and micro level. On the macro level the life path by Wainaina can be recognized by many as it is universal one that many readers can understand that mimics their life in broad strokes, but what the reader will get on the macro level is a broad stroke of a middle class life in Kenya, Uganda, & South Africa at the time. On the micro level, Wainaina mentions issues, names, places that are better understood if you have some knowledge on what he is commenting on – or if interested can research further.
• This book and author falls into the category of Afropolitan – internationally mobile, educated, with a different expectation of Africa than the parent’s and prior generations. As I have enjoyed the thoughts and portrayals by other authors labeled as Afropolitan – I also enjoyed this book. This book will help dispel some stereotypes that come to mind when readers think of Africa.
• I enjoyed how the author used historical events, family events, cultural tidbits throughout the story and it helped to understand his inner turmoil as he grew up and moved forward as an adult.
• As the author is a student of words – the language/words are both structured and free-flowing yet the reader is aware that the author took much thought on the words/sentences as presented on the page.
• I would not say that I am a big fan of memoirs but this memoir worked for me – I came away understanding a little more about a place and time that is often portrayed differently in history – the author is honest in what happened and does not paint a Pollyanna portrait but one that is individual to him.

[Raquel Bello Vázquez · Rating 5 out of 5]

As memórias de Binyavanga Wainaina constroem-se num território de fronteiras fluídas em que identidades, línguas, gêneros literários, posições vitais e políticas se mesclam e sobrepõem numa aparente cacofonia em que o ritmo emerge progressivamente criando beleza a partir do caos. No capítulo central do livro, em que a família se reúne na terra natal, na fronteira entre o Quênia e a Uganda, esses elementos ganham uma dimensão maior, mostrando-se constitutivos da identidade familiar e motor da escrita literária de Wainaina.
Em Um dia vou escrever sobre este lugar fragmentos da vida pessoal entrecruzam-se com a vida política e social do Quênia da virada do século, numa vivência da História que é subjetiva, a partir das sensações, das emoções que produzem os fatos, sejam eles a estreia do último vídeo musical de Michael Jackson ou a morte de um presidente.

Editado 08/01/2023 

Este é um dos meus livros favoritos, e, por esse motivo, comecei o ano pela sua releitura. Na primeira ocasião li a tradução brasileira publicada pela editora Kapulana, e, agora, o original em língua inglesa.

As sensações são diferentes da primeira vez, pois perde-se o efeito surpresa da primeira leitura, mas é possível aprofundar-se mais nos detalhes sobre a vida política queniana desde a década de 1970 e deleitar-se com a riqueza linguística e sensorial do texto.

Wainaina é um narrador sinestésico que mistura texturas, cores, sons de forma aparentemente aleatória. Uma descrição que começa pela textura de um pano num mercado pode-se rapidamente transformar num evocação musical ou de um sotaque.

A paixão do autor pela palavra (escrita e oral) traduz-se na forma em que se delicia na riqueza linguística do Quênia, nas sutilezas das trocas linguísticas, nos valores sociais e relacionais que uma palavra, uma frase ou o uso de uma língua ou outra ganham numa sociedade poliglota mas também conturbada e com um precário equilíbrio político. 

[Joanna · Rating 4 out of 5]

First, a complaint about the recording of the audiobook version. The narrator does a fine job of rendering the accents of different people. But throughout the recording, the narrator spoke so quietly that even with the volume cranked way up on my player, I often felt like I could barely hear him. Combine his low speech level with his African-accented reading and I found it really hard to listen to this. I wish I'd read the book instead.

That said, I really enjoyed the book. The writing felt alive and fresh. There were a few chapters that seemed out of place - maybe they were pieces of other writing the author had done that he basically just included. For example, the book went on a tangent about the World Cup in Togo and the style of the writing abruptly shifted. Still, overall I really liked the pacing and the switching from one memory to another.

I'm having a hard time describing exactly what it was about the book that made it so compelling, but I definitely felt an almost science-fiction like transportation into someone else's mind. The style felt both intimate and distant within a single paragraph. The images are vivid and fascinating.

[Vesvetrupetr · Rating 5 out of 5]

Neučesaný portrét Keni a jihovýchodní Afriky, jakou běloch nikdy nemůže napsat. Protože zde nejde o hledání exotiky a vztah Evropy k Africe, ale o pochopení kontextu, vcítění se a prožití jiného vnímání světa. Před přečtením téhle knihy jsem věděl, že v Keni s každými prezidentskými volbami dochází k masakrům a nepokojům, nyní už alespoň trochu chápu, proč. Věděl jsem o apartheidu a Mandelovi v JAR, ale nyní tuším, jak se cítili tamní mladí studenti. Atd. atd.

Přitom to ze začátku není jednoduchá četba. Autorův svojský barvitý jazyk se proplétá se složitými sociálními a historickými reáliemi a vše komplikuje a zastírá vidění malého dítěte. V druhé půli se pak kniha stává více cestopisnou, autor-hrdina zavítá i na západní pobřeží Afriky a metaforický jazyk ustupuje do pozadí, ale naštěstí se neztrácí docela, protože když se dostanete takhle daleko, už si jej zamilujete. Zmatečné a divoké popisy zmateného a divokého městského prostředí mi zas trochu připomínají přístup Josefa Pánka v Lásce v době globálních klimatických změn.

Tož pokud vás zajímá Afrika, její neuchopitelnost a nepřeberná různorodost, a rádi byste tomu všemu taky trochu rozuměli, tak není co řešit.

[Divya Pal · Rating 5 out of 5]

This is a vivid and lyrical creative effort- yet convoluted - like a van Gogh painting.

Here is an example of the author’s beautifully crafted prose – this being about filial love, “My father is like warm bread: he smells good and radiates good biology, and my enzymes growl and glow around him.”

The author captures accurately the fake, put on drawling accent of RJs, “… foreign influenzes are invecting us, secret foreign influenzes are infringing us, invincing us, perfecting our gildren, preaking our gultural moralities, our ancient filosofies, the dissidents are pushing and bulling, pringing segret Kurly Marxes, and Michael Jagsons, making us backledding robots, and our land is becoming moonar handscapes.”

The narrative tends to meander cryptically about towards the end but otherwise makes gripping reading.

[Brian Kivuti · Rating 4 out of 5]

This is the first book I've ever read depicting the middle-class experience in 1960's-1990's Kenya. Being Kenyan myself, born in 1988, there's something about that that lifts the history of my country before my birth into something more than abstract history; finally creating the first portrayal of lives that are in any way like my own, growing up as an African, gay, middle-class, arty man in Kenya. So, not in 'any way like my own', rather, very much like my own life. I think what I experienced, was the joy of feeling represented in Kenyan literature, and this literature enriching my own experience.

[Amari · Rating 5 out of 5]

To savor.

Early on, like Joyce that one could understand. More coherent later, mirroring (as I see it) Binyavanga's integration into the World and his growing ability to exist within it and merge its "patterns" a bit with his dreaminess.

Along with The Grapes of Wrath and Bhabra's Gestures, one of my very obvious top 3 of 2011. Humane, individual, important, Real. Subtle, good-naturedly ironic, jarring, hot-African-summer sweaty.

[Doreen · Rating 5 out of 5]

Outstanding evocation of living in (primarily) East Africa. This was so much better than 'Looking for Transwonderland'. Moving, gripping, even though you know, because it is an autobiography, how it will turn out. A real insider's view. I'm sure I missed a lot and it took me a few pages to get into it but I heartily recommend it.