I think a book like this refuses to be rated. I can't point to 3 or five stars, because it's not a matter of like or dislike. I hated the feeling of being trapped in this story (but is much more than a story!), so difficult to read, so full of profound thoughts and memories, so full of the author himself... And still, I couldn't stop reading, like I said in my updates. I.Just.Could.Not.Stop.Reading.
Right now I'm profoundly satisfied for this decision, this calm and, at the same time, frustrated obedience to my inner soul. The Changeling, in Italian Il Bambino Scambiato, gave me so much, that I can't simply give stars. You don't give stars to fairies or angels, or to the spirit of someone you have lost. Or to a friend that come back to you. You can't. This book I hated and loved at the same time, was like a old man that was whispering from his bed, and I was the host of all his words, I was there, sitting on the edge a hard chair, gritting my teeth but listening to him, listening untill the end, with wide eyes.
The protagonist named Kogito, a name a destiny, is one that think profusely and intensively of the past. He remember everything, but he doesn't tell you all of it at the beginning. You have to follow his intricated and torturous links for understand the secrets beneath apparently innocuous events. He is deeply hurt. He have to confront the suicide of his best friend, Goro, the gossip around this terrible event and the mistery of a strange woman from Berlin. Then, the death of another dear friend, and the shock that still comes after him from a certain thing that happened to him and Goro when they were young. The strong attraction to the Tagame, a collection of audiocassettes that give him the impression to be in contact with his lost friend. The confrontation with himself, becoming older, closer to the death, almost dead already. The relationship with Goro, Chikashi his wife and their disabled son, Akari. And the History of Japan that sets itself upon their lives, the death of his father, Matsuyama... It seems to be too much for the reader, but at the end everything find its recollocation. Like a puzzle of ten thousand pieces. The life of a man, the trip 'outside over there', between a lecture on Rimbaud and an essay on Maurice Sendak, through the eye of a camera, the sinphony of Mozart, the love of two women for a child ... At the end of this book, I felt like I have many thing to write down, to remember, to cherish . The theory of the changeling is something so profound,so delicate, that surely will accompany me for a long time. I have finished this book, but I am not finished with the consequence of this reading. To re-read. Beautiful and delicate and complex, and full of secrets. Like a flower, like a women.