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416 pages, Paperback
First published May 28, 2013



Ella is it for me. The way I feel about her is never going to change. I will love her forever.Micha is touring with his band. He just got a great opportunity, so he is in New York, across the country from his girlfriend Ella. Ella is more than a girlfriend to Micha. She is his best friend, his soulmate. Someone he knows he will spend the rest of his life with. He knows all about Ella’s family problems, guilt etc. and all he wants is to be there for her.
I’ll always be with you, inside and out, through hard times and helpless ones, through love, through doubt.
He was the one thing that brought me back out of my dark place. If he leaves me, I’m not sure I can hold on to the light.Ella is still in Vegas, going to college. She feels the same way about Micha as he does about her. She loves him more than anything, but things with Ella are complicated. The distance is hard on her. Not only that, but her head is a mess. She feels broken. Not good enough for Micha. She isn’t in a good place and she doesn’t want to drag him with her, so she tries to let him go. She really feels like it is best for him.
God, why does my head have to be broken?
People never mean to do things that are hurtful, yet sometimes it just happens, through an intense moment, through brief rationalization, or by simply speaking words that only belong insides on head.
Or simply by giving up for a second.
People hurt each other all the time.
I need to become a person we can both love; otherwise we’ll never make it.
“Ella, when are you going to realize that you two belong together? Everyone who lays eyes on you can see it and is envious of it because that kind of love isn’t supposed to exist.”
“What kind of love are you talking about?”
“The kind of love that owns you. The kinds where you know the other person inside and out. Where you can go through hell and back and still make it out okay.”
I want someone to be mine forever- I want Micha.And all I wanted to do was scream... ITS ABOUT DAMN TIME!


































"The kind where you know the other person inside and out. Where you can go through hell and back and still make it out okay."
Love you more than life itself, more than the sun and the air. You own my soul, Ella May. Micha
"You and I, good and bad, belong together. We make each other whole."
"Micha, I love you, "I murmur between breaths and relize that this is what I want. Forever.
















