2.5
Allegra Jackson loses her job and stumbles into a club where she meets Prince Alessandro Santina, who is about to relinquish his lifestyle to take on the duties of being a prince of Santina and go through with arranged marriage. Only problem is, he's not ready yet. He's intrigued by Allegra and sees a unique solution to his problem in her - he'll pay her to act as his fiancee, which will end his current betrothal and knowing how unsuitable she is for the position, he's sure she'll be sent off in disgrace, making him a single man with more time to live his life. But things don't go as planned. For one, the people love Allegra (sort of the Princess Diana effect...she's of the people and so real that she humanizes the royal family), despite the royal family's belief in her unsuitability. Alex begins to realize that he's trapped Allegra into a marriage she doesn't want. What's more, he also can't resist the attraction between them, the only light in the miserable situation.
So...this did not feel like a very happy romance. It's dramatic and angsty as hell, which earns all of the stars here. I also liked Allegra's turn around there at the end - she made demands, took back her identity and said take me or leave me. After an entire story of watching her self-esteem being shattered, it was a refreshing ending. But absolutely nothing, not even his pity story about growing up in his royal family redeemed Alex for me. He saw an opportunity to manipulate a situation and took it, not bad in and of itself, but when push came to shove and the situation wasn't working out as he'd planned, Alex threw Allegra under the bus and she's the one who suffered for it. Allegra suffered emotional abuse from Alex's parents and from Alex, she was isolated from her family and friends, kept locked up in the castle (while Alex gets to travel) and forced into a marriage which was NEVER part of the agreement. And what choice did she have to leave? She's emotionally blackmailed every time she decides to go. What's worse is that Alex lets it all happen and even participates in it (and also freely considers being unfaithful to her since she won't have sex with him - which doesn't help my perception of him) She's absolutely frickin' miserable throughout the entire story and Alex feels bad about it, but oh well, what can he do? Certainly not call his father's bluff, think up a different solution or just do what's actually right and set her free. No, better to ruin an innocent woman's life instead. And given this, I'd expected some hardcore grovel, but this book didn't deliver it. I did like Alex's realization of his love for Allegra and his final declaration, but there needed to be WAY MORE apology and groveling for the misery he heaped upon this woman. Gah.
Also, I kinda doubted the love here, since the two hardly spend any time together when they're not in their "worse possible me" mode, and neither of them really like that version of the other -"Prince" version of Alex is cold-hearted and emotionless, while "abused" version of Allegra is justifiably in tears all the time, whiny and desperately seeking escape. Not really the best people to be falling in love with. They claim to be in love with the "best possible me" versions of each other though, and as I said, they were hardly in these particular personalities during this book.