4.5 stars. Dark things, like chocolate, and this book, can be amazing.
Although the protagonist here is 11 years old, this is NOT an MG (Middle Grade) book; Young Adult, perhaps.
Reggie lives with her tuned-out-of-life mother, Mona, in a small, filthy studio unit in The Apartments. We first meet Reggie as she is attempting to get even with Tara, the girl who bullies her at school, but someone spots her, and once again, she gets her tail handed to her, ending with a big dose of bug spray in her mouth.
Being from The Apartments was already one strike against her. Having a mother who is mentally ill, who sits most days staring into space and listening to a clock radio tuned to static, who once made a public appearance wearing nothing but shoes and a short jacket (probably raped), when Reggie was in 4th grade has marked her as a permanent target. Crazy mother, the whispers follow her, and now, Bug Girl.
Now in middle school and sixth grade, her only friends are Leon, at school, and Tough Girl, her alter-ego/fantasy creation. TG, with her blue, spiked hair, is in the Intergalactic Army and has missions on water worlds, and fire worlds, an assassin and soldier extraordinaire, killing monsters and bad guys alike, sometimes getting hurt, but always surviving in the end, and showing up to encourage Reggie on, just when she feels like giving up.
Then Mona disappears one day, and Reggie does what she can to survive, living off mustard-and-bread "sandwiches," stealing food from local markets, dumpster diving at McDonald's. Eventually, she makes more friends; DeShawn, also from the apartments, and the new upstairs neighbors, Mr. and Mrs. Ruiz. Mrs. Ruiz weighs about 600 pounds and is trying to gain more weight for a beauty pageant.
The story weaves between what is really going on in Reggie's life, and Tough Girl's adventures on Planet Girth. Only the line between reality and fantasy is thin, and things aren't always what they seem. And when Leon attacks one of Reggie's tormentors with a hammer, she is racked with guilt.
Beautifully written, I could not put it down, and was aching with sympathy for Reggie, while at the same time, filled with admiration for her and Tough Girl.