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214 pages, Kindle Edition
First published October 22, 2012
Rowan looks at me, and in the meekest voice pleads, “Please don’t tell anyone.”And that one person happens to be her best friends older brother, Logan. Logan doesn’t want to keep this secret, but she begs him. Logan comes up with a plan that can keep her safe and keep him sane. She moves in with him part time, any time her father has been drinking. With Rowan at his apartment often, Logan starts to see her in a different way. Logan doesn’t want to have these feelings about his best friends little sister. At this point, she’s just turned 18 and is entirely too young for him. But he can’t help the desire he feels for her.
There is no denying I’m once again complete in her presence. This is my place. I belong to her and my place is by her side. And the absoluteness of that statement is profound, and it begs to rewrite my life.
She’s beautiful—broken and battered, still the most beautiful woman in the world to me—the only woman in the world for me......



























"She told me once that when she was with me she felt like the beautiful woman she never thought she’d be. I can’t imagine what could ever make her think she wasn’t beautiful enough for anyone, least of all me. She’s the beautiful one. The most beautiful one in the world to me."

"You deserve a man who will take you and keep you, not a man who will have you and leave you. I can’t be the man who does that to you."

"She’s asking me to give her the one thing I’ve denied her for so long; she’s asking me to love her fully. And I need her to love me just as much."

"She will likely change her mind countless times about everything she holds as truth in this moment; it’s just the way youth works. She’s not ready for forever… even if I am."
"Love. That was never part of the plan. But I love her. There is no doubt nor question in my mind at this point. But that doesn’t help either of us. How could I have let this happen? I was satisfied with my simple boring life and with my simple boring girlfriend before Rowan came along. Then it wasn’t enough anymore; nothing was enough except for her."

"You don’t owe me forever right now, but God, I hope you’ll give it to me willingly some day."



“I whisper every word she needs to hear and I need to say. I tell her how beautiful she is. I tell her she amazes me. I make sure she knows she is the most precious person in the world to me. I make sure she understands what losing her means to me and how impossible it is to imagine my life without her.”

“She told me once that when she was with me she felt like the beautiful woman she never thought she'd be. I can't imagine what could ever make her think she wasn't beautiful enough to anyone, least of all me. She's the beautiful one. The most beautiful one in the world to me.”


I wanted nothing more than for her to feel me - my desire for her, the pleasure I could give her, my obsession for her.
There is no denying I'm once again complete in her presence. This is my place. I belong to her and my place is by her side. And the absoluteness of that statement is profound, and it begs to rewrite my life.
I don't care if nobody else thinks I'm beautiful, because in this moment, I know Logan does. Eat your heart out Amy's of the world...
"Is the bed comfortable?" Please say no. Just give me any reason to get you in my bed.
I whisper every word she needs to hear and I need to say. I tell her how beautiful she is. I tell her she amazes me. I make sure she knows she is the most precious person in the world to me. I make sure she understands what losing her means to me and how impossible it is to imagine my life without her.
'Be happy and well and forget me fast.'
"I just... can't be apart from you."
"You don't owe me forever right now, but God, I hope you'll give it to me willingly some day."










You don't owe me forever right now, but God, I hope you'll give it to me willingly some day.















