Let me just say that my rating may be bias towards my own personal liking. The only reason that could have made me rate this book a low 3 stars(2.5 stars even) was because I really really REALLY didn't like Demi... In fact I think I hated her. Everything about the book was as exciting as the other in the series. From the great world building to the exciting plot. I would love it so much if Demi wasn't the star in it.
Spoilers Alert!! and RANTING!!!
Demi was without doubt a childish ungrateful selfish BRAT!! and I'm not saying that lightly.. she actually tried my patience so much that at the end of every chapter, I wanted to DNF the book... I did DNF at chapter 4 because I kept saying "WTF!!??" "B*tch" and all kinds of not-very-nice-words... It was awful even to me. I felt very bad for all the things I said. the only reason I kept going was the promising great adventure... and I admitted I wanted Demi to meet her DOOM!! then when she finally learnt her lessons and grew up, I would accept her HEA. If she didn't suffer and got herself a HEA, I didn't knew what i was gonna do. And Demi did suffer although not as much as I hoped for (very little in fact)and I was reluctantly accepting her HEA.. all because of Vale. YES!! the rating stars were all for the great world building, plot setting and VALE!! and Vale was not even an impressive character. It was just comparing to Demi, he became the most wonderful man ever. and he deserved his HEA. He did almost everything for her, giving up many things for her but it still did not satisfied Demi.
Oh Demi.. I so wanted to like her... but No.. she could not make me love her like Ahna did... Ahna was perfect... haughty selfish and proud princess who learnt empathy and grew up to be a great powerful queen but Demi.. Demi was selfish ungrateful self-centered greedy cruel and overall bitchy brat who was already twenty-six and a bludwoman but acted like a 6-year-old child who was denied candy. Ahna did suffer and gone through hell,being drained, lost consciousness for 4 years, her family all slaughtered, had to survive assassins.. she was much more deserving of her HEA. Demi might have died and entered Sang but she did it to herself. She might get attacked by Bludbunnies but she was saved by Criminy. She thought she lost 6 years but she lived in comfort of a caravan not drained and stuffed unconsciously in a suitcase for 4 years. She didn't lost her birthright or her family, she left them by her own freewill. Criminy and the Caravan was her family. Demi didn't have to survive assassins, she only had to compete for her Stardom. She didn't deserved an easy comfortable or glamorous life. And although she did mature and the book revealed more of her personality and thinking, it still could not make me like her. She was a little bit like Keen in the former book.. I didn't like Keen much but she was acceptable character... but Demi was Keen with her worst personality times infinity.
Full Spoilers!!
Since beginning of the book, Demi was an ungrateful brat. She kept whining about the boring life she had in the caravan, how she so wanted to leave. If Demi was in the real world, I would have accept that it was a reasonable reason that you would want adventure out of your ordinary unexciting life... BUT NO!! she was in Sang, a land where leaving your safety comfort meant surviving for your life, where you could be killed, slaughtered even and not in the pretty way. I understood that she could feel trapped in the caravan life for 6 years but she should had been more grateful for the safety and comfort that Criminy and Caravan had given her... BUT NO!!! I saw no remorse, no guilt in blaming Criminy for trapping her... I saw no gratitude at all for Criminy... she just kept whining, and wanting and greed. She kept saying she was already a grown up at 26 but she was acting like a selfish child. I saw no maturity in her action, thought or words. She refused to take in knowledge, refuse to understand, refuse to learn from those who were more experienced and actually cared for her. And how did she got into Sang in the first place... She drunk herself to death with her so-called unhappy college life...she was ungrateful in Sang and she was definitely ungrateful anywhere.
She was also selfish and heartless. Playing with Luc, knowing she wanted nothing more of him and complaining about how he became a lovesick fool for her... How about telling him the Truth, DEMI!!?? shouldn't Luc deserved at least an explanation for your sudden leaving. BUT NO!!! she thought she was just gonna left him hanging and disappeared without words or explanation ... WHY??! because It was easy for her.... yup EASY for poor old DEMI...
Let's see... what else!! OH... Even after Criminy agreed to let her leave, she was still so very very VERY egocentric and self-absorbed. Criminy was kind enough to let her go to Franchia.. to Ruin to attend a college... but she wanted to go to Paris instead.. doing what!!? a Cabaret STAR!! A CABARET instead of College. I didn't care if Demi suffered when in her former college . I didn't care that she felt trapped. All I knew was that Demi was selfish and stupid!! YuP!! I said IT!! When a person who loved you and had more knowledge about Sang than you told you that...
“...The caravan, it’s an art. With Master Criminy, we are safe, cared for. Legitimate. But once you’re in the cabarets . . . you don’t understand. The men, they expect things from the girls there. It is not all dancing and then back into your wagons like good little ducks.”
You should listen and even if you didn't believe it, you should still put it into the consideration. and When a person who had DIRECT experiences told you...
“...I know because my father sold me to a cabaret when I was only sixteen to pay for his gambling debts. It happens often, when a daimon hungers for anticipation and chance but isn’t rewarded with luck. Let us say only that I was fed well but heartsick, and I will stay with Monsieur Stain as long as he will have me.”
You should think even more carefully... BUT NO!!! Demi was like...
“You forget: we’re not daimons. It would be different for a Bludman.”
Well, if you were gonna think that way... why didn't you think that college in Sang could be different than in the real world.. And I hated how because she felt suffered in college, she made the college life sounded like a torture. It could be miserable for some but one should not use its own experiences as standard when most people didn't suffer as you did.. (not like life in a Cabaret which was often suffering for girls) She could have had a different kind of adventure in College in Ruin, in Sang... all in all, she was just that selfish!!
And I thought she couldn't get worse but she did... Demi even force her best friends to leave with her. FORCED!! Yes Demi... you were not happy with your former college life and you probably didn't want Cherie to suffer the same... but GOSH!! you had no right to take that privilege away from Cherie... After all, able to attend a college in Sang was a PRIVILEGE that most didn't... it wasn't common thing like in the real world. And Demi used her friendship to force Cherie to give up that chance.
“Demi, no. No! I don’t know what an oyster is, and I don’t want to. You’re the one who’s looking at it the wrong way. We’re being given the chance of a lifetime. Do you have any idea how rare it is for girls like us to go to university? I didn’t want to be part of this plan, but now I’ve never felt so grateful. Don’t botch it up just because you always want more.”
And Demi was like...
“Of course I always want more. A hungry animal lives longer.”
Yes and A stupid one lives even shorter... one can be greedy but be reasonably greedy and always have as much resources as possible before you try to obtain that greed. Greedy + stupid = Doom. I swore if she wasn't lucky, by chapter 5 she would either be dead or raped or sold to slavery or suffered much much worse than attending a college...
Demi also didn't understand or sympathized with Cherie AT ALL!! She didn't think about Cherie and only thought of herself. she didn't understand Cherie's fear...
Her gloved hands went reflexively to her stomach. “I almost starved to death as a child in Freesia. I don’t want to be hungry ever again.”
By forcing Cherie to go with her, Cherie would risk that again.. With no power and little money, Demi promised so little to Cherie just because she didn't want to go to college and wanted to be a STAR!! And true to her friendship, Cherie still went with Demi. It was practically blackmailing! Oh Gods!! why was DEMI so unlikable?!? She even forced her dream to others... She was like a mean sorority girl who forced her minion friends to do things only in her ways, who made them think the way she thought. This was no friendship!! And while she kept saying she wanted to find Cherie.. all she seemed to want was for Cherie as her partner in her Cabaret Stardom. and while she was dancing and flirting with all kinds of men, Cherie was with the slavers. Demi didn't even try much to find her but demanding Vale to do all the work.
And all the while she was so self absorbed that she thought her plan was brilliant and that thought noone could hurt them just because they were Bludmen. By then I was losing my nerve and hating Demi so much that I want to cry... because I really really did not want to DNF any book in this series.
Let me show you some of the thing in her head...
“Cherie, I need something new. I can’t stay here. I can’t do this anymore. I have to leave, with you or without you. But I’d prefer with.”
...bristling for the twentieth time since she’d opened her mouth. No matter that I’d been in Sang for more than half a decade, I still had trouble swallowing the misogyny with a polite smile. And considering that my livelihood no longer demanded that I play nice with customers, I didn’t have to take it anymore.
...Jacinda once told me about an affair she’d had with a daimon in Paris, and it had given me high hopes for the dancing mistress’s son. But Luc had been a complete disappointment.
...And I didn’t want to go to Ruin. No matter what Caprice said, my heart hungered for the cabarets of Paris.
Cherie never liked my ideas at first. But eventually, she always admitted that I was right.
She’d thank me later.
“I don’t want anything else but to be a star. Besides, you’re going to live to be three hundred. You’ve got plenty of time to make youthful errors. You can always use your mad cash from the cabaret to go to university later, after you sow your wild oats.”
And you knew what was the worst... no apology... absolutely NO APOLOGY!!
...I wasn’t going to start by apologizing—not to her, not to anybody.
But she expected others to...
And I hated it. God, how I hated it. But he hadn’t apologized. And he needed to.
This review is getting ridiculously long... sorry about that...
Afterward, Everything supposed to go downhill for Demi and it did right off.. but as I said she didn't suffered as much as I had hoped. I was happy for Vale that he finally got the girl he wanted although she was Demi... I just had to accepted that Vale was a masochist who loved to torture himself... I skipped a lot in this book because of Demi and her unlikable behaviours so I might be really bias in this review as I might have missed out some redeeming quality about her. But all in all the book was enjoyable.. and I loved how I got to read some of the former characters that I adored. the book was sweet and wild but the sour feeling remained.
The next book is the last and about the main lovely couple Tish and Crim.Definitely gonna read that!
2.5 stars