My favourite thing about Crossing the Water is that a different poem stands out to me every time I read through the collection. This time, it was ‘Insomniac’ that nestled its way into my heart.
The imagery of this poem is wonderfully striking and oh so relatable to anyone who has sat wide awake at 3am with a mind plagued by thoughts of the past. I love the way the speaker describes sleeplessness as something that stretches “it’s fine, irritating sand in all directions.” This carefully articulates the unbearable restless that comes with insomnia and the way its both impossible to get rid of and impossible to ignore. I also love the way Plath describes the origins of her speaker’s sleeplessness so much that I’m going to copy the whole stanza below:
“Over and over the old, granular movie
Exposes embarrassments-the mizzling days
Of childhood and adolescence, sticky with dreams,
Parental faces of tall stalks, alternatively stern and tearful,
A garden of buggy roses that made him cry.
His forehead is bumpy as a sack of rocks.
Memories jostle each other for face-room like obsolete film stars”
Here, Plath skilfully comments on the way that sleepless nights often make the mind a slave to memories we’d rather forget. I particularly love the word “jostle” in this stanza. It’s like the memories are pushing and elbowing each other in an attempt to take centre stage in the speaker’s mind. I could easily talk about this poem all day, but I’ll skip to the end. Plath writes: “everywhere people, eyes mica-silver and blank, are riding to work in rows, as if recently brainwashed.” Not even daybreak can bring the speaker relief, because it’s simply forced them to swap one monotony for another.
By this stage, you may be able to guess that this poem, and indeed the whole Crossing the Water collection, is unlikely to leave you with any feelings of joy or happiness or hope. However, it does speak to extremely complex feelings that are often felt, but hardly ever described. For that reason, I think this a pretty powerful collection. I’ve read it a hundred times and I’ll probably read it a hundred more.
Anyways, I really should be sleeping instead of writing this review. 5 stars.