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The Austin Trilogy #1
The Nothingness of Ben
Ben Walsh is well on his way to becoming one of Manhattan’s top litigators, with a gorgeous boyfriend and friends on the A-list. His life is perfect until he gets a phone call that brings it all crashing down: a car accident takes his parents, and now he must return to Austin to raise three teenage brothers he barely knows.
During the funeral, Ben meets Travis Atwood, the redneck neighbor with a huge heart. Their relationship initially runs hot and cold, from contentious to flirtatious, but when the weight of responsibility starts wearing on Ben, he turns to Travis, and the pressure shapes their friendship into something that feels a lot like love. Ben thinks he’s found a way to have his old life, his new life, and Travis too, but love isn’t always easy. Will he learn to recognize that sometimes the worst thing imaginable can lead him to the place he was meant to be?
During the funeral, Ben meets Travis Atwood, the redneck neighbor with a huge heart. Their relationship initially runs hot and cold, from contentious to flirtatious, but when the weight of responsibility starts wearing on Ben, he turns to Travis, and the pressure shapes their friendship into something that feels a lot like love. Ben thinks he’s found a way to have his old life, his new life, and Travis too, but love isn’t always easy. Will he learn to recognize that sometimes the worst thing imaginable can lead him to the place he was meant to be?
248 pages, Paperback
First published November 22, 2012
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Brad Boney
12 books423 followersBrad Boney lives in Austin, Texas, the 7th gayest city in America. He grew up in the Midwest and went to school at NYU. He lived in Washington, DC and Houston before settling in Austin. He blames his background in the theater for his writing style, which he calls “dialogue and stage directions.” His first book was named a Lambda Literary Award finalist. He believes the greatest romantic comedy of all time is 50 First Dates. His favorite gay film of the last ten years is Strapped. And he has never met a boy band he didn’t like.
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October 20, 2014
4.5--This Was a Good One Y'all--Stars!!!
Loved the writing....
Loved the banter....
Loved Tyler....
Loved Ben 90% of the time....there was just that one time. You know the one, in NY with David in the bathroom.
Loved the brothers....they were
I even loved Colin....
Could of done without Ben's little fetish....
And I could of done with more bossy Ben....
All in all it was virtually....
Loved the writing....
Loved the banter....
Loved Tyler....
Loved Ben 90% of the time....there was just that one time. You know the one, in NY with David in the bathroom.
Loved the brothers....they were
I even loved Colin....
Could of done without Ben's little fetish....
And I could of done with more bossy Ben....
All in all it was virtually....
December 4, 2013
Don't let the blurb scare you!!
Because when I first skimmed it, I was foreseeing something horribly sad and depressing. Okay, I admit it was sad, but there was also a lot of humor and happiness and very little angst. I swear...I only cried once.
This was a wonderful heart warming story about Ben, a 27 year old big shot NYC attorney, and how he struggles to find his "forward mementum" following the tragic deaths of both his parents. Ben is suddenly thrust into the role of guardian over his 3 teenage brothers back home in Austin, Texas...where people really do say "y'all". The problem is, Ben already has a full, busy life back in New York. And thats enought plot review from me!
Some of the things that make this a great story:
The Characters: I have to say that the characters are really what hooked me into this story; well developed and demensional. And not just Ben and Travis (the MCs) but also all the secondary characters: Quentin, Jason and Cade (the brothers) and Colin (Ben's BFF) and David (Ben's BF); etc. Ben was a bit of a selfish asshole but he did grow on me and redeemed himself in the end. He did, of course, make a lot of mistakes along the way. Travis, what can I say about Travis? Well, he's the complete opposite of Ben. He is compassionate and lovable and wears his emotions all over his face.
The Realism: I thought that how Ben reacted to and handled the dilemmas and decision making seemed very realistic. I'm not very sure about how realistic the GFY aspects of the story were, but yeah, I bought it. But I'm always a sucker for a good GFY story.
The Dialogue: Ben spoke like the educated guy he was. The boys sounded like teenagers. And Travis...well he kinda talked like me! Ugh! You just can't bring the country out of some folks. Doesn't mean they don't know shit, though! There was a lot of talkin' in this book.
The Kinkiness: Ben turned out to be toppy freak and Travis was a total bottom! "The earth is flat" scene was easlily my favorite, though.
The Thanksgiving Day Speech: I started crying before Q even started speaking...and I'm not even a big crier! So if you are...then you've been warned.
I am impatiently waiting for the next book by Brad...which I hear will be Topher's!
Because when I first skimmed it, I was foreseeing something horribly sad and depressing. Okay, I admit it was sad, but there was also a lot of humor and happiness and very little angst. I swear...I only cried once.
This was a wonderful heart warming story about Ben, a 27 year old big shot NYC attorney, and how he struggles to find his "forward mementum" following the tragic deaths of both his parents. Ben is suddenly thrust into the role of guardian over his 3 teenage brothers back home in Austin, Texas...where people really do say "y'all". The problem is, Ben already has a full, busy life back in New York. And thats enought plot review from me!
Some of the things that make this a great story:
The Characters: I have to say that the characters are really what hooked me into this story; well developed and demensional. And not just Ben and Travis (the MCs) but also all the secondary characters: Quentin, Jason and Cade (the brothers) and Colin (Ben's BFF) and David (Ben's BF); etc. Ben was a bit of a selfish asshole but he did grow on me and redeemed himself in the end. He did, of course, make a lot of mistakes along the way. Travis, what can I say about Travis? Well, he's the complete opposite of Ben. He is compassionate and lovable and wears his emotions all over his face.
The Realism: I thought that how Ben reacted to and handled the dilemmas and decision making seemed very realistic. I'm not very sure about how realistic the GFY aspects of the story were, but yeah, I bought it. But I'm always a sucker for a good GFY story.
The Dialogue: Ben spoke like the educated guy he was. The boys sounded like teenagers. And Travis...well he kinda talked like me! Ugh! You just can't bring the country out of some folks. Doesn't mean they don't know shit, though! There was a lot of talkin' in this book.
The Kinkiness: Ben turned out to be toppy freak and Travis was a total bottom! "The earth is flat" scene was easlily my favorite, though.
The Thanksgiving Day Speech: I started crying before Q even started speaking...and I'm not even a big crier! So if you are...then you've been warned.
I am impatiently waiting for the next book by Brad...which I hear will be Topher's!
November 8, 2013
3,8 Stars - a super cute family story about brotherhood, grief and to find the one and only
Maybe not epic and unforgettable but not trivial and fast forgotten. Good topic, well written and charmingly enjoyable to read.
Very, very fitting, because The Nothingness of Ben is a very nice and emotional story about a older brother (Ben Walsh) who must leave his exciting party life as a hotshot lawyer in New York for his three younger teenage brothers (Quentin 16, Jason 14 and Cade 12), at home in Austin Texas, after a terrible sad accident. It storms, cracks and is not all that easy to always succeed on the first try, but Ben finds both back to his family, creating a new and meets a gorgeous red-haired man (Travis).
If you only have a little patience and indulgence that maybe this is a "good luck to everybody" (...Tom, Dick and Harry etc) story and slightly too cozy at times - is this a lovely feelgood novel. You'll shed a tear, you might be surprised at the turns (I was) and also get the pleasure of getting a little annoyed at the main character a few times.
...But even a slightly egocentric career guy from the big city can be a super brother. ...and a superlover.
In my opinion; really good dialogue, believable characters and some amusing steam. I enjoyed, smiled and was satisfied.
I LIKE - a great "feelgood" for rainy autumn days.
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Big thanks to Marc who recommended me this sweet M/M romance.
Maybe not epic and unforgettable but not trivial and fast forgotten. Good topic, well written and charmingly enjoyable to read.
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‘Somethimes being a brother is even better than being a superhero’
...a fitting quote written by the author Marc Brown and mentioned in this story
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Very, very fitting, because The Nothingness of Ben is a very nice and emotional story about a older brother (Ben Walsh) who must leave his exciting party life as a hotshot lawyer in New York for his three younger teenage brothers (Quentin 16, Jason 14 and Cade 12), at home in Austin Texas, after a terrible sad accident. It storms, cracks and is not all that easy to always succeed on the first try, but Ben finds both back to his family, creating a new and meets a gorgeous red-haired man (Travis).
If you only have a little patience and indulgence that maybe this is a "good luck to everybody" (...Tom, Dick and Harry etc) story and slightly too cozy at times - is this a lovely feelgood novel. You'll shed a tear, you might be surprised at the turns (I was) and also get the pleasure of getting a little annoyed at the main character a few times.
...But even a slightly egocentric career guy from the big city can be a super brother. ...and a superlover.
In my opinion; really good dialogue, believable characters and some amusing steam. I enjoyed, smiled and was satisfied.
I LIKE - a great "feelgood" for rainy autumn days.
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Big thanks to Marc who recommended me this sweet M/M romance.
May 4, 2017
**1/6/17 - Re-read via Audiobook. I LOVED this book the first time I read it! Figured it was time to revisit.
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***5 Muddy Waters Stars***
"We can believe in the nothingness of life, we can believe in the nothingness of death and of life after death - but who can believe in the nothingness of Ben?"
This book is everything that I love about reading. I went through every emotion possible and loved every second of it!
Ben Walsh was born in Austin, Texas but as quickly as his shoes could take him, he moved to NY and away from his family. Not because he didn't love them, but because he dreamed of bigger and better. He went to Columbia Law School, found a best friend from one of the richest families on the east coast (don’t let that description fool you, I adored Colin!) and proceeded to graduate top of his class becoming a successful litigator in one of NY’s most prestigious law firms. His new fabulous life unfortunately didn't have room for his down-home, Texas family. He visits once a year for the holidays and that’s about as much contact as he has.
Unfortunately, life has other plans for Ben. A heartbreaking phone call delivering tragic news that his parents died in a car accident changes the course of Ben’s life forever.
Twenty-seven years old, both parents dead and the guardian of his three teenage brothers is not the life Ben signed up for. At the funeral he meets Travis, boy next door (ok, across the street), friend to his brothers and hunky (straight) grease monkey. They instantly bond. Travis has had a less than idyllic life and can sympathize for Ben, so he offers to help Ben navigate the uneasiness of accepting his new reality.
What starts off as friendship quickly blooms into affection and genuine feelings. Can Ben maneuver through the muddy waters of adjusting to a whole new role and possible new relationship? Can he find a way to re-establish a connection and relationship with his brothers? Can he find a way to move forward when he feels like his life is now stuck in perpetual limbo?
"Something my dad used to say. When everything is confusing and murky, he told us to treat it like muddy water. Stop. Sit still. Let the dirt settle and eventually the water will clear up."
First and foremost let me say that Brad Boney’s writing style was a breath of fresh air. It did take me a little bit to adjust, but I absolutely loved his dialogue-based storytelling. His background in theater shines on every page and allows the reader to feel like they are right there in the moment with the characters. The writing style is a unique aspect of this book.
Ben is a flawed character, but you can’t help but root for him. He’s had the weight of the world put on his shoulders and all his past regrets and mistakes are flying at him at high speed. Each of the boys was a perfect counter-balance to Ben. Quentin (16) was the observant, old soul to Ben’s selfish and stubborn ways. Jason (14) was the sensitive boy to Ben’s thick-skinned attitude. And Cade (12) was the carefree believer to Ben’s over-thinking, analytical brain.
And Travis...oh Travis.
"When Quentin, Jason and Cade looked at Travis, they saw a constant, a through line, but when Ben looked at Travis, he saw a goddamned hero."
He was just a good ol’ boy who worked hard and loved just as hard. He may have been confused at first by his newfound feelings toward Ben, but when he commits to something, he sure does follow through and gives it his all...with gusto! And let me tell you, that gusto was very hot (even with Ben’s interesting little fetish). On top of that, his Texas twang, matter of fact rationalization and fantastic sayings had me cracking up and hugging my kindle at the same time.
"Who cares if I'm gay or not? I spent the last month thinking about nothing but you, so right now I'm feeling pretty gay. And I reckon I'm doing just fine."
"You can put boots in the oven, but that don't make 'em biscuits."
The cast of supporting characters is absolutely fantastic! Every person has a role to play and a reason why they either are in Ben’s life or come into it. And I must give props to Brad Boney for not making the well to-do Mead family stereotypical rich snobs. They were as down to earth as anyone else. The only thing inflated about this family was their bank account.
I could probably go on gushing about this book for paragraphs on end. Every moment and emotion felt just as it should be. Nothing forced or exaggerated, just an authentic portrait of one family’s path in life. I loved every minute of reading about these boys and being on Ben’s journey. He learned about family, friendship and love all from one of the worst moments of his life.
"Because sometimes, and this is really important, the worst possible thing imaginable leads you to the place you were meant to be all along. Even in the most dire of times, life gives you a reason to give thanks."
January 26, 2013
This book has some of the best conversations I've read in M/M. Perhaps because of the author's theater background, there is a naturalness and a rhythm that is very comfortable to read and makes the characters come alive. The teens, particularly the oldest brother, Quentin, are a bit precocious, but the author manages to bring it off and the interactions of Ben with his brothers are definitely a highlight of the book.
There is a middle section where I wish the author would have spent a bit more time, and given us more actual scenes to watch the four brothers adjusting to their new life and working things out. There's sometimes a reluctance to make books too long, but some more of those great conversations would have highlighted that stretch of what-comes-next. I would have welcomed the extra time on-page with these characters.
The ending is a nice touch of clueless angst and sweet. This is a book I will reread, to spend a bit more time listening to Ben and Travis hanging out and talking. Definitely an author to watch.
There is a middle section where I wish the author would have spent a bit more time, and given us more actual scenes to watch the four brothers adjusting to their new life and working things out. There's sometimes a reluctance to make books too long, but some more of those great conversations would have highlighted that stretch of what-comes-next. I would have welcomed the extra time on-page with these characters.
The ending is a nice touch of clueless angst and sweet. This is a book I will reread, to spend a bit more time listening to Ben and Travis hanging out and talking. Definitely an author to watch.
April 12, 2017
Comfort BR with Meags!
4.5 Stars
I don't know if I'm on the rebound from my most recent let down of a read, but I don't care. I pretty much loved this book.
Sure there were some things that niggled or bothered me, but overall this was a great story about family and love.
What stands out for me the most was the dialogue.
The banter
The quick wit
The flirting
The arguing
And I'm not necessarily just talking about the push/pull of the MC's. Everyone had their piece to say on a variety of topics and it was all done so very smartly.
Loved, loved, loved Travis - he's straightforward, perceptive, sensitive, and brave. I was continually impressed just like Ben, as the layers were peeled away revealing quite the package. I don't blame Ben one bit for falling hard.
I could also say that Ben too, has layers. Assertive, conceited, bossy, a little bit kinky - he's got a lot to learn about his brothers and himself. He pissed me off a couple of times for sure, but he comes around beautifully.
This pretty much had it all - apt poignancy, deft humor, emotional angst. Brad Boney has a way with words showing off some great philosophical revelations about living life and appreciating what you've got. Everything's about perspective - the rest will simply take care of itself.
4.5 Stars
I don't know if I'm on the rebound from my most recent let down of a read, but I don't care. I pretty much loved this book.
Sure there were some things that niggled or bothered me, but overall this was a great story about family and love.
What stands out for me the most was the dialogue.
The banter
The quick wit
The flirting
The arguing
And I'm not necessarily just talking about the push/pull of the MC's. Everyone had their piece to say on a variety of topics and it was all done so very smartly.
Loved, loved, loved Travis - he's straightforward, perceptive, sensitive, and brave. I was continually impressed just like Ben, as the layers were peeled away revealing quite the package. I don't blame Ben one bit for falling hard.
I could also say that Ben too, has layers. Assertive, conceited, bossy, a little bit kinky - he's got a lot to learn about his brothers and himself. He pissed me off a couple of times for sure, but he comes around beautifully.
This pretty much had it all - apt poignancy, deft humor, emotional angst. Brad Boney has a way with words showing off some great philosophical revelations about living life and appreciating what you've got. Everything's about perspective - the rest will simply take care of itself.
November 24, 2012
Oh this book...this book. I am not good with reviews and since I am still wiping the tears from Quentin's Thanksgiving day toast, this is going to be disjointed and incoherent.
Nikyta said yesterday 'read this'. I was thinking sure sure, whatever.....she was right. The story opens with Ben, a big hot shot New York lawyer with very well connected friends and what happens when tragedy strikes his family back in Austin, Texas. We are then treated to a one year journey of 4 brothers and a cast of secondary characters who help shape and define their new world. At times you will want to punch Ben, I mean he is a dick for most of the book - he is self centered and completely submerged in 'The Ben Show'. But that is what is fabulous about his character, when he gets it, he gets it big and the impact is like an atomic bomb going off. Man for such a smart person, he is so lost for most of the story. Quentin, the next brother, is acerbic and too old for his 17 years - he sees it all. Jason, the next youngest brother, is sweet and loving and too quiet. Cade, is different from them all - young, sports crazy and emotional. Travis - oh Travis, I so love you - is the straight love interest across the street. Again, we have so many solid great 'people' in this book.
The writing is smart, crisp and has a fantastic sarcastic bent to it that warms my heart! At times things are too idyllic and 'easy' such as the open discussion of sex with the teens and their parents, but it works with these characters and you know that you actually want these types of interactions to happen in real life - the connection and community that this book reminds me of is such a standard to live by!
This is a dialog heavy book, which is right up my alley. It is very character driven, again, right in my sweet spot. There is nothing that I did not like about this book. For those who like pop culture references, this book is full of them - reminded me a bit of John Goode in that respect. So if you like references from The Sting to the O.C and Dawson's Creek, grab on and take the ride.
I am going to follow N and make Cole and LA read it so this book can get some really good reviews!! hee
Nikyta said yesterday 'read this'. I was thinking sure sure, whatever.....she was right. The story opens with Ben, a big hot shot New York lawyer with very well connected friends and what happens when tragedy strikes his family back in Austin, Texas. We are then treated to a one year journey of 4 brothers and a cast of secondary characters who help shape and define their new world. At times you will want to punch Ben, I mean he is a dick for most of the book - he is self centered and completely submerged in 'The Ben Show'. But that is what is fabulous about his character, when he gets it, he gets it big and the impact is like an atomic bomb going off. Man for such a smart person, he is so lost for most of the story. Quentin, the next brother, is acerbic and too old for his 17 years - he sees it all. Jason, the next youngest brother, is sweet and loving and too quiet. Cade, is different from them all - young, sports crazy and emotional. Travis - oh Travis, I so love you - is the straight love interest across the street. Again, we have so many solid great 'people' in this book.
The writing is smart, crisp and has a fantastic sarcastic bent to it that warms my heart! At times things are too idyllic and 'easy' such as the open discussion of sex with the teens and their parents, but it works with these characters and you know that you actually want these types of interactions to happen in real life - the connection and community that this book reminds me of is such a standard to live by!
This is a dialog heavy book, which is right up my alley. It is very character driven, again, right in my sweet spot. There is nothing that I did not like about this book. For those who like pop culture references, this book is full of them - reminded me a bit of John Goode in that respect. So if you like references from The Sting to the O.C and Dawson's Creek, grab on and take the ride.
I am going to follow N and make Cole and LA read it so this book can get some really good reviews!! hee
February 3, 2014
I liked how this was woven. The story in this romance was in many ways better than the romance itself which is a pretty darn good friends to lovers story. I'm not usually a fan of stories based around kids either, but kinda hard not to love the Walsh clan. Truth is the story is all about Ben. His choices make all the difference in 4 lives: his 3 younger brothers and Travis.
The strength of this story was the characterization. Boney nailed making each one individual and interesting enough to want to follow in the story. Could have been a kaleidoscope of people wandering in and out, but it wasn't. Even tertiary characters get rounding out. Nice.
Besides, I'm a ridiculous romantic so when this made the final turn I just breathed a deep stuttered sigh.
Favorite quote:
The strength of this story was the characterization. Boney nailed making each one individual and interesting enough to want to follow in the story. Could have been a kaleidoscope of people wandering in and out, but it wasn't. Even tertiary characters get rounding out. Nice.
Besides, I'm a ridiculous romantic so when this made the final turn I just breathed a deep stuttered sigh.
Favorite quote:
“Is the possibility of eight seconds of glory worth the risk of getting thrown off the bull?”
June 22, 2019
4 Stars
Told n single POV, 3rd person, it’s the first installment in "The Austin Trilogy" and it can be read as a standalone. It was my first read by this author and it was an enjoyable one. Of course one of the MCs was so frustrating and made me annoyed at times. He acted a bit immature sometimes! It’s an easy read, low angst (more like a sweet read to me), slow burn but fast-paced! Overall, liked it and hope you enjoy it as well!
Told n single POV, 3rd person, it’s the first installment in "The Austin Trilogy" and it can be read as a standalone. It was my first read by this author and it was an enjoyable one. Of course one of the MCs was so frustrating and made me annoyed at times. He acted a bit immature sometimes! It’s an easy read, low angst (more like a sweet read to me), slow burn but fast-paced! Overall, liked it and hope you enjoy it as well!
December 6, 2012
I guess this is where Tina will say to me, "see, I told you so" :)
Truthfully, it wasn't a smooth read all the way. I did put it down twice, marked it as "postponed-for-now" book. I wasn't in the right mood; was immersing with some paranormal/urban fantasy books, that reading something simply contemporary wasn't going to do it. But after few titles failed to keep my interest, I decided to go back.
... and boy, did I enjoy this so much. Gobbling it up as my morning read; finished it at 5 AM.
Let me tell you what made it work for me, personally:
+ The characters grew throughout the book -- this is what I enjoy so much from a story. The characters that I meet in the beginning are not 'the same' when I get to the finish line. There's a journey that they go through, that make them learn about their mistakes along the way.
Ben might be selfish in the beginning and he didn't always made the right decision (I was so pissed at him during the first New York visit) but he learned what he did wrong and he made it right. Travis had inferiority complex; he wasn't this sophisticated city boy, but he was willing to learn and opened himself to experience, and he succeeded in the end. The brothers also have their own character developments. I LOVED IT!
+ The lack of angst or depression -- yes, the story might started with death of parents. But the whole book was on the light side. It was good, really good. Plus I enjoyed the "dialog" style. Yep, this book was heavy on dialogs, and it fit me just right. I love movies that "talk" (Woody Allen-style) and the same goes with books.
+ The down-to-earth setting -- there was one full scene that was a bit "out there"; with Ben talking to his dead Dad, when he was down with fever (KATE, consider THIS a warning!) ... but in overall, everything seemed realistic for me. Even how Ben approached parenting, how he helped Jason setting down his first date ... it wasn't over-the-top. Me Likey :)
Random Thoughts -- which only make sense to those who have read it. But who cares, it's MY review, I can write anything I want:
+ No personal pet peeves (THANK YOU!)
+ There's more to Julie (Ben's aunt) than meet the eyes -- I liked that.
+ Stupid advice from Dan (Jason's boyfriend's father) is actually endearing *lol*
+ Well-rounded secondary characters
+ Ben and Travis both ended their relationship before they got together -- so no cheating involved.
+ The sex is kinda kinky, but cool :)
+ Eight seconds, huh?
+ I guess the Earth is flat after all *lol*
+ Napkins drawing? Who-da-thought
+ Travis said that he loved it that Joey chose Pacey. A man after my own heart
+ Lots of popular culture thrown it; I liked that.
+ I don't know James Joyce or ever read it. Hey, I'm not "Foreign-Lit" educated, okay? I'm Indonesian, please remember that *grin*
+ One of these days, I really need to watch The Sting
+ I cried over Quentin's speech. I'm sappy that way.
+ Another teary eyed over "Travis Walsh" conversation. Again, I'm sappy *shrugs*
Guess I will be waiting for Mr. Boney's next book after all :)
Truthfully, it wasn't a smooth read all the way. I did put it down twice, marked it as "postponed-for-now" book. I wasn't in the right mood; was immersing with some paranormal/urban fantasy books, that reading something simply contemporary wasn't going to do it. But after few titles failed to keep my interest, I decided to go back.
... and boy, did I enjoy this so much. Gobbling it up as my morning read; finished it at 5 AM.
Let me tell you what made it work for me, personally:
+ The characters grew throughout the book -- this is what I enjoy so much from a story. The characters that I meet in the beginning are not 'the same' when I get to the finish line. There's a journey that they go through, that make them learn about their mistakes along the way.
Ben might be selfish in the beginning and he didn't always made the right decision (I was so pissed at him during the first New York visit) but he learned what he did wrong and he made it right. Travis had inferiority complex; he wasn't this sophisticated city boy, but he was willing to learn and opened himself to experience, and he succeeded in the end. The brothers also have their own character developments. I LOVED IT!
+ The lack of angst or depression -- yes, the story might started with death of parents. But the whole book was on the light side. It was good, really good. Plus I enjoyed the "dialog" style. Yep, this book was heavy on dialogs, and it fit me just right. I love movies that "talk" (Woody Allen-style) and the same goes with books.
+ The down-to-earth setting -- there was one full scene that was a bit "out there"; with Ben talking to his dead Dad, when he was down with fever (KATE, consider THIS a warning!) ... but in overall, everything seemed realistic for me. Even how Ben approached parenting, how he helped Jason setting down his first date ... it wasn't over-the-top. Me Likey :)
Random Thoughts -- which only make sense to those who have read it. But who cares, it's MY review, I can write anything I want:
+ No personal pet peeves (THANK YOU!)
+ There's more to Julie (Ben's aunt) than meet the eyes -- I liked that.
+ Stupid advice from Dan (Jason's boyfriend's father) is actually endearing *lol*
+ Well-rounded secondary characters
+ Ben and Travis both ended their relationship before they got together -- so no cheating involved.
+ The sex is kinda kinky, but cool :)
+ Eight seconds, huh?
+ I guess the Earth is flat after all *lol*
+ Napkins drawing? Who-da-thought
+ Travis said that he loved it that Joey chose Pacey. A man after my own heart
+ Lots of popular culture thrown it; I liked that.
+ I don't know James Joyce or ever read it. Hey, I'm not "Foreign-Lit" educated, okay? I'm Indonesian, please remember that *grin*
+ One of these days, I really need to watch The Sting
+ I cried over Quentin's speech. I'm sappy that way.
+ Another teary eyed over "Travis Walsh" conversation. Again, I'm sappy *shrugs*
Guess I will be waiting for Mr. Boney's next book after all :)
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
August 13, 2019
Audio August 2019
The Narration: 4 Pants Off
Amazing job by Charlie David. He really brought Ben, Travis, and the boys to life and cemented The Nothingness Of Ben as one of my fave m/m books ever. I loved this story the first time I read it and I love it a little more now. Older books tend to not age well but this one will forever be amazing, charming, and so damn emotional.
Love ❤️
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BEN AND HIS BOYS
I am surprised by how much I enjoyed this book. Most things that annoy me in other books, really worked well for this book and I am a sucker for mouthy kids (only in the best way possible not some rude douchy kids).
Ben Walsh is living it up in New York. He's a hotshot lawyer whose only problem is worrying about what to get his hot boyfriend for Christmas. When he gets a phone call saying that his parents were killed in a crash, Ben knows his life will never be the same again, because he’s got three younger brothers and they’re gonna need him (at least he thinks they might need him but maybe not so then he can move on back to his life in the Big Apple).
What he never expected was the guilt he would feel for never taking the opportunity to be a big brother. Now he has to be a guardian but first he's got to get to know them and try making it day by day without their parents. Ben knows it’s gonna be tough, but he's not completely alone. There's Travis, the redhead with the drawl that his parents all but adopted. He's there and Ben likes him there, maybe a bit too much (yeh definitely).
I was expecting serious angst (like me crying holding pillow and cursing Brad Boney) but the book is surprisingly sweet. Loved all the Walsh boys especially that sass from Quentin, boy has mouth. I loved that Ben has his doubts about raising his brothers, and he didn't become the perfect caretaker. He had moments of selfishness, which really sealed the deal for me, in liking him. If he were Mr Perfect, he would just be another one of those characters (perfect and getting shit done).
What I enjoyed the most is the slow development of Travis and Ben's relationship. Their friendship is a thing of beauty, and they have the most fun dialogue ever. Yes, there were moments where it seemed almost perfect but of course their bubble gets burst and reality sets in. As I said this book had things that worked for me that I don't really enjoy in other books. Like separation, but I think here it was the perfect move. Ben needed to have the boys alone for a while and see that that though help is appreciated, he could handle them on his own. Well Travis was just protecting his heart, and I can get on board with that. Really loved them together, their friendship from the beginning solidified their relationship.
Should You Read It? Oh please do! This has two tropes that I love (the friends to lovers and out for you). Loved the entire Walsh family and pretty much every character introduced. I am also looking forward to more from Brad Boney; this book pretty much sealed him as up and coming.
October 24, 2014
This book has been around the block for a while so I won't go into a long drawn out review but I will say this book is-
Amazing chemistry between the two main characters ✔
Humor ✔
Great dialogue ✔
Steam ✔
Angst ✔
Great cast of secondary characters ✔
And at the end you'll be left with a smile! 5 Stars! Even though this book wasn't published this year- it's still going on my Best of 2014 List. Do yourself a favor and-
November 26, 2012
The Nothingness of Ben was a decent story about a successful lawyer from New York City who comes home to take care of his three brothers after his parents death. Ben, significantly older than his siblings, struggles to connect with them and learn how to be a guardian all while readjusting to life in Texas. He struggles with his old relationships, friends and the man he was dating, while discovering a new life in Texas.
Overall it's a sweet story with some trials and tribulations. The author at times acknowledges common romance tropes included within his own story. Some parts were goofy and difficult to identify with, but some parts were very poignant and sweet.
There were also several parts that didn't work very well for me. I don't want to nitpick them so I will just provide the two areas in which I thought there could be improvement.
1). Personally, I am a sucker for emotional depth and characterization. While the author writes fairly realistic characters, I was unable to live in their skin and I really searched for a deeper emotional connection that never really came to fruition.
2) The dialogue between the characters, while often humorous and very realistic, frequently laughed romance. I struggle with this one, as it provided the author with a unique voice that isn't often seen similar stories. However the word choices sometimes diminished the emotional connection between the characters add pulled me out of the story.
All in all, it's a solid effort for a first book. I will likely read future works from this author and I am looking forward to see him grow.
Overall it's a sweet story with some trials and tribulations. The author at times acknowledges common romance tropes included within his own story. Some parts were goofy and difficult to identify with, but some parts were very poignant and sweet.
There were also several parts that didn't work very well for me. I don't want to nitpick them so I will just provide the two areas in which I thought there could be improvement.
1). Personally, I am a sucker for emotional depth and characterization. While the author writes fairly realistic characters, I was unable to live in their skin and I really searched for a deeper emotional connection that never really came to fruition.
2) The dialogue between the characters, while often humorous and very realistic, frequently laughed romance. I struggle with this one, as it provided the author with a unique voice that isn't often seen similar stories. However the word choices sometimes diminished the emotional connection between the characters add pulled me out of the story.
All in all, it's a solid effort for a first book. I will likely read future works from this author and I am looking forward to see him grow.
November 26, 2012
Well. This was absolutely lovely.
Ben is an up and coming lawyer in NYC transplanted from Texas. He has a great job, a shiny new boyfriend and endless prospects. This all ends with a phone call telling him that his parents have died in a car accident as his three younger brothers need him at home.
Honestly when this book starts out Ben is a not the best of men. He's selfish and he's a dick in more ways than one. He does go home and he does attempt to be a brother to his brothers he left behind and be a better man. He also meets the guy across the street, Travis, a mechanic who has been a good friend to his family.
I love the rebuilding of the brothers' relationships. I loved this book for that alone. It was so real, so rich and layered, I couldn't get enough of it. I'd say read this book for those boys and that man who gradually reconnect with each other. Gorgeous.
About Travis and Ben. Wow. Far from being in the shadow of the brothers' story this romance is strong and just as compelling. Incidendiary chemistry with hot sex scenes and incredibly emotional exchanges. Really wonderful romance here.
Fantastic story and highly recommended.
Ben is an up and coming lawyer in NYC transplanted from Texas. He has a great job, a shiny new boyfriend and endless prospects. This all ends with a phone call telling him that his parents have died in a car accident as his three younger brothers need him at home.
Honestly when this book starts out Ben is a not the best of men. He's selfish and he's a dick in more ways than one. He does go home and he does attempt to be a brother to his brothers he left behind and be a better man. He also meets the guy across the street, Travis, a mechanic who has been a good friend to his family.
I love the rebuilding of the brothers' relationships. I loved this book for that alone. It was so real, so rich and layered, I couldn't get enough of it. I'd say read this book for those boys and that man who gradually reconnect with each other. Gorgeous.
About Travis and Ben. Wow. Far from being in the shadow of the brothers' story this romance is strong and just as compelling. Incidendiary chemistry with hot sex scenes and incredibly emotional exchanges. Really wonderful romance here.
Fantastic story and highly recommended.
abandoned
November 29, 2022I feel pretty bad abandoning this book at 40%, but I can't seem to find a connection with the characters, not to mention start to like any of them.
Lawyer Ben is a very unpleasant person who has very little empathy with others, Travis is a confused formerly straight mechanic, who - for whatever reason - falls in love with Ben, but Ben insults him because of his blue collar job, then sleeps with his actual boyfriend from New York (who doesn't seem like a bad guy, by the way), then dumps the (frigging perfect) boyfriend because experimenting with a straight guy seems more interesting. And Travis is like a love sick fool who stops by the house every other day to cook for the family.
Not to mention that not a single person in this family really mourns the dead parents (coping with this loss was supposed to be the main storyline for Ben and his brothers)...
It's a very uncomfortable book for me and simply don't want to read it.
Lawyer Ben is a very unpleasant person who has very little empathy with others, Travis is a confused formerly straight mechanic, who - for whatever reason - falls in love with Ben, but Ben insults him because of his blue collar job, then sleeps with his actual boyfriend from New York (who doesn't seem like a bad guy, by the way), then dumps the (frigging perfect) boyfriend because experimenting with a straight guy seems more interesting. And Travis is like a love sick fool who stops by the house every other day to cook for the family.
Not to mention that not a single person in this family really mourns the dead parents (coping with this loss was supposed to be the main storyline for Ben and his brothers)...
It's a very uncomfortable book for me and simply don't want to read it.
February 1, 2014
I absolutely adored this book. It is a 5 star read, no doubt about it. But after mulling it over, trying to decide how to review it and what exactly I want to say about it, I have come to the conclusion that while I loved the book, I just am not able to give MC Ben my stamp of approval. Thinking back to my other reviews, that would normally cause me to rate a book lower, but with how much I liked this book, I couldn't do that.
So, great book, heartbreaking story, loved MC Travis and the supporting characters to bits and pieces, but MC Ben left me cold and was never able to redeem himself in my eyes. YMMV!
So, great book, heartbreaking story, loved MC Travis and the supporting characters to bits and pieces, but MC Ben left me cold and was never able to redeem himself in my eyes. YMMV!
October 4, 2020
4.5 stars
These characters just felt so real. They are all so distinct, their world has so much depth and I loved that Ben becomes a brother, not a dad. There is nothing cutesy about these (or any? :) teenage boys, but I genuinely liked all of them. They are crucial to the story without ever pulling the focus. It's really well done. Can't wait to read more from this author.
These characters just felt so real. They are all so distinct, their world has so much depth and I loved that Ben becomes a brother, not a dad. There is nothing cutesy about these (or any? :) teenage boys, but I genuinely liked all of them. They are crucial to the story without ever pulling the focus. It's really well done. Can't wait to read more from this author.
December 31, 2012
1,5 stars.
Review might contain spoiler!
The writing style was ok. Some parts were even good, but they were unfortunately in the minority.
It was a predictable, unrealistic and boring story which got sappy at times - not a good mixture. The dialogues didn't sound particularly good to me. The whole "parents die in a tragic accident" part felt solely as a plot device and the emotional impact wasn't noticeable enough.
The characters remained shallow and cliched most of the time. Ben, the protagonist, was a douchebag most of the time, but saw the light in time for the HEA. I still couldn't warm to him, as he is the worst kind of snob: the intellectual kind, arrghhh.
Travis, the simple mechanic with the heart of gold, learnt to appreciate James Joyce and being gay, so everything worked out in the end, after a few back and forth developments which were overdramatic and boring to me.
I also didn't appreciate the quasi visionary dreams and the gross foot fetish (matter of taste, some might find it hot, I find it gross)
Review might contain spoiler!
The writing style was ok. Some parts were even good, but they were unfortunately in the minority.
It was a predictable, unrealistic and boring story which got sappy at times - not a good mixture. The dialogues didn't sound particularly good to me. The whole "parents die in a tragic accident" part felt solely as a plot device and the emotional impact wasn't noticeable enough.
The characters remained shallow and cliched most of the time. Ben, the protagonist, was a douchebag most of the time, but saw the light in time for the HEA. I still couldn't warm to him, as he is the worst kind of snob: the intellectual kind, arrghhh.
Travis, the simple mechanic with the heart of gold, learnt to appreciate James Joyce and being gay, so everything worked out in the end, after a few back and forth developments which were overdramatic and boring to me.
I also didn't appreciate the quasi visionary dreams and the gross foot fetish (matter of taste, some might find it hot, I find it gross)
November 24, 2012
This book for me was absolutely wonderful. I started reading it and as much as I didn't want to stop I did because I didn't want to rush through it in order to get to the end. This story was about a journey, not only for Ben and his brothers, but also for the people who were in their lives. A journey that started with such a tragedy and through a lot of trial and error ended up in a place where everything was meant to be. Even though this story starts with a tragic event, there is really very little angst. The story just flows so naturally that I ended up caught up in this story and their lives that I didn't want it to end. I will definitely look for more books by this author in the future.
February 17, 2017
Rounded up to 3 stars
It was not bad, and I can understand why so many readers like this book.
Or better to say, I try at least to understand WHY. It's a very CONVENTIONAL MM-ROMANCE with a typical HEA. I don't belong to the target audience for such kind of stories, but it doesn't mean that it is bad.
For my taste it's too sweet, too unrealistic, too full of clichés. It's me.
Nevertheless, I think that this story meets the required conditions to be a successful TV mini series. Considering a lot of dialogues...a scriptwriter doesn't need to change a lot for a screenplay adaptation.
If you're looking for a light MM-romance with a tiny dose of misunderstandings, with a sweet and unrealistic plot(who cares?), with a predictable candy HEA then it is your book.
It was not bad, and I can understand why so many readers like this book.
Or better to say, I try at least to understand WHY. It's a very CONVENTIONAL MM-ROMANCE with a typical HEA. I don't belong to the target audience for such kind of stories, but it doesn't mean that it is bad.
For my taste it's too sweet, too unrealistic, too full of clichés. It's me.
Nevertheless, I think that this story meets the required conditions to be a successful TV mini series. Considering a lot of dialogues...a scriptwriter doesn't need to change a lot for a screenplay adaptation.
If you're looking for a light MM-romance with a tiny dose of misunderstandings, with a sweet and unrealistic plot(who cares?), with a predictable candy HEA then it is your book.
September 17, 2016
Life has a way of letting you know that the perfection of your existence will soon to be shattered. So this is what Ben Walsh, a top notch litigator, with a prestigious law firm in New York, finds when tragedy strikes his family in Texas. Back home, he is about to be handed some life lessons courtesy of his three younger brothers., and the man across the street.
Travis Atwood has been surrogate son, and stand in big brother for the Walsh clan. When Ben returns home, Travis isn't sure what to make of the prodigal son, but change has come to them all. The question is, is the change for the better or will it there be a chasm between the brothers.
This is a beautiful flowing story about what happens when reality slams into life. All the characters are well developed, flawed and ultimately lovable. Be warned Ben is an ass for most of the book, but by the end he has matured and deserves to be liked. This book does a great job of conveying life as life and not just a "gay" life.. We need more books like this.
Travis Atwood has been surrogate son, and stand in big brother for the Walsh clan. When Ben returns home, Travis isn't sure what to make of the prodigal son, but change has come to them all. The question is, is the change for the better or will it there be a chasm between the brothers.
This is a beautiful flowing story about what happens when reality slams into life. All the characters are well developed, flawed and ultimately lovable. Be warned Ben is an ass for most of the book, but by the end he has matured and deserves to be liked. This book does a great job of conveying life as life and not just a "gay" life.. We need more books like this.
March 10, 2019
read/listen 7/23/2015 (I know that isn't the first time I listened, but I didn't keep an accurate record)
re-read 11/10/2015
Re-read 7/8/2016 I need some Walsh brothers today.
re-read 1/24/2017 one of my all time favorite series, 7/27/2017, 11/2/2017
re-read 3/8/2019
re-read 11/10/2015
Re-read 7/8/2016 I need some Walsh brothers today.
re-read 1/24/2017 one of my all time favorite series, 7/27/2017, 11/2/2017
re-read 3/8/2019
January 5, 2016
Ack! I am in book love euphoria at the moment. This books was so good. I am on the best book streak right now. Brad Boney, you just about killed me toward the end of this book. Not even throwing The Vampire Diaries in there was healing. Not one damn bit but you pulled it off. Thank goodness.
Oh, I had no idea where this book would take me. I knew from Andrew’s status updates that the pop culture references to all my favorite TV shows was going a total draw to this story but what I didn’t know was how much I would fall in love with it.
I am coming to adore the romances that involve kids. NO! Not in that way, goodness, but when someone either has kids or gets “stuck” with kids they have to take care of. It throws a different feel to the story and yes it becomes relatable to me as a mother.
Ben Walsh wasn’t expecting to be anything to his younger siblings than their older brother but a tragic phone call brings him home to Austin from the hustle and bustle of the bright lights and big city that is/was New York. He comes home for his parents funerals and meets the neighbor across the street who just so happens to already be a big part of his brother’s lives.
Travis Atwood. Hello my fair ginger. Good lord. I fall easily and fast for the big soft ones in these stories. I love how Travis lays it out on the line, says what he means and means what he says. He is so entwined in the lives of the Walsh boys that no matter what happened, it would have been heartbreaking for him not to be there in some way. Good thing New Year’s Eve happened then right?
I enjoyed this story. Not only was it a love story between two people who find one another but it was a love story in so many other ways. One of brotherhood, one of family, one of friendship and acceptance. I love it when there are other bits going on and while I was wrapped up in Travis and Ben (and Ben’s foot fetish…never has that been sexy until now) but I was concerned and wrapped up in the lives of Quentin and then Dakota. Jason and then Jake. Cade and his love for the Longhorns and even Colin, David and the Meads and the rest of the extended family as it grew and progressed right along with the story.
Ben wasn’t perfect, at times he was an ass but I liked him being an ass when it was needed and I REALLY liked him in that last scene with David. Where the hell did THAT come from? It was hot. Ben came from a world where it paid for him to be cutthroat but back home, with his new family he had to learn how to navigate the waters, even when they got muddy. I loved watching him change, grow and fall in love with Travis; it was gorgeous and he was so adorable on the first date. Le Sigh. His love for his family and for his new life was a joy to follow. Ben was a work in progress, he just didn’t know that yet.
Travis, he wasn’t perfect either but I loved who he was. Loved watching him figure out this whole new part of himself that he never knew existed. I love a good gay for you story but I honestly believe that people fall in love with people, not genders. I believe that people feel a connection and if they take that chance it can be greater than anything they have ever known. Call it idealism, romanticism, call it what you want but it’s what I l believe.
The Nothingness of Ben was a wonderful story. That is all. It was wonderful and I am happy I added it to my “New to me author winter break” list to read. I hear The Return has something to do with this in a roundabout sort of way so I will definitely be checking that out and others from this author. After all, sixty-nine is my favorite number too.
Sometimes being a brother is even better than being a superhero.
Oh, I had no idea where this book would take me. I knew from Andrew’s status updates that the pop culture references to all my favorite TV shows was going a total draw to this story but what I didn’t know was how much I would fall in love with it.
I am coming to adore the romances that involve kids. NO! Not in that way, goodness, but when someone either has kids or gets “stuck” with kids they have to take care of. It throws a different feel to the story and yes it becomes relatable to me as a mother.
Ben Walsh wasn’t expecting to be anything to his younger siblings than their older brother but a tragic phone call brings him home to Austin from the hustle and bustle of the bright lights and big city that is/was New York. He comes home for his parents funerals and meets the neighbor across the street who just so happens to already be a big part of his brother’s lives.
Travis Atwood. Hello my fair ginger. Good lord. I fall easily and fast for the big soft ones in these stories. I love how Travis lays it out on the line, says what he means and means what he says. He is so entwined in the lives of the Walsh boys that no matter what happened, it would have been heartbreaking for him not to be there in some way. Good thing New Year’s Eve happened then right?
I enjoyed this story. Not only was it a love story between two people who find one another but it was a love story in so many other ways. One of brotherhood, one of family, one of friendship and acceptance. I love it when there are other bits going on and while I was wrapped up in Travis and Ben (and Ben’s foot fetish…never has that been sexy until now) but I was concerned and wrapped up in the lives of Quentin and then Dakota. Jason and then Jake. Cade and his love for the Longhorns and even Colin, David and the Meads and the rest of the extended family as it grew and progressed right along with the story.
Ben wasn’t perfect, at times he was an ass but I liked him being an ass when it was needed and I REALLY liked him in that last scene with David. Where the hell did THAT come from? It was hot. Ben came from a world where it paid for him to be cutthroat but back home, with his new family he had to learn how to navigate the waters, even when they got muddy. I loved watching him change, grow and fall in love with Travis; it was gorgeous and he was so adorable on the first date. Le Sigh. His love for his family and for his new life was a joy to follow. Ben was a work in progress, he just didn’t know that yet.
Travis, he wasn’t perfect either but I loved who he was. Loved watching him figure out this whole new part of himself that he never knew existed. I love a good gay for you story but I honestly believe that people fall in love with people, not genders. I believe that people feel a connection and if they take that chance it can be greater than anything they have ever known. Call it idealism, romanticism, call it what you want but it’s what I l believe.
We can believe in the nothingness of life, we can believe in the nothingness of death and of life after death but who can believe in the nothingness of Ben?
The Nothingness of Ben was a wonderful story. That is all. It was wonderful and I am happy I added it to my “New to me author winter break” list to read. I hear The Return has something to do with this in a roundabout sort of way so I will definitely be checking that out and others from this author. After all, sixty-nine is my favorite number too.
February 26, 2017
4 Stars
Sometimes, and this is really important, the worst possible thing imaginable leads you to the place you were meant to be all along.
I really loved this story and all the many poignant things it had to say, particularly relating to the meaningful bonds between siblings and the importance of family.
This story featured such a wonderful cast of interesting and complex characters. I adored Ben’s three younger brothers, especially Quinton and the role he played, constantly challenging Ben and making him think before he acted. The brotherly bond between Ben, Quinton, Jason and Cade, was easily my favourite thing about this great story.
Obviously, I adored Travis, too. He was such a sweet soul, with the most delightful way with words. He cracked me up constantly with his random phrases.
You’ll probably notice I haven’t said much in the way of the MC, Ben. He was a difficult character for me to truly like. He came across as pretentious, selfish and fairly conceited. I was often flabbergasted by his attitude, and repeatedly felt the need to bitch slap him for some of the more hurtful comments he made to other characters, mainly Travis. Fortunately, through his re-established relationship with his brothers, and through his developed friendship and eventual love for Travis, he showed immense character growth and became a guy I could respect and (somewhat) understand.
I also loved the dialogue in this story. The conversations between various characters, whether they be merely the discussion of awesome teen soap operas, or about more life-affecting issues such as parental loss or sexual orientation – every word was riveting.
I tend to read these m/m stories for the romance aspect, but truth be told, that took a major back seat in my enjoyment of this story. Although I adored Travis and Ben’s relationship from friends to lovers, for me, it was all about the brothers Walsh. The relationship growth between the siblings was wonderful to observe. From the deep feelings of resentment and detachment at the beginning of the story, all the way through to the epic bro-bonds they built together by the end – it was all beautiful and (personally) affecting to behold.
I shed my fair share of tears throughout this book, and an author’s ability to emotionally affect me in such a physical way, deserves nothing but my praise and respect. I definitely look forward to reading more of Brad Boney’s stories.
An extremely successful BR with R!! :)
Sometimes, and this is really important, the worst possible thing imaginable leads you to the place you were meant to be all along.
I really loved this story and all the many poignant things it had to say, particularly relating to the meaningful bonds between siblings and the importance of family.
This story featured such a wonderful cast of interesting and complex characters. I adored Ben’s three younger brothers, especially Quinton and the role he played, constantly challenging Ben and making him think before he acted. The brotherly bond between Ben, Quinton, Jason and Cade, was easily my favourite thing about this great story.
Obviously, I adored Travis, too. He was such a sweet soul, with the most delightful way with words. He cracked me up constantly with his random phrases.
You’ll probably notice I haven’t said much in the way of the MC, Ben. He was a difficult character for me to truly like. He came across as pretentious, selfish and fairly conceited. I was often flabbergasted by his attitude, and repeatedly felt the need to bitch slap him for some of the more hurtful comments he made to other characters, mainly Travis. Fortunately, through his re-established relationship with his brothers, and through his developed friendship and eventual love for Travis, he showed immense character growth and became a guy I could respect and (somewhat) understand.
I also loved the dialogue in this story. The conversations between various characters, whether they be merely the discussion of awesome teen soap operas, or about more life-affecting issues such as parental loss or sexual orientation – every word was riveting.
I tend to read these m/m stories for the romance aspect, but truth be told, that took a major back seat in my enjoyment of this story. Although I adored Travis and Ben’s relationship from friends to lovers, for me, it was all about the brothers Walsh. The relationship growth between the siblings was wonderful to observe. From the deep feelings of resentment and detachment at the beginning of the story, all the way through to the epic bro-bonds they built together by the end – it was all beautiful and (personally) affecting to behold.
I shed my fair share of tears throughout this book, and an author’s ability to emotionally affect me in such a physical way, deserves nothing but my praise and respect. I definitely look forward to reading more of Brad Boney’s stories.
An extremely successful BR with R!! :)
April 15, 2014
A lovely cosy read!
A book easy to read, about loss, new beginnings and family!
I loved this story and although the plot is about grief, the main centre is about hope and following your heart, all the characters were so lovable!
Travis and Ben… Hot!!! I loved them together, their ups and downs and misunderstandings, and the kinky fetish...:DD
I had a great reading time watching them bumble their way to their .
Overall, I really enjoyed this author and look forward to read more!
A book easy to read, about loss, new beginnings and family!
I loved this story and although the plot is about grief, the main centre is about hope and following your heart, all the characters were so lovable!
Travis and Ben… Hot!!! I loved them together, their ups and downs and misunderstandings, and the kinky fetish...:DD
I had a great reading time watching them bumble their way to their .
Overall, I really enjoyed this author and look forward to read more!
April 22, 2014
When Susan invited me to review one book that I wanted and had to read for some time, for
special week
this was one of the books that came to my mind! So, with a very happy smile, I also post here my review, because I am really glad with this invitation! Thank you BiOB for this opportunity!
My rating 4,5.
I had this book to read for a long time, and I am glad that I finally choose it, because is a beautiful story, intelligently written, that grabbed me from the first to the last word!
This book tells us how powerless we are before life, before the things that cannot be changed, and about the choices that must be done to face the most difficult times! When someone has to change something that had for granted… That was what happened to Ben…
Ben Walsh, a Texan, successful lawyer working in New York City, with a promising future ahead of him, sees his life turn completely when his parents die in a car accident. With three underage brothers, Ben must make the choice of his life: his career or his family… Being an absent brother, arrogant, independent and super confident man doesn’t help him at all.
But he is a lucky man, and he meets Travis!
Travis is an adorable man; he is sweet, cares about Ben’s brothers and helps him on those dire days after their loss.
It was so easy to fall for these men! All of them, not only Ben and Travis, but also Quentin, Jason and Cade!
So this is their story: beautiful, sweet, heartbreaking when poor choices were made, but encouraging and heartwarming when everything was leaded to where it was meant to be!
I loved how Ben started to get to know better his brothers, and how much their relationship changed…
”Sometimes being a brother is even better than being a superhero.”
I loved how Quentin saw everything before his older brother! I loved Travis’s tenderness towards Walsh boys…
”We can believe in the nothingness of life, we can believe in the nothingness of death and of life after death but who can believe in the nothingness of Ben?”
I loved this book!
special week
this was one of the books that came to my mind! So, with a very happy smile, I also post here my review, because I am really glad with this invitation! Thank you BiOB for this opportunity!
My rating 4,5.
I had this book to read for a long time, and I am glad that I finally choose it, because is a beautiful story, intelligently written, that grabbed me from the first to the last word!
This book tells us how powerless we are before life, before the things that cannot be changed, and about the choices that must be done to face the most difficult times! When someone has to change something that had for granted… That was what happened to Ben…
Ben Walsh, a Texan, successful lawyer working in New York City, with a promising future ahead of him, sees his life turn completely when his parents die in a car accident. With three underage brothers, Ben must make the choice of his life: his career or his family… Being an absent brother, arrogant, independent and super confident man doesn’t help him at all.
But he is a lucky man, and he meets Travis!
Travis is an adorable man; he is sweet, cares about Ben’s brothers and helps him on those dire days after their loss.
It was so easy to fall for these men! All of them, not only Ben and Travis, but also Quentin, Jason and Cade!
So this is their story: beautiful, sweet, heartbreaking when poor choices were made, but encouraging and heartwarming when everything was leaded to where it was meant to be!
I loved how Ben started to get to know better his brothers, and how much their relationship changed…
”Sometimes being a brother is even better than being a superhero.”
I loved how Quentin saw everything before his older brother! I loved Travis’s tenderness towards Walsh boys…
”We can believe in the nothingness of life, we can believe in the nothingness of death and of life after death but who can believe in the nothingness of Ben?”
I loved this book!
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May 26, 2017DNF @ 74%. No rating for a DNF book. Thought it was fairly childish actually. It should have been called "The Nothingness of Nothingness." The only reason I started it is that Book 2 has a sort of a Springsteen theme and I saw some reviews that said characters from this book show up in it. Not sure I will even bother with Book 2 now ... even though I am a HUGE Springsteen fan.
January 11, 2016
The scale of 1-5 and the poverty of the English language are not enough to convey the greatness of this book.
October 17, 2016
“We can believe in the nothingness of life, we can believe in the nothingness of death and of life after death —but who can believe in the nothingness of Ben?”
Ben, 28 years old, a successful lawyer in New York City, currently in relationship with another guy, unexpectedly receives bad news that his parents have passed in a car accident. According to the will he are named as the sole guardian to his three brothers. He takes these responsibilities and moves to live in Austin, Texas, where he meets Travis.
Travis, 28 years old, fixes cars for a living, a straight men who is currently in relationship with a women- enjoying 'regular and dependable sex'. He's been in very close relationship with Ben's family.
Their first sparks begin with a resting knee under the table. Speaking of which, on the erotic level this works much more, to me, then “You going to take it all the way down your.......?” “Yes, sir.”
Dilemmas that popped up on the surface:
^^^ Whether Ben is in shape to be a parent or his relatives would be a better choice for raising children in a more 'traditional' setting, even if it means splitting them up. I felt that this thesis was adequately protected.
^^^ Would it be enough convincing transformation of a straight man into a gay-for-you. Even though it was mentioned some scientific work for bisexuality, I was left with many doubts. Especially when the straight guy started his first experiences as a unpowered bottom.
^^^ How would be resolved some issues related with:
their past relationships. Actually, there was no drama there. A clean water.
~ settling the money issue. Ben's job opportunities if he moves in a small town or probability the whole family move to NYC- I felt this part was well presented, but probably he should have sacrificed something for the sake of family happiness.
~ how would be working a relationship between people of different levels of intelligence. There were some improvement in that direction, but in a long run the relationship is likely to suffer.
~ Ben's ability to juggle parenting and a serious relationship at once. Actually, I could see there a big insuperable issues, especially for a lawyer. Multitasking is something 'must be'.
All in all, it was a journey I would have missed if I had not done. It was a really nice break or escape from real life. It would have been a first-class journey if it had cut down a bit on overdone goodness. I really enjoyed it, and will definitely check this author other works.
Ben, 28 years old, a successful lawyer in New York City, currently in relationship with another guy, unexpectedly receives bad news that his parents have passed in a car accident. According to the will he are named as the sole guardian to his three brothers. He takes these responsibilities and moves to live in Austin, Texas, where he meets Travis.
Travis, 28 years old, fixes cars for a living, a straight men who is currently in relationship with a women- enjoying 'regular and dependable sex'. He's been in very close relationship with Ben's family.
Their first sparks begin with a resting knee under the table. Speaking of which, on the erotic level this works much more, to me, then “You going to take it all the way down your.......?” “Yes, sir.”
Dilemmas that popped up on the surface:
^^^ Whether Ben is in shape to be a parent or his relatives would be a better choice for raising children in a more 'traditional' setting, even if it means splitting them up. I felt that this thesis was adequately protected.
^^^ Would it be enough convincing transformation of a straight man into a gay-for-you. Even though it was mentioned some scientific work for bisexuality, I was left with many doubts. Especially when the straight guy started his first experiences as a unpowered bottom.
^^^ How would be resolved some issues related with:
their past relationships. Actually, there was no drama there. A clean water.
~ settling the money issue. Ben's job opportunities if he moves in a small town or probability the whole family move to NYC- I felt this part was well presented, but probably he should have sacrificed something for the sake of family happiness.
~ how would be working a relationship between people of different levels of intelligence. There were some improvement in that direction, but in a long run the relationship is likely to suffer.
~ Ben's ability to juggle parenting and a serious relationship at once. Actually, I could see there a big insuperable issues, especially for a lawyer. Multitasking is something 'must be'.
All in all, it was a journey I would have missed if I had not done. It was a really nice break or escape from real life. It would have been a first-class journey if it had cut down a bit on overdone goodness. I really enjoyed it, and will definitely check this author other works.
December 4, 2013
This is a brilliant story and incredibly moving. It drew me in and held my attention from the beginning right to the end. The first thing that struck me about this story is the richness of its characters and dialogue. The story begins with the death of Ben's parents, a tragedy which brings unwanted change and upheaval to Ben's life. The story, which flows beautifully, is one about how he rebuilds life for both himself and his brothers.
One of the things that struck me was Ben's confidence. It makes a great change to have a story about a gay man who is clearly a high flyer, very much in demand within his profession, and who isn't afraid of the opinion of others or of his sexuality. It was good to see how he managed to hold both his career and his family together and also eventually to recognise his need for love. I adored the family setting and the acceptance and solidarity that the brothers had for each other. It was also good to see Ben make mistakes and then try to work his way through them. Travis is also a great character who provides a contrast to Ben partly because he has never seen himself as gay before, but mostly because of his lack of education and the fact that he is from a different economic class. This difference provides some very painful moments which show Ben's flaws.
The theme of family and friendship and love are very clear in this book and this came to life through a great caste of characters: friends, work colleagues and relatives all made the story rich. I also liked the tiny positive glimpse of the Episcopal church and its inclusivity, nothing too grand but just a faith school which knew how to welcome a gay teenager. That makes a change from how religion is often portrayed in gay romance stories.
I loved this story and although the context is death and grief, the focus is love hope and renewal. I hope that we get future stories from some of the characters here (Colin), but even if we don't I am looking forward to reading more from this author in the future.
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