Became almost intolerable towards the end. “Intolerable” is not a word I’m a big fan of as it just seethes with judgement, but I think it applies because that’s all this story contains - judgement. Almost every human gossiped about in this story is name-called and criticized for their size, age, religious identity, sexual orientation, intelligence or perceived lack thereof, physical appearance, emotions, etc. etc. It doesn’t help that in this story Capote also spills the beans on some traumatic events personally experienced by some of his Swan friends, without their permission.
I’m in the midst of a Truman Capote kick, having watched a Hulu documentary about him, followed by listening to “Capote’s Women” on Audible and now reading this Esquire-printed story of his. It’s clear why a story like this would have ended Capote’s friendship with [almost all of the] Swans. Yet he seemed to be surprised that it did. Maybe someone who had so much unaddressed childhood pain wasn’t able to cultivate true compassion for others (and himself) in himself. Maybe what the Swans initially saw as a light and fun gossipy nature in Truman was actually a deep-held belief in humanity’s universal ugliness. When the intensity of his adverse outlook was finally on display for them to see, all they could see was ugliness in him.
I dunno. I wasn’t there. But I’m super pumped to now watch Feud: Capote vs. the Swans.