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560 pages, ebook
First published November 13, 2018
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“The high point of the doctor’s testimony came when he recollected his observation of (government witness) George Seach during an acute psychotic attack, giving the courtroom its most unexpected—and disturbing—moments as the doctor read aloud some of Seach’s transcribed words, an excerpt of delirium poetry not unlike the deathbed rant of Dutch Schultz:
I told lies. Don’t take my eyes out. I won’t tell more.
My name is Charlie. I cheated, I stole. Saint Peter won’t let me in heaven now.
I’ll try to be good. Don’t cut out my tongue.
Sometimes I think I am Howard Hughes. I am so damned rotten. I don’t know what I am anymore.
My name is Charlie. I’m a Jew. Sometimes I think I’m Jesus. Don’t want people to think I’m crazy. Can’t trust anyone, not even God.
Only thing one can really believe in is math”
Excerpt From: Handsome Johnny by Lee Server. Chapter 10. A Coffin for Johnny