This is a cute shifter story of a werebear and a sad widower. John had been with his husband George for over twenty years. George died suddenly of natural causes and John misses him constantly. It was a plus for me that meeting someone new didn’t magically erase George from John’s mind. If anything, John feels guilty for feeling anything for anyone else, which I felt was a true reaction for someone like him, who was so in love. A twist and turn of events leads him to a “Relaxing Cornish Getaway”. He decides to go because it’s somewhere he and George had never gone. Even George’s mother, Doris, encourages him to go. So to the Cornish Coast he goes.
It is here he meets maintenance man Mitch, who has also lost a partner tragically in the past. Mitch tends to pull John closer and then push him away. The bear wants him, Mitch doesn’t want to get close. As Mitch and John do their give and take with each other, feeling guity, feeling attracted, more guilt, more attraction it’s like watching a tennis match. I wanted them together, wanted them to work through their tragedies and pasts. This aspect of the story would have been a solid 4. I liked both characters. Even Morwenna’s influence, with all her herbs and potions and psychic abilities, was acceptable to me as integral to the story. Love the location as well, and descriptions of the Cornish caves and water. Mitch’s disability and John’s acceptance of it were lovely. Mitch tends to carry John around, which seemed odd but worked for them.
But then we come to the werebear aspect. I like shifter stories and was intrigued by a werebear. Unfortunately, something didn’t work for me because while I can accept a human treating a shifter as person, I have trouble with a human treating a bear as a person. Pet him, feed him, talk to him knowing you won’t get an answer, sure. However, John the city boy is kissing the bear on the lips, inviting him into the house (this is a great big brown bear!), asking people if the bear had anyone in his life, even mentioning in the story that “although John wasn’t sexually attracted to the bear, he still found the animal magnificient”. Ouch. Too much. Had John known it was Mitch, I’d have accepted that, but he doesn’t. He thinks it’s a bear. A real bear. This was so unnerving to me, I’d have given that whole aspect a 2.
So balancing out the two aspects, I gave the book a 3. I liked the writing style and phrasing. I thought John was a little sad but so was Mitch, so they can help each other find happiness.