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Past Forward-A Serial Novel: Volume I

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Willow Finley was born on the farm she shared with her mother. Though twenty-two, she rarely went into town, never went to school or church, and can name on one hand the number of people she’s ever met. Willow has never used a phone, watched a movie, or ridden in a car. And no, she is not Amish. Until the morning that changed her life, she had only her mother as a companion. Now Willow is alone and learning that integrating into the rest of the world is both exciting and disappointing. Knowing that people have feet and hands of clay is one thing but seeing them in action is another. From the moment Willow arrives in the police station with her startling announcement, Chad fights the friendship he knows he can't avoid.

380 pages, Paperback

First published August 4, 2012

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Chautona Havig

275 books1,833 followers
**fingers skittle across the keyboard. Stop. Eyelids blink over the top**

Oh, was this bio day? Oops! I forgot. I was lost in my latest manuscript. Umm... bio. Yeah.

Hi! I’m Chautona Havig. (for those who care, that’s Shuh-TONE-uh HAVE-ig). Yeah. Just work with me here. I should have used a pseudonym, but when you grow up with a name like Chautona, it kind of sticks.

Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful; and let us consider how to stimulate one another to love and good deeds, not forsaking our own assembling together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another; and all the more as you see the day drawing near. ~ Hebrews 10: 23–25

Those aren’t just words on a page for me–they’re why I write. I write to encourage my brothers and sisters in Christ. The stories I create are to make people laugh, cry, question, consider.

They’re for you.

When the world screams for hope, I try to point you to the true Source of hope–Jesus.

Sometimes life in the church no longer seems a refuge from the pain of a self-serving world around us, but through my stories, I try to point you to the only Refuge that can truly help–the Father’s Everlasting Arms.

And sometimes we just need an escape from the monotony, the emptiness we see around us. We need joy, laughter–what I like to call “just the write escape.”

Christian fiction without apology or pretense–lived, not preached.
What does that even mean?
It means I care–about you. About your walk with Jesus. I care about the words you put before your eyes, the mental pictures those words conjure. It’s difficult to express just how much I love my brothers and sisters in Christ. It’s difficult to share just how much I love you.

But I do.

And I write for you. I sit in my little house in California’s Mojave Desert and I write to show you why one sister believes one thing, why a brother believes another. I write to show you how some Christians handle trials or triumphs–for you. So when you’re faced with something–good or bad, it doesn’t matter–maybe it’ll spark a memory. Maybe that memory will smolder until you pull out your Bible and see what the Lord said about it–about His great love for you. For YOU!

And maybe, just maybe, you’ll share that love with another hurting, confused, or blessed-with-more-than-she-knows-what-to-do-with soul.

I just happen to think that’s the most blessed giving anyone could hope to receive.

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Profile Image for Rebekah Jones.
Author 16 books226 followers
May 27, 2019
Past Forward begins rather startling. When Willow Finlay walks into the police station, you don’t really expect her reason for being there. Not exactly. The story continues on with rapt attention from there.

This is another book that I have read more then once. Actually, I’ve read every volume. I first read it years ago and parts of it are ingrained into me, like any other good book.

I like Willow. She’s different, but that’s one of the things that keeps you wanting to find out what she’s going to do next. There are times that I find the reactions of the people around her to be a bit tiresome, but not enough to make me want to put the book down.

Chad, I quite liked, though there are a few times I want to shake him. But, since I want to do the same to Willow at times, I suppose that’s not much of a complaint. I do like his character development a good deal – though I shall never reconcile my mental picture of him to the buzz cut that he apparently has.

Overall, I found the first volume of Past Forward well written, filled with interesting characters, and worth a reread. You will likely find your interest peaked to move onto Volume 2. I would recommend this book.
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2,654 reviews1,225 followers
September 14, 2019
Ms Havig has a unique style I enjoy. This was different, but sooo interesting.

Merged review:

Although I really enjoyed the book when I read it in 2013, this audio version leaves a lot to be desired. The narrator was okay, but the way they switched chapters or episodes with a little guitar strum was strange and unprofessional.

Willow had never been around people. Her mother kept her on their farm and away from society. Now Willow's twenty-three and her mother just passed away in her sleep. She’s clueless to know what to do. So she walks to the police station (5 miles) and announces that her mother is dead. This begins a strange relationship with police officer Chad. He's a Christian who feels obligated to help her figure out life as she's now alone and so bereft. Her mother was the only person she knew.

Her mother's financial manager told Willow she's worth millions, but all her life she's grown or made everything to live on, so since this is all she knows, she continues to work her farm and orchard, including fishing a stream on her property like that's the way it has to be. She even paints her own designs on fabric for her clothing, makes her own soaps, sandwich condiments, butter... a perfect pilgrim life.

Like I said, very different but very interesting.
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Author 44 books268 followers
August 10, 2013
"Alone without friends or family to comfort her after the death of her mother, Willow Finley's idyllic life is over—and just beginning."

"Past Forward" is a unique book. The book describes the life of 22 year old Willow Finley. At the opening of the book, her mother dies and we see her struggle through her grief. She has no family and no friends since her mother has kept her from as many outside influences as she can.

Willow's first visits to the movie theater, “the city”, a restaurant, and church are eye-opening to say the least. Chautona Havig did a very good job of describing Willow's overwhelming culture shock.

And then there is Chad. He is our reluctant hero. He is reluctantly thrust into the role of Willow's friend. He doesn't want to be the one who is always there for Willow, at least at first, but he does it anyway. Sometimes to the point of frustrating poor Willow.

Two minor problems I had with "Past Forward": 1. I have to wait for the rest of the story, and 2. Willow's chickens. There is no breed of chicken that lays double yolk eggs every day and no chicken lays at the same time of the day, everyday. Chickens are on a 25 hour cycle. If they lay an egg today at 7, tomorrow they will lay an egg around 8.

Other than those two small problems, I loved this book and look forward to reading more about Willow.


Note: I received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review. I was not required to give a positive review.
Profile Image for Rebekah Morris.
Author 119 books267 followers
January 14, 2016
This was a hard book to put down not because it was so exciting or intense, but because I was drawn into the lives of the characters and wanted to know more and more.
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3,072 reviews132 followers
May 20, 2019
The beauty of reading a book by Ms.. Havig is that she has the gift of bringing the story to life. I was so absorbed in Willow's story that everything around me faded away. I loved getting to know Willow and how strong she was. It was so much fun to read how she made her own soap, canned vegetables and fruits and lived off the land. I could picture her out there in the hot sun as she worked in the garden and took care of her animals.I loved the way she lived and how carefree and innocent she was.

It is not hard to believe that she didn't know how to ride an escalator or use a cell phone. Some may say she had been sheltered all her life. I think her mother raised a young woman who was able to provide for herself and stay away from the dangers that a city has. Her simple but hard working life appeals to me. The story does remind me of the summers I spent at my granddad's farm. He harvested wheat, had chickens and a garden full of bountiful fruits and vegetables. He hardly went to town and enjoyed farming. Just like Willow, he didn't have air conditioners and kept the windows open for the breeze to blow through.

The journals that Willow found that belonged to her mother was definitely eye opening. Her mother shared her heart in those journals and made Willow realize how hard it was at times for her mother. I loved how the author allowed readers to follow Willow as she discovers the city and all it has to offer. The movie theater incident was classic.. I won't spoil it for you, but it is typical Willow discovering something new. I loved her innocence at things like riding in a vehicle or just walking into a store to purchase something. Can you imagine what it would be like to sew all your own clothes, eat off the land and never go into town?

Chad is a welcome addition to the story and instantly became a favorite of mine. He meets Willow under a tragic situation but quickly feels the need to protect her. He is a classic gentleman with a heart of gold It is easy to see the signs of deeper feelings he has towards Willow. After all, he seems to always find a reason to stop at her place. I rooted for Chad and Willow to get together and loved reading how at times Willow let her guard down with him.

The story is the liberation and new beginning for Willow as she finds herself on her own in a world that has many up and downs for her. Her talents are endless around the farm and her ability to adjust to new friends is wonderful to witness. I admired her mother for raising a daughter who stands up for herself and can easily take care of a farm with sweat and hard work. Being isolated most of her life does bring challenges to her but her determination is refreshing. I will briefly mention that there is a little tug of war going on with Willow's feelings towards two men, but you must read the story to find out what happens. The big question is , will Willow continue to live on her farm, or will an opportunity draw her to the big city?

I received a copy of this book from Celebrate Lit. The review is my own opinion.
Profile Image for MaryAnn Bell.
321 reviews
May 15, 2019
Alone without friends or family to comfort her after the death of her mother, Willow Finley’s idyllic life is over—and just beginning. The Finley women’s lives, while rich and full, aren’t easy. rejecting electricity and many other modern conveniences, they live purposefully and intentionally–alone and isolated from the world around them. When Willow Finley awakes on a hot summer morning, she is unprepared for the grief that awaits her. Jerked from a life of isolation with her mother, Willow learns what alone really means when she finds her mother dead. From the moment Willow arrives in the police station with her startling announcement, Chad Tesdall fights the friendship he knows he can’t avoid. The Past Forward series opens with Willow’s life-changing discovery and gently guides the reader through aspects of her life–the past weaving through the present and into the future. Experience her first morning in church, her first movie, and the culture shock of her first trips to the city. A birthday party and a street faire add welcome diversion from butchering, canning, and the beating of area rugs. Disaster strikes. Will she choose to continue her simple life, or will an offer in the city change it all? Find out in this first volume.



My Thoughts: This is an extraordinary novel. Ms. Havig has woven a novel that all will enjoy. It is interesting to look into the world through Willow's eyes as she integrates into the "world" and the world's way of living; to experience all Willow's firsts in this new world that her mother protected her from.



Willow is an unusual woman who has led a sheltered life. After her mother passes away, she makes new friends who don't fully understand her simple homesteading lifestyle. Some try and get her to change and make life easier, but her best friend Chad understands who Willow is and how she lives her life; helping her through her grief.



I loved this novel and really enjoyed the simple life portrayed in the novel and glad that Willow stood her ground for that way of life.



The characters in this novel all work together well, and with the storyline. I liked Chad and was encouraged by his character, as he did not want Willow to change. He appreciated Willow for who she was and what she stood for. The readers will adore Willow; everyone loves Willow, she is full of spunk and has a strong but loving personality.



I enjoy Chautona Havig's writings, and I believe this is my favorite. I spent the week reading all 3 volumes, and I believe readers will want to do the same; Once you start reading you just can't get enough.
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83 reviews2 followers
May 22, 2019
This book series follows the life of Willow after her mother passes away in her sleep. Willow, a very sheltered farm girl, is thrown into the deep end of society and life. Without her mother to guide the way she has to figure out what to do. Luckily, she has Chad, a reluctant friend and cop, that helps to guide her and support her.

I had the privilege of listening to the audio book for volume 1 of this story. I loved the characters and the setting of this novel. The juxtaposition between the love interests, Chad and Bill, was fantastic. I appreciated that their characters were such an exact antithesis of one another and so were their goals with Willow.

I am not usually one for cheesy, romantic novels. However, this one was structured in a way that I cared just as much about Willow's well being as I did for the person she may (or may not) fall in love with. I am an old soul, I love that Willow was a simple girl who loved her animals and crafting more than trying to find a love interest. I appreciated that she was oblivious to the advances of those around her. I get tired of novels having the stereotypical, pretty girl fighting off the advances of men.

My only qualm with the book was the fact that the writer could have tied things up in one book. (I know this is a consistent issue I have). However, after I did some research she had been releasing the book chapters at a time and later compiled it all into a series. This made more sense and I think is a very interesting way to do things.

I must say that the lady who read the book did an okay job. I was disappointed with her need to put on a "man" voice for the male characters. Also, there was this little guitar rift at the end of chapters and to delineate the changing of scenes. I felt that it was poorly scored and made the book sound amateur.
1,880 reviews
May 24, 2019
For quite a while, I have enjoyed reading books by Chautona Havig. She creates memorable characters, believable plot lines, and pulls her readers into the worlds of her stories. And Past Forward is no exception. Imagine growing up with only your mother around, never really using electricity or other modern conveniences including a phone. So when Willow’s mother dies unexpectedly Willow finds herself thrust into a world she cannot relate to and is content to basically keep going in the same way she has always done them.

Chad Tesdall, as a law enforcement officer, finds himself given the task of taking Willow’s report about her mother’s death. Then he finds himself unexpectedly being thrust into the role of protector and more for Willow. He finds himself drawn into her life through no effort on his part.

I love the simplicity of Willow’s life. The journal’s of Willow’s mother create a memorable and interesting look at Willow’s childhood. Personally, I would love to be able to actually hold the journals in my hand and read them in their entirety.

As Willow experiences many firsts, both of doing things herself at her home and by attending places like church and going to the city, Willow’s world expands in many ways and yet also stays the same. She is unwilling to compromise what she believes in and what she holds true. Chad provides the perfect support, encouragement, and strength Willow needs. Watching Willow grow and come into her own makes this book worth reading. But watching Willow and Chad’s relationship grow makes it even better.

So if you want a story that does not dwell on traditional modern life, but instead offers a glimpse of what a simpler life could look like, check out this book for yourself.

I received a copy of the audiobook for this for my fair and honest review, and I have to say, the audiobook is fantastic.
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490 reviews12 followers
May 17, 2019
When Willow Finley walks into the Police Department one hot summer morning she also walks into the life of Policeman Chad Tesdall. On the morning she walks into the police station her mother has died and she is unsure what to do with her body. However it is just the start of her problems, Willow is lost to modern society due to her mother's reclusive lifestyle. While Chad wants nothing more than be done with Willow her finds himself drawn into her life and helping her to adjust to society.

I LOVED this book. I find myself so fascinated with the life that Willow lives, a purposeful, intentional life. A life that isn’t just lived, but is cherished, filled with art, and nature. Willow’s grief over her mother’s death is so raw that you almost feel it yourself. It is hard to watch Chad struggle with coming to terms to being the only person who can reach Willow. Seeing Willow experience life that would be normal for us, but is completely foreign to her is fascinating, it is as is said in the book WOW. I really don’t know how to explain how wonderful this book is. It deserves reading and once you read it you will want to go back a read it again. Chautona Havig, the author, has created an entire fictional Metropolis that has wonderful characters that draw you in and leave you feeling like you live or you at least wish you did. Past Forward is a wonderful introduction to this world!

I received a copy of this book from Celebrate Lit. This in way influenced my review, all opinions are my own.
Profile Image for Nyla Kay.
Author 1 book25 followers
May 17, 2019
Past Forward” by Author Chautona Havig is a contemporary Christian novel laced with romance, suspense, intrigue, inspiration and a bit of humor. I was immediately drawn into the story. The book held my attention all the way through this whimsical page turning delightful read.

The author has a lovely way with words. They flow eloquently from her mind to paper in a nice pace. The story didn’t lag or feel rushed. It was just right. The vivid descriptions took me inside Willow’s unique life. I wanted to read more about it. At times I forgot Willow was a modern day lady.

Author Havig has done an exemplary job with these characters. Willow is so likable and I became engaged with her immediately. The more I read the more invested I became. I felt her emotions through the writing. Great job, Ms. Havig!

The story has been well thought and organized. It taught me things I didn’t know. Willow’s life wasn’t the norm. It a lifestyle many wish for and few can handle. Sometimes it seemed there was a disaster waiting to happen around ever corner.

The inspirational message is there, and I enjoyed seeing the character’s growing faith. There is sweet romance and mystery. Anyone will love this captivating novel.

I highly recommend it. Even though it is a contemporary book, fans of historical (pioneer) fiction will devour this masterful serving from wordsmith Chautona Havig. A book club could find a lot to discuss. I loved it. It gets a 5 out of 5 stars from me. Celebrate Lit provided a copy but I was under no obligation to write a review.
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327 reviews31 followers
May 21, 2019
As much as everyone is totally fascinated by who Willow is, their idea of help is Cultural Assimilation. To try to 'modernize' her, assuming she wants to start embracing all of the modern 'conveniences' of life.

Her response: "If I bought soap, what would I do with my soap-making time?"

Growing up with simple logic, strong faith and a unique way of placing value, Willow constantly causes WOW moments in those around her.

Willow spends her time living sermons, building bridges to friendship, dealing with accidents & sabotage, and the heartache of every First Without Mother.

She goes into her future trying to figure out how much cultural assimilation she will accept, or needs. Definitely, Willow challenges cultural assumptions and causes nearly as much culture shock as she experiences.

Chad is a good guy. In some ways it shows here in volume 1, but in other ways you have to wait. His character development and maturity level rises significantly over the next couple of books! Very well done.

I would recommend this series to you if you like simplicity: simple logic, simple living, simple faith. Also as you get into later volumes, there's really good examples of how to parent adults and deal with many challenges and a few mysteries.

📌 I received an updated copy of volume one from the author through Celebrate lit. I had purchased the prior version. I chose to review it here and all thoughts are my own.
Profile Image for Kathy.
587 reviews
May 25, 2019
Originally published as a serial novel, this book is one that you will seriously be invested in. It is long, covering several years, and it is detailed, describing life on Willow's farm and her many first experiences. But it is worth it. The premise of meeting new people and experiencing so many things for the first time after having lived her whole life in isolation from the world seems interesting enough. ("What's Disney World?") But Havig ramps up the story line with a beautiful romance, lots of laughter, and plenty of suspense.

Willow is such a doll, but she is very accomplished and intelligent, despite being naive to the world. And Chad's reputation precedes him, as an upstanding law enforcement officer. As well as experiencing everything for the first time with Willow, and getting into Chad's head, Havig has a full complement of lovable and believable supporting characters.

Another wonderful thing about reading this book is discovering all the connections (think Easter Eggs!) to other books I've read by this author. It doesn't affect the story if one is not aware, but it's a nice bonus to reconnect with previous characters, places, and situations.

Fans of contemporary fiction and Christian fiction will enjoy this book. I certainly did!

I received an ebook copy of this book from the author, through Celebrate Lit, for review purposes. The thoughts expressed here are my own.
3,042 reviews13 followers
April 26, 2024
Willow Finley is alone in the world after the sudden death of her mother.
Home-schooled on an isolated farmstead she has had very little interaction with the outside world – something that is about to change.
She may find the modern world puzzling, and other humans quite odd, but she has a good head on her shoulders and a mind of her own.
Even though she is now a very wealthy woman Willow prefers to perform a myriad of jobs on the farm, all done with the most basic equipment.
She finds the idea of saving time by using modern aids foolish - after all, what would she do with the extra hours?
Not much happens in “Past Forward” and the book is all the better for it.
The question of the identity of her father is never fully addressed, nor is the reason why Keri, her mother, distanced herself from her family – a mistake in my opinion
It may be explained by the title of the Goodreads page for the book - “Past Forward -A Serial Novel”. That it was a serial novel came as news to me as the only clue in the book itself is that it is 'Vol. 1.'
The ending is not so much a cliffhanger as a sudden stop, it was very annoying.
Overall I enjoyed reading something very different from my norm but I am undecided about continuing.
3 Stars.
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1,251 reviews33 followers
May 24, 2019
Today I'd like to tell you about another book by Chautona Havig.

Yes. this one. Past Forward.

Intriguing. Inspiring. Motivational....and more.

I loved Willow from the very first page. Her life, upbringing, etc., has her extremely sheltered. She’s never been anywhere...she and her mother lived alone and were almost completely self sufficient. Now her mother died and her life is totally changed.

Her attitudes, her ways of handling things, dealing with her Mom’s death...all of this makes for an unforgettable character set in an intriguing story.

She has been so sheltered, now she has to learn how to "fit in" in the culture around her. There are so many things she is completely unaware of, and yet, she perseveres at everything that comes her way.

This makes for a very intriguing, interesting story with unusual twists.

Disclaimer: I receive complimentary books from various sources, including, publishers, publicists, authors, and/or NetGalley. I am not required to write a positive review, and have not received any compensation. The opinions shared here are my own entirely. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255
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330 reviews6 followers
May 13, 2019
As usual, when I read one of Chautona's books, I think, is there anything Chautona can't do when it comes to writing? Chautona gives us yet again another unique, quirky, lovely, endearing, complex heroine that comes from a life of solitude almost frozen in time. We watch her as she is thrust into the world she hasn't been a part of, and the romance and suspense we get to witness are truly a masterpiece. The plot keeps us glued til the end. This book is like a volume, so it is definitely a longer read, but well worth it. I was so interested to see where our heroine goes and experiences next. Chautona does so well with helping us feel how the character feels, and I really related to her in that way in all her awkwardness, fear, hope, and basically her life being turned upside down. Past Forward is just excellent in every way, not much else to say! Don't miss the other installments! I know I won't! :)



I received a complimentary copy of this book, and all opinions given are entirely my own.

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481 reviews56 followers
May 24, 2019
Starts off with a twist, grabs you with both hands and away you go in this fascinating, entertaining, heart-and-gut wrenching, intriguing and thoroughly enjoyable tale! WOW! From an author who always amazes, Past Forward is a unique and mesmerizing story with characters who are endearing, surprising, frustrating, entertaining and thoroughly engaging. Observing as each character wrestles with understanding and living their faith gives the reader an opportunity to consider their own actions and reactions.
This is definitely a narrative I will reread, and I do heartily recommend it! Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I received a complimentary copy of this book. A favorable review was not required, no compensation was received, and all views expressed are my own.

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Author 9 books122 followers
May 18, 2019
Farm life isn't new to me, It's up close and personal, However, I wasn't bored by this story. I liked the details that I connected to about farming and life, I felt more at home with it than some of the author's other books. I found it sad, the relationship with Willow, or the lack of relationships that she hasn't had. She's really been under a rock that even the Amish don't have anymore. I don't like the open ending. I love series, but the ending was really wide open and abrupt. That said, even with the flaws, I give this book 4 stars.

My copy came from Celebrate Lit. This review is left of my own free will and contains my thoughts about this book.
2,339 reviews25 followers
June 8, 2022
I liked the story and the characters, although I think Willow's mother did her a disservice by keeping her isolated from other people. Once she starts meeting other people, she is overwhelmed at first and I feared some of them would try to take advantage of her. Some of the men kind of annoyed me because they seemed to like her but came across as too overprotective or controlling. I read volume 1, which ends without resolution as there are 4 more books. Chad was pretty comical as he helped her a lot and kept acting like he wished someone else would take over, but I think he was kind of in denial about his own feelings towards her. This is a clean, Christian story.
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1,363 reviews16 followers
October 2, 2023
Christian fiction serial

Ending on a cliffhanger... just starting to get to know the believable and heartwarming characters. There are a lot of unanswered questions, so there's only one thing to do: read Volume 2 (of 6)
Willow is just now starting to grieve... will we find out whether Chad or Bill is worthy of her? I was able to read a Kindle copy of this book, compliments of the author's birthday giveaway!(Which was extra special to me because 7/20 is my birthday, too!). This did not in any way affect my review. All opinions are my own.
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45 reviews
March 19, 2024
Refreshing

No perfect people, no millionaires with attitude, just delightfully honest , forthright down to earth people. Such a refreshing change. I LOVE this author. She is brilliant.
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206 reviews6 followers
September 14, 2018
No ending!

Cute story, with no ending. Ugh. I don't like that. I was starting to think I found an author i liked, then when ...to be continued.
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189 reviews3 followers
May 5, 2019
Fantastic

What a captivating book. I could not put it down. There are so many learning obstacles to workout. Cant wait to start Vol 2.
604 reviews4 followers
July 2, 2020
I really liked the story. It was different from anything else I have read and wasn't super predictable.
9 reviews1 follower
August 17, 2022
This was the first I had read from Chautona and I have been hooked on her stories ever since!
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72 reviews
May 26, 2024
This is now one of my absolute favorite!!!!!
1,402 reviews16 followers
August 30, 2025
very good story has forgiveness, second chances and moving forward in life
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2,100 reviews20 followers
June 29, 2019
My thoughts:
When I began this book and looked at the number of pages on my kindle app I was a bit shocked. I hadn't realized that there were six books in one! But oh man. If I had been forced to only read a part of this compilation I would have gone crazy with the not knowing.

I love Willow! Willow appeared in Thirty Days Hath so I knew just a bit about her but not a lot. Reading her entire story has been wonderful and left me rethinking my life.

Not many people want to live without electricity or the "comforts" of modern life. I'm one who could definitely do without a lot of them. My family and I reenact the Civil War and I love those weekends away with no power and no modern things vying for our time. But I also like to come home to a real shower. So I'd like more of a balance.

Willow has had a very isolated life on the farm with only her mother and their animals. She can count on one hand all the other people she's seen or talked to in that time. There just aren't that many. After all, when her mother meets strangers with a shotgun there just isn't much time to say hi and how are you.

I really don't want to give away any of Willow's story because you need to read it. Meeting Aggie has made me desperately need to read Aggie's story next. I might learn some child-rearing tips from her but I'm not going to start singing with my lovely tone-deaf voice. Or maybe that would make my kids behave faster? Food for thought.

Willow does have my sympathy though. Tomatoes products did the same thing to me when I was pregnant with my kiddos. I was very glad when I could add those back in after the baby was born because I love me some tomatoes.

Okay, so that might have been a slight spoiler. Here are some quick facts to get you intrigued if you're not already. Willow has no idea who her family is outside of her farm except that she needs to fear their presence due to her existence. Make sense? Basically, her mother has lived in fear. You see, Willow was not a love child but rather a product of brutal rape. Kari ran from the very powerful family after a threat from the man who is Willow's grandfather.

What happens when they find out about Willow? Is someone causing odd things to happen on the farm? Can she trust Chad to help her? Will her mother's family ever accept her? Does Willow even want people in her life?

Again, a great read and definitely one I think you should pick up a copy of. Just be prepared for a long read and not wanting to be interrupted.

Oh, and should I add in the dead body that's found? Or the vehicle buried on the farm? Maybe the crazy man towards the end?

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