The poems in Stephanie Bolster’s new collection create longings, reveries, and meditations that, though powerfully presented to us, evade the reduction of named emotion. It takes a special subtlety of writing, a delicate handling of image and judgement of details to make what is offstage resonate with such eloquence. This collection reveals Stephanie Bolster writing at the extreme of her craft to bring us a poetry of extraordinary refinement.
Not really there yet. Peel back latex to find the wild rose paper underneath. Pin-ups appear there, men whose lips urge my lips toward their sheen. Their faces fail away. Posters of kittens come and go. Unchosen, each glued sheet loosens, leaves a stretch of pink. Print small hands across it, trying out edges. That colour the world entire. A brush retracts it. Yellow walls, ungendered. Someone else's objects gather. Now the walls are boards with gaps, now gaps, and now a forest encloses. Who knows where it goes.
- Room, pg. 5
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I dreamed our backyard under a plastic roof. When it rained, we could go out and listen. It was more ours like that.
Says a Sanrio company rep: "Without the month, it is easier for the person to project their feelings onto the character. The person can be happy or sad together with Hello Kitty."
This time of year, it closes early. Two hours shut, the gate lets squirrel under it on the round stones. The latch is on the other side. Leaves flame up over the wall.
- pg. 23
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Of course I made up most of these initials. See how carefully I choose what to see? Arrange mosses into a garden or leave them and call it a wild one.
In Vancouver, under the viaduct where the pavilion was, some pavement. In Montreal, a pond, a pathway. Osaka? I have never been.
What we call Indiana summer they call ko haru, "little spring," because the blue air and sparks of colour make one believe the end is a beginning.
- pg. 35
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We wear down bars of soap with our palms, stone steps with our feet. Light
will rub that drawing, imperceptibly at first, till the girl's face vanishes.
Will a field, crossed often enough, sink? Your clavicle, where my head rests?
There is a room where light tracks the day along the wall, simply, without tenderness.
It leaves no deep impression, nor do our thrown shadows. But the earth. It shifts, in time.
- What Price, pg. 48
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Her gaze, turning near or averted; her hair obscured or of dun mouse's hide. Lemon silk down her back. Time passes through an hourglass.
A hairdresser lifts a bevelled mirror to show the back: my best
secret, free for others. What I want is the gaze I'll have
when I spin around to meet myself.
Any moment, a wing will fan shut to show her face, or unfold.
- pg. 55
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The rainbow simply peters out.
A woman milk a cow, intent on her hands squeezing each teat.
Milk shudders in a tin pail. And when she turns? She has no mirror. She is anyone. She has her life.
This is the window I grew up inside. This is the Japanese maple that grew beyond it and still does, obscuring the view. It is the view. These are the leaves of the Japanese split-leafed maple, red except when autumn puckers them to rust. This is the glass: between branches the small patch of lawn we owned, and the sidewalk, and the house across the street, and farther houses. Fogged in winter, it made ethereal the place I didn't call suburb until after it took three hours for the boat to circle Manhattan. The frame of the retina cracked. When I returned, the view had flattened to a stamp. This is the stamp I kept when I left, the stamp to which I sent my letters. Stuck every night under eyelids. These are the roots that extend from the tree outside the window I grew up inside. When I left, they kept on growing into the foundations.