A collection of Adi Da’s early (brilliant) talks which critique narcissistic spirituality and psychology, while concurrently insisting that true god/self realization comes exclusively via surrender to the living Guru (who incidentally happens to be him 🤔).
Adi Da is (correctly) revered for his radical clarity and intensity. And just as often criticized (also correctly) for his intensely authoritarian tone.
He’s very confrontational.
He’s real as fuck.
He a genius at this stuff.
It’s all part of his deal.
He’s irresistible (at lease to me… at least lately).
And YIKES! 😳
My experience with Adi Da’s writing couldn’t be more conflicted. On one hand. I find it so clear, and forceful, that I just can’t seem to get enough. I just want more. It shakes me to my core. And I adore.
On the other hand.
He’s SO dang imperious at times, that I almost can’t stand it. Clearly the authoritarian stance is an integral part of the radical potency of the writing. It really pushes the reader (me in this instance) into a crisis of sorts. In a good way (sometimes).
But at the end of the day.
When push comes to shove to shove.
I just can’t 100% drink that nectar.
I remain pool side.
Or hot tub side as it were (these talks were delivered in LA in the mid 1970’s. And the vibe endures).
Anyway.
I will continue to read and contemplate, and benefit from the unparalleled genius of Adi Da’s brilliant writing. Truth be told. I love and revere him.
But I will (in all likelihood) remain (somewhat) guarded (at least until I don’t).
What can I say.
It’s just my honest experience.
5/5* (five stars ⭐️ with an asterisk *)