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Hardcover
First published August 19, 2014
“If I push the button, I will save the world.
If I push the button.
I will save the world.
I push the button...”


“I died. And now I’m back. Inside, I can still see the eyeless. How they encircled me, came at me with their claws and teeth. How it feels like just minutes ago they tore holes in my flesh. I thought I was doing some great thing by sacrificing myself, but it doesn’t feel that way now. It feels pointless..”


“I think deep down you know that’s been the choice all along. What are you willing to do, how terrible are you willing to become, in order to save your world?”
“Here I am, in the place we’ve tried so hard to get to. And I’m just supposed to kill people. People I don’t know. Innocent people. And yet if I don’t, this darkness will remain. Does that make it right? Or just necessary?”
“ What happens now?I just go back home and do what? I won’t even be able to see how True Earth fares in the coming days and weeks and months. I have no way of knowing if their life will go on uninterrupted, or if they’re all going to die.
You had no choice. It was us or them. I hope one day I can believe that. I hope one day I can remove the knife in my heart.”
“I know I’m not the same person. That person died in a horrible way, literally blown to pieces after getting torn apart by monsters, but…somehow I am her at the same time. I am me. I know this when I close my eyes.?”


