Had so much potential and did not live up to any of it. If you can get past the 200 pages dedicated to the author repetitively bragging about having orgies with teenage girls and then treating his girlfriend badly because he romanticizes her and she can’t live up to his ideals, you will find a really beautiful friendship between the narrator and Alyosha. However after this, the text winds down in a very open ended and disappointing way. I think Feifer was able to come up with some gorgeous observations on Russian life and Soviet era Russians, but unfortunately his view of himself as Holden Caufield stops him from learning anything in his constant mistakes. I could try to forgive his horrific misogyny (the book was written 50 years ago and I understand that things have changed) but he centers so much of the book on women that it’s impossible. He fetishizes Russian women to no end, and finds them “mysterious” and “unpredictable” when they don’t happen to respond the way he wants them to or imagines they will. I think other guys who were around during this time and peaked somewhere in this time period would read this and go “hell yeah”. Otherwise, it sucks that a really beautiful story and also a clear opportunity for a journey of self improvement that could’ve wrapped up this text perfectly is wasted on this guy. basically, he is a man who knows how to write a book but has nothing truthful to say.