4.5 stars
Thanks to NetGalley and to the Editor. I received a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review
This is a hard review to write and for a lot of different reasons, too. In part, it’s because this book is so outside my comfort zone. I shouldn’t have enjoyed it so much (but I loved it!), in part because it’s hard to talk about this book without doing any spoilers, and in part, because this book deserves to be read by a lot of people (and again, this is for a couple of different reasons, too) so… I don’t know how I can make justice to it, and how can I make you curious enough. Still, I really really hope that you will read this book!
When I saw this book on NetGalley I requested it because I have read and really enjoyed another book by this author, Stringers, (and I have The Phlebotomist on my TBR since it came out), so I was curious to read something other by him, and because the plot sounded like something I may like. Psychological thrillers are not my favorite but from time to time I enjoy them, and this one sounded too promising to ignore! I started having doubts after reading some reviews of it because it sounded like more horror than thriller, and I am so not a fan of horror, and because all the reviews hinted at a paranormal element, and I need my thriller to be rooted in reality, I really strongly deeply hate paranormal elements in thrillers. But I was still curious, even if cautious, so I just went with it. And I am so glad and grateful because I enjoyed this book (well, enjoyed may be the wrong word for this book, because it is dark and it is hard, it is painful and it is about bad things, really really bad things! But I couldn’t put it down, and I couldn’t stop thinking about it so… I’ll go with “enjoyed” but keep all of this in mind, please) and I appreciated what the author did with his work. The last part of the book, the Afterword was a surprise… well, not really surprising, because if you read the book you can see all that the author said, but it was a nice surprise to see the author recognize it, and what he said made me happy, and a tad more hopeful for humanity in general. It is a beautiful thing to do, and it moved me.
It made this book political, in a way, and I think that we need more of these around right now. We desperately need them. And for this, I am really grateful to the author. (And grateful was the latest thing I thought I would be while reading this book!).
That said, I’ll try to talk a bit more about the book per se, trying not to spoiler anything. (It is hard, but I am trying!). As I said before, this book is outside my comfort zone, for different reasons, and I should not have liked it. I mean, the beginning can be considered as a psychological thriller, and I was there for that. Then we have the creepy factor, which starts subtle and grows slowly, oh so slowly, because you know that there is something wrong (aside from the obvious)still, you don’t understand what it is, and you keep reading, trying to understand what is happening, and why, especially the why, because what you know at the beginning is different from what you are showed at the moment and it was just so captivating! Usually, this kind of narration does not work for me, but here I was glued to the pages!
What’s more, is that the narration is not linear, we have some chapters mixed with excerpts from an interrogation with the police, with text messages, articles, and research, and, again, this isn’t my favorite way but in this particular case I loved it. I think that the way in which the author decided to tell us his story is one of my favorite things in the book, if not my favorite!
The world of the author is the scariest ever because it is our world, but with a little twist, that regards institutionalization, and if things start out as not good, they will progress fast into bad territory. There is so much evil in this book, so many bad things, that are bad on so many different levels! And the creepiness is not only due to the paranormal element, and this is quite sad. Because this book is sadly (and scarily) so plausible!! (Paranormal elements notwithstanding, obviously).
Another great thing of this book is the characters. They are all humans, and all broken, in one way or another. And they all feel so real! I am not the biggest fan of Charlotte, for example, and yet she is so desperately human! I think that the author did an amazing job with everything here: the pace, the vibes, the story, the mystery, the characters… everything!
And last but not least, he manages to surprise me time and again. This book is surprising in many ways, and it is hard to put down. It is also quite a difficult book to forget, if I have to be honest!
And I guess that’s all. I know that I haven’t said a lot about the book but it is hard to say more and still not doing spoiler, so I will leave it at that. But really, this is creepy, it is painful, it is an amazing horror book that will stay with you for a time, and that is pretty hard to put down!