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231 pages, Hardcover
First published February 1, 2022
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"I am aware that I’m about to die. I have been kept almost entirely away from pain and violence, from complex sensation, from ordinary people who I now imagine will tear me apart like dogs. I feel the relief of a debtor releasing coins from his fist – a weight lifted, no longer beholden. Just imagine it: no longer feeling guilty for everything you have and
don’t deserve, for an unjust world bent in your favor, paying the piper at last. Wasn’t it worth it, after all? My head on a pike for this sweet, short, pleasure-drenched life."
"I had poisoned her, a great wallop of poison in her morning coffee. So I didn’t have the defense of passion, a momentary loss of reason. Poison took forethought. Poison said: I wanted to be apart from you for a while. Then why not just leave the house? Why not go for a walk? No, it said more than that. Poison said: I wanted you to not exist for a while. I wanted to move through the world without you in it."
After I killed my wife, I had twenty hours before her new body finished printing downstairs.