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Hardcover
First published January 1, 1974
I left Adelaide with only my hopes, a couple of mock-leather cases, a cardboard folder. Now, in a strange climate, on a steely ship, the hopes have turned dull, been smothered by the present's grip and the sentimental stranglehold of what's past. Without the mediocrities I spurned I am adrift on more than an ocean. The only solution seems to keep on moving, try to outpace both present and past, abandon the needs of an identity I can no longer serve.
But I can't do it by myself. And the one I wait for doesn't come.
In the end darkness made her afraid. She climbed down to the glassy lounge where bodies danced to music she couldn't hear. People stared from deck chairs; judged as they promenaded beside the rail. Romance was mocked by a showy trail of foam.
On the deck, though the tropics drew near, it was cold. Breezes swooped, but Virginia burned. Disappointment, the shame induced by waiting, the burden beneath her arm, had set her on fire. Tears stung her eyes; she blundered on.
Yet even in the descent to the cabin she couldn't succeed, couldn't find the way; lost herself in a maze of identical antiseptic corridors, wastes of tapestry weave lounges. She passed through rooms where flagging pens embroidered yesterday's memories on flimsy pages; where women forgot they were wives in the queue for an ironing board, the evening's crumpled dreams of glamour over their arms. (p.45)