I did not like this book at all. 1 star because there is no lower option. For all those who do not want to waste their time on this book, I shall be summarizing the story.
TW: su*cide
The story follows Christian Dudok (actually from Holland) who is working in Lubeck, Germany amidst the beginning of the war. He is in love with Julie, an engineer working in the same company as he does and there begins a romance which is very dry and badly written. Julie is soon fired from the company by their boss Knollenberg for being a communist and her brother is arrested for a controversial play. Chris Dudok offers her safe haven and they end up making love, although this was not apparent until the very end of the book just because it was written SO BADLY. Long story short, Chris is forced to go back to Holland, where this whole time he HAS A GIRLFRIEND, who he continually describes as some evil, scheming woman. And he is "forced" to run his father's company. Such a tragedy to already have a settled business amidst a shaky economy during a world war. Woe be him. He settles for his "scheming" girlfriend but stipulates that they never have children, all the while still in love with Julia. Much later (I cannot follow the timeline of this book BECAUSE IT WAS JUST SO BAD AND DISJOINTED AND DID NOT MAKE ANY SENSE), he meets his old boss Knollenberg again who informs him Julia is died during a bombing, and surprise surprise, she was pregnant with his baby. And, she had a miscarriage, but she never got to inform Chris. The author jumps between the past and present in such a confusing manner that one can hardly keep track of what exactly is happening when. But the book begins with a 70ish year old Chris Dudok, who is found dead by his loyal butler Van Dijk, after overdosing on illegal medication.
Now for the reasons why I hate this book:
1) Boring. I still don't know what exactly I read and had to skim it once more to even come up with a summary.
2) Painting women as evil seductresses waiting for poor, naive men to be caught in their nets is not interesting to read about anymore. Please bury this trope and never let it see light of day again. Otto de Kat pathetically writes:
"A jolly girl, not without her attractive moments, and raring for opportunity. She set about casting her net with slow deliberation.'
"Outwardly the same, and no less charming in her eyes, but she was unsure how to approach him, given the rise in hid natural reserve. It only made her more cautious and wary in her scheming."
"She has kept a certain reserve - that has done the trick. Intimacy at arm's length, seduction by stealth, she was expert at both."
All these are written about Chris Dudok's girlfriend, who eventually becomes his wife. God, I hated the book the moment the author sees women as conniving witches out to get all honest men and a few angels among those witches that are far too pure and unaware of their own purity and appeal.
3) Chris Dudok is simply annoying. Manchild.
Highly dislike this book. I have no positive things to say about it. Felt like Otto De Kat just wanted a book published somehow about the war and ended up half-assing one just to be in that category. I don't know about his other works, but suffice to say, I will not be reading any of them any time soon.