Pastoral ministry can be hard, but it is fulfilling. The horrifying stats about pastors show ministry is not for the faint of heart. Thankfully, God does not leave a person to pastor alone. The Pastor’s Justification by Jared Wilson helps to apply the promises of Scripture to both personal life and pastoral ministry. The call to pastor is a heavy burden. Though they are not expected to be perfect, they must strive to live worthy lives while they trust in God’s promise for them.
First, he focuses on the pastor’s heart. Pastors experience the highest highs, and the lowest lows. They see people come to faith in God, and the same people hold grudges for years. They see petty conflicts that nearly divide churches, and they see overwhelming unity and love shown for a family in need. They experience great generosity and biting words condemning their life. God has given pastors a congregation to shepherd. When a pastor remembers that God is the one working out all things as the head shepherd, he can be freed from the need to please everyone, and freed from shameful expectations that he is owed anything as the undershepherd. For me, this is a reminder that I have a church to love right now. Not a hypothetical church in the future.
Pastors are called to be holy, as God is holy. It is hard to cultivate a life of holiness. It is hard to take blame or criticism with grace. Pastors are called to examine what has been brought before them and humbly seek God to grow in godliness. Pastors want to see their congregation grow in holiness. They must, alongside their elders, set the example they wish to see their people grow into. This is a reminder to me that I must continue to grow in holiness.
Humility must be exhibited. Pride so easily works its way into pastors, who are there to spiritually nourish their people. Pastors must point their people to truth, but have that truth wrapped in love. They must see they are not always the smartest or most godly person in the room. God also humbles pastors through suffering, messy churches, prayer, and his word to grow them and remind them of their great need for him. I can trust that he does things through me, and that I can rely on him.
Pastors must also have confidence, but many do not. They must ground their confidence in God. They may not always be the best with people, the best at preaching sermons, or the best theologian in the room, but they must have confidence in God and that he has given them what they need. That is hard for me to do, sometimes. Self-esteem is difficult. But knowing God is with me and cares helps to know that I am secure and am chosen by him to do what I am called to do.
We are called to be watchful. Watchful for ourselves. Satan’s schemes are everywhere. Our sin is constantly present. We must also be watchful for, and be accountable to, others. Heresies infect the church. We must graciously and lovingly correct others and teach the truth. We can, and should, have righteous anger against wickedness while being properly proportioned in our anger and our rationality. We should be on alert for those who slide away from the faith, and for gossip and division that erode church families.
Pastors are not perfect, which is a relief for me. I know I am far from perfect. Fortunately, pastors are not saved by being perfect, nor are they expected to be perfect. They are expected to seek Christ, point others to him, and become more and more like him. When people look at me, I hope they are looking at Christ in me. I will not satisfy what they are looking for. Christ will. The ministry does not belong to a pastor; the ministry belongs to God, who is the justifier.
Next, Wilson moves on to the glory of pastoring. The number one catalyst for spiritual growth is studying the Bible. The Scriptures are central to knowing about God and teach how you can know God. This is a great reminder to me that the words I preach are important when they are grounded in what God says first. Faithfulness to the text is how God’s church grows.
Preaching in the pulpit and living beyond the pulpit are entirely different things. We can preach the gospel before others, but we need to believe it and live consistently with that message. We want to put our best foot forward. I try to do so all the time. But I cannot use that as a benchmark to justify myself. I must depend on Christ no matter how I live through the week. What comes out should flow from me because of the gospel and not from how I try to live pleasing God. Not only does this remind me I need to preach the gospel to myself over and over, but that I must preach the gospel constantly to those around me too.
The chapter on faith had a quote by Michael Horton and the desire to celebrate the minister over celebrating the ministry. This idea alone could fill this entire reflection paper. I love this distinction Horton draws because it is a reminder again that ministry is not meant to serve me. I want to be a pastors to serve God and to help other serve God by serving them. I do this through how I preach, how I write communion messages, how I prepare for small groups and will prepare for Sunday school classes, or when I make food for others, or spend time with the young adults. I do this as an outflow of serving God. Not, like the last chapter was saying, justifying myself by doing good things, but by loving what I have first received and giving that hope to others in the ways I can give to others (even when I get nothing, or less, in return).
“Inspiration sells, but only Jesus transforms” was one of the best comments on the chapter about talking of Jesus as our king. The church belongs to Jesus, not us. It is only properly fitting to declare his name in his church, and to keep him. I am curious about Wilson’s recommendation for pastors to not attend every meeting. I understand everything else. I can see reasons a pastor would benefit the church by attending and letting others take charge, and reasons it would be good to not be there as well.
Wilson concludes with an eye towards eternity. Soli Deo Gloria is the call that we share. To God alone be the glory. Everything a pastor does in his life and his church must focus on being with God forever. He is not saved by his ministry, or his works, or his wit. He is saved by the Lord. He is saved by Jesus Christ, who has done everything for him. That is the salvation I have confidence in. Not my ministry, or future ministry, but my God who has justified me.