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225 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1990
Often I had puzzled about where in myself a concentrated sentient self was really lodged, the one that ceaselessly spoke—-perhaps in dreams, too—-and judged and directed my attention to this or that—-the self that thought it thought.
The building whose number Aunt Lulu had written on the postcard she had sent to my mother, and which I had passed by several times on my walks, was like a derelict ship that had run aground. Along its second-story balcony ran an indecipherable sentence written in the ornate script of a wrought-iron grill. The arched entranceway, its doors flung back against the inner walls, reminded me of a stable. The wooden floor I walked upon, scored as if by hooves, gave on to a stone courtyard dominated by a huge fountain. Its marble basin was dry, and rising from its center , the rusted tip of a pipe poking up from among its marble curls, was the statue of a girl poised on one foot, leaning forward as though in flight, her outstretched arms and hands turned to brushes and twigs.
…I [Nina] thought of the war and the millions who perished, and I recalled something Claude quoted: ‘Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it.’ But, oh, Helen! Also those who remember repeat the past! And I thought of Lulu’s death and Gerald’s. And Claude dead beneath the oaks. Are you still falling in love with people? Helen, don’t forget me.”