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375 pages, Kindle Edition
First published February 7, 2013
He held his weight on his forearms, and gradually increased the speed. I felt the cool metal of his dog tags on my skin over my heart, which was beating furiously fast, as my body began to respond again and again.
Death by orgasm--what a way to go.
My God, the feelings that burned through me, scorching away every sorrow, every moment of regret. Instead, I remembered how his hands had learned every curve and hollow of my body, how our love had melded us into one, how his body had fit inside me. He pressed himself into me, his mouth hungrily devouring every breath.
"I haven't changed how I feel. I still love you--I've always loved you. It's only ever been you."
I thought my heart would stop beating.
"You don't want me to use her?" he said, glancing towards me. "Well, Nicole, I was planning on taking her to bed and using her in ways that aren't even mentioned in the Kama Sutra, but now you've told me that, I think I should go take a cold shower instead."
"Sebastian, you just f@@@ed me while you were talking to your CO!"
"What, you think men can't multitask?"
I stared up at him in astonishment.
"I can't believe you did that!"
He laughed. "Felt good! Don't tell me you didn't enjoy that because either it was you moaning, baby, or my CO had a stomach ache."
I handed him a tiny pebble of polished quartz.
"I found it the first time I went to Long Beach."
He closed his eyes and kissed my hair.
"I've never had something to come back to before, Caro. Don't worry about me--just take care of yourself."
He kissed the little pebble and slipped it into his pocket.
Then he told us that a typical answer to a question an Afghan couldn't answer would be for them to say, 'because the sea is green and the sky is blue'.
"Tell them that and they'll think you're clever," he said, gazing condescendingly at me. --Chief Hunter
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"This is mine--You kept it--all these years?"
"Yes, tesoro. It was all I had of you."
He closed his eyes, holding
"Caro…I don't understand--why do you love me?"
"Just because…because the sky is blue and the sea is green."
And then he started to cry. He fisted his hands over his eyes and sobbed into my arms. And, at last, I could hold him.
This man, lying in my arms, had told me over and over again that he loved me--that he'd always loved me. And, despite everything that fate had thrown in our path--time, distance, and age difference--we were in love.


Perhaps life is what happens when you least expect it.
I reminded myself that according to the consensus of opinion, a forty-year-old woman was in her sexual prime, while a man's was at the age of 19. Which meant Sebastian was already past his prime: although there was no evidence that anyone had told him that.
"Caro... I don't understand - why do you love me?"
"Just because... because the sky is blue and the sea is green."
He'd asked me once if I was brave enough to take a chance on love. I finally knew the answer.
"I love you, too, Sebastian. More than you'll ever know."
"I'm going to make you so hard, I'm going to get you so wound up, I'm going to turn you on so much, that all I'll have to do is touch you with one finger to make you come."
"Fuck!"

Be happy, Caro, because that's what you deserve.
I love you, I have always loved you, and where I go after this world, I will always love you.
Sempre e per sempre.
"Every man in this room wants you, Caro. I'm so fucking proud, I can't stop smiling."

★★★★★5 Stunning Stars★★★★★















“You are an ocean wave, my love Crashing at my bow…”

“I never dreamed that my past would catch up with me, and that I’d be drawn back into the erotic madness of a decade ago."
“Why didn’t you come back?” he sobbed. “I waited and waited for you, like I said I would, but you never came back! Why? Why didn’t you come back? I love you I love you I love you.”

“What do you want me to say, Caro? I fucked everything I could get my hands on when I realized you weren’t coming back. It was years before I trusted a woman enough to be able to make love to her, and even then...”
“That’s how you make me feel, Caro, like the world just goes away and it’s just you and me.”
“It’s been ten years, Caro,” he said, seriously. “I’ve waited long enough.”
“Be happy, Caro, because that’s what you deserve. I love you, I have always loved you, and wherever I go after this world, I will always love you. Sempre e per sempre.”

“Despite the difficulties we had been through, despite the difficulties we had yet to face, I had never been happier in my whole life”
















This is a beautiful and moving love story, of two people who have never forgotten that are given a second chance to be finally together. But will they be able to face the challenges that will be thrown at them? Can they overcome the pain, anger and misunderstandings from the past? : How will the events in war-torn Afghanistan affect them and will it be at all possible to deal with the aftermath or will they be torn apart again?
Heartbreaking…..even in dark times, Sebastian’s love for Caroline shone through so so brightly.
And if you think Sebastian was hot at 17….be prepared!!! He has learnt a lot since then!! Sensual, sexy, hot and beautifully written sex scenes. Passionate,loving,caring….oh I could go on and on[image error]










They say there are no atheists in foxholes. I say there are no atheists when you’re begging God to keep alive the person you love.
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“War with its terrible shadow following behind: death.”
— L’Argonnaute | February 1917
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My hands shook as I tore open the envelope. There was a single sheet of lined paper with a ragged edge inside, probably torn from a
notebook. One side contained a short message in Sebastian’s careful handwriting.
Caro, my love,
Just writing these words makes me happier than I can remember being for a very long time – ten years, in fact.
I’m not one for words – I leave that to you – my beautiful, talented Caro. But we’ve had the news we were waiting for and soon we’ll be
heading out.
I hope you never read this letter, but if you do, it means I’ve gone on to the next big adventure.
Knowing that you are in the world and wearing my ring, makes me the happiest man alive, and the last few weeks have been the best and
happiest of my whole life.
Be happy, Caro, because that’s what you deserve.
I love you, I have always loved you, and wherever I go after this world, I will always love you. Sempre e per sempre.
Sebastian
"Caro... I don't understand - Why do you love me?"
"Just because... because the sky is blue and the sea is green."
Be happy, Caro, because that's what you deserve.
I love you, I have always loved you, and where I go after this world, I will always love you.
Sempre e per sempre.

...My God, the feelings that burned through me, scorching away every sorrow, every moment of regret. Instead, I remembered how his hands had learned every curve and hollow of my body, how our love had melded us into one, how his body had fit inside me. He pressed himself into me, his mouth hungrily devouring every breath.JHB is a very talented storyteller. Not only has she penned a hero who is so lovable the reader is left wanting more but she also gives a heroine whom you’ll admire. Her descriptive settings enhance the tale and early on the plot draws you in until very soon you find yourself totally invested. And don’t forget to have those tissues handy for not only will you find yourself laughing out loud, but there are scenes that are heart-rending.
"I haven't changed how I feel. I still love you---I've always loved you. It's only ever been you."
I thought my heart would stop beating.
"My beautiful boy, my lover, my friend. The man I thought I'd never see again. Sebastian."
"Caro... I don't understand - why do you love me?"
"Just because... because the sky is blue and the sea is green."
"Thank God for you, Caro."




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