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250 pages, Paperback
First published March 10, 2013
˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆ “Everything just feels so right when I'm with you, Scarlett. I can be me. But it's more than that. You give me something I haven't had in a long time, if ever. You give me peace. It's like the jumbled mess in my head can settle down, and I can be still with you. Like none of the other stuff matters." His voice catches, and he swallows. "I had a bad day and usually I'd get shitfaced drunk, but the only thing I could think of was I had to see you.”
˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆ “I'm not sure which is better—the chance to experience love and lose it, or to live my life without it.”
˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆ “I want you to know I'm here. I want you to know I see you.”
˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆ “Because as long as you know the rules, you know what’s expected of you, and as long as you have the necessary information, you can always find the answer.”

AMAZON"The more I study people in my attempt to fit into life, the more I realise that people are often driven by their fear.”
“Is that a trick question where there is no right answer?”
I laugh. “Probably.”
“Then I plead the fifth.”
“Smart man.”
Scarlett, the heroine, is a 22 year old woman, with a purpose, a dream and a backbone: she wants to work for the C.I.A, as one of their analysts.
She survived an abusive childhood by distancing herself from a mother that failed her in any possible ways. She hold on her dreams and found her solace in Maths.
Her life was the centre of chaos and Maths gave her strength, discipline and calm.
"Math is the one constant in my life, the one thing I can count on to always be the same. I brush the stray strands of hair from my face, ignoring how sad my life is if that statement is true.”
While still in high school, she was offered a full ride scholarship for the college she had previously applied for and, with her best friend Caroline, Scarlett packed up her things and off they went.
The story kicks off three years later, when the heroine is forced to tutor Tucker Price, popular soccer star around campus, with a shady past and an insufferable attitude.
Two different worlds about to collide.
The cover blurb is accurate, the plot is nothing we haven’t heard of before, but the writing was quite remarkable.
Scarlet was a tough, smart heroine that won’t be easily forgotten.
I loved everything about her personality: her drive, how she processed her feelings.
When she didn’t accept Tucker’s apologies and left the cafeteria, at the beginning, I was glad. Literally. An heroine who knew how to stand up for herself.
I suppose it’s best to dive into this novel without too many preconceptions, so I’m going to stop myself here. No more comments.
Just read it. I’m quite certain you won’t regret it.
“How long have I existed in this nether world? Living in it but not part of it? Standing on the sidelines as a bystander? I’m like an alien, exiled to a foreign land in which I never fit, no matter how hard I try. For twenty years I’ve lived alone, keeping me safely tucked inside, but it’s an illusion. A lie. I thought I could protect myself from the horror of my home life growing up, but all I’ve done is isolate and ostracize myself from the world. I’d always hoped someone would hold the key to open the door to my prison. Someone I felt safe letting in. Now I’ve found him. And he doesn’t want me.”
“Could someone really see past the walls I put up and see me?”
“With math, as long as you have all the necessary factors, you can find the answer. Life, on the other hand, is so much messier… Math is the one constant in my life, the one thing I can count on to always be the same.”
“I’m surrounded by people every day, yet I always feel alone, no matter how hard I try to connect. It’s as though a veil has been thrown over my heart, and no one has ever been able to tear it down. Until this boy. This unattainable, untouchable, unreliable boy.”
“The door to me, the me deep inside, has cracked open, and I’m emerging into the daylight for the first time in years.”
“I look up into his face and his gaze lowers to my mouth. His arm tightens around my back, and he closes his eyes, pressing his forehead against mine. For several seconds, our breaths mingle and we’re breathing each other in. I’m amazed at how right this feels. Like I’ve been searching my entire life for this peace I feel in his embrace.”

~"I'm broken Tucker. I'm hopelessly broken inside, and I'm not sure there are enough pieces in me to put back together. But when I'm with you, I feel like maybe I can actually be whole."~

"For the first time, I feel genuinely connected to another human being and just my luck, it turns out to be Tucker Price.
And that's the saddest fact of all."
~"If I kiss you now, I won't be able to let you go, and you'll end up hating me. Tell me to walk away right now before it's too late. Tell me to leave you alone so you can have the life you deserve, Scarlett Goodwin, and not get stuck with a fuckup like me." The agony on his face tells me he believes every word.
It makes me want him ever more. ~

~"Goodbye is too permanent. Goodbye has the risk of never seeing each other again. But good morning is full of possibilities."~
~"Everything just feels so right when I'm with you, Scarlett. I can be me. But it's more that that. You give me something I haven't had in a long time, if ever. you give me peace. It's like the jumbled mess in my head can settle down, and I can be still with you. Like none of the other stuff matters."~