4.75⭐️
5/5🌶️
•enemies to lovers
•bully romance
•bdsm
•mafia/gang
•touch her & 💀
•virgin fmc
•slow burn
•love triangle🤢
•small town
⚠️check TWs⚠️
“I’m yours. Not even death will do us part. I love you.”
i’ve officially read all of Lola’s books & she really has a way of completely taking over your heart with every character she writes. every character within this world has me in a chokehold that i never wanna get out of.
“The day I realized I was in love with you, I started breathing for the first time. There isn’t one day I will spend without you. There isn’t one second of one minute I will not love you.”
this trilogy. this. damn. trilogy. it made me feel so many emotions from happy, sad, bitter…i just could not get enough. i binge ate this trilogy right up. jake and jamie’s story is not for the faint of heart. it’s not all rainbows and butterflies. it’s real. it’s raw. it’s toxic. there is soooo many ups and downs. the angst, tension, chemistry, banter was top tier. they went through hell to get to their happily ever after, but everything they went through, made their relationship them. they worked so hard on themselves and their relationship. the development was amazing. when i got to the epilogue, to their wedding day…i was a mess. no one deserves that amount of happiness but them. it was everything to me.
“The man who made me live life to the fullest. The man who taught me that falling in love is exactly that, falling. And that at the end you’re the one who catches me.”
Jake White: a possessive, obsessive bully. we see Jake fight is dark demons and past that’s catching up with him. he was so good at controlling his emotions until Jamie came into his life. he definitely was stubborn, hardheaded, never listened to a thing anyone told him and hard to crack. but he fell so hard for Jamie. seeing him finally be vulnerable & let her all the way in, it’s the most beautiful thing. she brought light to his darkness and he did anything and everything to make sure she was his and only his. he has such a soft spot for her, she has him wrapped around her little finger. his character development was just amazing to witness. i wanna give him a hug and tell him im proud of him.
“Jamie is the opposite. She’s whole. When she’s mad or sad, it breaks her heart. She cries easily and laughs heartily. But when she loves, it’s deep and warm like a summer afternoon.”
Jamie Williams: damn did she go through hell in this book and came out stronger than ever. she just could not catch a break😭 we first see Jamie as the shy girl. a good girl with a big heart who stays out of trouble. but she’s more than that. her character development was amazing. Jake brought out so many parts of her that she was hiding because of the trauma she was faced with losing her dad and brother. she’s not shy, she’s not weak. she’s a leader, a problem solver, brave, strong, confident. she isn’t afraid to be who she is. she holds her own when it comes to Jake. she wears her heart on her sleeve. and i loved how she wasn’t afraid to show what she enjoyed in the bedroom. that girl loves so dark shit, who would have known.
i also really loved seeing the friendship she had developed with Rose. I read Roses book before this and i love her so much. so seeing her open up to Jamie about her trauma…made my heart warm.
“Why is your dick so small I can’t even feel it today,” - when rose said that about luke i laughed so loud.
this trilogy i actually read last, not first. so i read Nathan’s book before this one, awhile back. if i wouldn’t have, this book would have pissed me off with that love triangle bullshit but i know the outcome with Nathan so my heart was able to take it🤣
fav quotes❤️🌶️⛓️💍 (there’s a lot)
“it only motivates me to work harder for our relationship because I want her. I want her so bad my chest ached”
“Dammit, she could be taking the trash out, I still think my cock would enjoy the view.”
“He kisses me like it’s the last time he ever will, like he’s loved me for years and will love me forever.”
“the fact that he’s making me come with a gun between my legs.”
^^sir
“he doesn’t have to mold me, our broken pieces already fit together perfectly.”
“I think if you keep contradicting me with that pretty mouth of yours, you’re going to choke on my dick before we get home.”
“I’m in love with you, Jamie. So fucking much it hurts. You make my heart go fucking crazy, you pull at its strings until it can only sing to the rhythm of yours. As long as your heart beats, mine will beat along with it.”
“How does it feel, Angel? To be worshipped by the devil?”
“I want to wake up by his side every day, I want his love and his support. I want the way he always lifts me up when I’m down, I want him to let go of the demons.”
“It’s a dream-like state to be with Jamie. An unattainable fantasy. Fiction written for the books and films and series on Netflix.”
“Jamie and I are a forever kind of thing. I would fight and kill for her. And I’m not talking death do us apart sort of shit. No, I’ll follow my Angel to heaven, bring her back down, and drag her to hell with me. Exactly where I belong. Mine today, mine tomorrow, and mine forever.”
“you are so perfectly mine”
“I fuck her like I’m insane. Like the kind of man who would beat up someone to an inch of their life if they dare upset her.”
“Kiss me, baby. Give me one last kiss as my girlfriend before you become my wife.”
“I wake up every day to your beautiful eyes knowing if I were to die tomorrow, I can die peacefully if they’re the last thing I saw.”
“You’re my guiding light when I lose myself, the other half of my soul.”